"You said you want to be willing, but are you really willing?"
If he is willing, why is it so sticky to her.
"Not willing." His voice was low.
Then don't leave...she doesn't want to be separated from him...
The words stopped in the throat, buried in my heart.
She held his hands tightly again, smelling the good smell of his body, the chaotic heart was better.
She pursed her lips and her eyes were dim.
"Zhou Yu, after we are separated, can we still be like this when we come back."
She is very scared, time can dilute everything, and no matter how passionate feelings are, it will be flat.
She has had this feeling of worrying about gains and losses since she was a child.
Her parents quarreled from time to time, sometimes reconciled, and repeatedly, over time they made her not dare to expect some things that she was expecting, because after the happiness, the unhappy things are still waiting for her.
For Zhou Yu, she is now very dependent on him. If the two are separated for too long, she may collapse.
afraid.
She is too scared.
This feeling is stronger than ever.
why.
She didn't know either.
"You think about it again, don't you worry about anything, trust your boyfriend?"
"When I come back, I will marry you, promise."
"you said."
"Yes, yes?"
"Well, I agreed."
"it is good."
She believes in him, but she doesn't believe in herself.
They all have their own ideals, and if they give up for each other, it is irresponsible to both parties.
Only by experiencing can we grow and each other can become better.
When it comes to meeting again, meet in your best posture, then, it must be joyful and wonderful.
Love will not diminish, it will only grow deeper.
She and him, it should be like this.
After all, the boy has secretly liked her for so long and has done so many things for her.
If she doesn't believe in herself, she has to believe in them.
She returned to peace in her heart and slowly lifted her head from his arms:
"Your mother told me everything, I know what you helped me in junior high school."
He stared at her with dark eyes and stroked her head with his hand.
"Ok."
"Why didn't you come to me then? Didn't you like me?"
"I found it."
"But I didn't see you."
"You didn't know me at that time, and you didn't know if you met."
"Then when I transferred to No. 1 Middle School, you didn't respond much."
"I want to get to know you completely before starting."
"..."
Thinking about it now, he didn't show any trace of his liking for her at the time, and was very stable, just like she had just met.
"Remember, you came to my sister's shop to buy milk tea for the first time one night."
"Remember, it's the first time I saw you."
After he said so, she thought of something.
She slapped her dad that day and walked outside to shop in anger. When she entered the store, anyone with a discerning eye could see that her face was a little red and swollen.
At that time, she stood in front of him and took the order. It was reasonable to see her slightly reddish face at a glance, not to mention looking at him, he didn't even know.
So after the fight, I thought that my face was hurt because of him. I apologized to her and bought her medicine...
She really thought he was guilty, so she bought it for her, otherwise a stranger took care of you so much.
She didn't expect it at the time, nor did she notice it.
"You found an excuse to buy me medicine, didn't you?"
He chuckled for a while, with some fluctuations in his eyes.
"Ok."
She didn't know how to describe her feelings anymore, he had appeared in front of her a long time ago, but she didn't know it.
He had been showing his feet long ago, but she didn't notice it.