Memoirs of a Female Prisoner

Chapter 41

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She was very busy in those few days, and there was endless work at home. Her father did not allow her to go out of the field, but asked her to do chores at home and take care of her mother. She feeds her mother every day. Her mother can only eat semi-liquid food now. Her stomach is damaged by the medicine and she is unable to digest other things. In addition, she is completely paralyzed. She lies down all day and cannot exercise. She can only eat these Semi-liquid food, otherwise it will be very uncomfortable. After her mother had eaten, she helped her mother to scrub her body. Due to her long-term lying, her mother's skin was red, swollen and festered in many places.

Usually these things are done by my father. This time, when she comes back, there is someone to take care of my mother. My father hastened to harvest the autumn as soon as possible, because if the harvest is not timely, it will affect the autumn watering, that is, the autumn irrigation. Irrigate, what stays in the ground will be hard to get back.

It is located in the middle and upper reaches of the Yellow River, close to the Yellow River, and the groundwater level is high. The salt in the water will be brought to the surface with the evaporation of the groundwater, so there are mostly saline-alkali land here. Irrigation water re-seeps into the ground, and autumn watering is a uniform time. If it is missed, it will naturally affect the quality of the next year's cultivation and land. Therefore, every autumn, the farmers here are in a hurry to get back before the autumn watering. something in the ground.

While she was busy, she was counting the time to complete the important matter that seemed to be entangled in her heart now. When she thought of this matter and the disregard and contempt she might suffer because of it, her soft heart Her heart is like being sharpened on a rough stone, oozing blood with relish, her fragile and sensitive self-esteem will be very uncomfortable, making her hesitate, making her hesitate, she always thinks that she is doing something very immoral and extremely shameful So she hid it in her heart and dared not tell anyone.

On August 13th, she told her father that she was going to work, and her father was very surprised, saying that everyone was on holiday for the Mid-Autumn Festival, so why did you still go to work? She said that this year’s Mid-Autumn Festival just happened to coincide with the National Day , The family planning year-end report is also being done these days. She has to rush back to the unit. She did not lie to her family about this matter. Indeed, none of the people in their family planning office have vacations. Before she came home, Deputy Mayor Li It was said in the meeting that the people in the family planning office do not have a holiday for the Mid-Autumn Festival, and they will take compensatory leave after they finish the report.

Dad, oh! He promised and said repeatedly, yes, work is important! Work is important! Don't let things affect your work because of family affairs. Her honest farmer father, a farmer who has never left the land in his life, is very proud of his daughter being able to eat imperial food. He is very worried that his daughter will lose this job, especially Recently, on TV and in news broadcasts, it is often mentioned that organizational reforms and layoffs are required, and he is even more apprehensive and trembling. In his mind, because they do not have prominent backers, the trusteeship of his daughter is hard to come by. Coming to work is like a small boat floating in the waves, which may be broken by the waves at any time. As soon as he heard that his daughter did not come back because of a holiday, he anxiously urged her to go back to work.

That day, she took the earliest bus and came to the county early. After haggling with the boss at the promising shop on the "Tobacco and Alcoholic Street" before, she finally bought two cigarettes at a discounted price of "85% off". A box of Zhonghua cigarettes and a bottle of expensive Moutai. She and the boss asked for a large black plastic bag to cover these things. other people's attention.

She felt heavy carrying these things, as well as her heavy heart. This is half a year's salary. She felt distressed when she thought about it. She bit her lip hard, and hurriedly turned out from that street. , and walked another hundred meters to the east, avoiding that street, standing on the side of the road anxiously waiting for a taxi, while carefully looking around, fortunately, no acquaintances were found.

The street is full of traffic, people are coming and going, bustling, and the piercing siren sound is like the noise piercing through the eardrums and piercing into the heart. She looked at the passing taxis anxiously and anxiously, and she kept waving for a taxi. But today's taxis seem to be very busy, one by one speeding past her, after waiting for a long time, finally a car stopped in front of her, she hurried into the car, sat on the seat behind the driver, ordered The driver went to the street in front of the new county government building.

