The dawn overflowed into the room with slow footsteps, and the figure of the morning bird was printed on the gauze.
In the warm quilt, Feng Hua hugged Feng Yeran from behind and called him softly, "Ye'er, Ye'er, get up."
Feng Yeran moved, but immediately fell asleep.
"Don't stay in bed, you asked me to wake you up yesterday, remember?"
“… uh… sleepy…”
Feng Hua propped himself up, looked at Feng Yeran's messy hair with a confused expression, and laughed silently. He couldn't help hugging him again, opened his mouth, leaned towards his neck, first licked it lightly, and felt it tasted good, so he bit gently.
Feng Yeran struggled confusedly: "Don't make trouble!"
As a result, Feng Hua took a breath, and he jumped up immediately, covering his neck with a flushed face: "You brat..."
Feng Hua smiled innocently: "You wake up!"
Feng Yeran was stunned: "Why did we sleep together again?"
"I don't know who it is. Recently, I inexplicably insist on sleeping alone every night, and then I always open my door in a daze in the middle of the night, get into my bed, and hug me tightly. I keep saying Dream talk, keep calling my name..."
"It's definitely not me! Only children do that kind of thing!" Feng Yeran was stubborn.
Feng Hua raised his eyebrows: "Yes, it's not you, it's a child named Feng Yeran!"
"I see you are looking for a fight!"
After Feng Yeran finished speaking, he picked up the pillow and smashed it on Feng Hua.
The pillow is soft and comfortable to smash.
Feng Hua smiled and saw how he was dancing, then wrapped him in a quilt and hugged him, who seemed to be smaller than usual, his voice was soft, almost doting: "Ye'er , are you more dependent on me than you think?"
"… "
"Perhaps, you like me more than you thought?"
Feng Yeran thought deeply, but the auricle was still crimson.
After thinking for a long time, he looked up into Feng Hua's eyes and said, "I..."
As a result, just after saying the first word, I heard footsteps and someone came.
The door was opened, and Xiao Zhijie stood outside: "Ye Ran, we made an appointment—"
As a result, before he finished speaking, the whole person stiffened.
…
After breakfast, Feng Hua was washing dishes in the kitchen, while Feng Yeran and Xiao Zhijie were sitting on the sofa watching the news.
Feng Yeran noticed that Xiao Zhijie's face was not good: "Brother Xiao, are you not feeling well?"
"Tell me honestly, why do you want to come and live with him again? You obviously have your own apartment? If you are afraid of being alone, you can live with me!"
"He's sick, Brother Xiao, I have to take care of him!"
"Of course I know he's ill, and it's very serious. I suggested to you that you can't use electric shocks. You said no."
"Of course not! It's cruel!"
"You take him too seriously! He's just an experiment!"
"What are you talking about! He's my child!"
Xiao Zhijie suddenly laughed, his voice mocking: "Child? I think it's a lover?"
"What did you say?!"
"You sleep together?"
"...Just sleeping together." Feng Yeran thought of Chen Xuan's question again, and his head was a little dizzy.
"Just now, what were you doing in there?"
"nothing much!"
"Don't lie to me, what's going on here?!"
As soon as Xiao Zhijie finished speaking, he ripped off the back collar of Feng Yeran's sweater. There were obvious hickeys and slight teeth marks on his neck.
Feng Yeran suddenly thought of something and blushed slightly; "Brother Xiao, don't think about it, it's just his prank—"
As a result, before he could finish speaking, Xiao Zhijie slammed the door and left. Obviously he made an appointment with Feng Yeran to work together yesterday.
Feng Yeran said to Feng Hua, then picked up the things and chased after him.
Feng Hua stood by the window and looked at Feng Yeran's figure rushing out, his eyes not in the shadows.
…
For Feng Yeran, the ring of Xiao is a very important existence. They have known each other since they were very young. They became iron buddies in high school. When Feng Yeran was at his lowest and most sad because of his mother and Chen Xuan, Xiao Zhijie always accompanied him, and now he always helps him . He is very grateful to this buddy, and really does not want to lose the friendship between the two.
Feng Yeran caught up with Xiao Zhijie and grabbed him: "Don't run!"
Xiao Zhizhi finally stopped.
He grabbed Feng Yeran with his backhand, pulled him into the alley, and pushed him hard against the wall: "If I don't run, then answer me, haven't you always been unacceptable to men? You've always only liked men. Chen Xuan?! Then why did you accept him?! Don't you know how scary he is? He is not a human at all! He is a monster! "
Feng Yeran clenched his fists and said seriously: "I know he is scary, I know he is not a human being, but he is my most important child!"
"Child? Do you still say that he kisses how hard he has left you so obviously? He also kissed you other places, say !!!"
