At about eleven o'clock in the evening, they returned to the small town. The empty and quiet courtyard was dark and quiet. As soon as she got out of the car and walked to the door of the corridor of the dormitory, she heard Jiang Cheng from a distance. There were chattering noises and bursts of laughter from the dormitory, and Jiang Cheng's magnetic but only male voice was mixed in the noise and laughter.
The cold wind in the late autumn night blew in from the corridor window, and the beaded door curtain hanging at the door of the dormitory flapped and rattled on the door. She felt so cold in her heart that she had been thinking about him during this short parting, and she was thinking about him all the time. When she got off the car just now, she was excited because she was about to see him, and she was so excited and inexplicably happy, but he Smiling so happily, it seems to be very happy. Is there any happiness like her? What kind of position does she occupy in his heart? Did he ever miss her parting
Surrounded by those girls who adore him and adore him, he chatted happily and showed his charm to his heart's content. He was intoxicated by it, how could he think of her
Happiness can be shared, but pain is always a person's pain. The only person who can rely on in this world is yourself, and you are your greatest reliance.
She suddenly felt that this familiar corridor was so long, so desolate, and so eerie tonight. In the dark corridor, there were only a few rooms with faint lights on the doors and windows, and the cool breeze was blowing from the corridor windows. Come in, let out a whistling sound.
She went back to the dormitory sadly and quietly, sat on the bed, tears swirled in her eyes, and finally fell from between her eyelashes. She shed tears for a while, feeling dry mouth and tongue, wanting to drink Drooling, brought up the thermos bottle in the dormitory, and the iron pot, it was empty, Huang Juan didn't even drink water, I don't know if this girl drinks water during her absence, and washes up before going to bed, she loves to dress up very much The flowers are red and the willows are green, but the more she dresses up, the more hideous and terrifying, maybe when no one is waiting for her, she will do it because of her need to dress up.
She brought two pots to the water room to fetch water, one pot of hot water and one pot of cold water, and went back to the dormitory to wash up and go to bed. She forced herself not to think about those unhappy things. She needed rest and quiet.
The wind outside was still blowing and the door curtain was rattling. She picked up a handful of water and splashed it on her face. The cool water splashed on her face, making her whole body feel cool. She held the basin with her hands and buried her head in the water. In the basin, water drops fell down her cheeks naturally. She watched the water drops and tears on her face fall drop by drop, splashing in the basin and making them dizzy. The more you can't be quiet, the dormitory next door sometimes whispers and laughs, Jiang Cheng's laughter is very clear, this voice that once fascinated her very much and regarded it as the sound of nature, now it sounds so harsh, so The piercing heart, such throbbing pain.
It's so lively over there, but it's so deserted and lonely here. She knows that they don't welcome her, and she doesn't want to make fun of herself. She embraces this boundless loneliness willingly, and tastes the unspeakable misery, loneliness, and sadness in her heart alone. a feeling of.
She kept scooping up water and splashing it on her face, one handful after another, kept splashing, the water splashed all over her body, all over the floor, her clothes were almost soaked, her body trembled uncontrollably, this cold and exciting feeling ah , This cool feeling is actually very refreshing! She simply picked up a basin full of water and poured it down from the top of her head. She couldn't open her eyes, couldn't breathe due to the impact of the violent water flow, and she was almost suffocated.
I hope this clear water can wash away all the troubles and sorrows, and leave the world of mortals away from the bustling, carefree!
The door of the dormitory opened silently, and a gust of cold wind blew in, so cold that she couldn't help shivering. She thought the door was blown open by the wind, and when she opened her misty eyes, she suddenly found Jiang Cheng standing there like a ghost. In front of her, she was like a person who just crawled out of the water after falling into the water. She was dripping wet and kept dripping water on the ground. Her face was submerged in cold water and tears, and she looked at the person in front of her with blurred eyes. , this person was talking and laughing in the next room just now, when did he appear here, could it be a hallucination
Jiang Cheng frowned and looked at her in surprise, after a while, he said, "What are you doing, are you taking a bath?"
She is awake, this is not a hallucination, it is indeed him standing here.
The dissatisfaction and resentment towards him just now surfaced in her heart in an instant, she stared at him coldly without saying a word.
"When will you come back? Why did you leave quietly and come back quietly?"
She sneered and said, "Wherever I come or go will not affect your life at all, what do you care about? Why do you bother?"
He frowned and looked at him in bewilderment, his face full of confusion and resentment.
"What's the matter with you? Why are you always so moody? You are so puzzling."
"Since I am so confusing to you, don't worry about figuring it out. You don't need to figure it out at all. No one forces you to see my bitter face. Go ahead and continue to have fun. They are waiting for you." Looking at you, you can find happiness anytime, anywhere, I can't, I can't do it." She growled with a sneer.
"Oh, are you angry about this? Are you jealous? You never seem to be jealous." There was a smile on his face, his eyes sparkled with lively joy, and he suddenly took a step forward to hug her, she She hurriedly backed away, she didn't know whether she was afraid of his embrace because she was wet all over or still had a suspicion of him, she retreated to the table beside the bed, her teeth chattered, and her whole body was trembling.
He stopped, stood in front of her, and said, "Hurry up and change your clothes, be careful of catching a cold, why are you abusing yourself?"
"I didn't abuse myself, I don't need you to care about me, you can go out." She still said angrily.