The county has changed a lot, and it is a little strange. The urban area has expanded a lot like the north, and the area has almost doubled. Many old streets have been demolished and new ones have been built. The original farmland has become a brand new and beautiful high-rise building. High-end residential areas and majestic and beautiful squares dotted with flowers and green grass, new and wide asphalt roads criss-cross to divide the huge county town into many pieces, the new city and the old site are very different, the contrast is sharp, it is like two worlds, Just like the difference between a slum and a wealthy area, as the car gradually approaches the new county government building, there are brand new, rich and luxurious buildings on both sides of the road, with sauna bathing centers, KTV karaoke halls, foot massage centers and various Luxuriously decorated restaurants, guesthouses, etc., she couldn't help but sigh. She stayed in that remote town, and it was rare to leave the house several times a year. It's just people, when did the county become so prosperous, she didn't even know that there were so many people spending so many luxurious places suddenly built

The car had already driven on the wide asphalt road in front of the county government. The tall and majestic government building of the county government stood at the head of all the buildings and was very eye-catching. While watching the street scene along the road, she paid attention to the independent building From a distance, she saw an independent three-story building painted in pink standing among the rows of two-story buildings on the north side of the road. She immediately ordered the driver to park the car opposite the front three-story building.

On the opposite side of the third floor is a grocery store for tobacco, alcohol and non-staple food. She put the things at the door of the grocery store and pretended to buy a bottle of mineral water. Worrying about whether Secretary Qiao is at home today? Are there any other guests in the house? What should he do if no one is home today? Don't come so far to prepare so well, but it turns out to be empty.

While looking at the opposite side, she glanced at the things at the door from time to time, probably her nervousness and uneasiness were reflected on her face, the proprietress of the grocery store stared at her suspiciously, she glanced at the proprietress' suspicious eyes and couldn't help but Her face was hot, she felt like a thief, and realized that being misunderstood by others felt extremely uncomfortable. She was about to leave immediately, but the proprietress whispered mysteriously like a prophet, the person opposite was at home, yesterday afternoon I saw the white Mitsubishi car coming, but I haven't seen the Mitsubishi car coming again today. She looked at the proprietress in surprise, wow! This woman was like a god, she guessed her mind so accurately, she smiled gratefully at the proprietress, went out, picked up her things and mustered up the courage to walk towards the opposite three-story building.

This beautiful three-story building covers an area of about 200 square meters. The ground floor is a spacious front-facing room. There is a cabinet like the one often placed in the bar counter at the door. There are some bookshelves against the wall, most of which are empty. Some DVDs, tapes, magazines, etc. are scattered here and there, facing the door, and there is a long row of white counters against the wall. Behind the counter stands a thin woman with an indifferent expression and looks a bit like Mrs. Qiao's wife. , she walked over to the woman and asked the woman timidly, is Secretary Qiao at home, the woman just nodded indifferently, and there was a burst of joy in her heart that hope was not lost.

She turned around and walked up the stairs quickly. When she reached the door, she was flustered and kept beating non-stop. She controlled her emotions a little and knocked on the door gently. I was startled, and then, Liu Xu smiled and said come in, and Secretary Qiao asked inside, who is it? Liu Xudao, it was Xiao Xue, oh, Secretary Qiao responded in a low voice.

As soon as she entered the door, the luxury and wealth in the room appeared in front of her eyes. She felt that the eyes were bright and magnificent, with high-grade light brown wooden floor, brown leather sofa with soft and delicate texture, all high-end mahogany furniture: tea table, dining table, and The rest of the furniture is made of mahogany, exuding a warm and soft luster, beautiful and chic chandeliers, modern electrical appliances, and the mint scent of air fresheners in the room. This is the most luxurious room she has ever seen , She just felt dazzled, dizzy, dizzy.

She couldn't help but think of her dilapidated earthen house surrounded by dilapidated walls. The only furnishings in the earthen house were a big kang connected to the stove and a dilapidated old kitchen that couldn't be seen to be painted red. The cabinet, that small, low, cramped hut, the hut where the whole family lay on the kang and it was difficult for them to turn over, a sense of inferiority that came to them immediately flooded from the heels to the top of the head like a raging tide at high tide, she was confused and hesitated. stood at the door.

Secretary Qiao said with a smile, Xiaoxue, come in. She put down her things and stood at the door hesitating whether she should change her shoes or not. Secretary Qiao said again, no need to change shoes, come in! She walked in slowly and saw a man sitting opposite Secretary Qiao on the sofa. She had seen this man many times. He was a contractor repairing the town government compound. It was a bit disgusting, Secretary Qiao pointed to the sofa and said enthusiastically, Come on, Xiaoxue sit down.

The man moved into the sofa to make room for a large space. She sat down timidly, with half of her butt drooping, feeling that her shabby clothes were not worthy of sitting on such a high-end sofa.

Secretary Qiao pointed to a large and exquisite wooden fruit plate on the coffee table in front of her. There were various dried fruits and fruits in the fruit plate for her to eat. Then she said that the small fish was being stewed in the kitchen downstairs and she would eat fish later. She symbolized I deliberately picked two pistachios to eat, and I couldn't tell the taste in my heart.

