Warm tears welled up in his eyes. Brother Shu Wuluan smiled sadly and said, "I once thought that if I took off this official robe, I would be no more than an ordinary daughter. So, giving my heart to him wouldn't be a big deal." False. However, when I gave my sincerity without reservation, I realized that those sweet words, those beautiful pasts, and warm memories were all poisonous lies and deceptions that would kill me! However, even if Deception, even if I will be drowned by poison, I can't control my heart, so that I can't forget it or let it go! I am a stubborn person. Once I have some thoughts, I will go on... Hehe, they say that after drinking Telling the truth, it seems to be true. I have always been too conceited and tough, and living under those disguises is really tiring. However, today I put everything aside and say these things that I dare not and do not want to say to others deep in my heart. , I feel much more comfortable. Although you are not a very good person to listen to, I still want to thank you for listening. Ha, speaking of it, I should feel ashamed and humiliated to be the person I am, and there are so many people around me. I don’t even have any friends in Kushui! It turned out that Lian’er was still by my side, but now even she has left. I can’t keep it, not even one... "
In the past eighteen years, this was the first time that she had shown her emotions in such a fragile way in front of a stranger.
It was because she was a stranger that she dared to talk about her feelings without any concealment or reservation. It was because she didn't have to worry about anything or how he looked at her. After she woke up from the drunkenness, she could still talk about the whole night freely. The depression was easily thrown out of my mind, and I continued to pretend to be cold and arrogant, and walked on sadly.
Her voice was extremely hoarse, and her tone was full of bitterness and self-mockery. When these persistent and sincere words reached Phantom's ears, her back stiffened slightly, and her heart ached with tears. She hesitated for a moment, and said gloomily: "You... still There is me!"
Brother Shu Wuluan's face was startled. Because of his comfort, he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart. Then he looked at him with squinted chaotic eyes, but he smiled, with a desolate smile, "Yes, now it's time." Only you. But... all the people around me are going to leave, one by one. He will have a family, and you already have someone to belong to. I have completely become an abandoned person... Oh, I When did you become so half-hearted?! Haha... Don't worry too much, I don't have any thoughts about you. I gave my heart to him and I will die with him... "
At the end of her words, her voice was choked with sobs, and she hurriedly and stubbornly moved her eyes away, as if she didn't want him to see the tears welling up in her eyes.
And these words stung the man deeply, and his heart was hurt beyond measure. He finally couldn't control his emotions and murmured: "Maybe, he didn't mean to lie to you. Maybe, he might have some reasons. Maybe… "
Before he could continue, she continued hoarsely with a burning throat: "Then why doesn't he come and explain to me? As long as he gives an explanation, I will completely put aside those resentments, believe him, and forgive him. ! But, he didn’t come in the end, didn’t he? Only you, an outsider, came to listen to my nagging, to listen to me riding the wind here and talking miserably at night... If he really cared about me, how could he bear to see me in such pain? I know you are laughing at my wishful thinking, holding on to an explanation that will never come..."
As she spoke, she suppressed the water in her eyes, but accidentally looked at the man sitting next to her with confused eyes, squinted her eyes, frowned again, and finally raised her beautiful eyebrows and vomited out. His breath was full of the strong smell of alcohol, "But, why did you suddenly say nice things for him? I remember that you seemed to like me a little bit, so he should be regarded as one of your love rivals. Now , who are you showing off your magnanimous and selfless appearance... Why do I feel that you are a little different today? Instead of the cynicism of the past, you appear to be extraordinarily deep, and that reserved look feels very different from some people. Look alike, you see, I know you well enough! Hiccup..." A hiccup cut off her next words.
After taking a few breaths, she suddenly slapped her forehead and said, "Oh, I know..."
He was a little panicked when he came into contact with her appraising gaze before. When he saw her again, he heard something strange, as if he had sensed the actual meaning behind his words, or had seen through his identity. Phantom's heart She shook violently and was about to change the subject, but she curled her lips and sneered disdainfully: "I know you are deliberately comforting me with kindness, right? But please put away your kindness. , because it is completely unnecessary! Hehe, I wanted to be a saint but failed, but I accidentally became a clown. You are more ridiculous and pathetic than me, hahaha... "
After saying that, he started to shake his body and laughed drunkenly.
The man immediately breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed that she was really drunk!
Otherwise, she would not have said so much to him just now, at least not to his identity. Just like what she said before, she has no one to talk to!
This realization made him feel heartbroken for a moment.
