After saying this, Ge Shu Wuluan's heart dropped little by little. However, he could also hear how heavy his tone was, how he couldn't bear to hurt her, and how embarrassed he was!
Although I don’t understand why His Majesty insists on appointing him as the crown prince, since he is already the crown prince, it is inevitable to make plans for the future. It is also clear that his throne is not in compliance with the Shang Law, and there are voices of dissatisfaction in the court. The words are still ringing in my ears, and it is inevitable that the ministers who will succeed the throne will be dissatisfied in the future, leading to a situation of strife with the new emperor. Then of course, a strong external force must be used to consolidate the throne. In this case, relying on the highly respected Xia family to protect it is undoubtedly the best choice!
I also know that this is actually a plan that His Majesty had planned long ago, just to take into account the overall situation and consolidate the imperial power! So, that is to say, no matter what his attitude is, the matter is already irreversible, and his compromise is full of difficulties, which she knows well.
However, His Majesty had his own brother involved, forced the arrangement, and did not consider his feelings to embarrass him so much. It not only made her feel distressed, but also made her feel chilled!
Therefore, although my heart is so sour that I can't bear it, I will still accept the reality, understand him, and stop making him feel guilty for a small thing. After all, it is not easy for them to get together. Why bother worrying about this and adding to their mutual worries and conflicts
Thinking of this, she began to feel relieved and looked away. Yes, it is normal for ordinary people to have three wives and four concubines. What's more, as a prince, he will succeed to the throne in the future, so he will inevitably have to enjoy three palaces and six concubines. Hospital, if she can't accept it now, why not die of acidity then
Furthermore, she also knew that they loved each other deeply, and this love would last until death, unforgettable, and that was enough! As for other things, she didn't want to ask for or think about anything else. She just wanted to be able to hold hands with him until they grow old...
She just comforted herself, cared about him, and prayed for each other to last forever. Although she began to feel calm in her heart, her hands still grabbed his shirt uncontrollably.
After she finished speaking for a long time, Yin Yexuan didn't hear a single word from her. He felt extremely flustered even more because of her calmness. He felt that her hands were tightly grasping the hem of his clothes, as if she was grasping his heart. It hurt. It hurts!
In the end, he couldn't suppress the panic in his heart, and slowly held her face, his eyes flashing with guilt, "Whether you hit me or scold me, in short, I don't want you to be so silent, don't You feel aggrieved alone! Can you please say something?"
She saw his panic in her eyes, raised her hand to caress his big white hand, and comforted her softly: "I don't feel wronged at all, really! As long as I can marry you, I will be very satisfied!" "
The sincerity in her eyes and her comfort moved him, and he felt even more guilty, "But I deeply feel that I have wronged you!"
Ge Shu Wuluan tapped his thin lips and comforted softly: "Don't say that, and don't think about it! I can be your princess and your only wife, what else is there to feel wronged about?! If you really want to say that, If you are aggrieved, it should be Miss Xia..."
She was telling the truth. Putting herself in her shoes, Xia Mengyi was the truly unfortunate woman!
As he said, although he would accept her as his concubine according to his decree, in his eyes she would be just an outsider with a false reputation in the future. So, how could she be so lucky? Why not be a thousand times more wronged than her!
Speaking of which, such a strange woman was completely devoted to her, but could not get any results. In the end, she sacrificed her lifelong happiness and youth in a political marriage!
Yin Yexuan knew that she felt sorry for Xia Mengyi, but there was really nothing she could do about it. Who made him only fall in love with her? He was born infatuated, and there was no room for flaws in his emotional world. After falling in love with her, he couldn't Accommodate others! Therefore, he said affectionately: "But although my heart is big, it can only hold one person. You are already enough!"
After saying that, I glanced at the worry and intolerance in her eyes, and at the same time I was touched by her generosity in thinking about other women. I didn't want her to feel guilty or uneasy, so I continued: "Although I will let her down, I will never let her down in the future." , if she wants, she can choose another partner at any time and get married on her own! This is the only thing I can give her!"
Brother Shu Wuluan knew that he was trying to comfort her. He said he was trying to compensate Xia Mengyi, but in reality it was all for her. She was even more moved by his thoughtfulness. His vision began to blur, and then he realized that his eyes were red and misty. misty.
I don't know when she started to become a little sentimental, and she often had the urge to cry. It seemed that after a start, she would be unable to control it, and she would have to vent the emotions she had held back for more than ten years before she could stop.
Although this kind of behavior would make her look more like a woman, she still didn't want him to see her when she was so fragile, for no other reason than to make him feel distressed.
Therefore, she hurriedly lowered her eyes, covered the water in her eyes, and deliberately avoided the topic, "Okay, okay, enough of the nausea, it's time for me to go."
With that said, he stood up carrying the small package.
It's not that the man didn't notice her moved tears and thoughts, but she wanted to hide it, and he didn't want to expose it. He just buried his heartache deep in his heart, gently held her waist from behind, and pressed his chin against hers. In the crook of his neck, Yangyang said, "It's better to live here."
His somewhat lame look made her sigh helplessly, but then she asked, "Didn't you say that being together before marriage would be unlucky?"