He looked at her helplessly, without saying a word, turned around and picked up a mop from the corner behind the door to wipe off the water spilled on the ground, and said, "Hurry up and change clothes, I will help if you don't do anything." Speaking of him approaching her, she thought he was really going to do something, she was a little scared, a little embarrassed, a little shy, and wanted to hide, but there was nowhere to hide.
He pouted, laughed, and said, "You are so cute and silly, I'll go out first, and I'll be here in a while." Then she turned around and went out, and she heard the girls in his dormitory also come out, and there was a messy sound in the corridor. At the sound of footsteps, Huang Juan opened the door and glanced at her angrily, and suddenly saw her standing beside the bed in a mess like a drowned chicken. "Crazy!" Then he closed the door heavily and went to the room of the two girls next door.
She shivered and changed into her pajamas, wiped away the splashed water everywhere in the room, and washed the clothes she had changed. Jiang Cheng kept knocking on the door. medicine, can you open the door?"
She suddenly became happy, and the ice in her heart melted. He was so careful, he cared so much about himself, he had him in his heart, and he loved her. She went to open the door excitedly, with a look of anger still on her face.
He entered the door with a box of medicine in his hand and put it on the bedside table, turned around and looked her up and down, and said with a smile, "This dress is beautiful, why haven't I seen you wearing it before?" She couldn't help but chuckled, and said : "This is pajamas, how can I wear them outside? You don't know pajamas?" She wore a set of pink cotton pajamas. Although it was a set of ordinary pajamas, it was very charming on her body.
He suddenly smiled quizzically, and wanted to hug her into his arms, but she avoided it with a smile, turned her back to him and continued to wash clothes, and he turned to face her, begging in a low voice with a smile on his face, "When will you Can I see you wearing this outfit every day?"
She smiled shyly and said sourly, "The test period for you hasn't passed yet, why are you in a hurry, besides, you may not be able to meet a more beautiful girl, when the time comes, you will lose your freedom , don't you regret it?"
"What are you talking about? Am I such a womanizer in your mind? Am I meeting someone who loves someone? If I were that kind of person, would you still love me
"He said urgently with a sullen face.
"Bah! Don't pretend to be affectionate, who said you love you? Whether you are such a person has yet to be tested." She smiled and said shyly.
"How long will you be tested? There is a saying that nights are long and dreams are many. You don't love me, but someone loves me." He laughed triumphantly.
She giggled and said, "You are quite narcissistic. Since there is someone who loves you so much, why don't you hug her?"
"You're not jealous, you're not jealous at all?"
"If someone loves you more than me, I only have to bless you from the bottom of my heart, am I not jealous?"
"Who just poured cold water on himself because of jealousy?" He said with a smirk.
She beat him with her fist in embarrassment and anger, and said with a smile: "Let you talk nonsense, let you talk nonsense again, who will be burned because of jealousy."
He laughed, took advantage of the situation and grabbed her two hands, pulled her into his arms, and said seriously: "I'm telling you something serious. I want to meet your parents. When will you take me back?"
She bowed her head silently and fell into deep thought. Why didn't she want to take him back to meet her parents? Her mother was running out of time, and it would be a comfort for her to see him sooner, but that hut only had a big pit. Going back alone doesn’t even have a place to live. It’s so embarrassing for everyone to be crowded in a big pit. Moreover, since the mother was paralyzed, the house has not been cleaned up, and the house is in a mess. He has a cleanliness. How can she bear to let him see her? There is such a home.
In fact, this is her self-esteem at work. She has always felt inferior to coming from this earthen house, but sooner or later this family will depend on people, but it is not the time to be forced, and she really does not want to talk about marriage now.
Seeing her silent, he asked, "how is your mother?"
When she mentioned her mother, she couldn't help feeling colic in her heart, as if she had temporarily diverted her attention because of the numbness of the pain just now, and now she was pulled back into the pain, she immediately felt sad, suddenly thinking that her mother was sick in bed, but She was flirting with her boyfriend here, and she was too disrespectful to her mother. She broke away from his arms and said sadly, "It's too late today, go to rest."
He also looked at her solemnly and pitifully, and said, "Don't be sad, no matter how sad you are, there is nothing you can do."
She didn't make a sound, and silently hung up the few clothes that had just been washed. He picked up the dirty bucket and was about to go out to pour out the dirty water. As soon as he opened the door, she sneezed loudly. The cold medicine on the bedside table, said, "Hurry up and take the medicine, and be careful of catching a cold."
She smiled and said, "How can I be so delicate, I catch a cold when I sneeze."
He smiled and said: "It's always better to take precautions early." He went out and turned around and said, "Oh, I poured water and put the bucket at your door, don't go in, you go to sleep."
Huang Juan didn't go back to the dormitory that night. She probably slept with the two girls next door. They often sleep together like this. As for her, she was excluded by this small group. She and them only kept face courtesy.
The next day, the town government was on holiday, and they all went home. Huang Juan's father's driver came to pick her up. They also took a ride back to the county and reversed the car back home. Huang Juan invited Jiang Cheng to go with her, but Jiang Cheng politely declined. Jiang Cheng told her all this. He didn't go home and stayed by her side because she caught a cold. As expected, he was right in his words. That night, she started to have a fever in the middle of the night, and she was unconscious in the morning. Jiang Cheng Unable to knock on the door, I asked Huang Juan to borrow the key to open the door of her dormitory. Later, I found a doctor who also opened an outpatient clinic in the township hospital to give her infusions. Jiang Cheng took care of her meticulously in those few days. I feel unprecedented happiness and happiness in my illness.
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