"I came back from abroad in a few years, and Han Chen is already there by your side." His voice was like a gurgling water, but he said these words very quietly.
Su Mian couldn't imagine too accurately, what kind of mood would the boy feel when he grew up into a young man when he saw her again
Perhaps only the emptiness and sadness of the young and old are left.
Or maybe, it is the beginning of all the years when darkness and light are intertwined.
She loves the most honest and pure man in the world.
And he, standing in the depths of darkness, the young king of sin.
The two of them were silent for a while, and Su Mian spoke slowly, "So, since I entered the Seven-Man Group as an undercover agent, you knew my true identity?"
He nodded: "I know every minute and every second about you."
Su Mian's mood was so suppressed that she couldn't breathe. It turned out that her undercover career, which almost made her dizzy, was his invitation to enter the urn from the very beginning.
"So..." Her voice was a little dry, "The police plan failed because my identity was discovered long ago?"
Unexpectedly, this question silenced him.
"no."
He smiled, but his expression was still calm: "The only person I have ever lost in my life is Han Chen. Before the plan, he already knew that your identity was exposed. Then he decided to do it. Originally, we were going to lose. a step far."
Su Mian was silent for a moment and said, "Xu Nanbai."
He nodded: "Yes, Xu Nanbai."
It was the defection of this two-faced man that led to the loss of both the police and the seven-member group.
Although Su Mian still didn't know what happened, it turned out that Han Chen had forced a man like S to admit defeat; it turned out that Han Chen and her were only one step away from winning that bloody battle.
Su Mian suddenly remembered what Han Chen had said. He said, when I was young and stupid, I lost you, sorry for you.
Han Chen, we don't even remember. You never lost me, never failed anyone.
We are just a little bit closer to being together.
Su Mian's internal organs seemed to be filled with dull pains. She closed her eyes and opened them again, a certain idea that became clearer and clearer was about to force her to face it cruelly.
She asked, "I lost my memory and changed my identity. You arranged it?"
When she was silent, the man in front of her just waited quietly. It seems that I am also recalling that period of time that I do not know who is heartbroken.
He lit another cigarette, took a breath, and replied softly, "Yes. The medicine arranged by Xin Jia can paralyze nerves and cause memory damage. I just didn't expect that Han Chen also broke in."
Su Mian lowered her head and looked at her blurry silhouette on the ground. Finally figured out that it wasn't an accident, it was a premeditated replacement. The five years that were stolen originally started here.
"I want to start over with you." He finally said slowly, his words clear and sad, "If one day, I am no longer a criminal. You are not a girl who lost her father and hates evil. I will meet you again. , will everything be different?"
He turned his head and looked at her with warm eyes like water. However, Su Mian felt the pain was unbearable, and the tears that she thought would never be shed just fell.
But he still looked at her with gentle and compassionate eyes: "Don't cry, Su Mian. I just don't want to give up, I just walked through the mountains and rivers, and I want to turn around and ask you: Would you like to come with me? Don't want to, come back to us?" His voice became slower and clearer: "You have forgotten me, you have forgotten us, and you have forgotten this relationship. How will my life continue and how will it end? "
Su Mian raised her hand to cover her eyes.
"No." Her voice was full of tears, "You are not s. Not you."
At this moment, this underground closed and dark space seemed to become extraordinarily quiet. Tears slipped between her fingers, but the corners of her mouth were stubbornly pursed. The man in front of her looked at her with a cigarette between his fingers, but he didn't move.
"Why am I not?" he asked.
Su Mian put down her hand and put it on the armrest of the sofa. There was not much expression on her face, only her eyes were red. Like a cub who was deeply provoked and hurt, but had nowhere to vent.
"The Seven Group doesn't do unnecessary things. Since the bombings, everything you have done is for a deeply hidden purpose." Her voice was also cold like the cold air in the ground, "Today, let us Look at S's room underground and say these words to me. Then contact the previous password, letterhead, dance... Your purpose has been very clear - to awaken the memory of the past."
She raised her eyes and looked at him, her eyes were obscure and painful: "If it's just to wake up my memory, you don't need to wait until today. And... my memory, if you really are s, I'm afraid you don't want to wake up. And you just said , he wants to start over with me."
