She stared at him with tears in her eyes, and said with a sob: "Is this why you have been ignoring me all this time? Is this why you have been ignoring me recently? You haven't confessed to me, you haven't confessed enough!" She The more he talked, the more excited he became, as if he was roaring.
He stared blankly at her without saying a word, then sat up and leaned against the wall, bowed his head in thought, silent for a long time, she also sat up and stared at him, his silence made her even more suspicious that he had something to hide from her, However, knowing that she would never pry this mouth open, knowing the answer she wanted, she couldn't help sighing deeply. He looked up at her and said, "I told you not to think about it, haven't we been busy these days, I just want us to calm down for a while." He paused for a while and said, "Anyway, you believe me , I love you, I will always love you, knowing some things will only increase troubles."
She stared into his eyes, stared at him with a piercing and inquiring gaze, trying to find the answer she wanted from his face, he turned his face to avoid her, and looked at one place expressionlessly, She shook her head dejectedly and smiled helplessly. She knew that he didn't want to say it, and he would never tell her no matter what. This person is really hateful.
She suddenly felt empty and lost in her heart, the feeling of intimacy that once shared her heart became distant and blurred, there was always an inexplicable barrier between him and her, and he had always been a vague and incomprehensible mystery to her. Mystery, she found that she had never seen him clearly, and he hid himself very deeply, which made her very annoyed, and there was nothing she could do about him.
He turned his head and saw her silent, in a sad trance, reaching out to embrace her in his arms, she was just mechanically at his mercy, she was lying in his arms, as if she had lost her senses, His kiss fell on her head, face, and neck. She didn't feel it at all, and she didn't respond to him with any enthusiasm. She suddenly felt disgusted with all of this.
She pushed him away roughly, stared into his eyes and asked, "What do you think it should be like to love someone, how long can the love between two people who are not honest, and how far can it go?"
He looked at her in surprise because he was suddenly pushed away by her, then frowned, smiled slightly and said, "Why are you here again, am I not honest enough with you? My heart only belongs to you, you The ultimate victim of a suspicious personality is yourself."
He stopped kissing her, with a dull and frustrated look, he frowned and said: "Let's not talk about these topics, okay, I trust you, you trust me, there is no third party between us is enough. "
"But you were still wondering what was going on between Yin Yunfei and me just now." She said angrily.
"I don't doubt it anymore. It's normal for me to have a little doubt. After all, he gave your family 10,000 yuan. This is true, right?" She heard him mentioning the 10,000 yuan and was anxious to argue again. , he stopped her with his hand, and said: "Don't worry, listen to me, I know this matter is his wishful thinking, I believe, you don't know about it at all, haven't we explained it clearly now? I I completely believe in you, but, didn’t you once doubt me, why only the state officials are allowed to set fire and the people are not allowed to light the lamps, because you have been entangled for so long because of someone else’s joke, and you can relate all my actions to this matter Together."
He paused, hugged her tightly and said softly, "We haven't been so close together for a long time, do you know? Do you know how uncomfortable I have been through this time? I miss you and restrain myself Every night when I went to the countryside, I wondered why you always misunderstood me. When we get married in the future, will we continue to be misunderstood and continue to do things? Explain, every time you get angry, I have to be careful like a dog to please you and ask for your forgiveness. I am really afraid of living such a life. Later, I thought, the reason you are like this is because you love me. Marriage really belongs to each other, you will change, right, you will change, won't you?"
She looked at him with wide eyes in surprise, thinking to herself, he usually dotes on her in every possible way, he always accommodates her, lets her, and tolerates her, but she thinks it is because he is ready to entrust her life as a person to her, to entrust herself to her for the rest of her life. A man who completely entrusted him to him should do it for her. She didn't expect that her usual little willfulness and temper would make him so concerned. He really thought about the long-term, and he actually speculated about all kinds of things after marriage. She thought again, yes, marriages broke up because of personality incompatibility, and in the end, there were quite a few couples who were separated from each other. This is indeed a problem that should not be underestimated. Beyond his age, he treats love and marriage more rationally and prudently than herself. She has never considered the future. She thinks that as long as there is love between the two parties, they will naturally enter into marriage. As for what happens in marriage, that is not the present. The question to consider, she thought, if it was because of such a small matter that made him worry, she could change it, she could not be self-willed, she could be a generous woman, for him, this little sacrifice is nothing, thinking of this , she calmed down, she wrapped her arms around his neck, and said softly: "He just vented once, and that's all. But you have ignored him for so long, we are even now, aren't we?"
He chuckled, pinched her nose and said, "Don't be angry anymore, don't be suspicious anymore, okay?"
She smiled through tears and said, "Am I really as capricious as you said? When did you please me like a dog? Are you exaggerating?"
He chuckled, "I'm as loyal to you as a dog."
She giggled, and she felt that she hadn't laughed so freely for a long time. The depression, anger, and worry in her chest disappeared in an instant, and they reconciled as before. At this moment, her sparkling enthusiasm and flowing joy were beyond words, and he also He smiled happily, but his smile seemed a bit far-fetched, like an imperceptible hint of joy suppressed by something.
After a while, he smiled and said, "What are you going to do with Yin Yunfei's ten thousand yuan?"
She smiled and said, "Does it need to be said, of course it was returned to him."
"Are you going to find him specifically?"
"If I remit it to him, it's fine. I'm not going to find him."
"How do you explain this to your family?"
She thought about it for a while, this is indeed a very tricky matter, how should she explain this to her parents, saying that the previous boyfriend was a fake? They will definitely break the casserole and ask the end. If they tell them the truth, they will be worried, oh, this hateful person has caused her a trouble.
She asked him for advice and asked him to give her an idea. He thought for a while and said, "I can only tell the truth."
This idea didn't come out, she glanced at him and said with a smile, "Your ingenuity always fails at critical moments."
He smiled and said: "Then what do you say? If you make up a lie this time and you are deceived, you may not be sure. He will go again. Next time he will go again. How should you explain it? It is better to tell them the truth." , Let them reject him, make him helpless, let him completely give up."
She thought about it, and she could only do so, but her parents were timid and afraid of getting into trouble, they were born afraid of officials, those high-ranking officials, in their eyes, were omnipotent emperors who covered the sky with their hands, and they When dealing with officials, they are instinctively cautious and fearful. They never dare to show any disrespect to officials, let alone offend them. They can't afford to offend a small village official, and they can't afford to offend such a big official. Isn't this creating fear for them invisibly? Now their daughter who is proud of being able to eat the emperor's food has caused disasters without giving them a little help. No, she can't tell the truth, she racks her brains to make up a lie.