Memoirs of a Female Prisoner

Chapter 47

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After that day, Jiang Cheng seemed to be a different person. He was taciturn, ignored her, and he ignored Huang Juan. Sometimes Huang Juan approached him, but he didn't answer patiently and cheerfully like before. Afterwards, the town government was going to hold a three-level cadre meeting, and Jiang Cheng was busy writing manuscripts again. Secretary Qiao simply entrusted her to do the work of sorting out the internal data of this water conservancy development project. During this period, the family planning work received two more inspections by the superiors. She had to put aside this work and go to the countryside to go door-to-door in the village where she contracted.

After the year-end report of family planning is submitted every year, it is followed by inspections at all levels. Every time, each level comes to inspect the work, everyone has to be nervous for a while, because this is indeed a very difficult job. It’s not that everyone doesn’t work hard and is good at coping. In fact, many people are still doing a good job in a down-to-earth manner, but it doesn’t mean that they will be able to achieve results if they want to do a good job. It is a headache, because many indicators are difficult to implement. Even if the propaganda work is done well, the villagers may not cooperate well. In addition, the local villagers are relatively backward in thinking, and the phenomenon of excessive births is common. Taking overall responsibility is closely related to the promotion of the leader, so the pressure on the family planning cadres is very high. Once the family planning office finds out that the family planning office staff are like secret agents, they will sneak into the village in the middle of the night to catch pregnant women. "The cadres can only do the ideological work of the villagers, and the ideological work is often the most difficult job to do. Once a villager does not cooperate to reveal the secret, they can only suffer from it.

Every time the superiors came to check, everyone was trembling and frightened, and they all dispatched to the village to go door-to-door to give them earnest warnings.

She lived in the village she manages for a week and finally survived an inspection unharmed. They were very busy during that time. She and Jiang Cheng were busy with the work at hand, and they rarely had the opportunity to contact each other. Even if they had time, the two ignored each other, as if they were in a state of cold war. The two were deadlocked. This is their It was the first conflict that made her calm down for a while. She recalled all the past of their relationship, thread by thread, bit by bit, and she found that it was she who had been making petty temper and losing her temper with Jiang Cheng. Every time I carefully coaxed her, it was her fault, she found that she had never needed him like now, needed someone, she anxiously waited for Jiang Cheng to take the initiative, but he seemed to have forgotten her, sometimes facing him When I met him, his expression was indifferent, he didn't say a word, and he walked away with his face turned away. While she was extremely afraid of him leaving him, at the same time she was very angry at his silent neglect. She really wanted to argue with him, even though Even if you want to break up, you have to have a word, a reason, isn't it? But she was still aggrieved, patiently expecting him to take the initiative. At that time, she subconsciously didn't believe that they would break up. She believed that he was just angry. After a while, he would take the initiative to come to her. Those who love each other deeply will never break up because of a little conflict.

After the "three cadres meeting", the town organized cadres to go to the countryside to ask for apportionment of money, and all the men went to the countryside to ask for apportionment of money. Jiang Cheng was no exception. He went to live in the countryside for more than half a month and only came back once. He didn't come back to her dormitory. He only stayed for one night or at most one day. He washed his clothes and did the general cleaning. The next day he went to the countryside again. During that whole winter, he lived in the village almost all the time. He didn't come to her again after the Spring Festival holiday.

She finished knitting the sweater she knitted for him, and waited for him to pick it up. After waiting for a long time, she was a little scared, and she thought in a very melancholy way, could it be that they just broke up without a sound? Oh, no, she's going to ask him clearly, even if he doesn't love her anymore, she can't lose him in such a muddleheaded way, and she will take the initiative to find him when he comes back again.

However, she hadn't waited for Jiang Cheng to come back. One day, Secretary Qiao called her to his office and asked her to go to the County Development Office to sort out the materials, because among the many materials of the project project, there were many letters and approvals from the County Development Office that required her to To sort it out, that day, Secretary Qiao was very enthusiastic about her, implying in words that at the end of the year, the party committee will be held to adjust the division of labor among the cadres, to re-division of labor, and maybe to change her to an important position, and finally, patted her Shoulder said, work hard!

She went to the guest house of the county water conservancy bureau to live for a week, and sorted out materials in the county development office. The County Development Office and several other townships with water conservancy development projects also sent people here to sort out the materials. Deputy Director Wang of the County Development Office in charge of this work opened a printing shop in his home, and all the materials they sorted out were in his home print. She is busy every day, and at night, sometimes she goes shopping on the street with a few people from other villages and towns who come to sort out the materials together, and sometimes curls up in the guest house to watch TV. She always looks forward to going back to see him, maybe he will change his mind.

On the last day when she was going to go back after finishing this work, at about eleven o'clock in the morning, the driver Xiao Zhang suddenly came to the County Development Office to find her, saying that Secretary Qiao was coming to the county for a meeting and that he was going back to work today, and asked him to tell her not to I took the shuttle bus back to work, let’s take our work car back in the afternoon, let her stay in the guest house and wait for their news, Xiao Zhang said, you go back and organize the things you brought, the car may arrive at any time, ready to start at any time preparation.

