Xiao Yuan had long been accustomed to Mingshu's cowardice and coquettish behavior, but this time was different from any previous time.
In the past, it was the younger brother to the elder brother.
This time, it was the suitor versus the pursued, and the control was completely handed over to him, and he had no obligation to condone the suitor.
He looked down at the slender back of his neck, his eyebrows twitched shallowly, and the white light from the top lamp came down, casting a mountain-like shadow in his pupils.
He could push Mingshu away, in fact, his hand was already on Mingshu's shoulder.
Mingshu's center of gravity is very difficult to stabilize at this time, as long as he exerts a little force, Mingshu will fall back.
He didn't push Mingshu, and continued to let Mingshu lie on his knees.
Mingshu's thoughts were clear to him this time last year. This year, Mingshu came here with all his belongings. He only said that he had a falling out with his family and came to seek refuge with him. He didn’t mention anything that was announced a year ago, and he played every step of the way with him. I thought he couldn’t see it, but Mingshu grew up by his side, how could those careful thoughts hide from him
He didn't reject Mingshu's approach. He lived alone all these years, and Mingshu's appearance even made him feel a long-lost relaxation. The feeling of having someone by his side was not bad.
But he was conflicted.
He has a cold and alienated side in his temperament, not everyone can break into his world, and his emotions cannot be appeased by just one person.
Mingshu has followed him since he was a child, so it is easy to make him feel comfortable.
But it is precisely because Mingshu has followed him since childhood, and it is his responsibility and the only concern in the world, that he cannot easily agree to Mingshu.
He is Mingshu's parent, how can he condone Mingshu's pursuit
Mingshu was clearly taking a cold shower, but he washed himself so hot. After saying the words just now, he stopped talking, his heart was turbulent, restless and excited, thinking that he was too embarrassing to speak, and he was bragging about himself secretly, saying that what he said was very good.
It was Xiao Yuan who said he was a local cat, so he came to be a local cat.
He's clingy, isn't it natural for earth cats to be clingy
The earth cat seemed to have another kitten scratching and scratching in his heart. Mingshu raised his head, put his hand on Xiao Yuan's knee, and looked at Xiao Yuan. His eyes were even damper than before. All messed up.
"Brother, if you don't push me away, I'll really come to stick with you." Probably after staying in the bathroom for too long, Mingshu's voice was softened by the blisters, "I didn't dare stick to you before, I will endure it. It's been a long time, it's hard to endure it, and it's almost going to go wrong."
Except for Mingshu, no one can talk to Xiao Yuan like this, show weakness, please, so passive, seems to put himself very low, but he is arrogant and arrogant.
In Xiao Yu'an's eyes, the mountain-like shadow fell on Mingshu, as if suppressing Mingshu. Mingshu saw his Adam's apple roll, like a horn, inviting the suitor to charge.
Mingshu's palms were sweaty due to tension, he grabbed Xiao Yuan's knees, propped himself up, sent himself forward, got on the sofa, straddled Xiao Yuan's lap, and boldly wrapped his hands around Xiao Yuan's neck.
Just now he was looking at Xiao Yu'an from below, Xiao Yu'an's eyes were like a black tide that could drown him in an instant.
Now he is condescending, looking down at Xiao Yuan, Xiao Yuan's gaze has become a flooded lake, and his appearance is projected in the center of the lake.
The limbs were touching and the legs were touching, and Xiao Yuan easily noticed that Mingshu was shaking.
He didn't know what was in this trembling, was it excitement? Or cowardly? Still in trouble
He was amazed at his step-by-step indulgence, and he was clearly a local cat, obviously a arrogant leopard.
The leopard's claws caught his neck.
He held Mingshu's left arm, and was about to remove the restless hand from himself, when Mingshu leaned down, hunched his back, buried his face on his shoulder, his wet hair was in the change he had just changed. Gently rubbed on the pajamas, "Brother, I'm not feeling well. I was thinking about you in it just now."
Xiao Yu'an frowned deeper.
"I thought it would be fine if I did it once, but when I did it, my head was full of you, my ears were full of your voice, and the smell of you was in the air. You call me a cat, the heat sticks to me, like The fire is burning me." Mingshu also sweated on his back, and his breathing gradually became heavier, "But it's useless after finishing it, and taking a cold shower is useless. I'm still uncomfortable, you touch me."
With that said, Mingshu hurriedly grabbed Xiao Yuan's hand and led it up to his back, asking Xiao Yuan to touch his back, and gently arched his back when Xiao Yuan's hand was placed on his back through the fabric.
Xiao Yu'an let the Ming Shu get tired of himself, like holding a large heat source. After a while, he patted Mingshu's back, "How long will this shit last?"
"It's not cheating." Mingshu's voice was dull and nasal, and he repeated anxiously: "Brother, I'm not cheating."
Xiao Yu'an almost said in a coaxing tone: "Then why don't you get up? On such a hot day, don't you think sweat sticks to sweat?"
