Memory Lost

Chapter 58: go home with me

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The sun is bright, and the horns around are still ringing. Bai Jin Xi hugged Han Chen and watched the vehicles keep passing by. Many people came out to look at them. Not far from the intersection, a traffic policeman was running quickly.

Jin Xi's tears slowly stopped.

She was crying just now, a completely subconscious reaction. Hearing Han Chen's words and seeing the tears in his eyes, before her brain could sort out the logic of cause and effect, an indescribable pain struck her heart. Tears also fell.

But now, her mood gradually calmed down. An incredible conclusion came to her mind so clearly.

But... how is that possible

She knew he had a fiancée. Later, I could guess that the person he had been looking for all these years should be that fiancee. But she never connected this person with herself.

But now, Han Chen said the same thing as her dream fiancé.

She suddenly remembered the first time she met Han Chen. He was sitting behind the screen of the plain night club, his figure was arrogant and indifferent; he pressed her under him, his eyes seemed to be soaked with frost and snow... She actually knew better than anyone that such a rebellious him had already start to catch her eye;

She also remembered the vague memory and grief she had suddenly had on the day when the two of them were running on the roof.

She also remembered the voice that suddenly sounded in her mind when she was looking at him through the video equipment when she was far away in Jiangcheng: No matter where you go, I can find you in the crowd.

I always thought that he just reminded her of another person. But what if... that person is him

My heart shook violently. But many doubts still took over her mind, she could only turn her head slowly and look at his profile.

"… why?"

All of this, why

Han Chen slowly released her, but still held her shoulders and stared at her from a very close distance.

At this time, the traffic police had walked to the car and knocked on the window: "What's going on?"

Han Chen slowly exhaled, glanced at her, let go of her shoulders, and took out his ID to show it to the traffic police.

"It's alright. I'll go right away." His voice was still a little hoarse.

The traffic police nodded and backed away.

Jin Xi looked at him without saying a word.

He turned his head to look at her again, put one hand on the steering wheel, and held her hand with the other.

"Go home first," he said.

"Um."

Land Rover is back on the main road.

All the way, he didn't speak, his eyes looked straight ahead, wondering what he was thinking. But the hand that grabbed her never let go. And Jin Xi is also in a turmoil, with more and more suspicions, the more she thinks about it, the more unbelievable she feels, but she can't sort out the clues for a while.

Soon it was near the police station. On the right is a fork in the road leading to the police quarters. Jin Xi's eyes kept looking out the window, and she suddenly realized that the car did not turn, but drove straight ahead.

"Wrong way, turn right." She reminded.

There was no expression on Han Chen's face: "That's right. Your home isn't there."

Jin Xi's heart throbbed, and she was speechless for a while.

Han Chen parked the car downstairs in the community, only then did Jin Xi see that the front of the car was smashed. Han Chen didn't even look at her, he dragged her upstairs.

Opening the door, the room was silent.

Han Chen let go of her hand, walked in first, and threw the key on the coffee table. Jin Xi also walked in and subconsciously raised her head to look around.

A very simple two-bedroom, elegantly decorated in cool tones. There was only a pair of men's slippers by the door, and a shirt of his was left on the sofa.

Apparently he has lived alone for a long time.

At this time, Han Chen took off his coat and threw it on the sofa. Jin Xi has too many questions to ask, and looks at his back with a beating heart. He turned around suddenly, looked at her, and came over.

"Han Chen in the end..."

He hugged her directly, lowered his head and kissed her.

"Ugh..." she protested vaguely, "don't kiss... let's make it clear..."

But Han Chen ignored her at all. As if with some kind of stubborn and explosive emotions, this kiss was more forceful and fierce than every time before. He held her all the time, kissed from the entrance to the living room, bumped the chair, bumped into the coffee table, and finally fell on the sofa with her in his arms.

Jin Xi was kissed all over the world by him, her breathing was a little difficult, and her lips and tongue didn't look like her own anymore.

"It hurts..." she whimpered.

Han Chen seemed to wake up a little now, raised his head, and finally let go of her lips. But he only looked at her once, then buried his face in her collar and kissed her.

"It hurts, it hurts... ah!" Jin Xi screamed.

Because Han Chen took a bite at the bottom of her neck.

He actually bit her!

She trembled in pain and was completely stunned. Han Chen finally let go of her, sat up, leaned back on the sofa, and let out a long breath.

Jin Xi looked at the bright red tooth mark under her collarbone in disbelief, just as she was about to open her mouth to curse, he suddenly grabbed her hand.

When he looked up, he saw that he raised his head, raised his other hand, and covered his eyes with the back of his hand.

Then he laughed.

When Jin Xi came to the word "neuropathy", she suddenly couldn't scold.

Because he really had that kind of happy, happy smile on his face. She had never seen him smile like this before.

Seeing him like this, Jin Xi's heart softened, and it still hurts.

distressed.

She sat beside him in a state of confusion, letting him drag her hand to her lips and kiss her.

There are so many questions in my heart, but God sent ghosts, and the first question to ask is—

"Han Chen... What if you make a mistake?"

Han Chen put down the hand on his eyes and turned to look at her with clear black eyes.

"It can't be wrong. We're both related to a case from five years ago, we're both amnesiac. We all remember the same promise. And..." he paused, "we all feel strongly about each other. So many coincidences, it's not coincidences—only It makes sense that we were once in love. 'Excluding all the unreasonable, what remains, no matter how implausible it may seem, is the truth.'"