Feng Yeran was a little frightened, he held down Xiao Zhijie's trembling shoulders and frowned: "Calm down! Calm down! Brother Xiao, what's wrong with you? I said it was just his prank... Well, I admit, he likes it I, he did kiss me, but I... I haven't accepted him yet!"
"Why even a monster?! Why not me??"
"... Brother Xiao, I said, I... "
"Shut up! You're trying to say you're straight again? I ask you, have you ever noticed that I hinted at you so many times in high school? You've said time and time again that you can't accept homosexuality, and I'm desperate. Choose to go abroad... why are you suddenly now!"
"I said I haven't accepted him yet! And I don't know about you... sorry..."
"Then come with me!"
"… Brother Xiao, I'm sorry!"
Xiao Zhijie's head dropped, he let go of Feng Yeran, but his chest was still heaving violently.
After a while, he whispered, "Let's go, go to work."
After speaking, he walked forward silently.
When Feng Yeran was so devastated by Xiao Zhijie's affairs, Xiao Zhijie still got along with him friendly and humorous as if nothing had happened.
A week later, Feng Yeran had begun to suspect that Xiao Zhijie's previous outbreak was just his own hallucination.
After get off work on March 28, Xiao Zhijie asked Feng Yeran to go to the stadium to watch the game, and his attitude was quite sincere. He said that he had figured it out, and he would not say anything strange. In the future, he planned to maintain the same relationship with Feng Yeran as before. , become friends forever. Feng Yeran was very moved, and he readily agreed.
The stadium is not far from the institute, and it only takes about an hour to drive there.
He sent a text message to Feng Hua: "Feng Hua, I'm going to watch a football game. I'll be back later."
Feng Hua: "Are you going to Xintiandi Stadium? Who are you going with?"
Feng Yeran didn't reply to him again, because he fell asleep in the car after drinking a few sips of drinks.
After he woke up, he was dizzy, very, very hungry and thirsty, and his stomach was a little uncomfortable and nauseous.
Some struggled to hold up and found themselves in total darkness, fumbling for a long time before turning on the light. He was in a neat little apartment, and just now he was lying on the double bed. He immediately looked at his body vigilantly, wearing light blue pajamas, but fortunately there was nothing unusual about his body. But where is this place? ! what time is it? ! He was clearly with Xiao Zhijie today, what happened? !
"Brother Xiao?"
"Brother Xiao?? Where are you?"
He shouted a few times and walked towards the floor-to-ceiling windows.
This is a very tall building, with a night view of the entire city, I am afraid it has forty or fifty floors.
He looked everywhere for his cell phone, but couldn't find it.
Suddenly, he heard the sound of the door lock being opened. Someone came in and approached the bedroom.
The moment the door was opened, Feng Yeran was a little scared, but when he saw the familiar face, he breathed a sigh of relief. It is indeed the ring of Xiao. Xiao Zhijie was carrying a bag of food and his earrings were shining. He smiled gently: "Ye Ran, are you awake?"
"Why are we here? I remember, aren't we going to the ball game? I don't remember at all, I just remember getting in your car... It's weird... Did we drink? I was drunk? So I had to Open a room?"
"Hurry up and eat something, you must be very hungry."
"Yeah, starved to death... What time is it?"
"It's almost 1 o'clock."
"What?! 1 o'clock in the middle of the night??"
"Yes. Come on, this is your favorite dish."
Feng Yeran took a bite: "Brother Xiao, where's my phone?"
Xiao Zhijie turned on the speaker on his own, and an elegant classical music floated out. He crossed his legs and watched him eat, and said gently, "You can't use your mobile phone for the time being. It doesn't matter. I'll buy another one for you when I go to the United States."
Feng Yeran almost choked: "What are you kidding? Give me your phone!"
Xiao Zhijie's legs swayed, and he observed his own legs: "I'm not kidding, just bear with it, I've booked a flight to the United States at 7 pm on the 30th, and now it's not even a day away. I know, you are here You have been living a hard life. You have almost no relatives and no friends. You are surrounded by that worthless monster all day long. One day you are eaten by it, and you don’t know why. Let's go together, I'll help you heal, and we'll get married in two or three years..."
After that, Xiao Zhijie didn't listen carefully to what Feng Yeran said. It was strange that he was very calm at this time.
From what Xiao Zhijie said just now, he could infer that it was 1:00 a.m. on the 30th. And he went to the ball game with Xiao Zhijie, which happened on the night of the 28th. Since he got into Xiao Zhijie's car, he has no impression at all, and he has no memory of drinking, which means—
Feng Yeran quickly ran to the bathroom, licked his throat with his fingers, and spit out what he had just eaten.
