She raised her hand to caress his face, her eyes were filled with tears, and a big teardrop slid down the corner of her eyes. She choked up and said, I'm sorry, I am a person who abides by the rules, and I can't cater to your hospitality with a sense of guilt. I just want to give my lover a pure and perfect self on the wedding night.
His big warm hand covered her hand that caressed his cheek, he held her little hand tightly, causing her slight pain, his deep murmur was filled with earnest hope, his voice was hoarse after drinking Asked in a low voice, do you love me? I don't have a diamond ring, I don't have a house, I have almost nothing.
I love you, I love you for nothing, I never cared whether you have a diamond ring or not, I need a confidant, a confidant who can go deep into the depths of the soul.
However, in this world, a confidant is the hardest to find!
So do I count? Am I worthy to be a confidant like you
She burst into a smile, and Muzi, who was brimming with tears, beamed brightly.
If you are not worthy, who else is
He smiled lightly, with a gloomy face, got up and sat against the wall, she couldn't see his inner thoughts from his expression, she felt a little sorry for her extinguishing his passion, she also got up and sat next to him.
He was expressionless, looking at the opposite wall thoughtfully.
There was a large landscape painting on the opposite wall. In the painting was a waterfall. She looked around his dormitory. She seldom came to his dormitory. His dormitory was simple and cozy. There is an old desk and a chair by the bed, and there are two heavy wooden sofas exactly the same as those in her dormitory by the door. A new cloth wardrobe with flower and bird patterns, a simple hanger nailed on the wall facing the head of the bed, a blue suit covered with a large white plastic bag is hung on the hanger neatly, he has a cleanliness fetish, the room It was clean and tidy.
She still did not forget her mission today, she asked, where did you go today
Going to the countryside, with Secretary Qiao and Mayor Li, going to Village Y to resolve conflicts and disputes.
Oh, I thought you and Secretary Qiao went back to the county seat.
By the way, you often go back to the county with Secretary Qiao, have you ever been to his house
He had been there, his eyes still fell on the opposite wall, and he responded casually.
I heard that his family lives in an independent three-story building, which is luxuriously decorated.
He smiled lightly and said that it can be described by the word magnificent.
What street is his house on
He suddenly turned his head and looked at her curiously, with a flash of surprise in his eyes, and then said with a smile, on the east-west road in front of the newly built county government building, the county government is about 200 meters to the east On the north side of the road, facing the street, the surrounding shops have two floors, only his house has three floors.
The wording she originally envisioned was not like this. She planned to ask more subtly and implicitly, but it was too late today, and she had to get up early to drive home tomorrow. She told him all about her plan, but she was also worried that her image in his mind would be greatly reduced. She was afraid of his contemptuous gaze. Although the man in front of her was very close to her, his true thoughts always made people ponder I can't tell, there is a bottomless pool hidden under his handsome and gentle appearance, he is like the cloud floating in the sky, suddenly far away and then near, she thought over and over again, but still chose to keep silent, After all, it was not a glorious thing, not a happy event that could share happiness, and even if he had doubts, he pretended not to know and kept silent, which made her even less courageous to speak out.
They all sat silently against the wall, silent and preoccupied.
She was thinking about family affairs, and suddenly remembered that she hadn't asked for leave yet. She wanted to catch the car tomorrow morning, so she didn't have time to ask for leave, so she turned her head and said to him with a blank and preoccupied face, "Please help me ask for leave tomorrow."
He glanced at her and asked, Are you going back tomorrow? ... Well, I'll help you ask for leave.
She jumped out of bed and was about to go back to the dormitory to rest, but he suddenly stretched out his hand to grab her, with a look of concern in his eyes, and begged, let's rest here today, okay, I promise, absolutely promise to abide by your rules, we Sleep with your clothes on, okay
She looked at him strangely and said, how can this work, others will gossip.
Who would say, Huang Juan is not here today, no one knows that you are in my room, besides, why are we afraid of others gossiping
how are you today
He smiled and said sadly, nothing, I feel at ease when you are by my side, very at ease, I often dream that we broke up, you are far away from me, I can't catch you no matter what.
She laughed and said, fool, you still say I am stupid, you are stupid, how could I leave you, I will never leave you, only you want to leave me, I will never leave you.
He happily embraced her in his arms.
That night, they slept with their clothes on, and he hugged her in a regular manner, sleeping soundly and sweetly. She couldn't fall asleep anyway, she always had insomnia, and she couldn't fall asleep that night. Many troubles lingered in her mind. It came and went, and it came again, which made her unable to fall asleep. At about three o'clock in the morning, she quietly got up and went back to her own dormitory.
In the morning, she didn't bother him, and quietly drove away alone. Sitting in the carriage, she always felt that he was weird, as if he had something on his mind, as if he was hiding something from her, but now she was powerless to care about it, her There are too many things on her mind, so many burdened hearts can no longer bear it, and she can no longer bear this too much sorrow. She stays up all night, her head is throbbing with pain, and she is drowsy. Later, she is noisy and roaring, yellow Fell asleep in the dusty, ups and downs of the carriage.