The man looked at her and said nothing. Su Mian took a slow breath, she heard her own voice, dry as hard as cracked ice. And in my heart, the feeling of sadness and dull pain struck again.
"So, what you want to wake up is another person's memory. s' memory."
In the silence, Su Mian heard her own heartbeat. And she slowly turned her eyes to look at the other person in the dark room. Although she couldn't see clearly, she knew that he had been listening.
Just like her, he listened carefully to the memories of the past that belonged to s.
"Then tell me, who is S?" The man looked at her.
Su Mian was silent. Tears fell and she reached out and wiped them away.
"Who is it?" He put out the cigarette butt and pressed her.
"Enough, r."
A clear, familiar voice with a hint of hoarseness came from the darkness not far from her. Tears stinged her eyes again in an instant, and she heard him say slowly, "Don't say it anymore, I remembered it."
r stood up.
Su Mian sits quietly like a statue.
Everything happened like a silent dream. He came out of the room, with a handsome face and a tall and thin figure. Still wearing a plain-colored jacket, white shirt, and black trousers. There was even dust on his face that he had just smeared in the tunnel. And he raised his eyes, raised those clear and dark eyes, and looked at her so quietly.
It was like seeing her for the first time, as if the warmth of the past had accompanied her all these years.
Su Mian seemed to be surrounded by a vast sea-like emotion. Her tears have been wiped away, she looked at his familiar and unfamiliar figure, but many things came to her mind instantly. Many clues, so many hints, turned out to revolve around the man in front of him, like a tangled web, spread out.
Five years ago, she had an accident; four years ago, she woke up. A year later, this man came to her side.
He was always with him, but never approached. He is always alone, and even she has never really stepped into his inner world.
So a few months ago, t was reluctant to tell the truth until his death. He said: I can't say.
…
Since the seven-person case, Han Chen once said that by finding the inner connection between the cases, he found their true purpose. She used to think that the connection was her. But looking back now, he is also related to every case, every life and death!
Challenge letter from the seven-member group: We will come at 7:7 on the 7th. She will see it, the Black Shield team will see it, and he will see it;
Explosion, wax figure, heart digging, a, l and r are not so much on stage performances, but more like letting the world know their existence. let him see that they exist;
l On the night the dance video was sent, she tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. He was also a lonely smoke, standing in the cold wind all night. What was he thinking then? Are you also thinking that there should be people standing in the vacant position on the right side of the screen? l That dance was danced for him from beginning to end.
As far as one code after another, conveying the spirit of the seven-member group is also mathematics and philosophy that he is good at. Memory will be lost, knowledge and accumulation will not. So, they are calling him again.
And kidnapped him and Zhou Xiaozhuan, forcing her to make a choice. Not for her, but for him. Let him be abandoned by her, let him suffer from abandonment...
Finally, to today. Then r will tell all of their pasts. Even she felt the same way, how could he not... wake up
They longed for him and protected him. They showed it again and again, waiting for his return. Every time, it is seamless; every time, it is kept secret. It was the death of T, Xu Nanbai, and Xin Jia that made them grief; it was her reunion with Han Chen, who decided to find out the truth of the year, but he retreated sadly, so that they could no longer dormant. Has this cycle of memory finally started
…
Su Mian suppressed all her thoughts and only looked into his eyes. Now, are those Xu Sibai's eyes, or S's eyes
While Xu Sibai stood in the dim light, he looked at the woman in front of him, and the tears slowly disappeared from his eyes.
turn out to be.
It turned out that this was his past with her.
He has loved her half his life.
r's word, r's role. Arouse too many blurry pictures and memories. And the deepest memory is in the gas chamber of the explosion.
Su Mian, it wasn't just you and Han Chen who were in the gas chamber. There was another person who walked in willingly. You saw Han Chen in front of you, but only him. Over the years, you have been chasing him in your dreams. But I didn't see me lying behind you at that time.
I have forgotten my name and my past, my companions and my beliefs;
I am ignorant, in the original black life, there is only a setting sun and a bright moon;
I live a dull and quiet life, just waiting for your appearance;
I've finally become the kind of person you want, but you still don't belong to me.