"Is that Xu Ziyue?" The man sitting on the ground stood up with his hands on his back, and then went to the water dispenser next to him to pick up two glasses of water.
"Take off your shoes and come in." The man who should be a psychiatrist put two glasses of water on the round low coffee table, and then pointed to the opposite side where he was sitting, "Sit here first."
Xu Ziyue buried his head and nodded, then took off his shoes and walked in, but he couldn't help but look at the man's lower body.
Of course he didn't have any filthy thoughts. He just wanted to make sure again and again that the man really had two legs, not a tail.
"Hello, doctor." Xu Ziyue looked up at the doctor's face, then looked back at the floor, after a second or two, looked up again, and then looked back.
The man looked at Xu Ziyue interestingly. After Xu Ziyue sat down, he also sat down in front of Xu Ziyue, "My name is Shen Ci, you can just call me Dr. Shen."
Xu Ziyue lowered his head and raised his eyes to look at Dr. Shen, unable to move his eyes away!
He was wearing nothing but a very ordinary turtleneck sweater and dark blue jeans, making his legs look long and straight. When he sat down, one leg was crossed, the other was bowed, his arms were casually placed on his knees, and then with a faint smile... He looked at Xu Ziyue.
Xu Ziyue met Dr. Shen's eyes, and turned his head sharply, refusing to look at him!
But it seems that this action is too violent, and the neck is twisted a little...
Sore sore.
Dr. Shen chuckled softly, "Don't worry, if you want to watch it, you can watch it at will, I don't mind."
"No no no..." Xu Ziyue quickly refused, then stroked his neck, turning his head slowly, not daring to look at Dr. Shen, "I...I don't mind."
Shen Ci said gently: "don't be too nervous. We can just have a normal conversation."
"But doesn't psychological counseling require hypnosis or something?" Xu Ziyue thought about the movies he had seen before, didn't they all hold a pocket watch and shake it, hypnotize the patient, and then know the reason for the patient's illness.
Shen Ci pursed his lips and shook his head with a smile, "That's only part of it. Your situation is rather special. I think we'll get to know each other first. After we get to know each other, you'll be willing to tell me about your situation, right?"
But he himself didn't know what happened to him.
"Doctor Shen, it's actually like this. Everyone around me says I'm sick, but I don't actually think I'm sick. Can you tell me... This disease, what is it?" It's better to ask directly. , if you ask, you will earn money, if you can't ask...
Shen Ci asked back in confusion: "Don't you know your illness?"
Xu Ziyue raised his head to look at Shen Ci to answer the question, but the pair of eyes on Shen Ci... Xu Ziyue lowered his head again, then shook his head and said, "I don't know."
Shen Ci frowned slightly and thought about it.
A few seconds later, the folds of his brows stretched out, as if he had found a solution, he seduced Xu Ziyue and asked, "Then... do you have anyone you like? Or, do you think there is anyone you have a crush on? Or love you?"
Xu Ziyue was a little confused.
Could this problem have something to do with your illness
His illness is called "Delusion of Love". From the surface, Xu Ziyue can only think of "Delusion of Love at First Sight". It seems like a kind of delusional disorder, but he can't guess the specific way of expression or anything else.
But there are words like "love" in it, plus Dr. Shen's current problems... So his illness is probably related to feelings like "like"!
And this person in front of him is no matter his temperament, appearance, or identity! All properly, Xu Ziyue was labeled as "BOSS"!
Don't say anything else, just say his feeling, the first thing Xu Ziyue thinks of is Auston.
Judging from previous experience, the stream of data is mixed, maybe there are some places in Shen Ci that he has not discovered yet, which are related to other bosses.
To sum up, Shen Ci was his goal this time.
In other words, it's time for him to express his intentions!
Xu Ziyue felt that he had found the most reasonable logical thinking!
- Of course, all this is because he doesn't know what kind of disease "love delusion" is.
So Xu Ziyue raised his head and held back his heartbeat that was accelerating, his cheeks flushed and his eyes full of sincerity looking at Shen Ci, "I like your type, Dr. Shen!"
Judging from Gu Ze's experience, all rejections are paper tigers! Just keep pushing forward! Post it up! Nothing is impossible!
Allston has said that in order to meet again, let him let go of attacking other people.
The act of adding green to himself is the first person Xu Ziyue has ever seen.
I just don't know if Shen Ci has anything in common with Auston other than his temperament and smile.
Shen Ci held the cup and planned to take a sip of water, but his expression did not change at all.
