The hospital dormitory is very close to the hotel, and the car just turned around. After getting out of the car, Paul lightly honked the horn, then drove away, disappearing into the street with rolling traffic in a blink of an eye.
Hu Shishi hugged Zhen Fei's arm. He could have dodged, but he dared not dodge, because he was afraid that the drunk Hu Shishi would fall. It would be too unsightly for such a beautiful woman to fall to the ground. Zhen Fei, who is always pitiful, worried that Hu Shishi would be injured. The soft chest rested on his muscular arms, making Zhen Fei's heart even more hot.
Hu Shishi, whose body was still shaking, said, "Dr. Zhen, you can walk with me. It's too early to go back now."
"Okay, I'll walk with you." Zhen Fei is very busy. He has time to study "Pharmaceuticals" and sees medical records. He is rigorous and always pursuing the simplest and fastest treatment plan. The progress of these medical skills is not based on With a clever head, melon seeds can do it. It requires experience and careful consideration. Zhen Fei’s hard work is the most among all doctors. He can achieve the current achievements. It is definitely accumulated step by step. Science Don't relax in the slightest.
But his feelings about Hu Shishi are very complicated. There are some faint expectations, and some vague and ambiguous feelings after close contact. In his heart, he cannot give himself the most accurate definition of what Hu Shishi is. The desire is stronger. It is still the nature of a man's lust, and his character is also changing unconsciously.
After walking along the street for a while, Hu Shishi suddenly said: "Actually, I envy the gender of boys."
"Why? Do you still have sexism?" Zhen Fei smiled.
"You don't know how difficult it is for a girl to work hard in society, especially a beautiful girl. There are pitfalls and obstacles everywhere. One thing that other boys can successfully complete, when it comes to girls, When there is resistance, let’s tell you, when I was in school, a teacher hinted to me that as long as I was willing to pay a certain price, I would get the green light all the way in my studies and save a lot of effort than others. I know, That kind of contribution is not a contribution of strength and energy, but the need to accept the sacrifice that tramples on dignity and do something that makes me feel disgusting. I rejected this proposal. From now on, I have paid more than twice as much for my studies as other boys. Work hard to get the same results."
After a deep sigh, Hu Shishi said: "I worked hard, but some people still don't understand. They secretly told me that I was making eyebrows with teacher XX and smiling with director XX. Their eyes were blind and they couldn't see me. Even when I went to the bathroom, I took English books and memorized it by rote. That's it. I can get admitted to a medical university, but I can only choose a nursing school. After graduation, I work hard, but I still can’t avoid being harassed. In the hospital The leaders only saw my beautiful face, and the cadres of the Department of Health saw my young and beautiful youth. They all looked at me, but I walked on thin ice and did not dare to deviate a little bit. I managed to get the position of the head nurse and earn more. Some worries, I don’t know how many people say I cheated with the leader of XX. It seems that a beautiful woman has done something, and only one of them is cheating. Because of this, my boyfriend said that I can talk to others. The man went to bed, but he refused to do affectionate things with him. After being scolded severely by me, his mood was not good and my mood was destroyed."
"There is such an inside story unexpectedly." Zhen Fei thought of Qin Ying and the others. Because they were beautiful, they were attracted by the old monster of Jiuyou, and then looted them back, using magic techniques to suck up their bodies. Their experience is similar to that of Hu Shishi. Men and women have the same power status, but they are in a weak position in terms of the guarantee of survival. Once they are favored by a capable man, they basically cannot escape.
Girls like romance and eager to soar in free space with their loved ones. In fact, to achieve an ideal life, only one out of a hundred people is not bad. Most of them have gradually changed their naive and romantic ideals in a society where men are in power, or drifted with the flow and lost themselves, or were forced to compromise, resulting in conflicts. The serious distrust of the man, or the man’s use of various means to destroy it, becomes heartbreaking petals falling to the ground.
"So I said you don't understand the inner world of girls." Hu Shishi laughed.
Life is a complicated process. Everyone has different experiences. These experiences have made everyone different in their outlook on life and world.
Among the girls that Zhen Fei has been in contact with, Leng Xiao is the one who knows, knows, and trusts each other the longest.
However, Leng Xiao was born in a scholarly family and belonged to a middle-class family. Her father was a senior scholar and had a great social status. Other men wanted to fight Leng Xiao’s ideas and had to weigh their own weight. Even though Leng Heng does not have prominent rights, but many of Leng Heng's students are dignitaries of the government, with great power. It should be said that Leng Xiao has a background and ordinary people can't afford her.