The cold wind blowing around was biting, and she began to tremble with her arms wrapped around her. The man finally calmed down, and his long arms gently wrapped around her waist, wanting to carry her back to the temple to rest.
At this time, her laughter began to fade away little by little, replaced by a low sigh.
And when those words with a sobbing sound and full of affection came into her ears, the arm placed on her waist suddenly couldn't help trembling, "I love him, I really love him... But, It’s too late…”
She may be a deeply affectionate little woman, her strength hides a vulnerability that is hard to see, and her arrogance hides delicate emotions. She is born like a night rose, persevering, but behind her beauty is a misty veil. .
And she, who could be easily blown away by the wind, would never be able to stand shoulder to shoulder with such a noble man and hold hands...
This was the first time a man heard her say the word 'love' with his own ears, it was so strong and deep! There was joy and sorrow at the moment, and they were entangled in each other, but when they couldn't resist this conflicting mood, between great joy and great sorrow, their heartstrings slowly broke apart, and in the end they couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was.
Before, the Hantanxiang that Ge Shu Wuluan drank was the strongest type of imperial wine, and it had a strong backlash. The reason why he drank such a strong wine was to get completely drunk and forget about the bitterness and pain for the time being. Worry, pain, and then I can have a good sleep, and when I wake up, all the feelings have gradually faded away.
However, she was just deceiving herself and others. Isn't there a saying that drinking to relieve one's sorrows will only make them more sorrowful...
At this time, the strong alcoholic drink finally reached the highest point on the top of his head, and the tearful brother Shu Wuluan began to be unable to hold up his groggy head, and tilted it towards the man's shoulder.
The heavy eyelids slowly closed, and a drop of hot tears that had been suppressed for many days slipped down the face, dripping onto the man's black robe, passing through the fabric, through the flesh and bones, and penetrated straight into his heart.
Phantom's whole body stiffened suddenly, and he felt that the heart in his abdomen was burning with pain from the tears.
As strong as she is, let alone shedding tears, she would never show her weakness to others easily, but tonight she cried! After all, how deeply did he hurt her
Shaking his hands, he wiped away the tears rolling down her face, which had turned from warm to cold, and stared at her sleeping face for a moment. Finally, he picked her up by the waist and jumped down the ridge of the palace. .
He carried her back to the bedroom, put her gently on the couch, took off the cloak on her shoulders and the boots on her feet, covered her with the quilt, and covered the corners of the quilt. After completing this series of actions, he began to stand still Yu Jian quietly focused his eyes on her sleeping face.
His eyes slowly swept over her heroic brows, her beautiful closed phoenix eyes, her straight nose, and finally landed on her slightly trembling red lips.
After pausing for a moment, he raised his hand and slowly took off the hood on his head, revealing for a moment his extremely handsome face and his head of silvery hair, which looked even more enchanting under the warm yellow light. Eye-catching.
He leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on her forehead. It wasn't until the choking feeling in his throat became stronger and stronger that he reluctantly stood up, forced himself to take back the gaze that was filled with deep pain, and left her heartbrokenly. Sleeping hall…
A night of heavy drinking can result in a hangover the next day.
In the early morning, Ge Shu Wuluan was woken up by bursts of tearing headaches. He forced his uncomfortable body to sit up, shook his confused and splitting head, and felt that his throat was dry as if it was about to burn. , the stomach is also churning crazily.
Then he suddenly leaned over the couch and vomited for a moment, but he retched a mouthful of sour water without spitting out anything. It was strange that he could spit out anything after not eating even a drop of rice for two days!
After taking a few breaths of the lingering alcoholic breath, he slowly leaned towards the bedside tiredly. Suddenly, his eyes froze and he sat up again.
She was surprised to think that she remembered that she was drinking on the roof last night, how could she come to the temple after that? And somehow got into bed!
Why couldn't she recall at all when she came back to sleep
Puzzled, he glanced at the neat cloak folded beside the pillow, then he opened the quilt and looked at it in surprise, and took off his shoes.
Could it be that after she drank too much, she groped for the ridge of the temple, and Fang'er carefully helped her back to the couch
While he was guessing, he raised his hand and patted his confused head a few times. He tried hard to recall, and finally some fragments appeared in his mind.
Then she suddenly remembered that the Phantom came while she was drinking on the roof. Then he smashed her wine and scolded her. Later, she couldn't control her emotions and confided a lot of her inner thoughts to him, going crazy and going crazy. , crying and laughing...
Recalling this, she didn't dare to think about it anymore. Her face turned white and red in embarrassment, and she was extremely annoyed. How could she lose control and make such a fool of herself in front of a man who had always been impure? !
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