However, they were together almost every night, and they had never taken any measures. There was nothing wrong with the pregnancy. It was just that the incident came so suddenly that she had no time to digest, think, or make a final decision. …
In the next two days, she was frightened, worried, at a loss, and hesitant, until she finally felt a mixture of joy and sorrow!
Yes, it is a mixture of joy and sorrow. She is happy that a little life is being gestated in her belly and she will be a mother; but she is worried about her situation. Her identity is simply unable to protect the smooth birth of this child!
If someone exposes this matter while she is still angry about the king's eldest son and the uncle's dirty clothes, then she will watch the child being killed, and she will be heartbroken!
How wonderful it would be if she was not in the palace and held a palace position, but was just an expectant woman from an ordinary family, happily waiting for the arrival of her child. Unfortunately, there is no such thing as "if" in the world!
So, after suffering for two days, she painfully and helplessly made a decision. She wanted to ask for a dose of abortion medicine, and before anyone noticed, she could quietly take away the child without anyone noticing. Although she did it herself, she still felt that It was extremely painful, but it was better than being ruthlessly attacked by those palace people. Besides, she also had to protect her mother's safety to prevent her from being implicated by herself, and to prevent her from being ridiculed for having a daughter who had lost her virginity and had a secret pregnancy!
Originally, she had made this decision through gritted teeth and tears. However, when she thought about it, she was about to strangle an innocent little life and cruelly kill her own child.
Although she had always had a complicated psychology towards the child's father, this unruly and cold man, and was moved, angry, frightened, and ashamed at the same time, but in the end, her maternal instinct conquered everything and she did not hesitate. She wanted to keep this baby. After all, he was also her flesh and blood. How could she be so cruel...
The woman's silence finally made Jialan unable to restrain her impatience, and her voice became increasingly gloomy, "Why don't you dare to tell me? Huh? Could it be that... the child in your belly is not mine at all?!"
At the end of the words, there was something sinister and strange, as if he was deliberately irritating her.
Sure enough, this sentence had an effect instantly. In a daze, Tie Xin Lian came back to his senses, squinted his cheeks, and roared: "You are shameless!"
The man stretched out his cool long fingers and touched her delicate lips, smiled evilly, and said in a revealing tone, "Don't you just like my shamelessness?!"
Only then did Tie Xinlian understand his intention of teasing her. In embarrassment, her face instantly turned from white to red, she bit her lower lip tightly, speechless, "You..."
For a moment, Jialan retracted her long fingers, lowered her thick eyelashes to cover the emotions under her eyes, curled her lips and said in a cool voice: "However, my astrological prophecy is not out of date yet. I can save you, but in the end I can't save him... You should know what I mean."
This indifference coupled with his previous violent mood made Tie Xinlian come to a conclusion in her heart. Was he going to force her to abort the child? !
My heart suddenly started to throb with pain, and finally, even the bones all over my body felt severe pain.
Yes, he is right!
Of course she knew that he wanted to protect himself. No matter how much he was respected and valued by His Majesty, this matter would be detrimental to his status. Therefore, he wanted to get rid of the future troubles once and for all in order to feel at ease!
Even though he had already made this conclusion in his heart, he still couldn't help being frightened. His whole body was shaking like dead leaves. He shook his head repeatedly and said in a hoarse voice: "No! This is my child. I don't allow you to hurt him. Not even a cent!”
Glancing at her firm eyes and bleeding face, the man laughed and asked, "Haha... you don't allow it? Then, where would he be without me?"
What he means is that he has the final say on whether this child should stay or go!
This sentence immediately stopped her, and she felt unable to refute.
"I'm doing this for your own good!" The man paid careful attention to her expression and continued to speak unhurriedly.
Oh, for her own good? Or is it for his own sake? He knows it in his heart! And she understands it very well!
Tie Xinlian closed her eyes sadly, feeling her heart aching. Then, she moved her lips and whispered a firm sentence, "In short, this is my child, my child alone." , it has nothing to do with you! I will bear all the blame on myself no matter what!"
Such a sentence seemed to stimulate Jialan, and her complexion changed several times, and some hidden anger flashed in her eyes. However, when it came into contact with her sore cheeks, those anger disappeared fleetingly, and gradually became more important in her heart. Ikkaku was pulled along. He narrowed his eyes and asked in a concentrated voice, "Are you in love with me?"
Tie Xinlian's heart trembled suddenly, and her jade cheeks became as pale as snow. She raised her eyes to look at his handsome eyes that could see everything, but he hesitated, "I..."