At noon that day, the County Development Office hosted a banquet for them, and she returned to the hostel around one o'clock after eating. When she passed by the bar, the waiter told her that someone had come to look for her. She thought it must be Xiao Zhang who came to look for her, so she hurried back to the room Packing her things, she had just entered the door for a while when the door of the room was knocked loudly. She thought that Xiao Zhang must have come over. In the box, Bian didn't even turn her head and shouted "Come in!" After the door was pushed open, she turned her head and said with a smile, "Let's go now? I'll tidy things up after a while..." In a word Before she finished speaking, she was surprised to find that it was not Xiao Zhang but Yin Yunfei who came in. With her mouth half open, she stopped what she was doing, and couldn't help but look at Yin Yunfei nervously and in amazement, why did he come here, how did he know she was here

Yin Yunfei was still the same, with the same unrestrained smile that was not a smile, he smelled of alcohol, but he was not drunk, he sat on the sofa in the room as soon as he entered the door, and said with a smile: "Don't come here to be safe! "

She stood there staring blankly at him and blurted out, "How did you find this place?"

He laughed, raised his eyebrows and said evilly: "Isn't this question too simple? As long as you are willing to pay attention to the things in this world, it is not difficult to know anything." After a pause, he continued: "I And know a lot about you, I probably know more about you than you think." ·

She just looked at him in amazement, stood there in a daze, thinking, what does this man know about her, what does he mean by this? What is he doing here

She was suddenly a little scared. The guest house was very quiet, as if she was the only one living there. This room was far away from Batai. If something happened, could the waiter in Batai hear it? Thinking of this, she couldn't help but glanced at him vigilantly, and couldn't help but walk to the head of the bed, trying to stay away from him as much as possible. In fact, this is only a small standard room of more than ten square meters, and it is only a few meters from the sofa to where she is standing. From a long distance, she just subconsciously wanted to avoid him, Yin Yunfei looked at her frightened look, with a look of interest in her eyes, like a cat catching a mouse to play with, he curled his lips , Laughed wildly on purpose, and said evilly, "I quit meat recently, and I have been a vegetarian for a long time. I have a little bit of alcohol, but I absolutely quit sex. Besides, you are like me to me. The fairy in the sky descends to earth, I only have devout admiration and absolute awe for you, don't be afraid, be good, I won't mess with you, I just miss you so much, I can't help but want to come and see you, hahaha!" He With a big laugh, Erlang raised his legs and leaned against the sofa.

She glanced at him with extreme disgust and disgust, and she was very disgusted with his hooligan tone, and said bitterly: "Mayor Yin, you scratched me until my lunch break."

"Oh? Is it? It's just a lunch break. It's okay. It took me a lot of trouble to find out that you are here. It's too impersonal for you to just say a few words to get rid of me. I'm planning to I've been talking to you for a long time, do you know what it's like to miss someone?"

She said coldly, this is not something to discuss between you and me.

He didn't speak, just looked at her with that wicked smile.

She thought that he had no intention of leaving, and she couldn't drive him away, so she sat down in the bed and thought, it won't be long before Xiao Zhang will come, right? When he has said enough, he will leave naturally.

Yin Yunfei saw her sitting on the bed, facing him sideways, with a look of indifference, stood up, walked to the bed opposite her to sit down, suddenly changed his face, and said very sincerely: "I'm telling the truth. Don't look at me as a flirtatious person. In fact, if I want to really fall in love with someone, I will be absolutely dedicated."

She sneered and said, "I'm not interested in your view of love. Whether you're dedicated or not has nothing to do with me."

He laughed, put on that hooligan portrait again and said, "Okay, then let's talk about something you're interested in." He paused, withdrew his smile, and said in a somewhat serious tone : "I've been to your house."

She looked up at him in surprise, and blurted out, "What are you doing at my house?"

He said nothing, just stared at her.

She suddenly thought that this shallow and vain rascal must be laughing in her heart at her coming from such a family, and still pretending to be arrogant to him here, she couldn't help being furious, and asked angrily, "Why did you go to my house? What do you want?" What are you doing?"

Yin Yunfei didn't get angry because of her glaring questioning, but instead said kindly and earnestly as usual: "I just want to get to know you, that's all."

She didn't say anything, still looking at him suspiciously.

He paused for a while, with a look of sadness on his face, and suddenly said in a melancholy and sentimental tone: "I have lived in the city since I was a child, and there is an older sister in my family, and I am the only son. Our family is not very rich, but it is considered an upper-middle-class family. I have never suffered, and I have never tasted the taste of suffering. After visiting your house, I think you must have suffered a lot and suffered a lot. Sin, it's not easy for you to fight all by yourself to get to where you are today, and I suddenly have a little more respect for you."

He paused and said sadly: "I know I'm an asshole, maybe you don't believe what I say at all, but I still want to say, I'm just talking, don't be annoying, sometimes I'm really I regret that I was such a bastard before, and made my reputation so bad. I really met a good woman I liked, but I didn't have the qualifications. Really, I often blame myself with great regret."

She stared suspiciously into his eyes, and thought to herself, this man is indeed a veteran in love, he knows this well, knows what to say to any woman, he must have had a lot of life, if it wasn't for her I have heard about his misdeeds for a long time, and maybe I was really moved by him. However, even so, his words were not in vain. She unconsciously didn't even notice it herself. A subtle change had taken place in her heart, she began to relax her vigilance, began to look at him squarely, and began to treat him as a person instead of a hooligan.