Ji Yushi's reaction was very light, and there was little hesitation in saying this sentence from his mouth, as if he had thought about it thousands of times in his heart, and there was no burden at all.
This is so anomalous.
This is simply not like the usual monsoons.
Song Qinglan raised a trace of anxiety: "Why don't you? You have parents, colleagues, friends, and you have a brother - didn't we meet him at the entrance of the corridor?"
During the confrontation between the two, it was as if Ji Yu was trapped by something, and every part of his body was tense, and he couldn't even hear his breathing.
Hearing the question, his eyelashes fluttered slightly, but his expression didn't change much.
Clearly a little shaken.
Seeing his reaction, Song Qinglan said again: "Otherwise, you still have contacts. If you disappear, what will happen to them?"
Three become one or something, it is really unbearable for a straight man.
Song Qinglan felt that it was inappropriate to say this, and this example was not good.
He paused, and quickly skipped it and tried to get to the point: "Everyone has their own reality, and everyone has their own life. Think about it, don't you have a real reality? One thing you want to accomplish the most? For example, a dream you didn't have time to realize, a lifelong pursuit, if you give up now, then what are those years of hard work—"
The words came to an abrupt end here, and Song Qinglan was stunned on the spot, because Ji Yushi's eyelashes trembled slightly again, and a tear fell from the eye socket at a very fast speed.
Song Qinglan had never seen anyone's tears fall so quickly and so simply.
In addition to the shock, his heart tightened suddenly, and he felt a severe pain.
Song Qinglan was only thinking about it now, what does it mean that there is no such reality
Isn't life in the monsoons as happy as you think
Such extremely pessimistic words came out of Ji Yushi's mouth, indicating that it is not just an emotional catharsis, it is very likely to be a fact.
He was the one who should be annoyed and aggrieved after being thrown down for no apparent reason, but Song Qinglan felt at a loss when she found out about such a thing. She was even a little panicked when she couldn't organize her language for the first time in her life.
He raised his hand and put it down again.
Song Qinglan was annoyed, damn, why hasn't anyone taught him how to comfort others? !
In fact, during the monsoon, he was not crying.
Those tears are physiological, like a handful of snow shaken off the tip of a pine leaf by the wind, it disappears when it falls into the snow, and it disappears after only one drop.
It's more of an instinct than crying.
I don't know why, they were so close, but Song Qinglan found that she couldn't touch Ji Yushi's face like this, and couldn't wipe away her tears for Ji Yushi.
It seems that as long as he touches the monsoon, something strange will be completely shattered.
The eyes that seemed bright in the light during the rainy season just looked at him like that.
Those eyes were wet, but they looked colder than ever, and Ji Yushi repeated: "I can have everything I want here when I am here."
This is insane.
"During the rainy season."
Song Qinglan couldn't hold back in the end. He wiped away the inconspicuous tears with his thumb. For some reason, his heart was burning hot, and even his fingers trembled.
As if she understood something, Song Qinglan was not the time to think, she only said solemnly, "Even if you don't have that reality, you still have us. Me, Chun'er, Duan Wen... The seventh team and six people are waiting. You, you can't be distracted by a phone call, it's all fucking fake—"
A phone call.
These words fell into the ears of the monsoon rain.
In an instant, his pupils opened slightly, and then gradually, the whole person relaxed visibly.
"It's fake." The tense strings in his head were broken, and when the season was raining, his senses gradually returned to the cage, as if he had lost all his strength, and fell on Song Qinglan's shoulders, "Song team, it's that phone..."
Song Qinglan froze when she was suddenly used as a support.
The other party almost threw himself into his arms.
There is a faint aroma in the nose, from the hair during the rainy season.
When Ji Yu didn't seem to notice anything wrong, he gasped for breath, and when he woke up, a cold sweat broke out all over his body.
He was afraid.
If Song Qinglan didn't catch up with him, he would probably fall into that fatal attraction.
Ji Yushi buried his head on Song Qinglan's shoulder, and said quickly and briefly: "There is a problem with that phone, it grabbed what I wanted most in my heart, and after I hung up, there was only one thought in my mind, that was It doesn't matter anymore, the only thing that matters is getting it."
The crisis was lifted, and it really was the phone call.
Song Qinglan breathed a sigh of relief: "Fuck."
This gesture made his chin rest on the top of Ji Yushi's head, making him not sure how to respond.
When Ji Yu didn't move, he had to reluctantly raise his hand and pat him on the back: "Just wake up. We have to tell Lao Duan and them right away and let them be more vigilant."
When the rainy season was "um", it still didn't move.
Song Qinglan hesitated when she was about to put down her hand.
After a few seconds, he changed to the hugging posture, and his teammates were in a bad mood, so he fulfilled his captain's duties with peace of mind.
Guarding the person loosely, Song Qinglan asked angrily, "What kind of double-slit experiment was being discussed last moment, and then turned around and left the next moment, even more scumbag than Li Chun. Consultant Ji, what is there on the phone that attracts you so much? "
In fact, Song Qinglan really wanted to know what she had experienced during the monsoon season, and what kind of life she lived, why she was so pessimistic that she even said such pessimistic words as "I don't have that kind of reality".
