The food in Jun Zishu's hand had to fall to the ground in response to the situation.
Fortunately, there are still packaged things on the outside. Even if they fall on the ground, they will not get dirty. The beggars on the roadside can pick them up and eat them, and they can have a full meal.
"Why did you come out to find me specifically, shall we go back now? The foster father is already..."
"Yanxi, I'm sad."
Qian Xing has been so busy these few days that he has no ability to do so. He has to forcibly endure the grief in his heart and deal with the things in the teaching. After everything is over for the time being, he can't wait to come out.
He was almost overwhelmed by the sadness that gushed out of his heart, and he especially needed someone who could tell him to comfort him.
Others encouraged him to be strong. He used to be the young master, but now he is the leader, so he can't show his weakness.
"Do not be sad."
Jun Zi Shu has always been at odds with Qian Xing, and at this time he suffocated a lame comforting word.
At this moment, it seemed that all the language seemed so pale and weak.
When Shen Zheyan came back, all he saw were the teenagers and girls hugging each other on the street corner.
Black and red blended together, and the boy held the gentleman book very tightly.
Shen Zheyan stood there, watching quietly, all the sounds in his ears seemed to be inaudible, and only the embracing figure remained in his eyes.
She saw that Jun Zishu didn't push the person away, but tried hard to tolerate and comfort him, put her hand gently behind the boy and patted gently.
Obviously it’s just a while, isn’t it
Shen Zheyan felt chills in her heart as she watched the food that she specially bought for Gentleman's Book in her hand.
That feeling reappeared when she saw Gentleman's close contact with others.
If you want to be a good friend and sister, why do you have such feelings
Seeing her being close to others, I couldn't help but want to get angry.
Damn it as an eyesore.
Once, twice, three times.
She hates herself who is not like herself at the moment, or rather, she just hates the dark thoughts in her heart.
She feels that she is a good person and is also working hard to be a hero.
But how can an upright person have such thoughts, wanting to keep a person firmly by his side, so that she is the only one in her eyes.
Is this feeling like it? Shen Zheyan didn't know.
"Let's go now."
"I still want to say goodbye to someone."
The gentleman book was released by Qianxing, and she looked at Shen Zheyan who was standing not far away.
"Didn't you just approach her for my father? Have you gotten along with each other?"
Qianxing looked at Shen Zheyan with a vague hostility in his eyes.
"My relationship with her is not what you think. She is very important to me. I knew her before I knew you."
Jun Zishu explained very clearly, not wanting this point to become an obstacle between her and Shen Zheyan in the future.
"what?"
Qian Xing was taken aback, but saw that the gentleman book had already left.
When Shen Zheyan saw the girl in red walking towards her step by step, her eyes returned to color little by little, and a smile gradually appeared on her face.
She knew that Jun Zishu should explain to her as usual.
But... what did she hear
"Sister Zheyan, something happened to me right now, so I'm leaving."
Do you want to... go...
The smile on Shen Zheyan's face disappeared completely, and she looked at Junzishu with no expression on her face.
"We will meet again if it is destined, or you can wait for me in one place, and when I solve the problem over there, I will come to you, and I will help Yunsheng get something."
"good."
Shen Zheyan heard her say so, her voice a little dry.
"Then see you in Hangzhou."
"Okay, see you in Hangzhou."
"how long?"
How long will I have to wait before I can see you again.
"Three months, three months at the latest."
"I'm waiting for you."
It was only three months, Shen Zheyan told herself that it was not long.
Jun Zi Shu moved away step by step, Shen Zheyan stared at her back, the pain in her heart was not extreme, but it was hard to ignore.
The Junzishu followed Qianxing Muslim Sect, while Shen Zheyan returned to Hangzhou.
When Shen Zheyan was returning to Hangzhou, he saw Yunsheng.
Yun Sheng was shopping on the side of the road, pushing a wheelchair, and she looked so special among the crowd, but she did not appear cramped, instead she chose what she wanted without hesitation.
Shen Zheyan thought for a while, walked over and greeted her.
"You seem to be upset, don't you?"
Yun Sheng glanced at Shen Zheyan, and continued to choose things, just like a chat between old friends.
This is a woman who makes people comfortable to get along with. Her appearance is still young, but her heart is mature in line with her age, and she feels comfortable speaking.
"There are indeed things that I don't understand."
"Push me for a while, boss, I want this one."
Yun Sheng said one sentence to Shen Zheyan before, and the next sentence to his boss. After he took out the money from his purse and paid for it, he took the hairpin.
Shen Zheyan pushed the wheelchair and moved forward according to Yun Sheng's instructions.
"Have you encountered anything that bothers you?"
"I can't read my heart a bit."