"As for who has a crush or something... This kind of thing..." Xu Ziyue smiled embarrassedly, "I can't tell."
In short, it's the same as the Shen Ci sitting in front of him... Data
And how to say "like" this feeling, it's really embarrassing to say that others like you. Not to mention the Sun Mo, Auston, puppets, Gu Ze that Xu Ziyue met... each one of them felt like, but not just like, like a deeper feeling than this feeling.
But to make Xu Ziyue say "love"...it feels very nauseous.
What's more, Xu Ziyue's sixth sense told him that their feelings towards him were definitely not that simple.
It's a more complicated feeling.
There are even some twists.
This is not the first time Xu Ziyue has said frankly "I like you". This time he said that he liked Dr. Shen's type of words... It was also a vague confession.
It seems that because he subconsciously regarded Dr. Shen in front of him as an acquaintance, Xu Ziyue was not particularly embarrassed. But there is still a little bit of shyness.
However, the expression on Dr. Shen's face who heard the "confession" didn't change even a little bit.
He held the water cup and planned to drink water, but after listening to Xu Ziyue's words, he put the water down and leaned forward a little.
"If you don't mind, can you tell me, before you said something like this to me, did you say something like this to a few people?"
Xu Ziyue's throat was a little dry, and he felt aggrieved, "Why do you ask that?"
"The tone of your voice and your expression are telling me that this is not the first time you have said this." Dr. Shen did not wait for Xu Ziyue to defend himself, and he found a step for Xu Ziyue kindly, "Don't worry, I didn't ask for it. Blame you. It's just because of your illness."
Xu Ziyue was stunned: Huh? Uh-huh? ?
"But I didn't expect you to be so ill. It seems that the reason for not being treated in time in the early stage of the disease, but it doesn't matter, there is no problem here. You cooperate with me and it will be cured. "
Xu Ziyue was a little anxious.
"So Doctor Shen, can't you tell me what my situation is?"
How does it feel like he has dug a hole for himself
"Indeed, you have the right to know your own situation. Of course, this is also conducive to your self-awareness. If you don't know that there is a problem with your self-awareness, the difficulty of treatment will also increase." Dr. Shen calmed down patiently. , and then explained to Xu Ziyue what "love delusion" is, "The disease of love delusion is actually not common, it is a kind of schizophrenia. Most of the people who suffer from it are at your age, adolescents or young adults. Mature young people. This disorder can make you have a delusion that is unfounded, and make you firmly believe that a person who does not like you actually likes you. You may even feel that the person is rejecting behavior , is just testing you."
Shen Ci watched Xu Ziyue gradually blank out, his expressionless face. Then he pushed the glass of water in front of Xu Ziyue in Xu Ziyue's direction again, "I know this makes it difficult for you to accept it, but it's the truth. You think that you like you, the person you like and you are mutual true love, but the truth is ...it's just speculation."
Xu Ziyue's face was indifferent: "Oh."
How does it look good! Don't think he doesn't know what that means! Don't you just think that what he likes now is Dr. Shen in front of him! And this Shen Ci is still implicitly showing that he doesn't actually like him!
I saw you wrong! You are not Auston!
Xu Ziyue angrily folded his arms around his chest, waiting for the words behind Shen Ci.
"Angry?" Shen Ci looked at Xu Ziyue's heavy breathing and his chest heaving, smiled and put his elbows on the short table, then rested his chin on the back of his hands, "But I'm telling the truth."
Xu Ziyue thought for a while, "Then, your judgment of this kind of disease has no basis at all. There is no examination, and I also said that you have schizophrenia. Does what I say count? No. This kind of mental illness is not a problem. Should they all do questions or do other tests?"
Shen Ci nodded solemnly, then frowned slightly, looking at Xu Ziyue with some embarrassment, "It's true, but there's no way, here, there's no need to check these." Shen Ci just finished speaking. There was a bit of a smile in his tone, and he deliberately asked with a sigh, "So... what should I do then?"
This look is completely deliberately teasing Xu Ziyue.
Xu Ziyue was also surprised to find that the feeling that made him think it was Auston was gone.
Compared with the gentleness and elegance when he first entered the door, Shen Ci at this time has a little more sense of joke. If you ignore his appearance and just listen to his voice, you will feel that he is a little bit ruffian.
The author has something to say: There are two more, I think it should be put on one and sent before twelve o'clock or divided into two codes and sent after finishing...
—2019.02.13