However, they seem to have not reached the point where they have nothing to say.
Ji Yushi replied in a muffled voice: "It's my lifelong pursuit."
The heat of the other party's speech was sprayed on his neck, and it was itchy.
As soon as he woke up and remembered what he heard when he was confused, Song Qinglan swept across his heart like a fluttering feather, a little funny: "What is that?"
As soon as the words fell, Song Qinglan was pushed away by Ji Yushi.
"Thank you." After the recovery, Ji Yushi turned his face ruthlessly and regained his usual calmness. "Maybe it's three boyfriends or something. If I don't go back, won't they die of sadness?"
What Song Qinglan said just now, "You still have contacts, what will happen to them if you disappear?" The word "men" was used very carefully.
When Ji Yushi listened to it, his ears were irritating. He didn't expect Song Qinglan to be so obsessed with this misunderstanding.
His emotional outlook was insulted. When Ji Yushi loved to hold grudges and was too lazy to compete with straight men, he deliberately blocked him with these words.
Song Qinglan frowned: "You..."
"I cherish myself very much." Ji Yushi returned to the topic after complaining indifferently, "Minister Lin told me personally on the phone call that our task has been rated, and the score is very high."
Suddenly, my arms were empty, and my heart was a little unhappy.
Song Qinglan simply crossed her hands on her chest and said arrogantly, "It's fake, it's impossible for the task rating to be so fast."
During the rainy season: "I know it won't be so fast."
The two walked inside, and now they had to buy a new ticket.
The passengers around were in a hurry, and occasionally strange faces looked up at them.
After a farce, Song Qinglan calmly kept a close eye on the person who had just been caught. Now they already knew that this reality was definitely more complicated than they thought.
Maybe if you don't pay attention, the other party will be attracted by something again.
Song Qinglan: "The reason you were bewitched was because of the quest rating?"
"Yes." Ji Yushi explained as he walked, and seemed to hesitate before continuing, "After the task is rated, the points will stack up, and I can get the reward I deserve."
What kind of reward is so tempting, tempting enough to be unsettled during the monsoon season, regardless of whether it is true or false, throwing away teammates and running away as if stunned.
Dome has a point system.
In the sky, the superposition of points not only means higher ratings and higher glory, but also means that the points can be exchanged for more advanced tasks, and access to the core of the sky is extremely important for future career development and life planning.
A guardian with a personal rating of over one star can be promoted to inspector, holding the power to inspect any time and space.
And a recorder with a personal rating of over one star... has never appeared in the history of the sky.
The recorder's job, while relatively safe, is tedious and lacks mobility. In the face of the repeated process of historical suffering, one can only remain indifferent and be a true bystander, which especially tests one's endurance and endurance, so not many people have even been promoted to one star.
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Before the mission, Song Qinglan knew that Ji Yu Shi was about to be promoted from two stars to one star. Although it was not yet one star, there would still be rewards. Song Qinglan didn't know what the recorder's reward would be, but his good self-cultivation prevented him from asking directly.
Ji Yushi is different from every member of the seventh team. He is not a person who is willing to express his heart easily. Even analysis and sorting are done only when he is completely sure.
Speaking in front of everyone in the Ouroboros mission was something that could only be accomplished after overcoming it for Ji Yushi.
The two walked towards the ticket machine.
Ji Yushi handed the ID card to Song Qinglan to buy a ticket for the next train, and suddenly caught a glimpse of the swollen and bruised marks on the back of the other's right hand and palm.
Song Qinglan didn't notice anything, her slender fingers quickly tapped the transparent panel, and she could see that it was inconvenient to move.
Does it hurt
It must be painful.
Ji Yushi suddenly thought that from the time he left the carriage until he was found by Song Qinglan, the other party never blamed him.
Their current situation is entirely related to themselves.
No matter what this reality is, at least for Song Qinglan, this is Song Qinglan's reality after being intercepted from the Khaos mission.
He was the one who raised the suspicion first, the other party worked hard to collect information, and then came to Ning Cheng to discuss countermeasures with him—this was still completely clueless, so the other party did so. Then, Song Qinglan was forced to recall the superimposed memories, overturning the reality that originally belonged to her, and wanted to find a solution with him, but he was abandoned halfway.
Song Qinglan didn't reveal the slightest bit of panic or withdrawal until now.
But is he really not panic at all
No one in the world is more aware of the feeling of chaotic memory and inability to distinguish reality than Ji Yushi, and no matter how determined Song Qinglan is, she is still a person of flesh and blood.
After Song Qinglan bought the tickets, she asked, "If you need this reward, then you can earn points faster when you are a guardian and participate in advanced tasks. Why did you choose to be a recorder?"
"Because being a recorder and completing 100 recorder tasks is the test for me to get this reward, so I can only be a recorder."
As soon as the words came out, Ji Yushi realized that he had actually answered Song Qinglan's question.
Trust is mutual.
Opening your heart may not be that difficult.
A suspended train passes by this small station.
Amidst the clamor, Song Qinglan turned around.
"I was adopted." Ji Yushi lowered his eyelids and his eyelashes cast a shadow, "I want to go back a dozen years ago and see the murder scene about my father."
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