After Mingshu sat in the co-pilot for a while, he realized that Xiao Yu'an was not in the right mood.
At the Xiao family's reunion dinner before, Xiao Yuan told him that when he went to the river to set off firecrackers later, he was relaxed and ordinary. Now the whole person is a little tense, like what happened in the two hours he left.
"Brother?" He turned to his side and looked at Xiao Yu'an, "What's the matter with you?"
On New Year's Eve, the trees on both sides of the street were full of colorful lights, and it was very lively, but there were almost no vehicles on the road.
Xiao Yuan drove the car at a constant speed, swiped slightly to the right from the corner of his eye, and said indifferently, "Huh?"
Mingshu frowned.
He is too familiar with Xiao Yu'an, but this one sound, he has already heard the problem. Xiao Yu'an acted as if nothing had happened, and kept in his mind what happened in the two hours just now, and didn't tell him.
"Brother." Mingshu squeezed in front of Xiao Yu'an, and if he got closer, it would affect his driving. "Brother, you have something to do."
The light of the street lamp came in through the car window and swayed on Xiao Yuan's face. It was bright and dark at times. Mingshu never opened his eyes and captured Xiao Yuan's slight and brief movement of pursing his lips.
"Isn't it my business to take you to set off firecrackers?" Xiao Yuan smiled, and the tension between his eyebrows seemed to dissipate.
But Mingshu thought too carefully, "Don't tease me, brother, I can see it."
Xiao Yu'an narrowed his eyes and ignored Mingshu.
Mingshu didn't continue to ask, he sat back in the chair, bit the meat on the inside of his lower lip, and pondered for himself.
It's definitely not the team's business. If there's anything on the team, Xiao Yu'an won't take him to set off firecrackers right now.
Is that what's at home
The whole family was fine just now, and besides, there is no need to hide anything at home.
Ming Shu took a long breath and understood a little.
This should have something to do with him.
But in the Xiao family these two days, the elders treated him the same as before, and still regarded him as the youngest child in the family, who should be pampered and talked about.
When he was away, Xiao Yuan was called to talk about him. This made Xiao Yuan a little embarrassed. He wanted to hide it from him, and took him to set off firecrackers as promised.
No, it's not as promised.
In fact, he could spend more time with the old man, but Xiao Yuan was in a hurry to call him out.
Xiao Yuan wanted to see him.
Mingshu's chest was a little swollen.
During the summer vacation, when he broke up with Ming Haofeng and Wen Yue, he clearly stated that he must be Xiao Yuan. He had a showdown with his family, but he was not ready to let the elders of the Xiao family know about this feeling.
In the face of them, he can't be as reckless as he was in the face of Ming Haofeng.
He admitted that he was timid, and he dared to give everything of himself to Xiao Yuan without reservation, but he dared not tell the elders of the Xiao family - I like Xiao Yuan, and I want to be with him.
He was afraid of hurting them.
The Xiao family gave him all the care he didn't get in the Ming family. It was Xiao Lanyue who went to his primary school for the first time he was asked to be a parent. His new toys were bought by Xiao Yuan's mother and aunt.
They loved him like their own son, but when he grew up, he wanted to kidnap Xiao Yuan.
He usually didn't dare to think about it, because no matter what, it was him who was at fault.
He is sorry for the elders of the Xiao family.
There is no right or wrong about feelings, and it is not something that can be controlled casually. He likes it, he likes it, he can't help but like it.
But the elders of the Xiao family had to suffer a kind of harm because of his feelings.
They must have known, but they asked Xiao Yuan when he was away, and they gave him enough dignity.
Mingshu's hands on his legs were already clenched into fists at some point, and his shoulders trembled slightly with too much force.
The speed of the car suddenly slowed down.
I haven't reached the river yet, but I can already hear the sound of firecrackers coming from the river. Xiao Yuan parked the car on the side of the road.
Mingshu came back to his senses and turned to look at Xiao Yuan.
For a few minutes, neither of them spoke.
Mingshu was the one who spoke first.
"Brother. I seem to know what's going on." He lowered his head and said in a low voice, "Ming Haofeng told his uncle, didn't he?"
After about five seconds, Xiao Yuan said, "Well."
The guess was confirmed, even with full psychological preparation, Mingshu was still panicking, his heartbeat quickened, and his palms were sweating.
He wasn't sure what he was panicking about.
Worried that Xiao Lanyue would not agree? So reprimand Xiao Yu'an? In the future, there will be dramas like family hindering
Still want to know what Xiao Yuan said
Xiao Lanyue is a very personable father who respects his children. Xiao Yuan's character is inherited from Xiao Lanyue.
Mingshu could imagine how Xiao Lanyue asked Xiao Yuan.
But he couldn't imagine how Xiao Yuan would answer.
—Not what you heard, Mingshu just lives in my house.
- Yes, Mingshu told his parents that I can't control his feelings.
-us? We never started and I still think of him as a younger brother.
- It's really okay, don't worry about it.
- I'll take care of it. He was still young, maybe he was impulsive.
- Nothing happened to us.
