Xiao An soon went abroad again. When she left, Xu Youyuan received a message from an unfamiliar account who wanted to add her as a friend. The verification message column read:
"This time, I was too selfish, but I have no choice. I hope you can understand. I sincerely wish you and Shizong a long time. If she treats you badly, she must tell me, maybe I will come back to grab it. your smile)
Forget it, as long as Xiao An can leave.
Thanks to Shiyue's great handling, it saved Xu Youyuan a lot of trouble inside and out.
Soon, her long-awaited food game "Fantasy Food World" will finally be launched.
Before the official launch of "Fantasy Food World", Xu Youyuan ate in the game almost every day, from Chinese food to Western food, French food to Japanese food. My stomach growled, but after eating meat for seven game days in the game world, I was so tired that I didn't want to eat anything. I just wanted to exercise frantically to suppress the disgusting taste.
Shi Yue was also busy, so busy that she didn't have time to give her love food, and this part of the considerable heat was also gone.
Without the little sparrow Shiyue jumping around and chatting, Xu Youyuan sometimes felt a little lonely, but under the multiple effects of games and insisting on going to the gym, she really lost weight.
On the first scale, her weight fell below 110 and remained at 107 pounds for a week, which was very close to the lightest weight in her life before her marriage.
grateful!
This may be a good omen for good things to happen in 2036.
"Fantasy Food World" is sure to explode!
After the "Fantasy Food World" was launched, the access crystal was put on the shelves in major electronic and physical malls.
Generally speaking, the sales of the game in the first week is a barometer of the overall sales. If the first week hits the street, the sales will only be worse in the future.
If it sells well in the first week and goes up all the way, it may become a hit.
Of course, most players are still superstitious about big companies and big productions. With the background protection of big game companies, it will not be too miserable even if they hit the street. But a game developed by a small team like Canglu, which is not well-known in the game industry, does not get enough attention at first, and it is very likely that the parents do not know it.
"Fantasy Food World" has not been launched for a week, and less than 3,000 access crystals have been sold. Even with the high cost of advertising, it can be said that the sales are bleak.
Among the 3,000 access crystals, there was a large order that bought 800 crystals in one go.
"Shiyue, did you buy it?" Xu Youyuan could guess who the unnamed local tyrant was with her knee that hurts from time to time. "The eight hundred access crystals?"
"Huh? It seems to be the case." Shi Yue said, "After all, it is a competing product. I bought it back so that NCOUNT employees can observe and observe the research and research more. This is an internal learning material. You reminded me when you said that, not yet. Reimbursement."
"Don't be poor..." Before the confirmation, Xu Youyuan still had a complicated hope in her heart, hoping it wasn't Shi Yue. After getting the affirmative answer, there is a feeling of powerlessness of "could it be anything else".
Hearing that Xu Youyuan was a little disappointed, Shi Yue comforted her and said, "Why are you so frustrated? It's only been online for a week, what are you afraid of? When the dark box was officially launched in China, it only sold hundreds of copies, and was criticized by a certain bureau. , I took it off the shelves immediately, and it took a long time to get it back on. It's better than being miserable, you lose me two streets. Don't be superstitious about the 'one week rule', you must believe that we are all latecomers. ."
Xu Youyuan was so amused that she couldn't help laughing: "How come you hear such old words, and you still have a set of them."
"It's not to make you happy."
"Thank you." Xu Youyuan said, "It's really embarrassing for you, but I think I can bear it very well now. Even if the game really blows in the end, it will be fine. It will be tragic in 2035."
"You can think so, how can you see a rainbow without experiencing wind and rain..."
"Okay, stop it, I'm hanging up."
"Wait a minute! Xu Youyuan, I've got the NAC quota for you. There are three in the first batch. It seems that the NAC matter is really going to be announced. It's not easy for the tutor to get too much, so I gave three first. It should take half a year for more places, and I will ask her for it again." Shi Yue said, "I reserved one for my sister, and the remaining two All of them are given to you, let's see how to distribute them to your sisters."
"Is there a time limit for this quota?"
"Let's put it this way, the time for egg retrieval is limited. This batch will end at the end of January 2037 at the latest. Just take the time to go to the NAC headquarters to freeze the eggs before this time, fill in the form and prepare the information. Cultivate on the spot. Embryos or wait until a suitable egg is found and then cultivate, the instructor gave me a VIP seat, which is always preferred."
"It's so good." Xu Youyuan said, "Then why don't I keep one for myself?"
Shi Yue said casually: "Okay, you... huh?" Suddenly aware of the subtle atmosphere, "Xu Youyuan, do you mean that you want children yourself?"
"I didn't think about it, but there is still a year to think about it. Even if you don't think about it, you can freeze it first, right?"
