Tuesday, March 19.
On the opening day of the combat training ground, Ren Suo finally appeared in the eyes of others again.
In fact, most people only saw Ren Suo on this day and during the consultation days of the school hospital, so naturally there was no fluctuation in their hearts. But there are still happy people, such as Zhang Yamu.
This is the female student who was injured in combat training last time and was treated attentively by Ren Suo. When she took the initiative to greet Ren Suo, Ren Suo reacted immediately, spent 0.2 seconds searching her memory from his mind, and called her name kindly.
It can be seen from this that the disadvantages of selling feelings are not great for Ren Suo. After he greatly enhanced his thinking through the thinking card, his memory and recall ability were greatly enhanced. Even a passer-by like Zhang Yamu who only met once, after Ren Suo sold his feelings, could still quickly recall her, and pretended to be watertight. It made the female student blush and heartbeat.
Ren Suo already fully understood what the so-called 'selling feelings' meant.
First of all, whether Ren Suo sells his feelings or not has nothing to do with others. Even if he betrayed Zhao Huo's feelings, Zhao Huo would not re-acquaint him politely, but asked with two dark circles under his eyes when they met: "If someone cuts into four pieces and the speed is fast enough Can you take it back?"
Ren Suo really wanted to open his head to see what was inside.
You are a dignified Rank 3 cultivator, yet you still have dark circles under your eyes.
You were too distracted last night, and you didn't want to sleep for a long night, so you don't have dark circles, right
Did you do any strenuous physical work last night
Ren Suo wanted to re-evaluate Zhao Huo's animal level, but he didn't expect Xiaosuo's ambiguous words to make Zhao Huo so excited.
And Zhao Huo's brain circuit is also amazing, why did he think on the premise that he was cut into four by Xiaosuo with the cross wind
But Ren Suo admired his decision-making thinking, thinking about failure before winning, this is a very correct way of thinking, and he deserves to be a man who can also open a harem.
However, it can also be seen from this that Ren Suo's selling Zhao Huo's feelings will not make Zhao Huo and Ren Suo become passers-by.
This has both disadvantages and advantages. The advantage, of course, is that you can quickly re-cultivate your relationship, but the disadvantage is that Ren Suo can't sell his relationship to break up with others.
Whether it was before or now, Ren Suo agrees with one idea: life is limited, the so-called tact is not to get along well with people you hate, but to only stay with people you like.
Moreover, the friendship is relatively shallow, and Ren Suo is easy to pretend but difficult to see through.
But love and family affection are not something that Ren Suo can pretend to be able to pretend.
Because selling feelings is actually selling Ren Suo's soul, essence, imprint, or some other messy illusory name. After all, Ren Suo is currently the only emotion seller on Earth, and he doesn't have any examples to learn from.
Ren Suo, on the other hand, is more willing to call the part of his lost feelings as the
life.
If everyone is a library, and a person's life is a life of writing books, then every book in it records what he encounters, who he sees, and what emotions he develops.
All the roads you have traveled, the people you have met, and the books you have read are all hidden in the library, forming a unique person.
Unimportant memories, the past that is no longer needed, are decayed and damaged books, which will eventually be cleared out.
Only books that are well maintained, cherished, and read frequently will always be hidden in the library.
There are readers in the library. Some people have more energy and thoughts, so there will be more readers in the library. For example, those who are popular and have many friends are winners in life;
Some people don’t think much and have no intention of socializing, so there are few readers in the library, such as nerds, such as fat houses;
Some people focus on academics, so most of his readers read the knowledge books in the library; some people are more social, then his readers naturally often read the biographies of those friends.
And all important knowledge and important people have an exclusive fan reader.
Idiot readers will also read other books, but they must often read the book they love. They can treat that book as a dream of Red Mansions. Each paragraph and sentence can analyze hundreds of meanings. I can’t wait to reward the leader every day and support The library will take good care of that book.
The so-called selling feelings is to drag that brainless fan reader out for humane destruction.
Take Zhao Huo as an example.
After Ren Suo dragged Zhao Huo's brainless fans out and flicked them to death, no readers would read the book "Is Zhao Huo a Thing in the Pool" on purpose.
Unless Ren Suo saw Zhao Huo and remembered him specifically, other readers would not read this book.
What are the consequences
When Ren Suo sees an old driver in the group posting two-dimensional fun pictures, no Zhao Huo fan will come out to remind Ren Suo: "Hey, Zhao Huo likes this tune very much, hurry up and forward it on your phone!"
When Ren Suo sees someone fighting with weapons in the combat training ground, no fan of Zhao Huo's brain will come out and remind Ren Suo: "Hey, you and Zhao Huo wrestled like this at the manga show, hurry up and take a picture and send it to him , asking 'does that ugly guy who is crushed to the ground look like you'."
When Ren Suo met Zhao Huo, no fan of Zhao Huo's brain would come out to remind Ren Suo: "Zhao Huo has already worn that anime dress with the picture of a young girl fourteen times, quickly take out your mobile phone and call the police!"
The brainless fan who can make an in-depth analysis of Zhao Huo's every character, every sentence, and every look, and can automatically associate everything in life with Zhao Huo, has been shot dead and is gone.