Xiao Zhijie watched the whole process, his face full of helplessness: "Why did you spit it out?! Those are for your own good, it won't hurt after eating, you can sleep comfortably, and when you wake up again, you will On a plane to America!"
Feng Yeran rinsed his mouth and asked, "As expected, you added something to the meal."
"Misunderstanding, I just want to improve your sleep quality and help you calm down... I don't want to see you make a scene just to run out."
"What do you mean?"
"It doesn't make any sense, Ye Ran, don't you realize it? I'm here to save you. I really can't stand it anymore. When you are with that guy, you are destroying yourself. You are already blind. I can't tell who is really good to you. Obviously I love you the most."
"… "
Xiao Zhijie finally stopped observing his own feet, he walked towards Feng Yeran with a gloomy expression: "Yeran, you are stupid, in fact, you can be with me happily, but who told me What about you rejecting me? Just like in high school, when I was by your side, it was so painful, I hinted it so many times, you couldn't see it, even Chen Xuan laughed at me, saying I wasn't like myself anymore, yes Ah, I admire myself, but I really never touched you."
"What does this have to do with Chen Xuan?"
"Ha, do I want to tell you?"
"… "
Xiao Zhijie continued to walk towards Feng Yeran, Feng Yeran's goosebumps almost came out: "Don't come here."
Xiao Zhijie smiled happily: "A long time ago, I made an agreement with Chen Xuan. I helped Chen Xuan get Feng Boran, and I just wanted to get you."
"What's the meaning??"
"You really didn't know it. I spent a lot of time helping Chen Xuan. Finally, you and Chen Xuan fell out. I'm so happy. At that time, you fought everywhere and didn't go home every day. It's a thorn, but you are so fragile, you always snuggle by my side, listen to me very much, I think every day, when will I shoot at you."
"… "
"But you actually told me that you are straight and you can't accept homosexuality. At that time, I was too innocent and stupid, and I actually gave up. I went abroad for several years and dated all kinds of people, what? Things have gone through, but I still can't forget you, so I came back. I continue to play the role of protector by your side, thinking every day, when will your world be only me? Guy, I dare to look for you again, but I am not in a hurry. I know she has selfish intentions, and that you will give up on her sooner or later, so I waited quietly. Sure enough, your relationship was exposed, and things became big, I didn't expect everything to go so smoothly , and it went too far, Chen Xuan and Feng Boran actually died. But that's good, the person you've been thinking about has finally disappeared. But you've been circling around a boring experiment, I'm starting to worry about this experiment It messes up my plans, I started working on it day and night, I even applied to be a psychiatrist for it, I found it very dangerous, it did things it must never do, and you've always been a conservative, You absolutely can't bear the risk it brings, you will definitely be more and more afraid of it, you will gradually move away from it... And in the end, there will be no one by your side, except me. Only I have been protecting you, only I can Take you to the United States for treatment, you only have me, you can only rely on me!"
Feng Yeran felt like he was listening to other people's stories and felt like a fantasy.
After a long pause, he asked with a pale face: "So from the beginning to the end, it was your plan and Chen Xuan's plan? I love her so much, but she uses my love for her as a bargaining chip with you? So For so many years, I've been like a fool? You clearly know that Chen Xuan has selfish intentions to find me again, but you're just watching and not saying a word? You see our incidents exposed, and when things get bigger, are you gloating at the misfortune? You watch Are you happy that they died? I'm getting worse and worse, just as you want?"
Xiao Zhijie was stunned: "I didn't mean that, I love you!"
"Love me?!" Feng Yeran laughed, "You just want to trample me under your feet, look at my pitiful appearance, and listen to my cry for help? You want to have fun in it, for example, by contrasting How powerful are you yourself?"
"I've waited for you for so many years, can't you see how much I love you?!"
"Just because you didn't get me."
"So I'm going to get you!"
Feng Yeran took a deep breath.
Xiao Zhijie strode towards him and shoved him on the bed, the big bed trembled, Xiao Zhijie buried his head and licked his neck fiercely.
The moment he felt the sticky touch and smelled Xiao Zhiring's breath, Feng Yeran had goosebumps all over his body, and the strong resistance was churning in the cells of his body, and he almost vomited again!
"Stop!" Feng Yeran struggled and kicked Xiao Zhijie.
Xiao Zhijie didn't expect that Feng Yeran still had some strength and pain, and immediately smiled grimly: "Why, do you want me to tie you up?"
"Feng Hua will come to me!" Feng Yeran said firmly.
