The self-esteem of a man made Mingshu compare with Xiao Yuan, but spending Xiao Yuan's money was not as big a burden to him as spending the Ming family's money.
Xiao Yuan wanted to support him and not let him live a hard life. He felt awkward for a long time, so he accepted it. After school started, he moved to the school dormitory. He originally wanted to work in a convenience store, but the university life was too rich and he didn't have enough money, so he quit his job.
Since he half-jokingly and half-seriously told Xiao Yu'an about "nurturing", he has not mentioned the matter of chasing or not. He went home every weekend, packed a bag of dirty clothes, and returned on Sunday night with a big bag and a small bag. Among the brothers in the same room was Yang Jing, who at first thought he was a local.
He had to explain, "I live at my brother's house."
"Then you bring so many clothes back and your brother will wash it for you?" Yang Jing envied: "So virtuous? Don't your sister-in-law wash it?"
A word immediately popped into Mingshu's mind - I am my sister-in-law!
But he couldn't say it, and said perfunctorily: "There is a washing machine at home, I wash it myself."
He did wash it by himself, the balcony at home is big, and the washing machine can also dry, which is much more convenient than the dormitory.
Seeing that most of the semester has passed, and the winter vacation is coming soon, Ming Shu spends Xiao Yuan's money. If Xiao Yuan does not go out on business, he can spend two days with Xiao Yuan every week.
But the relationship has been slow to progress.
Xiao Yuan is still his parent now. His tuition and living expenses are all given by Xiao Yuan. The new winter clothes he wants to buy are also bought by Xiao Yuan. He didn't spend the money from his summer job, and occasionally bought some useless things at home.
No one treats him better than Xiao Yuan. But Xiao Yuan only served him as a parent, not as a boyfriend, he couldn't do anything about it.
Chasing people and being chased on college campuses, dumping people and being dumped is the most common thing. A buddy in their dormitory was dumped by a high school girlfriend a while ago. One pass.
To be honest, he is a little envious of others, at least they can vent. As for him, he didn't even have a way to vent, so he could only be in front of his younger brother, desperately looking forward to climbing on people's beds.
To go home, I have to take the school bus for a few kilometers, and then transfer to the bus after getting off. Mingshu sat by the window thinking about things, and was almost paralyzed by the cold wind.
It was very cold this year. Even before the twelfth lunar month, there were plums for sale on the street.
Mingshu's desire to pursue romance came up in his heart, he took out the small treasury and bought the winter plums, put them in the bottle and went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, waiting for Xiao Yuan to come back from get off work to cook.
This is how he spends every Friday - rushing home, throwing dirty clothes in the washing machine, cleaning, buying all the food he wants, and listening to Xiao Yuan's footsteps.
This week was very busy. They worked with the anti-terrorist major to do physical fitness. There was a zipper this morning. He was sleepy and hungry. It got dark early in the winter.
But as soon as he took a hot bath, and before he could eat, he felt a little sleepy.
There was only one bed at home, and he slept on the sofa in the summer. Last year, Xiao Yu'an was able to squeeze him, but now Xiao Yu'an won't let him squeeze any more.
When he returned from military training in September, he found that there was a small bed in the living room next to the sofa, and the tidy room suddenly became crowded.
He didn't know whether to be happy or angry.
But after all, it is a permanent resident of this house.
He was afraid that Xiao Yuan would be angry with him, so he usually didn't go to the bed in the bedroom. But today, taking a hot bath made him lazy, and his guts also fattened. He didn't even wear pajamas, so he folded the quilt and lay on it.
The bed in the living room is not as comfortable as this bed, there is a smell of Xiao Yu'an here.
When he just lay down, he didn't move, his face was buried in the quilt, and he sniffed greedily.
He didn't have any other ideas at first, just lay down and counted. Before Xiao Yuan came back, he had to tidy up the bed. But when he was lying down, he couldn't help it.
Half of his face was pressed into the pillow, the muscles that had just been washed with hot water were attached to the sheets and quilt, his hands were down, his eyes were closed, and his breathing gradually became short.
Criminal investigation majors are a bunch of energetic young men. They rob the bathroom when they arrive in the dormitory. This week's physical training has squeezed the young men to lose their temper. When they go back to the dormitory, they sleep. Where can I think about that.
I'm sorry it's been a long time.
He couldn't control it, he didn't even realize what he was doing.
After that, he couldn't control it completely. There was no paper on the bedside table. After that, he was still immersed in the afterglow, his eyes were half-open and half-closed, and his freshly washed hair was sweaty again.
Hands are also wet.
Legs are also wet.
After a few minutes, as if being pulled back to the ground, he jumped up from the bed and looked at the messy sheets before realizing what he had done.
The sky was already pitch black, and it was the average time for Xiao Yuan to go home.
His heart was beating wildly, but within ten minutes, there would definitely be the sound of a key being inserted into the keyhole at the door.
"Fuck!" he scolded in a low voice, "Beast, what the hell are you?"
This sheet must not be seen by Xiao Yuan. He felt ashamed when he saw it, and his eyes were burning with shame.
As soon as Xiao Yuan opened the door, he could smell the smell of laundry, which was very strong, too strong.