Mingshu pinched his nails into the flesh. If Xiao Yuan didn't answer like that, what would he say
They didn't fall in love, everything was his own initiative, and even every time they exchanged hands, he was asking for it.
Xiao Yuan's tolerance towards him in this matter seems to be just a microcosm of his tolerance over the years.
Xiao Yuan has not been abducted by him, and he is not Xiao Yuan's boyfriend. Xiao Yu'an is still the pride of the Xiao family.
He was frustrated, and the feeling of grievance was like pinching his heart into a crumpled piece.
"He asked, when did we start." Xiao Yu'an's voice was as mellow as wine, and he slowly wrapped Mingshu.
Mingshu was silent.
They didn't even start.
Xiao Yuan didn't even need to explain, he just told the truth.
There was silence in the car for a moment, the heating fan whirring.
Xiao Yu'an said: "I said summer, and it started from summer."
Ming Shu suddenly opened his eyes wide, and the light in his pupils was like a fixed star.
The brain seems to be down, unable to process that brief message.
"Summer, summer..."
After a while, Xiao Yuan said, "Well."
The blood was beating wildly, Fang Cai Mingshu felt numb in his limbs, but now he was overwhelmed by the sudden force.
"But we..." Mingshu grabbed his pants several times and wiped the sweat on them.
What did he want to say, at least express his excitement at this time? Accident? Or excited
But he couldn't find the right words to form a complete sentence.
His words didn't make sense.
"We haven't started yet."
In the end, this was the sentence that came out of his mouth.
This was obviously not what he wanted to say, he gritted his teeth angrily, but he had already heard Xiao Yuan humming again.
He suddenly calmed down.
The blood is still boiling, it was going up just now, but now it is slowly sinking.
He stared at Xiao Yuan, and Xiao Yuan also turned around and looked at him calmly.
No, that's not calm.
Xiao Yu'an was not calm at all, it was only the time and experience that he was six years older than him.
Time and experience made Xiao Yuan appear calmer than him, but that was just an illusion. In the matter of love, where is Xiao Yu'an deeper than him
He also fell in love early, tore up the agreement written by himself, and figured out his own mind soon after high school. Xiao Yu'an didn't even have puppy love, and he forced Xiao Yu'an in for this unclear relationship.
So Xiao Yuan couldn't be calmer than him.
He was suddenly so satisfied that his beloved lied to his family for him. In the conversation that surrounded him but avoided him, he was protected by Xiao Yu'an, he was not a fool talking to himself. They haven't gotten to that step yet, but Xiao Yu'an has already blocked him and took everything on himself.
"Brother." Mingshu's heart was sour and swollen, "Brother."
"Go over?" At this time, Xiao Yuan didn't know how to deal with this situation, so he simply opened the door and changed the subject.
He had just experienced an unfamiliar competition.
After admitting to Xiao Lanyue the fact that it didn't exist, he should have stayed alone for a while, at least to get his mood sorted, but listening to Xiao Lanyue's sigh, what he wanted to do most was to let Mingshu come to his side. Come.
If the "starting in the summer" thing was a mistake, he was involved in a mistake, and he needed that initiator to show up as soon as possible.
The cold wind was blowing outside the car, and Mingshu tightened his collar. Xiao Yuan walked in front, he was two steps behind, not in a hurry to catch up, but did not draw a long distance.
The closer to the beach, the louder the sound of firecrackers. Xiao Muting and Xiao Jincheng were in the crowd setting off firecrackers. If they went further, they would join the crowd.
Mingshu stopped, he didn't want to set off firecrackers.
This place seems to be the edge of the world, only he and Xiao Yu'an are the two of them. If they go down, they will catch the breath of others.
And love is exclusive.
"Brother." Mingshu looked at Xiao Yu'an's back, "Then what are we now?"
Xiao Yuan stopped and did not turn back immediately.
Someone lit a cluster of expensive fireworks, which exploded on the zenith, twinkling and dying like billions of stars.
The light and darkness fell into Mingshu's eyes.
"You said we started in the summer." Mingshu said, "but no, I came to rely on you in the summer, you didn't promise me, you haven't promised me yet."
After a few seconds, Mingshu said again, "We are nothing."
He felt cunning and mean.
He deliberately said this, and showed Xiao Yuan his grievance and pity. He's plotting more, he's pushing the envelope, and he's brazen.
The step-by-step plan he had planned in the summer had long been ruined by himself, but now he is taking steps again.
Who made Xiao Yuan lie for him
Xiao Yuan turned around, he stared at the ground without looking at Xiao Yuan.
There was still a two-step distance between the two, but one after the other became face-to-face.
Mingshu murmured, "You don't fall in love with me, and you don't have sex with me. I depend on you, so you are willing to touch me. We... we just touched each other... "
After saying this, Mingshu saw Xiao Yuan's boots.
He wanted to look up, but there was already a force, hooking his chin.
His pupils suddenly closed in the dizziness that opened again, his lips touched Xiao Yuan's lips, and his breath was filled with Xiao Yuan's breath.
His cunning succeeded, Xiao Yuan was kissing him, and all he wanted was Xiao Yuan to tell him - we are not nothing.