Love? She thought, yes, she did lose her heart and fell in love with this evil man! She didn't know when she started, she just felt that she couldn't help it, and that feeling became more and more obvious!
Even though this was the case, he still tried his best to deny it: "I didn't, it's too late for me to hate you!"
Such unthinking denial angered the man again, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Really? Then why do you want to give birth to a child of the man you hate and who raped you?!"
He was still deliberately stimulating her, intending to force her to tell the truth and face reality, but at this moment, Tie Xinlian's mind was already haunted by the deep fear of losing the child in her belly, and she had no extra thoughts to think about anything else. , and had no intention of answering his words.
At this time, Jialan Qiu approached her, tightened his grip, and forced her back from her lost thoughts, "If you want to keep him, what will you do?"
"This is my own business, I don't need the Imperial Master to worry about it!" She retreated involuntarily, her voice trembling but with stubbornness.
Before he finished speaking, he was met with an angry growl, "Answer me!"
Tie Xinlian was startled by what he was drinking. She trembled her pale lips and said, "I will go and resign to His Majesty, and then leave the palace and walk far away. I guarantee that I will not harm the Imperial Master!"
He should be satisfied with this answer, right? !
However, looking at his eyes that darkened in an instant, the panic filled his chest in the blink of an eye. Yes, he was such a cruel and ruthless man, how could he let her escape with this 'threat'? How can he feel at ease
In panic, just when he loosened his grip and was unprepared, he threw off his grip and escaped.
Unexpectedly, because her steps were too messy, she actually stepped on the hem of her skirt. When she saw that her body was leaning forward and her abdomen was about to hit a hard and raised mountain rock, her heart suddenly skipped a beat, and she felt extremely cramped. Then, it broke into thousands of pieces. The film couldn't help but sink to the bottom of the deep cold valley.
My child, my mother is incompetent and cannot protect you...
Yu let out a cry of silent sorrow deep in his heart, and closed his eyes tightly, waiting for this heartbreaking collision.
However, what surprised her was that the expected pain did not come. She was still shocked and realized that her waist had been tightly hugged by a long arm. She suddenly opened her eyes and looked, only to see that her abdomen was only a few steps away from the sharp point. The stone was an arm's length away, but the long arm blocked it in time without leaving a single gap. Fortunately, she didn't hit it!
Fortunately, a faint smell of blood drifted into her nostrils, and she realized that the back of her fair and delicate hand had been scratched by a stone, leaving a hideous and sinuous wound. At this moment, the wound was glowing red. The blood looked very delicate and dazzling.
Her heart tightened and she hurriedly looked back, just in time to catch the man's overly nervous eyes. Her heart palpitated and trembled. She deliberately ignored this feeling, so she whispered in a trembling voice: "You are bleeding!"
But the man didn't care. He just pursed his thin lips and said nothing, and stared at her with obscure eyes for an instant.
Tie Xinlian was flustered by his gaze and hurriedly lowered her eyes to avoid it. She still couldn't help but think about why... he wanted to hug her? He is not…
Thinking of this, Tie Xinlian no longer bothered to sort out the complicated feelings in her heart. She just licked her dry, bloodless lips and blurted out: "Don't you want this child? Wouldn't it be better to be knocked away like this!" "
Originally, he was full of anger at her breaking away from Jialan, but because of her vindictive and completely frank words, his mood instantly improved, and he carefully took her body and brought her face to face with him, his voice softened. Said: "When did I say that I don't want this child?"
It wasn't until she noticed a successful smile rising on his lips that Tie Xinlian realized that her words had gone too far, and then she fully realized that she still cared about his decision to stay or leave the child. !
No matter how hard she tried to deny or escape, she would never be able to erase the deep feeling in her heart.
However, why did he hint to her like that before? Could it be... How could he tease her so cruelly? ! He's such a bastard, a demon!
Looking at her eyes gradually covered with a layer of water representing shame, anger and grievance, Jialan's heart felt a little panicked and ached. He raised his hand to caress her bloodless jade cheek, his movements were very gentle, as if he was caring for a rare thing. Treasure, for the first time, his voice was so gentle, with the tenderness of endless love, "I not only want him, but also you! In the near future, I will ask your Majesty for a special order to send you to my other courtyard outside the palace. Go and wait for the birth. When the time comes, you only need to take care of the baby with peace of mind. You are not allowed to think about other troublesome things. Just let me worry about it. Remember?"
In fact, the reason why he had said something against his will was just to test her feelings for him. When he realized that, she would keep his child even if she was forced into a situation with no choice. At that time, for the first time in his history, his heart was so ecstatic and speechless, because he found out that she still had feelings for him!
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