It has been two years, and he has been married for two years. To her, the short two years seemed like a long life. She tried to forget, tried her best to forget, but things always backfired. His shadow always appeared in her dreams. How many times she woke up laughing in the dream, and woke up crying in the dream. He always entangled her, like a ghost, like a nightmare, and waking up from the illusion of the dream was more lost, more bleak and empty, and more profound. Even greater pain, however, is life but a dream. (饭)$(cun)$(小)$(话)$(网) free reading Baidu search warm color novel network
The weather here is still bad, and there are only a few days of sunny days. Even if there are, she has never been to that open space. Now, it is a forbidden area for her, just like the one in her heart that cannot Like a scar that is easily touched, it belongs to a mysterious area that has to avoid burial.
He has never been to the small town in the past two years, and she has never met him by chance. She worked as an accountant in the Development Office, and often went to the county on business trips, and often went to the County Development Office to handle errands. Every time she went to the county, she was careful, She seldom went for a walk in the streets of the county town, for fear of bumping into him, she curled up in the hotel to watch TV after finishing her business, she closed herself up, living in a small world of one person, she was hopelessly immersed in the past. In her memories, she survived by chewing on every fragment she passed by, gnawing on every bit of the past. Although the memories are painful, they are the only enjoyment bestowed on her by God. What is the future like? She never thought about it, and never thought about it, just go and go, just go with the situation.
In that year, Secretary Qiao was widely rumored to be promoted to deputy county magistrate. He stayed in the town for six years, served as mayor for three years, and secretary of the town party committee for three years. To be promoted to deputy county magistrate, it is said that the news is very accurate, rumors spread throughout the county. It is said that Secretary Qiao is the replacement for deputy county magistrate Huang, and he was single-handedly promoted by deputy county magistrate Huang.
During that time, Secretary Qiao was in a particularly good mood, with a smile on his face, and he was very warm and kind to everyone.
Before he was formally appointed as the deputy county magistrate, the county audit bureau sent people to the town to conduct an out-of-office audit. Secretary Qiao called several people in their financial posts to hold a special meeting to discuss how to deal with the audit by the county audit bureau. , How to avoid and deal with the problems that may be found, he repeatedly told them to be cautious, she remembered that they checked their accounts all day and night in those days, carefully prepared to deal with various emergencies, their financial situation Several people sat together and discussed all day long. Those IOUs that did not conform to the norms, especially those written by the old man, were difficult in accounting. Auditors see.
In fact, Secretary Qiao's cautiousness is a bit exaggerated. When the county auditors actually came to check the accounts, they were not as strict as they thought. They came with two people, a man and a woman, and it took a few days to read every account book. , Pulled a few stacks of certificates, found out a few small problems symbolically, fined 500 yuan, and went back. Afterwards, Secretary Qiao was very satisfied, and specially hosted a banquet in the cafeteria for several of their financial people.
Immediately after the people from the audit bureau left, people from the county organization department came to assess. At that time, she was very afraid of the people from the organization department coming. When she heard the word "organization department", she felt allergic to the words. Immediately, she had an abnormal reaction. She was afraid of meeting him, but he didn't come. After the assessment of the organization department, it was not long before Secretary Qiao took office.
In those days, she had been thinking of ways, how to repay the money owed to Secretary Qiao, and she had to repay the money before he left. She racked her brains to think of a way.
During the few days when she was trying to find a solution, one day Secretary Qiao asked her to wash his clothes again, and she went to his dormitory to stand by as excitedly as before.
That day, Secretary Qiao was in a very good mood. She had just come off the banquet, her face was flushed and she smelled of alcohol. When she entered, there were only two pieces of clothes in the bedroom of his dormitory, a pair of dark blue woolen trousers and a pair of In a dark red and dark gray plaid shirt, he sat beside the clothes and motioned for her to sit on the sofa at the door with a smile. Same, gave her clothes and sent her away. She sat down on the sofa obediently with anticipation and curiosity. Secretary Qiao approached with a smile, "Are you used to staying here?"
Hearing Secretary Qiao's question, she couldn't help thinking to herself, what did he mean by asking? Could it be that he wants to help me? Transfer me out of this place? It would be great if there is such a possibility. She is eager to leave this place. There are too many painful memories in this place. She doesn't want to stay here for a long time, but if she wants to be transferred from this place, it is really better than going to heaven. Difficult, if Secretary Qiao is willing to help, there is still a little hope, but the difficulty is still great. I don’t know how many grassroots cadres want to go back to the county every year, and every unit is overcrowded. It is really difficult to find a good place to stay in the county. Disaster. But why should he help her? She has nothing, and the money owed to him has not been repaid. If she asks him to do something again, she will have to spend money. Where can she find money? Even if he wants to help him, she can't afford it. She thinks about it and forgets it. Besides, Maybe he was just asking casually.
She looked at him, she felt that he was very abnormal today, his reddish-brown face was full of excited smiles, which were high and low like undulating mountains, and his two cloudy eyes were shining because of excessive excitement Shining brightly, emitting a strange light, she had never seen Secretary Qiao so excited that he almost lost his composure, she felt that his appearance today was like a poor man who suddenly won the lottery, and was overjoyed.
Feeling surprised, she curled her lips slightly, smiled, lowered her head, and said softly, "It's okay."
Secretary Qiao sighed, and said in a worried tone: "It's troublesome for girls to stay in this remote place to solve personal problems."
She lowered her head and did not speak. This topic was another forbidden area for her. She couldn't help but feel a painful pain in her heart, like a broken string.
She subconsciously suppressed her smile, bowed her head for a long time, Secretary Qiao stopped talking, and after a moment of silence, she got up resolutely and prepared to go out. She said, "Secretary Qiao, take a lunch break." Then, she walked over and put him on * *The two pieces of clothes that she asked her to wash, at the moment her hands fell on the clothes, his hands happened to fall on the two pieces of clothes, and they happened to cover her hands, as if it was a coincidence, as if It was very inadvertently, she just felt the temperature of that big hand like a net, it touched her skin, loose, light, half-touch, she looked up at him in horror, his face was gone. The overflowing smile just now, he was serious, even serious, he looked directly into her eyes, the muddy eyes were bottomless, she couldn't understand his meaning, she gasped, a kind of The creepy feeling of fear suddenly hit from the top of her head, and her whole body was bone-chillingly cold, as if she had suddenly fallen into an ice cellar, and the feeling of freezing and eroding her bones quickly spread from the top of her head to the soles of her feet. She instinctively pulled out her hand quickly, and staggered back. After a few steps, standing opposite him, he stared at her, his face slowly turned from a look of embarrassment to a gloomy majesty, and in an instant, he returned to his usual majesty. Suddenly, she suddenly understood a little bit, she quickly walked over and grabbed the two pieces of clothes, and said incoherently, "You should rest, you should rest" while fleeing nervously and chaotically. , she walked back to the dormitory quickly with the two pieces of clothes in her arms, leaned against the door weakly and slid down slowly along the door panel, and sat on the ground with a buzzing in her head, a chaos, a feeling of falling into an abyss A sense of fear and loss came over her, she hugged herself tightly, tears flooded her eyes and flowed down her cheeks to her lips, with a salty, fishy, blood-like taste.