When Shi Yue heard Xu Aojiao say this, it seemed that she had already made up her mind, so she was too embarrassed to say it directly.
Shi Yue held the phone and had fun for a long time. After adjusting her mood, she came back and said, "It's okay, but when you think about your eggs being frozen lonely in a refrigerator, I feel sorry for them."
Xu Youyuan: "... There is no need to imagine such a strange scene."
Shi Yue wanted to continue to tease, but Xu Youyuan quickly turned the subject: "By the way, did Xiao An contact you later?"
"Huh? It's too late for her to run away with such a huge advantage. What else did she contact me for? It's you, when will we finish the last stage of the love theme? The preliminaries will end in more than a month. Your The game is also online, and we can take a weekend to fix our biggest worries."
"Okay, just this weekend." Xu Youyuan said, "So what did you ask her to hand over? When are you going to tell me?"
When Xu Youyuan was anxious, her voice became very childlike. She had worked in a northern city for so many years, and her hometown accent was running out. But when she was anxious, she would unconsciously pop up, soft and cute.
"I will tell you when the time is right."
"Shi Yue, you did it on purpose."
"Well, I am."
Xu Youyuan held the vase at hand, wishing she could smash her by throwing it along the network signal.
"Want to eat together at noon?" Shi Yue invited her, "Come to my house and I'll fry a short rib for you."
Xu Youyuan, who had been nauseous in the game and had not recovered so far, thought about the taste of beef short ribs and was not very motivated.
"What's the matter, you don't seem satisfied with your tone?"
Xu Youyuan still has a meeting in the afternoon. Her office is not too far from the CRUSH building where Shiyue is located, but it would be quite a struggle to go to Nanjiang ONE, not to mention the fact that she has been playing for too long recently, and she is too skinny. Come on, my stomach is a little uncomfortable and I'm a little dizzy.
"How dare you be dissatisfied..." Xu Youyuan wanted to find an excuse to invite her to dinner next time, but Shiyue lowered her voice and said coquettishly:
"I haven't seen you for a few days, I miss you Xu Youyuan."
…
Half an hour later, Xu Youyuan appeared downstairs in the CRUSH building.
Shi Yue hurried down, and when she saw Xu Youyuan, she wished she could rush into her arms with a brisk walk.
But the people coming and going in the building are likely to be his employees, and Shi Yue's wild little wild horse was temporarily pushed down by the remaining reason.
"Xu Youyuan, Xu Youyuan!" Shi Yue approached and squeezed Xu Youyuan happily, "Are you summoned by me? Are you my summoned beast?"
Xu Youyuan glanced around, but no one paid attention to them, so she raised her arm and swept over her head: "Are you a kindergartener? You haven't seen each other for seven or eight days, not seven or eight years. And you even summoned beasts... childish."
"Okay, because you love me so much, I'm naive today. Go, go home!"
Take Xu Youyuan back to Nanjiang ONE, let Xu Youyuan sit for a while, and she goes to prepare lunch.
The steak was fried quickly, with some asparagus and cherry tomatoes. When peppering, Shi Yue asked Xu Youyuan if she wanted to go back to the company in the afternoon.
"It's rare that you can come to my house to sit, how can you let you run away so easily. Isn't the game also online, can you slow down?"
Xu Youyuan said: "I didn't have to work at first. If it sells well, there will be a lot of things, now..."
"Drink something?" Shi Yue fryed the steak and took out a bottle of red wine, "I hid this wine on purpose, Ato and the others were beaten up last time they wanted to drink, and it was reserved for you. of."
"What do you keep tricking me into drinking?" Xu Youyuan said, "Don't you know that I quit drinking?"
"How can you not drink as a human being? Okay... Then I'll drink it myself." Shi Yue asked her when she opened the drink, "Can you tell me why you quit drinking? You made a mistake before drinking? You're actually quite good at drinking."
Shi Yue was very interested in all the little details of Xu Youyuan and wanted to know.
"It doesn't count..."
"Why is that?" Seeing Xu Youyuan rolling her eyes, Shi Yue immediately warned her:
"Don't lie to me."
Xu Youyuan almost "poofed" out: "You know I'm going to lie to you again?"
"Of course, your every move can't escape my eyes."
Xu Youyuan smiled gently: "I didn't want to lie to you. My ex-wife doesn't like alcohol, and..."
Hearing the word "ex-wife", Shi Yue immediately poured a large glass of wine and quickly walked to Xu Youyuan:
"Don't get me wrong, this glass of wine is not for you, it's mine." Handing the bottle to Xu Youyuan, "This bottle is yours, now, on the spot, blow on the bottle!"
