Pilan was still talking, "Later, an inexplicable fever and coma caused the cold poison in his body to attack more and more frequently, which meant that the poison had entered the veins of the body and reached the heart veins... However, he miraculously recovered again. After surviving it, I realized that I couldn't let you go. The heart that had been suppressed to the point of silence was about to move again, and the feelings were rekindled, so much so that he lost his mind and revealed his thoughts in front of the Lord... My dear, as soon as he was born He has poison in his body, which makes a good boy grow old before he grows old, but he never cares about the eyes and comments of others. He is the best among men, he does not like to show off and will never shrink back, and he is hidden in his isolation. His expression is delicate, and his mania hides an emotion that never regrets. It can be said that he is a very affectionate man, which seems to be an advantage, but when it comes to him, it is a fatal flaw, which makes me love and hate him at the same time! "
She has experienced what she said, been alienated by him, been annoyed by his hot and cold attitude, and was frightened by his fever, but she never knew the good intentions he silently and deeply buried in his heart. , and I don’t even know that his destiny is...
At this time, Pilan took a breath, "Actually, after falling in love with you, he still tried his best to bring you to the Lord's side, but it was no longer for the mission or loyalty, but just to protect you! Because the Lord has given him a time limit a long time ago. When the time limit is up, if you are still devoted to the Lord, then the Lord will eliminate this little problem of yours! That’s why he tried his best to protect you and favored you. Unable to move his muscles, in desperation, he gave up this method and changed to another extreme way to protect you, but this method is based on disobeying the Lord, and it is really What the Lord cannot tolerate! Originally, the Lord was still hesitating between the feasibility and non-feasibility of killing you. It was because of his disobedience that the Lord suddenly became determined to kill you. Just because, the Lord cannot tolerate it at all. The younger brother whom he loved deeply and entrusted with important responsibilities lost all his sanity and betrayed his family because of a woman... "
After hearing these words, she suddenly recalled his intention to test her out of the palace several times as a phantom. It turned out that he wanted to protect her!
But at that time she...
It was she who put him in a dilemma, it was she who betrayed his deep friendship, and it was she who ultimately destroyed him...
However, if she hadn't confided everything to her today, she might never know everything he had done for her and everything he had endured secretly!
The endless self-blame could almost swallow her up, and her heart was torn to pieces, and the pain reached her bones.
However, what she didn't know was that these things were just a part of the whole story. What she said next would make her feel heartache and fear for the rest of her life. She would never forget it and remember it hard.
Speaking of this, Pilan moved his gaze back again, staring at her who was silent, "I think you should also know why the Lord wants to marry him to the daughter of the Xia family. Yes, it is to use The Xia family provides support and secures his future throne! But what you don’t know is that he refuses to obey! Why, I don’t need to tell you, you should understand! It’s just for you! So I used this as a trigger, It aggravated the lord's anger. Did you know that he was willing to taste poison in order to protect you? Oh, that silly boy noticed that the lord sent someone to bring you a soup with quenched poison, so he didn't even think about it. ... At that time, he knew that his thoughts had been seen through by the Lord, so he simply revealed them to the public without any reservation. This was to show the Lord his determination to protect you, and he was also willing to die to resist! But the more he behaved like this, the more the Lord became angry. At that time, he somehow found out his life experience, and then he took even more drastic actions when he had no choice but to show his cards to the Lord without hesitation. He threatened you, just to exchange for your safety! In the end, his determination made the Lord soften his attitude... Do you know why he accepted the throne when he had no intention of becoming the king, and married another woman despite being so affectionate to you? Those are the undeniable conditions set by the Lord. In order to save you a way out, he can only agree with a deep heart! But in the end, he still has to fight hard. Even if he cannot join hands with you, he must still do it in his heart and in front of others. I will leave you the position of head wife..."
At this time, Brother Shu Wuluan was obviously extremely shocked. It turned out that he drank the soup given to her by His Majesty just to save her! Even though he knew it was poisonous, he still had no hesitation! Why is he so stupid? His stupidity made her heartbroken!
It turns out that there are so many hidden secrets, but she has no idea at all! He kept everything secret, he never showed anything, no matter how much she resented him, he silently endured it, silently suppressed it, silently suffered...
Each of these things revealed his strong feelings for her. Each of them made her feel that her heart was being squeezed by an invisible hand. The squeeze became tighter and tighter, and the rubbing pain was severe until it was dripping with blood. !
I don't know whether it was the smoke from the unknown herbs burning in the medicine stove nearby that blurred his eyes, or whether it was caused by the mist rising in front of his eyes. In short, his face became increasingly blurry in his eyes.