Secretary Qiao was chatting with the contractor, Liu Xu. She sat numbly, feeling awkward and embarrassed. She felt that she should do something, so she stood up and said, go downstairs to help in the kitchen, Secretary Qiao He smiled and said no, no, just sit.

After dinner was ready, Mrs. Secretary Qiao and the woman she had seen before came up with two large plates each. She immediately stood up to greet Mrs. Secretary Qiao. Mrs. Secretary Qiao squinted at her and said coldly, yes! good! good! Then she put down her things and went out. She wanted to go out to help. Secretary Qiao said, no, you can't find the kitchen, and then invited everyone to sit at the table. She simply sat down calmly as a guest.

After a while Mrs. Qiao and the woman came in with some cold dishes. Everyone stood up and quickly gave up their seats. The woman put down the cold dishes and said that she had to take care of the things downstairs, so she didn't eat here, and then turned around and went out. Secretary Qiao's wife Sitting down next to Secretary Qiao and staring at her with disgust and stern eyes, she immediately lowered her head, feeling uncomfortable and on pins and needles.

She wondered, how did she offend this lady? To make her hate herself so much? As the saying goes, "A good dog doesn't bite its relatives, and it doesn't hit a smiling face when it reaches out." She carefully accompanied the smiling face with an expensive gift. Why did she hate it so much? In fact, it was because she was too simple and stupid, and she always couldn't see through other people's thoughts, so she always couldn't figure out Jiang Cheng's thoughts. A woman's mind, thinking about it now, that woman hates her because she is a young and beautiful girl, because she is still her husband's subordinate, she is still restless, she is still ambitious and wants to climb up, and she still runs to her How could she not be vigilant and worried when the family came to approach her husband, how could she welcome herself

Secretary Qiao looked at her wife and said, "Where is the wine?" Moutai wine worth more than 1,000 yuan, I will give you a taste today, as I said, I picked up the bottle and filled the glasses in front of them. When she came to her, she blocked it with her hand, saying that I don’t drink, Joe The secretary said domineeringly, drink! drink! Have to drink today! Then he glanced at her and said, Xiao Xue is scared! Come and eat first, don't be nervous, just treat it as returning to your own home, I have a good relationship with your cousin, and it is your cousin's face that you come to work in Zha Town, or the grassroots generally don't want lesbians, Deputy Zhang I was also very embarrassed when the elder did not agree with you to go to the family planning office. It was only after I put some pressure on him that he agreed. Liu Xu echoed, that is, at the grassroots level, lesbians are not able to do their jobs effectively, especially it is very inconvenient to go to the countryside.

Secretary Qiao also said that it is really difficult to assign a job now, and there are many graduates who are not assigned.

Why do these words sound so familiar, oh, my uncle once said it.

Although Secretary Qiao had a smile on his face and spoke frankly and earnestly, but when he heard these words, he felt awkward no matter what, and felt extremely uncomfortable and uncomfortable. She could understand that he said these words It was nothing more than asking her to be grateful for his great kindness, thank him for giving her a job, and thank him for solving her job problem.

But why, why did my originally reasonable and legal work assignment turn into a favor transaction in the end? At the time of the entrance examination, it was clear that the enrollment was within the plan, and they were all recruited and allocated. She remembered that she had humbly filled out a form, and there was an item in the form, asking if they would obey the assignment after graduation. The teacher also earnestly warned them She must fill in the subject of assignment, otherwise the school will not admit her, so she fills in the field of complete obedience to the assignment in humility, but after graduation, she waits until no one cares about her. She begs, spends money, and accepts this Undeserved humiliation, she finally got a job, and now she has so many debts of gratitude, and she still needs to be grateful to so many people, so how many people does she need to thank in her life

Well! She thought she was lucky, she was carrying the pig's head and had a temple door to find, but her two classmates who were not assigned were not so lucky. No.

Does Huang Juan need to be grateful to others? She graduated from high school and has been in the class for less than two years, but the file records five years of service. According to her age, she worked in the government department before she was a teenager. She is really a good public servant of the people! Start giving at a young age! Of course she doesn't need to be grateful to others, and on the contrary, there are a group of people vying for her favor, vying for her to give them a chance to make them appreciate her.

Is there any reason in this world? This world ---- there is no reason to speak! We only follow the naked law of the jungle, we only blame her for being cast in the wrong womb, we only blame her for not being reborn in the womb of the official's wife!