She also wanted to put aside the rumors and stay with him until the wedding, but now she still had to worry about collecting blood every day. In case he found out, she could only avoid him first and make plans after they got married.
Yin Yexuan deeply absorbed her body fragrance and felt her warm body temperature. After a moment, he finally let her go reluctantly, "Okay, I'll give it to you."
She smiled and replied: "I can just leave by myself. What you have to do now is to watch me walk out of the door, and then listen to your mother-in-law and take good care of your body, because I don't want my groom to be sick." Yangzi!”
After that, he walked out of the side hall on his own.
And he obediently watched her figure disappear from his eyes.
The night was gloomy and the wind was howling.
A piece of warm yellow candlelight poured out faintly from the hollow space of the closed palace door, and the sound of very regular wooden fish floated out from the crack of the door.
Beside the door, a waiter wearing a thick winter coat was guarding the door while rubbing his hands and stamping his feet, but he did not dare to complain no matter how cold it was.
At this time, a figure in purple fox fur carried a lantern and hurriedly came to the door of the palace in the night. He waved his hand and his voice was so outstanding, "You go down first to warm yourself up. I will take care of you here." On."
"Thank you, Princess, for taking pity on this slave!" The waiter thanked him quickly and withdrew obediently.
Then, the woman raised her hand and pushed open the palace door and walked in.
Although it was cold and windy outside and there was ice everywhere, the inside of the hall was filled with the warmth of the charcoal fire, just like spring in March.
This is the White Lotus Hall of Mrs. Yin. Mrs. Yin devoted her whole heart to the Buddha. Therefore, His Majesty ordered people to repair the original Lotus Temple and turned it into a Buddhist hall. He also gave it to Mrs. Yin to meditate and worship the Buddha.
I saw that this hall was not too big, full of solemnity, and elegantly decorated, but there were no unnecessary furnishings. There was only a small gilded Buddha statue in the hall. In front of the Buddha statue, a fine red sandalwood table was placed, with a Flowers and fruits.
Opposite the Buddha statue, a woman wearing plain clothes is kneeling on the futon. Although she cannot see her face, looking at her from the back, it is not difficult to imagine that she is a woman with a delicate and kind face.
And this woman is Mrs. Xia, who has not been interested in worldly affairs for a long time.
At this time, she was twisting the prayer beads with one hand and banging the wooden fish on the small table with the other hand, doing her evening lessons religiously.
Beside her was an exquisite incense burner, with sandalwood burning inside slowly drifting out, giving off an elegant scent.
However, the person who came here was supposed to be calming and calming, but the person who came had deep-set eyebrows, obviously in a state that was completely opposite to the calm and calm Mrs. Yin.
Seeing that she was still focused on worshiping the Buddha after she entered the door, Princess Qingcheng Xia Mengyi couldn't help but call out, "Auntie!"
After saying this for a long time, she didn't get any response. She could only hear the dull sound of the wooden fish, and the woman became even more anxious. She stamped her feet and called out again: "Auntie..."
After this sound, there was finally a response. Mrs. Yin did not stop moving, nor did she look back. She just said quietly: "If you have anything to do, wait until I finish my evening classes."
Hearing this, Xia Mengyi could no longer hold back the impatience in her heart. She stepped forward and snatched away the disturbing wooden mallet, finally stopping the sound of the wooden fish.
At the same time, it also caused a trace of displeasure to appear on the face of the kind and elegant Lady Yin, who said slightly reproachfully: "Nonsense, how can you be so willful and harassing in front of the Buddha?!"
However, her displeasure came and went quickly, and her mood returned to its original state in the blink of an eye, calm and peaceful.
This rebuke did not make Xia Mengyi calm down at all. On the contrary, she became even more emotional and asked in a hissing voice: "Auntie only cares about your Buddha. Have you ever cared about me in these years and comforted me for the pain that I have suppressed for many years?"
Mrs. Yin wanted to take back the gavel, but she avoided it easily, so she no longer forced her, but in response to her question, she sighed softly, stood up slowly, and gently brushed away the withered yellow leaves on her shoulders. She said softly: "What you said are all stupid words. If I didn't care about you, why would I have tried to save you in the first place? If I said I didn't care about you, how could I have summoned you to the palace to take care of you? You child, always It makes me uneasy. After we said goodbye, one of us was far away from the customs, and the other lived in the palace for a long time. But the scene when we said goodbye, the panic on your little face, I still vividly remember, after so many years, I will worry about you all the time and miss you."
She is the only one she can't let go of and cares about in this world, but at this moment, looking at this beautiful and pitiful little face, she no longer has the panic of the past. The beautiful face seems to be wearing a mask, and outsiders It's impossible to see through what real emotions are hidden underneath. That's because she's pretending so well, but she can see clearly at a glance. It's deep hatred, and there's nothing else besides it, as if she There was only hatred left in her heart, which undoubtedly made her full of worry. She didn't expect that after so many years, she still hadn't forgotten that incident and was still brooding about it. So, she summoned her to her side. Is taking care of her pity and caring for her, or is it harming her, giving her the wrong opportunity, and indirectly pushing her into the abyss of no return
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