Xu Youyuan reluctantly took the bottle and comforted Shi Yue first:
"Just listen to me. The ex-wife was just a fuse, after all, it was still during the marriage. But then I really wanted to quit because I drank too much. There was a time when 'reshaping the universe' reached a bottleneck. , the revenue began to decline significantly. I was a little stressed. I couldn’t sleep well at night. I thought that I could fall asleep faster by drinking some wine. I slept soundly after drinking two sips at first, and then I couldn’t sleep after a bottle. On the other hand, it was even more uncomfortable for the next day, and it was a huge delay in work, so I decided to quit."
She put the wine bottle on the table: "So it's still about work. Don't think about it."
"Okay, whether it's true or not, I believe it anyway."
"What is it, whether it's true or not, it's true."
"At least you put all your effort into coaxing me, just take it for granted."
Xu Youyuan was really going to be mad at her, both angry and funny.
But think about the extreme dependence on alcohol during that time, just like Lao Xu. As hard as it is for Lao Xu to quit drinking, it is as hard as she is, and the alcoholic gene is working in secret.
"Xu Youyuan, I never asked about your past before." Shi Yue put the steak on the dining table and asked Xu Youyuan, "Who initiated the marriage between you and your ex-wife?"
"It's all turned over, so why bring it up?"
"No, I just want to know." Shi Yue said, "don't worry, I'm definitely not jealous. I only saw some photos and videos before I saw your ex-wife, I was really jealous. But this time I saw If a real person has dealt with her, she knows what kind of person she is. She will never be jealous of her. She just wants to know some things about your past. The most important thing is that her trouble this time may still remain. The little good memories in your memory have become particularly embarrassing, I guess you can't wait to never know her now, so I have no sense of crisis at all."
Xu Youyuan knew what Shi Yue meant in her words, she just wanted to know why she chose a person like Xiao An to marry in the first place.
Xu Youyuan smiled and said, "Did you have any sense of crisis for her before?"
"Knowing that she came back to find you directly and wanted to have a child with you, it was a little bit."
"Isn't the word 'perfect' written on your face?"
"Why do you remember so much, and if you change it to something else, it's an old fish?"
Xu Youyuan kept smiling:
"In fact, it's nothing to tell you about the past. After all, I divorced because I no longer had feelings, and when I got divorced, I made up my mind to forget it."
"Oh, when I bring it up now..." It's rare for Shi Yue to be cautious.
"I didn't really think about her until she came back to me." Xu Youyuan confessed, "After all, after the divorce, my attention was focused on other places. When she got married back then, she was considered that time. The best choice is my college classmate. I have known her for several years. She has always supported my career. Even when no one is optimistic about reshaping the universe, she also encouraged me. How should I put it, before the divorce, the natural interests were the same Yes, but it's normal for her to do things from her own position after the divorce. Just like before the divorce, I have seen her use the same means to force others to achieve their goals, but she was different from me and outsiders at that time. Now it's just putting me and outsiders together and using the same method to deal with it."
Shi Yue cut the beef short ribs piece by piece and remained silent.
"What are you thinking?" Xu Youyuan was sitting on the other side of the dining table, seeing that Shiyue didn't have sharp teeth, but a rare silence.
"I'm thinking about what you said, love is also 'butt decides head'. Once you don't love, you will have no relationship when it comes to interests. This kind of thing is actually the norm."
Xu Youyuan said: "I didn't think about this before she came back, but when I met her face to face, I had a very strong feeling of facing the enemy instead of my ex-wife. People change, but maybe she didn't. I haven't changed, only our relationship has changed."
"Xu Youyuan." Shi Yue looked at her and said very firmly, "I may change, you may change, but my feelings for you will never change."
Xu Youyuan stared at Shi Yue silently for a moment, then laughed: "Why are you saying this so seriously all of a sudden?"
"I want you to know that not everyone in the world is the same as your ex-wife. Even though many people in this world will follow their interests, there will always be people who insist on their original aspirations."
Xu Youyuan is Shi Yue's original intention, and it is also a bridge for her to shake hands with the world and herself.
She is the person she wants the most in this world, even the only person who wants to be gentle with each other.
Are you so absolute, childish
People in their twenties always like to talk about the words "forever" and "absolutely". As people grow older, they no longer promise or swear when they reach middle age. " was replaced by "I try my best".
Including the words from her own mouth, Xu Youyuan has not heard the words "never change" for a long time.
Since she was sensible, all of Xu Youyuan's energy has been put on the game, and the game has occupied all her joys, sorrows, and even her entire life.
When Fa Xiaoye started to fall in love, Xu Youyuan was playing games; when Fa Xiao broke up and fell in love, she was still playing games.