"Then I'm uncomfortable." Mingshu refused to move, "Brother, I have thoughts and desires in my heart, and I'm holding back and feeling uncomfortable."
The word desire was unabashedly said, and Xiao Yuan's hand on Mingshu's back froze slightly.
Mingshu suddenly stood up and looked at him from a very close distance, "Brother, do you have no thoughts or desires?"
Xiao Yuan raised his eyebrows suddenly.
"You are six years older than me, I don't believe you have no idea." With that, Mingshu straightened his waist and carefully rubbed it on Xiao Yu'an's leg, his face turned even redder, and his ears were bleeding from shame.
Xiao Yuan pinched Mingshu's waist like a warning, but Mingshu didn't stop, moving very slowly and in small steps, but stubbornly refused to give up.
"I peek at you every day. I look at your place. I look at you when you wear trousers, and I look at you when you wear pajamas. I see it all." Mingshu became more and more excited as he spoke. I don't know, I just know to say, pour out all those filthy, humiliating, boring words that drive him crazy, and then it's outrageous, "I'm lust, but I'm 19, shouldn't I be lust? You? Also, you can't be lustful."
Xiao Yuan slapped him on the lower back, "What?"
Mingshu didn't wake up, but was even more excited. He looked down and stared at the looming bag, "Am I right? You're not abnormal, you just pretend to be old!"
Xiao Yu'an stuck at Mingshu's waist and tried hard, intending to get the man down.
But Mingshu also worked hard and rode so hard that his muscles were stretched out, and he just refused to go down.
"Go down!" Xiao Yu'an can naturally push Mingshu down. Although Mingshu is tall now, in terms of body and strength, he is not his opponent at all, but he can't even push him down. Mingshu is not in the right state. Might be bumping and bumping.
This sound was very cold, Mingshu straightened his back subconsciously, but all the words came out. He didn't want to back down at the moment, so he insisted on saying: "Then what do you have an idea about? Do it yourself like I did just now, And take a cold shower?"
The sofa made a slight noise, and the two wrestled with each other. Mingshu used brute force, a rampant force, Xiao Yuan maintained his sobriety and restrained Mingshu.
"I'm here, brother, you don't need to do it yourself." Mingshu said, and his right hand groped down, looking pitiful and aggrieved, but his words were aggressive, "I'll help you solve it, I... I I can get it for you, you can use me... "
With a snap, Xiao Yuan hit Mingshu on the back of his hand.
Mingshu was shocked, and the heat surged up from the tail vertebra, pulling at his tendons, causing a spasm-like pain.
He was finally awake, and the numbness in his body gradually became clear, spreading from the back of his hand that was beaten red.
His eyes turned red all of a sudden, he touched the back of his hand, and whispered, "It hurts."
Xiao Yu'an did use his strength, but to say that it hurts people, it's really not enough. Mingshu shrank back, his shoulders collapsed, but he was still straddling his lap, with no intention of leaving, like a cat who was only angry with his master, but refused to leave, and insisted on coaxing his master.
Another cat.
Xiao Yu'an's heart was not as calm as it appeared on the outside. Mingshu is right, he is a normal man with ideas and desires, and needs reasonable relief and even indulgence.
Mingshu just sat on his lap, grinding it one by one, provoking him with a blushing face, and testing his bottom line. He is not a saint, and no matter how good he is at restraint, he can't stand such closeness.
But he is Mingshu's brother, Mingshu's mind is not clear, he can't follow Mingshu Hu.
"You go down first." His tone softened a bit, patting Mingshu's waist, "We..."
"What can't I do?" Mingshu's shoulders trembled, and his voice suddenly took on a cry. Tears welled up in his eyelids, and they were about to fall, "Xiao Yu'an, why can't I do it?"
The night sky was clear, but Xiao Yuan still thought of the night last year when it rained and blew wildly. That time Mingshu also called his name. He was used to hearing Mingshu call his brother, when Mingshu changed his name, the strange and fresh feeling was like mosquito bites on the skin, light and itchy.
Ming Shu's strength was removed, and he buried his face on Xiao Yu'an's shoulder. He was strong just now, but this time his whole body softened, and he murmured unwillingly: "Xiao Yu'an, I am an adult, I can't fall in love with you at 19 years old. I listen to you the most, I will do whatever you say. You still dislike me. What am I not good at? I am not better than others. Xiao Yuan... "
He was stunned, and kept reciting the name, as if spit out the name from his mouth, that is, kissing the owner of the name.
"Are you obedient?" Xiao Yu'an followed his back, "I told you to go down, don't you still lie still?"
Mingshu snorted and said without confidence, "That's different. Xiao Yu'an, that's different."
It is useless to say anything now, the emotions are not right. Xiao Yuan sat with his arms around him for a while, and picked Mingshu up.
"Xiao Yu'an!" Mingshu exclaimed softly with his legs dangling.
Xiao Yu'an ignored him, put the person on the bed in the bedroom, Mingshu called him in the dark, he closed the door, and went back to the living room alone.