As long as Ren Suo doesn't meet Zhao Huo again, the book "Is Zhao Huo a Thing in the Pond" will soon rot, be damaged, and finally become a non-recyclable resource and completely disappear in his library.
And this is the essence of selling feelings.
Even if Ren Suo can preserve the memories of each relationship, the exclusive readers of each relationship are gone.
The exclusive readers in the library are Ren Suo's life.
It is they who constitute the current Ren Suo, not the memory as information.
Because as long as it is a memory that is not used, it will be forgotten sooner or later. Just like Ren Suo had read "Level Four Vocabulary Review Encyclopedia" a hundred times before, and now he only remembers the first word: abandon.
Although it will still appear in the new Zhao Huo idiot fans, the new idiot fans and the old idiot fans read two books, and their degree of idiots and areas of idiots are completely different.
Lost feelings cannot be re-cultivated.
Is it worthwhile to sell these feelings and those exclusive readers
value.
No pay, no gain.
The absolutely rational Ren Suo quickly determined one thing: he should not miss the opportunity to embrace a great future because of his short past.
With the door of truth, Ren Suo has an unlimited future and can accept unlimited emotions.
If the past exclusive readers have left, then go to develop new exclusive readers.
Books in the library are rotten, so go write new ones.
If you can get the door of truth, then even if you lose all your emotions, you can just cultivate them again in the future.
Ren Suo will pretend to be very good, and even the choice of girlfriend will not change. After all, he has memories, strategies, and relationships. He can omit many steps.
That's right, feelings that have been lost cannot be re-cultivated.
But are these feelings of equal value compared with the door of truth
When fetters become shackles, death is a matter of time.
The so-called rationality is not to let those unnecessary entertainment, useless laziness, and unnecessary feelings become shackles that slow down your progress.
Ren Suo remembered the evaluation of him by the four people who were happy, angry, sad, and happy in the fifth trial.
monster.
But compared to the useless me in the past, monsters seem to be a better choice.
If the price of grasping the truth is to abandon past feelings, Ren Suo is willing to bear the consequence.
The combat training was over, and no one was injured today. As a healing monk, Ren Suobai stayed for a few hours, but he also took this opportunity to straighten out his thoughts and finish thinking about the strategy for the fifth level.
At this time, Ren Xingmei, Gu Yueyan and Lin Xianyu came over, and Gu Yueyan said, "Today, Teacher Dong has adjusted his class at noon, but it will be as usual at night. Do you want to go to the dining hall with us?"
Ren Suo shook his head. The noisy environment in the canteen is not a good place to increase the value of his relationship. He would rather go home and eat Hewei instant noodles.
"Brother~" Ren Xingmei came over and grabbed his left hand: "We haven't seen each other for a long time, come with us to dinner!"
Ren Suo touched her head, then shook his head: "No."
Ren Xingmei felt comfortable after being appeased, Gu Yueyan didn't care about these at all, and didn't continue to persuade her.
Anyway, we still have dinner together at night, what's the rush.
Lin Xianyu didn't say anything, just watched Ren Suo lick his lips.
Ren Suo understood in an instant, and took out three Kinder milk wafer sandwich chocolates from his pocket, and he had been using the Ice Age to keep the temperature low to prevent them from melting, ensuring that they could eat the best tasting snacks.
Seeing Ren Suo take out snacks, Ren Xingmei ate them with a smile, Gu Yueyan said reluctantly: "It's not good to eat snacks before meals." But she also noticed the coldness of the chocolate, and knew that Ren Suo was using spells to keep the temperature low. , and therefore also eaten immediately.
Only Lin Xianyu was quite dissatisfied while eating: "It's hard for me to do things for you with just this little snack."
Ren Suo smiled and said, "I didn't ask you to do anything either."
Lin Xianyu hid behind Gu Yueyan and said, "Then why did you invite me to eat chocolate?"
Ren Suo spread his hands: "Do you need a reason to invite you to eat? At school, I am a teacher and you are students. In society, I am an adult and you are minors. At home, I am a big friend and you are children... I didn’t invite you to eat out of pursuit of profit.”
Lin Xianyu let out a heck and said nothing.
If this was what Ren Suo said before, of course she would believe it, and she wouldn't even ask.
But Ren Suo now.
Not even a single punctuation mark is credible in his words.
Lin Xianyu was very sure that Ren Suo had some big conspiracy, so he invited her to eat snacks.
That's right, Ren Suo is pretending to be very similar, there is nothing wrong with his movements, speech, and even his eyes. If there is a problem, Teacher Dong, sister Qiao and the others have already seen it.
But Lin Xianyu knew that Ren Suo had a problem.
Because the former Ren Suo was the same type of person as her.
Even when Ren Suo was extolled as a hard-working monk, a powerful monk, and a heroic monk, Ren Suo still possessed that indelible aura, which made Lin Xianyu realize at all times that Big Brother Ren is as lazy as her. Parasites!
But now, not anymore.
He has also become the kind of adult whose interests are paramount, and happiness is not the only purpose of his actions.
Ren Suo is no longer her partner!
Although I don't know what big conspiracy Ren Suo is planning, anyway, Lin Xianyu intends to eat the sugar-coated shells he fired and throw away the shells!
And every time Lin Xianyu sees Ren Suo, in order to prevent himself from being confused by his sugar-coated shells, he will silently say in his heart: I hate you, hate you, hate you...