No matter how attractive the singing and dancing in front of him were, it couldn't bring back Ning Qinghuan's mind that didn't know where it drifted away.
Can two women fall in love? Can two women kiss each other
Ning Qinghuan thought of Jun Zishu's cleverly smiling face at her, and squeezed the glass tightly.
The heart is messed up, and the head is messed up.
As if something was about to break out of the cage, Ning Qinghuan took a sip of wine, feeling a little at a loss.
"What's wrong? Looks absent-minded?"
Madam Ning looked at Ning Qinghuan with some worries between her eyebrows. On such an important occasion, how could this child shake her mind
"Mother, it's okay."
Ning Qinghuan put away his complicated thoughts, and couldn't figure it out for a while anyway, and thinking about those things on this occasion is not very appropriate.
Ning Qinghuan forcibly cheered up until he got into the carriage returning home, and then began to sort out his previous thoughts.
"Shaoyao, you said, if you have a desire to kiss someone, what kind of feelings do you have?"
Ning Qinghuan asked the big girl who had been close to him.
"Why did the young lady suddenly ask such a shameful question? Did you look at which son? If you feel that way for someone, you should just like it."
Shaoyao snickered while covering her mouth. She thought that her young lady wouldn't be able to get rid of her for a while, after all, she hadn't seen anyone care about her for so many years.
"Do you like it? What if that person shouldn't like it?"
Ning Qinghuan's thoughts became clear a little bit. If two women can also fall in love with each other, would her feelings for Jun Zi Shu also be like that
But is this feeling right? In your opinion, it should be wrong.
"I shouldn't like it? Is the son from too low a background? Or he already has a family? Or is it because those in the palace can't...?"
Peony is naturally not a silly girl, she still has some knowledge.
"No... I don't know how to tell you clearly, but if I want to be with her, no one would agree."
"Does that son like you miss you?"
"I have no idea."
"How do you feel?"
Ning Qinghuan really didn't know, but she had great expectations in her heart. Xiao Wan'er liked her so much, so after listening to her, she said that she would be with her for the rest of her life. Maybe she also liked her
"Miss, Shaoyao knows that in your identity, you can marry someone you don’t want to marry, but if it’s not for those who can’t marry, the lady may try to fight for it. If you don’t fight for it, how can you know? No one else would agree?"
"Life is a matter for two people. As long as you and that person have a heart-to-heart connection, there may be no problems that can stop you. The young lady has never been an ordinary lady, there will always be a way, then no matter how big it is, let's change someone. I like it."
Shaoyao smiled and said that Ning Qinghuan's marriage is not something she can worry about, but from her point of view, she hopes that the young lady she has been taking care of can be happy.
Doesn't that woman want to marry her lover
Ning Qinghuan nodded, the thoughts in her heart firmer.
She still didn't understand her heart too well, she didn't know if she was on a whim, or if she really wanted to stay with the gentleman forever.
She wouldn't tell a gentleman until she figured out these thoughts.
In her own heart, she hopes that Junzishu can always be with her, but what kind of form this kind of togetherness is, she still needs to think about it.
But all the worries, when I saw the person lying on the bed, all disappeared.
Ning Qinghuan made countless assumptions before pushing the door into the room, and finally wanted to pretend to be calm, pretending to know nothing.
But after pushing the door open, when she saw the person sleeping on her bed, all her thoughts disappeared without a trace.
Jun Zishu seems to be sound asleep. She is leaning on her side, because the weather is too hot, so she has only a thin quilt covering her belly. Both hands are on the same side and her back is facing the wall. She looks very well-behaved.
Ning Qinghuan closed the door gently, fearing that if she moved too much, she would wake people up.
She came to the bed lightly, squatting and reading the book of the sleeping gentleman.
Jun Zi Shu's lips opened slightly, and a small tongue tip could be seen from Ning Qinghuan's angle.
What should we do
Ning Qinghuan carefully stretched out her finger and gently touched the soft red lips.
Even if there were a thousand words in his heart, he couldn't tell it at this moment. Ning Qinghuan looked at it quietly, and felt very satisfied.
She tilted her head, her eyes confused.
As Ning Qinghuan got closer and closer, looking at the book of gentlemen with his eyes closed, she had a crazy and bold idea in her heart.
There is a voice in my mind that keeps coaxing her, go kiss, just kiss, you will understand how you feel about her, just kiss her, move lightly, and won’t wake up Her, it doesn't matter, after the kiss, you will understand your heart, she won't know.