The washing machine is on the balcony. It stands to reason that when washing clothes normally, there will not be such a big smell.
He changed his slippers and walked to the balcony to see that on a cold day, Mingshu actually hung a blanket on the clothesline with his shirtless.
"Brother, you're back!" Mingshu was really panicked just now. He hurriedly removed the quilt and sheets, and put it in the washing machine. In a hurry, he poured too much washing powder, and in the middle he felt that he only washed the bedding in the bedroom and not his own. The bedding was too suspicious, so I hurriedly dismantled the bed in the living room.
I was so busy that I forgot that I was only wearing pajama pants and nothing on my upper body. Not only did I not feel cold, but I was sweating all over.
Xiao Yuan saw the problem at a glance, and let out a message: "You come in first and put on your clothes."
Mingshu looked down, sighed, and rushed into the room to wrap his pajamas.
Xiao Yu'an walked to the balcony, the washing machine was still spinning, a pile of foam was sprayed on the ground, the sheets were washed and hung, and Mingshu's own quilt cover sheets were placed in the basin.
Mingshu put on his clothes a few times, and sniffed hard in the bedroom, but he didn't smell the smell he made.
Just to be on the safe side, he just put the wax plums in, fortunately he had foresight and prepared the wax plums early.
After taking a deep breath, Mingshu returned to the living room, and said in a rough voice, "Brother, the weather is fine today, so I washed all the quilts and sheets!"
Mingshu's voice made Xiao Yuan more and more sure that he was not right today.
Mingshu is quite able to do housework. Every week when he comes back, he washes his own clothes, but he never washes the bedding. Maybe it's too big and it's a hassle. There must be other reasons to wash both beds in such a hurry today.
Xiao Yuan glanced at the balcony again, Mingshu's bed sheets were still lined up in the basin, and the bedroom sheets were washed first.
The problem was the bed sheets in the bedroom, everything else was a cover.
Mingshu rolled his eyes a few times, and his ears turned red.
He was in a panic, and he didn't know if he could fool him. If Xiao Yuan asked him for a while, he would pretend to be stupid to the end. Anyway, there was a room of wax plums in the bedroom. Even if Xiao Yuan was too smart, he couldn't find any evidence.
"Brother, are you not going to cook?" Mingshu said and walked to the balcony, the washing machine began to call, "I bought wings, you can fry chicken wings for me."
Xiao Yuan didn't ask him immediately, but nodded, "Okay."
Mingshu breathed a sigh of relief and hummed a song while he was busy beside the washing machine.
It seemed to him that it was over.
But after the two sets of beds were washed and dinner was 100% full, Mingshu was called to the bedroom to fill the quilt.
When he was a child, he liked to fill the quilt the most. When his brother said that he wanted to fill the quilt, he ran faster than anyone else. When his brother filled one corner, he would hold it. When the four corners were filled, he would shake with all his life. My brother said to stop shaking, but he didn't want to stop.
He felt that the quilt shook like a wave. He yearned for the seaside, where his brother's grandfather lived. He heard a lot of stories about the sea, and he also wanted the waves to kiss his feet.
If you can't go to the beach for a while, then shake the quilt.
But this time the quilt was filled with anxiety.
He always felt that Xiao Yu'an had found out what "good things" he had done, and calling him in was to ask for guilt.
Xiao Yuan really guessed it.
In the past six months, they have been guarding an invisible line with each other, and their lives are no different from ordinary brothers.
But this line can't always be kept well. They are not real brothers after all. Mingshu wants to be his boyfriend. Not only is he talking about it, he is not as unmoved as he appears.
Are you okay, Mingshu
Well, this child was "pinched" by him according to his own preferences. He knew all the advantages and all the faults.
If he must find someone to like, no one can compare to Mingshu.
There is always something that others can't completely match with him, and it is impossible for him to "pinch" each other from the perspective of a lover.
Only Mingshu, he doesn't need to "pinch" at all.
In a way, forgiveness is perfect for him.
Mingshu's minor flaws are the flaws he can tolerate. The existence of these flaws makes Mingshu's perfection more vivid.
But did he "pinch" Mingshu in order to make Mingshu his lover
no.
It's not blood relationship that is the hurdle. He watched Mingshu grow up. This is a more difficult hurdle to overcome than blood relationship.
But he had to admit that he was indeed attracted to Mingshu.
Mingshu, who was chasing him closely, had a youthful vigor that was unique to young people, like the rising sun, like a raging fire.
Those eyes fell on him, and he couldn't help but look back.
Mingshu itself is his preference, his aesthetics. Living together day and night, how could he not be attracted by Mingshu
He is no longer just Mingshu's brother.
His love for this younger brother has been mixed with more and more impurities.
Just like now, he had already thought about what Mingshu had done on this bed, he thought he should be angry, but he couldn't.
He called Ming Shu in, just to confirm this fact.
But why does it have to be confirmed
He rarely finds the answer, but this time, before opening his mouth, he really didn't find a reason to explain his entanglement.
"Isn't it because the weather is good today?" He looked at Mingshu's suddenly wide eyes: "No matter how good the weather is, the sun has already set."