"But I haven't left the K province at all. Have you ever been to Jiangcheng?" She frowned.

Han Chen was silent for a moment.

Are you going to tell her the truth

Tell her that you are probably not Bai Jin Xi at all, and no one knows your name. The parents you thought died unexpectedly were not your parents at all, but were probably victims used to disguise your identity. You have been ignorantly living in the place of another person, and the real Bai Jin Xi may have suffered an accident. The years you spent optimistically and cheerfully were all an illusion created by certain forces.

no, do not want.

At least, not now.

After pondering for a while, he said: "It is possible that I have been to K province before, and we fell in love. Because of amnesia, we lost each other. As for other issues, I think it is probably related to the case back then. That's exactly what we need to find out. Things. Don't think too much about it, I will definitely check these things out. But you are my fiancee, you don't need to doubt it any more."

He said so, but Jin Xi believed it a little more.

The possibility she thought of was, assuming that her and Han Chen's love was unknown, and at the same time they were involved in the case of that year. And there may be confidentiality factors in the case, which will cause them to be separate. This makes sense logically.

As for Zhao Zixu...

No wonder she felt so indifferent to this person. It was estimated that she had been in love for a few days, but the relationship was not deep at all.

Thinking this way, it is more reasonable and in line with the feeling Zhao Zixu gave her.

She looked up at Han Chen.

This subversive fact came so suddenly that she was still in a trance and still had many doubts. But looking at his face and thinking about the scene where the two of them said the promise in unison just now, she could clearly feel the familiar pain coming from the bottom of her heart.

She actually knew very well that this was more persuasive than any objective fact.

The man she had missed for so long in her dream, the man who made her feel unbearable whenever she thought of it, stood in front of her.

It turned out to be... Han Chen.

Sweetness, joy, bitterness... Gradually overshadowed all doubts and confusions in my heart, accumulating more and more and more and more intense.

If she is his fiancee...

So from the beginning to the end, there is no second person among them at all? In his heart, there has never been a second person

He was so stupid and so persistently looking for her

"So..." She took a deep breath and said slowly, "You've been looking for your fiancée for five years?"

Han Chen glanced at her, leaned over, put his arms around her shoulders, and lowered his head: "I've been looking for you for five years."

Jin Xi's heart was so soft that she burst into tears.

Han Chen lowered his head and gently kissed away her tears. The room was quiet, only the entanglement of the two people's breathing entangled.

After a while, Han Chen suddenly spoke again: "Bai Jin Xi, you and I both have amnesia. But I always remember that there is this person who is looking for you every day of the year. Why do you never think of me, think I am Is that the idiot Zhao Zixu?"

Jin Xi was still tearful, never expected that he would suddenly ask this. A thought flashed through his mind—he remembered her, but she didn't remember it at all. That can only show that he is more affectionate than her...

It would never be said. Just looking at Han Chen's gloomy eyes, it's hard to guarantee that he didn't think so.

"Compensate me for every minute and every second of your future." He stared at her and said quietly.

Jin Xi's heart trembled, she didn't know what to say for a while.

At this moment, Jin Xi's cell phone rang, and she entered a text message.

She picked it up and saw it was Zhou Xiaozhuan: "Xiaobai! Where are you? I've already sent your luggage to the dormitory, why don't you come back and open the door?"

After all, the shock was too great today, she stood up with her phone in hand: "Then I'll go back first..." Before he could finish speaking, the phone was taken away by Han Chen, he said indifferently, "Impossible."

Jin Xi: "But..." Even if the two are fiancées, she hasn't recovered, and she can't remember the past at all, and suddenly wants to live with him...

"Han Chen, this... give me a little more time, I'm not mentally prepared at all."

However, Han Chen stood up again and put his hands in his trouser pockets: "You can go. I'll move to your dormitory."

Jin Xi: "…"

The two looked at each other for a while, Jin Xi's mind flashed the way he was leaning on the sofa and smiling while covering his eyes.

"Okay. I'll just stay here," she said softly.

Han Chen looked at her, smiled slowly, and picked up her phone. Jin Xi thought he was going to text Xiao Zhuan back, but who knew he dialed the number and put it to his ear.

"What are you doing?" Jin Xi wanted to grab the phone, but he avoided it lightly.

"Xiao Zhuan, bring Jin Xi's luggage to my house," he said, then hung up.

Jin Xi is stunned: "How could you tell Zhou Xiaozhuan like that? What will other people think?"

"Whatever they think," he replied.

Jin Xi opened her mouth, feeling that she couldn't keep up with his rhythm: "Han Chen! Am I not your fiancée? How can you be so rude to your fiancée?"

Han Chen glanced at her, lit a cigarette, and sat down.

"There are so many people in this world who can't get what they want, and they don't have to endure them all. It's over after a lifetime of hard work," he said.

Jin Xi is slightly startled, this is what she said.

"I've been ready for a lifetime," he said, "but you're back."

After he finished speaking, he bowed his head and smoked quietly. But after Jin Xi was startled for a while, her heart slowly softened.

Because she is back.

That's why she's so happy, that's why she's so arrogant, isn't she allowed to leave again...

After a moment of silence, she sat back on the sofa and put her arms around his neck. Han Chen immediately put down his cigarette and hugged her, while she raised her head and kissed her.