I wrote one article after another about the game strategy, and programmed one after another. Xu Youyuan occasionally thinks about losing weight, discusses celebrities with Shi Ye, and asks for advice on how to deal with her parents’ nagging, but she never thinks about it. Love this thing.
She seems to be born without too many ideas and talents for love.
Throughout elementary school, she was lonely. The only friends are parents, and the only colored windows are games.
In middle school, she had good friends, people became lively, and she had more hobbies, but love still had nothing to do with her.
University is a time when all young people burst into hormonal frenzy - except Xu Youyuan.
Xu Youyuan entered her favorite university and studied her favorite major. She felt that she could go on like this for the rest of her life, but her friends told her that same-sex marriages would soon be possible!
marry.
Something that Xu Youyuan had never thought about suddenly became the focus of everyone's discussion.
So she can also have her own marriage, her own destiny.
Xiao An is her college classmate and a relative of Canglu. She knew this fate by chance. During the gatherings, games and Canglu's matchmaking, the two became closer and closer.
Is Xiao An the one destined? right. At least she was kind to me and cherished me enough, otherwise she wouldn't have proposed so many times - 25-year-old Xu Youyuan thought so, and she finally agreed to marry, who didn't know enough about love.
She has never been in love, she is young and simple, and the law on same-sex marriage has just been passed. As the first same-sex couple to marry, Xu Youyuan naturally hopes that everything will develop in a good direction.
It takes wisdom to maintain a good marriage. Xu Youyuan thought she had this ability, but it was broken in the end.
When she divorced, she wondered if she really didn't know what love was, and even now she still doubted herself.
"My last marriage was a failure. The events of the past few days let me know that it failed more than I thought." Xu Youyuan smiled a little self-deprecatingly, "So even today, I am not sure. If Love comes again, and I'm afraid I'll make a mess again..."
Shi Yue put down the wine glass in her hand, and before she knew it, she had drank the entire bottle of red wine.
Seeing that her cheeks were rosy and her eyes were out of focus, and there was a layer of alcohol smell, Xu Youyuan realized that she was patronizing her life, and when she didn't pay attention, Shi Yue was drinking one sip after another.
"Why are you drinking so much? Are you finished?" Xu Youyuan brought the bottle over, "Don't drink, I'll pour you a glass of water."
When Xu Youyuan went to the kitchen to help her pour the water, Shi Yue came over leaning against the wall and hugged her.
The force was so strong that Xu Youyuan swayed forward, and almost dropped her head into the pool.
But the person behind her carried her back safely and gently rubbed her head with her cheek.
The wine is very strong.
She knows Shi Yue's alcohol intake, so she should be stopped.
"Time… "
When Xu Youyuan wanted to move, she found that Shi Yue's arms were getting harder and harder, locking her tightly in her arms.
Shi Yue's voice was intermittent, with obvious drunkenness, but the words were sonorous and powerful, from the bottom of my heart:
"Why can't I be born earlier? I've thought about this question countless times and asked myself countless times. If I was born earlier, I would never let you suffer like this." Shi Yue buried her face in Xu Youyuan's face. the back of the neck,
"If it were me, I would definitely cherish you from the very beginning, and I wouldn't let you have a moment's fear and doubt, and let you know that love is not a question of good or bad, wisdom or wisdom. Love is admiring each other. Nurturing is the process of letting the lost other half return. Xu Youyuan, I know you better than you. How can you not understand love, how can you not be suitable for love? You know how exciting your every care is
"You didn't meet the right person. If it was me, if it was me from the beginning...why not me...you should be the happiest person in the world."
Xu Youyuan looked at the small faucet in front of her, and Shi Yue's words made her tears fall uncontrollably.
Wiping away her tears quietly, she knew that she couldn't cry now, and if she did cry, she would be too much like a child.
He raised his hand and touched Shiyue's head: "Didn't you say you're not jealous? What's going on, eh?"
Shi Yue was silent for a moment and then said, "I'll just eat the vinegar this time."
"good."
Xu Youyuan turned back, held her face, and looked at her.
Shi Yue closed her eyes and said with a smile, "You are the first person to see me cry."
"You too." Xu Youyuan also closed her red eyes and pressed them against her forehead.
This action is too warm, like two friends and partners comforting each other.
This is not what Shi Yue wants.
Shi Yue picked up her cheek and kissed her.
Holding her head, so that she has no chance to escape.
Shi Yue's enthusiasm almost made Xu Youyuan breathless, Shi Yue hugged her waist and directly carried her to the dining table by the pool to sit, opened her soft and hot lips, and continued hot and lingering. kiss deeply.
Like a partner, take care of her like a lover, have her...