Seeing that she was still silent, Pilan frowned sharply, as if anger was brewing. His eyes inadvertently swept across her pale face, and the anger gradually disappeared. Suddenly, he sighed, "Earlier, he didn't ask you anything." Frankly confessing everything is because he still has loyalty to the Lord in his heart. Moreover, he is also afraid that you will resent him after knowing the truth. Therefore, he has been hesitant, struggling hard for loyalty on the one hand and love on the other. . Later, because the Lord asked him to forget about you, otherwise he would withdraw his promise not to kill you, so he was forced to do so. Therefore, he finally decided not to explain and let you complain, let you hate, and let you walk out of his world. ... These concealments may be deception in your eyes, but in fact they are all well-intentioned actions for your good! He silently endured and endured so much pain and suffering. He didn’t mention it. You don’t know. The misunderstanding may never be solved. Today I tell you this not to make you regret, but just to comfort him, because I can't let him be filled with worries... There's only this much I can do for him."
During this period, Brother Shu Wuluan had been listening to her quietly, never missing a word. His heart was numb with pain. When she realized that her tone had turned to sorrow, it was so thick that her heart tightened violently. Her voice was hoarse and difficult to say, "Tell me, why is he like this? Could it be..." She couldn't say the words 'The end is coming'.
Recalling what she had mentioned before, the fatality of the cold poison and the limited time he had to live, she couldn't breathe!
This sentence seemed to poke a sore point in Pilan's heart, and his emotions started to get excited, "It's not because of you that he gave up the desire to live! In order to live with you, and to survive, he can protect you well. He seeks a way to extend his life, endures the torment of blood addiction, and is not afraid to turn into a bloodthirsty monster and drink human blood every day! And in order to die with you, he actually... "
Why couldn't she continue, her eyes suddenly became watery.
This answer immediately caused Ge Shu Wuluan to sit paralyzed on the ground. His whole body was so stiff, but he was unable to support his body at all.
He has actually experienced this? ! But she had no idea!
Recalling what he said that night in the Prison Department, 'Well, I will die with you! 'It's so solemn and decisive!
It turned out that at that time, he had already seen that she was deceiving him, so he was desperate and wanted to stay with her, but God played a trick on them, hurt him, and gave her this unbearable result!
No wonder she feels inexplicably uneasy these days. It turns out...
The shock and pain had spread to her limbs and bones, and gradually froze her thinking.
Pilan raised his head, determined not to let tears fall, "After you were imprisoned, he went to ask the Lord, but the Lord was resolute. He chose to break with the Lord again and wanted to take you to escape. Later, he He had an attack of bloodthirsty, and the Lord learned that he was about to die, which he had been concealing... That night, when he woke up, he ignored my warning and ran to save you, but for some reason, he He came back dejected. At that time, I didn’t ask the reason. I just told myself that it was a good thing that he didn’t continue to disobey the Lord. He finally obeyed the Lord. But when I came to bring him blood the next day, I was surprised. I found out that he was already like this..."
No matter how hard he tried to stop him, tears still fell down his old face uncontrollably, "After the accident, I regretted not thinking about his abnormality at that time. If I could see through his thoughts in time, I wouldn't have... Later, I was afraid that the Lord would not be able to bear it if he knew about it, so I hid the matter and tried my best to awaken his desire to live in various ways. However, he wanted to die, but God failed! Seeing that this matter was hidden after all I couldn't help it, so I told the Lord today as a last resort, and even suggested that the Lord bring you, the only person he can't let go, to him, just for a chance, selfishly thinking that you might be able to pull him out of hell. return… "
At this moment, Brother Shu Wuluan's heart was in pain beyond measure. His vision blurred by the mist fell on his frosty silver eyebrows. His trembling hands wanted to reach out to brush away the coldness, but he found that his arms were actually heavy. Can't lift it either.
Now, she hated herself to death for why she didn't come to him earlier, why she suppressed her inner feelings with those hateful self-righteousness, why...
At this point, her emotions finally collapsed. She gritted her teeth to resist the heavy feeling, violently shook his cold and almost frozen body, and shouted: "I once said that if I can get away with it, I will listen to you and give me an explanation." Please forgive me. Now, I am here to fulfill my promise. Wake up! Get up..."
But all he got in exchange was silence and cold hands.
She panicked, and tears overflowed from her eyes. Suddenly, she grabbed Pilan's arm tightly, holding on to it as if grasping a life-saving straw, and begged in pain: "You are a doctor, a doctor." Ren Xin, as my dear master who watched him grow up, please do something to save him!"
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