The temptation of the sound was too great, Ning Qinghuan somehow, the ghost leaned forward, touched the red lips lightly, and moved quickly to leave.
Soft, the heart is crunchy.
Ning Qinghuan fell into deep thought, and felt that she hadn't tasted what it was like. It must be because the time she encountered was too short, and she hadn't had time to feel it.
Jun Zi Shu is still the same, she is asleep, completely unaware of what is happening outside.
Otherwise, try again. If you stay longer this time, you might be able to figure it out, Ning Qinghuan said to herself in her heart.
After having the last brief contact experience, Ning Qinghuan looked more experienced this time. She adjusted her posture, printed her lips, and then boldly pushed the tip of her tongue in.
After only a small amount of contact, Ning Qinghuan's face turned red from excitement, her eyes were bright, and she wanted more.
Jun Zi Shu seemed to feel that there was a foreign object attached to his mouth, and frowned.
Upon seeing this, Ning Qinghuan hurriedly backed away, looking nervously at Junzishu.
Jun Zishu still didn't wake up, but moved a little, and licked his lips unconsciously.
Under the candlelight, the hazy layer of water on the lips seemed extremely alluring.
Ning Qinghuan recollected what she had just felt in a daze. She stood up in a little panic, her heart throbbing and beating, she walked to the door, opened the door, and quietly covered it.
Xiao Huaxian, who had just emerged from her dormancy, happened to see Ning Qinghuan walking outside, remembering that the alarm had not been triggered, so she went to do other things.
Ning Qinghuan was standing at the door, her heart contracted a little bit painful.
Calm down, she needs to be calm now.
"Miss, do you want to take a bath? The servant has already prepared water."
Shaoyao came up the stairs, Ning Qinghuan nodded.
Two candles were lit in the room, and Peony waited quietly behind the screen.
With petals floating on the wooden barrel, Ning Qinghuan sank to the bottom of the water and closed her eyes. It was not until the last bit of air in her lungs was exhausted that she rose from the bottom of the water.
What else can't you understand now
Ning Qinghuan took a handful of water and splashed it on her face, making herself sober.
She raised her hand to touch her lips, the touch seemed to still be there, and the beautiful taste made her feel palpitations in retrospect.
At that time, if it were not for rationally restraining her from continuing to move, she might not be able to help but dig in completely presumptuously and dye the beautiful lips of Jun Zishu into a more beautiful color.
Ning Qinghuan never knew that she would have such a crazy idea, it was an unfamiliar emotion that had never existed in her mind.
Ning Qinghuan has planned her future more than once. After Jun Zishu appeared and became her good sister, she also planned her future.
At that time, I just thought that I must find a good person for her in the future, but now I think about it, if she marries someone in the future, she will laugh at other men, Yan Yan, and show a docile smile to other men, and will laugh. Into the arms of others...
Ning Qinghuan raised her hand angrily and patted the surface of the water. She would never allow that to happen now.
Just thinking about it, I feel that anger will erupt from my heart, and I will go crazy with jealousy.
Obviously her sister is the closest to her in this world. Why should she fall into the arms of others and show her the same smile to others.
It would be great if she could always be the same as she is now, with only her in her eyes and heart.
Just thinking about it like this, she would be dazzled by that sweet feeling, and her excited whole person was shaking.
So there is no need to hesitate at all. In fact, what is the idea? Isn't my heart firm anymore
If you want to get closer to her, and get more intimate, it's best to completely own her.
Junzishu always listens to her carefully, but that kind of remark is not the absolute loyalty of the servant. Every time she sees her smiling at her, she feels very fulfilled.
What should we do? Is it straight and honest with her, telling the truth
This kind of suddenness will scare her, if she accepts, Ning Qinghuan will be very happy, but she has not yet assumed the ability of the two of them in the future.
If she doesn't accept it, Ning Qinghuan is afraid that she will go crazy.
Ning Qinghuan took a deep breath and made up his mind.
Her eyes were dark, her lips were tightened, and she didn't worry, she took her time.
After washing and changing clothes, Ning Qinghuan lay down on the bed and let Shaoyao pick out the light.
Because the summer is relatively hot, two people sleep at night, if they are too close together, it is easy to feel uncomfortable, so Ning Qinghuan did not sleep with the gentleman book in his arms during this time.
But tonight is an exception. Ning Qinghuan put her hand on Jun Zishu's waist and closed her eyes.
Jun Zishu was awakened by the heat the next morning. She looked at Ning Qinghuan's hands and feet wrapped around her, and somewhat helplessly wiped the sweat from her forehead.