Not to mention Qiao Huizi, although the background is not very deep, but the reputation is very big. People with status and status can provoke Qiao Huizi, but they have to worry about their own energy, whether they can withstand the full blow of Qiao Huizi's loyal fans. . No matter how long the arms of ordinary people are, they can't reach Qiao Huizi's grade.
In addition, Wen Xiaoge, Zhong Xiaolan, Sun Xiaoli and others have low social status. Compared with Hu Shishi, their ideas are shallower, and they have never thought deeply like Hu Shishi. Wen Xiaoge, Zhong Xiaolan and others are lucky. They met Zhen Fei in the most brilliant time of their lives. Now there are people who want to possess them, and they are far from their opponents in terms of ability.
Zhen Fei heard Hu Shishi say that he did not understand girls, and argued: "Then you don't understand boys either. A boy and a girl need to understand each other. Only by communicating and speaking out what is in the heart is the only way to use prevarication and false words. If you mediate, you won’t be able to achieve the purpose of communication for a lifetime."
"Yeah, you are right. There are too few people who are truly trustworthy in this world. Sometimes they will be fooled if they are not careful. After learning to be numb, all the pain became calm, as if drunk."
"So, do you really trust me so much?" Zhen Fei felt that Hu Shishi did not appear to be so simple, she should know something about Zhen Fei. Many girls regard people with career and money like Zhen Fei as their favorite objects, unknowingly handing them over for life. But not some girls consider only external factors and do not understand Zhen Fei's inner world, and they do not care about spiritual communication.
"One day, I saw that you gave money to an old man in the clinic." Hu Shishi said this. Zhen Fei immediately remembered that he had indeed given some money to an old man who was sleeping curled up in an outpatient chair in a tattered dress.
This is the situation in the outpatient clinic. Some family members who come to accompany from other places live in the ward sometimes and take care of their relatives closely. Some wards are full and there is no place to rest. If the relatives are not very sick, Then let the patient live in the hospital by himself, and the family members can also live in a room outside.
But it takes a lot of money to open a room in a hotel. Not all people who come to Shanghai for treatment from other places are rich people. Most of them are very poor. Some people just lie on the chairs of the outpatient clinic. Overnight, if the chair is not said, it is easy to cause poor blood flow in the body, which is detrimental to the health of the accompanying family members. This situation can be seen every day. Zhen Fei didn't care too much. The family member he saw that day was older and had gray hair. He couldn't bear it for a while, so he took out some money and let the old man live in a nearby hotel. It was the one who was on duty. Hu Shishi saw it.
Hu Shishi said: "Seeing that scene, my heart was touched. I know that you are rich, but I am still very excited to help an old man who has never been in my life. Therefore, I decided that you will not take advantage of me. At that time, I forgive you for taking a shower. I am lonely. I don’t have anyone who speaks my heart, so I feel at ease with you."
"Why don't you worry about me?" Zhen Fei laughed out loud.
"Because you don't plot anything with me, I have, your girlfriends have them, and they are better than mine, Dr. Zhen, let's be good friends, okay?"
"Is it really possible?" Zhen Fei couldn't help but shook his head. It seems that Hu Shishi is very shrewd and has found her place, but Zhen Fei still can't find his place. He is not sure whether he respects Hu Shishi more. , There are still more desires lurking in my heart. He didn't carefully analyze the difference between the different places.
At a glance, Zhen Fei saw Leng Xiao’s car slowly slowing to a stop nearby. Zhen Fei’s phone was equipped with a GPS tracking device. Leng Xiao could track Zhen Fei’s phone signal according to the on-board instrument, and he could find it soon. His position.
Hu Shishi also noticed that a car stopped nearby for no reason. She said nervously, "Isn't it someone watching?"
"It's a friend of mine. We have been walking for so long, so it's time to rest. Get in the car and introduce a doctor to you."
After getting in the car, Hu Shishi found that the driver was a beautiful and charming lady, but not Tang Xiaoxiao and Qiao Huizi, and opened her mouth in surprise. Zhen Fei smiled and said, "This one is my confidante and old classmate, Leng Xiao, the chief physician of the Civilian Hospital, this one is Hu Shishi."
Leng Xiao shook hands with Hu Shishi and said gracefully: "I also passed by accidentally and found that Dr. Zhen was with Ms. Hu. I didn't dare to disturb you. If he couldn't see me, I would walk away. Disturb the interest of both of you, right?"
"Let's just talk casually, don't care about Doctor Leng." Hu Shishi was sensitively aware that the relationship between Leng Xiao and Zhen Fei was not simple. This was not a judgment based on anything, it was entirely because of the girl's sixth sense. ()