What are you worrying about, what are you insisting on, and what are you afraid of
"Has she gone?"
"Well, I have something to deal with, and I will get something for you."
Yun Sheng nodded, his face was thoughtful, but Shen Zheyan couldn't see it.
"Can you talk more about it, maybe I can help you out."
Yun Sheng's voice is gentle, as if it can take away all worries.
"When I see her smiling, I will be very happy. When I see her close to others, I will be very angry and become unlike myself."
Shen Zheyan's voice was low and at a loss.
"do you like her?"
Shen Zheyan hesitated for a while, but still gave an affirmative answer.
Like it.
That feeling is like it.
"You don't quite understand, that kind of emotion?"
Yun Sheng heard the hesitation in Shen Zheyan's voice and asked.
"Ok."
The joy that has never been in the beginning of love, is not resisting her approach, it is natural to remember her smile, understand her joy, can't bear to see her tears, and don't like her being close to others.
So, is this like, or should I be tempted
"Then let's make an assumption. One day, she tells you that she has someone she likes. That is a very good person. She is going to get married. What do you think?"
Shen Zheyan squeezed the back of the wheelchair, making it difficult to breathe.
"Then she got married, and you separated. She has her own home, so naturally she won't follow you from time to time. Later, she has a child and invites you to see it. What do you think?"
"You have been apart for a long time, and when you meet again, she sees that you are no longer a strong joy, but just said lightly. After a long time, she left, what do you think?"
Yun Sheng's voice was gentle, but what these three thoughts was almost cruel.
Shen Zheyan almost felt that she couldn't stand up, her body was trembling, and she felt chills, and the dense pain emerged from the bottom of her heart, making her eyes dark.
"When I fell in love with her, I hesitated. I thought about a lot of things, but in the end I pushed them down a little bit."
Yun Sheng began to tell his story, and Shen Zheyan listened carefully.
"Actually, I regretted it more than once. If I hadn't quarreled with her that time, she would not keep practicing in retreat, trying to forcefully break through her bottleneck, but she would die because of it."
"Actually, she never said that she liked me, nor did I express my feelings, just living together tacitly like that."
"At the last moment, she confided to me. I held her and cried and told her that I also love her. I don't care what gender, family and morality. I can't heal my legs or her."
"The reason I am still alive is just because she hopes that I can treat myself well, otherwise I would have followed her long ago."
Yun Sheng laughed, but there was bitterness hidden in the laughter.
"Persuade you to cherish the people in front of you. If you can cherish it, then cherish it."
When you persuaded you to cherish the juvenile, the blossoms were worthy of being folded and the branches should be folded.
"Thank you senior, I understand."
Shen Zheyan had realized something, and began to look forward to a gentleman's book goodbye.
She's worrying, worrying about the sultry gentleman book.
She was worried, worried about the uncertainty of Junzishu.
She was afraid that Jun Zishu didn't really like her, but just got along like that. She was so embarrassed that Jun Zishu teased her and looked indifferent, and even relieved her not to mind.
In this way, how can she rest assured.
Moreover, she and Gentleman are familiar with each other, but they are old acquaintances, but during the missing years, they didn't know the environment in which each other lived.
Just like now, Shen Zheyan knew that Junzishu was gone, because there was something to deal with, but she didn't know where Junzishu was going, what he was doing, and who that boy was.
But if it is really like Yun Sheng described, she thinks she can't stand it.
"Don't worry, if you like it, don't worry about it for a while."
Yun Sheng sighed lightly and didn't need Shen Zheyan to push her. She bid farewell to Shen Zheyan and turned her wheelchair away.
Shen Zheyan stood there alone thinking, if he likes it, he won't be eager for a while, then if he meets again, he will still be happy in his heart, just confirm his own mind.
Jun Zi Shu was going for a funeral. After learning about the matter from Xiao Huaxian, he went to Qian Yun's grave and kowtow.
Her adoptive father actually spoiled her very much, because she has a sweet mouth, she practices and works hard, and everyone in the teacher treats her very well.
"Always stay and help me."
Qianxing looked at the gentleman's book that helped him deal with the things he was teaching, and said with his chin supported.
"Don't even think about it, don't want to squeeze me."
Junzishu made a face at Qianxing and got along as usual.
"You don't stay here, where are you going?"
"You have to take care of it."
"My father said, the saint is the right-hand man of the leader, and still...or..."
"what is this else?"
"Still a wife."
Qianxing said it, and his face was reddish.
"If you don't listen or listen, Wang Ba is reciting the scriptures."
"Yanxi!"
The good atmosphere was completely broken, and the shy teenager became angry from embarrassment.
"Sorry, I have someone I like."