"He? How is that possible." Xiao Zhijie laughed, "Have you forgotten that he was imprisoned? The only thing he can do is to keep texting and calling you and begging those people to let him out... But who is it? Will you let him out to find you? Even if it's time for the wind, he can only go to the small park for a stroll? If he breaks out, what will be the result? Ah, he will be beaten into a hornet's nest by the anesthesia needle, if the situation does not Wonderful words, maybe you will really be electrocuted, and no one will remember it by then, and you will become an idiot monster hahaha, you might be shocked by the people in the research institute? Who do you think cares about you so much? Well, just in case there are one or two, thinking you have a little use at work, but how do they know where you are? Even you yourself don't know where we are now Bar?"
"Where are we?!"
"...You're so cute, hahaha, thought I would really tell you?"
…
Sean is very upset, he hasn't slept very well these days because of his white-eyed wolf brother. To talk about why Feng Hua is a white-eyed wolf, because he obviously helped Feng Hua so much, but that guy actually wants to break up with him, investigates him, hangs him, it's really abominable!
He squatted on a stool with a bit of boredom, staring at the data on the computer screen, which was a three-dimensional image of the city. Suddenly, a dot began to flicker continuously.
He twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled, fortunately, he had grown snacks before and implanted a tiny chip into Feng Yeran's skin. The reason why it took so long this time is because Feng Hua asked him for help very late. Later, it took a lot of time to travel to several cities.
Well, how to deal with that pervert next
He put on a hoodie, covered his red hair, put on gloves and a mask, put the baseball bat in the corner into his backpack, and walked out of the room.
He walked lightly into the Rongyue Building, one of the tallest buildings in City B, with a total of 72 floors.
He stepped into the elevator and stopped on the 70th floor, step by step, to room 7014.
I took out the handbag from the backpack, and quickly entered the code with my fingers. In less than a minute, a series of numbers were displayed on the screen, and the password lock was successfully unlocked.
He walked into the room and gently closed the door.
During the symphony, he heard the sound of fighting and Feng Yeran's voice calling for help.
The pores all over his body burst out almost instantly, and the surging anger drowned out all his reason.
He opened the bedroom door and saw Feng Yeran being pressed on the bed, with his hands tied by a tie, struggling constantly.
Before Xiao Zhijie could react, he had already flown out.
He hit the wall hard, and he heard the sound of his own bones shattering.
At first, he didn't feel anything, and even felt cold all over. He wanted to stand up, but suddenly found himself weak. Then, the severe pain killed all his interest.
He saw the man walking towards him, step by step.
As I walked, I opened my backpack and pulled out a baseball bat.
Xiao Zhijie gasped in fright: "Don't... don't come here!!"
He tried to stand up, but before he could stand up completely, he fell to the ground.
The baseball bat slammed hard on his leg bone, blood splattered, and he watched his calf deform in an instant...
"Ah ah ah ah ah —" he shouted, screaming, his face was completely distorted.
This time, even Feng Yeran was terrified.
He yelled, "Stop!! Stop!!! You'll kill him!!!"
And Sean didn't mean to stop at all, he just raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, and then raised the bat again, it seems that next time, he wants to hit the male part of Xiao Zhiring directly.
Xiao Zhijie was almost incontinent with fright.
Feng Yeran ran towards him hard, grabbed his arm, and stopped him loudly: "Stop, ah, Feng Hua! Feng Hua! Stop! Stop! Stop Feng Hua! You can't kill him! You Don't kill! Although he is wrong, he is my friend! You can't destroy yourself!"
Finally stopped.
The baseball bat fell to the ground.
Feng Hua's whole body was trembling, and it seemed to be very painful. He covered his face and squatted on the ground. Xiao Zhijie's blood splattered on his hands and clothes, smearing his face at this time.
Feng Yeran was so frightened that he hugged him and kept calming his back: "Feng Hua?? Are you okay Feng Hua?"
After half a minute, Feng Hua stopped shaking.
He hugged Feng Yeran on the bed. When Feng Yeran was at a loss, he wiped his soiled body with a clean wet towel, changed him into a light blue nightgown, and covered it with clean cotton He left a pure kiss on his forehead and whispered in his ear, "Stay here, don't go."
He took off his blood-stained coat. Wearing a white shirt, he walked towards Xiao Zhijie, who was sweating all over his body.
Classical music was still playing in the room. It was a sacred music. The organ was matched with the soprano, and the rhythm changed from slow to fast, and it kept climbing.
Feng Hua almost followed the beat, step by step. The light shines down from above, like a holy light projected from the top of the church.
The holy light hit Feng Hua's messy black hair and his pale skin. His forehead, high browbones and bridge of nose shone. Under his sympathetic eyebrows, his emotionless eyes and graceful lips were not in the darkness. He is like a figure in Rembrandt's light, standing on a black stage, his figure outlined by light and shadow.
At this moment, he is not like a monster at all, more like a young priest baptizing people in the church. When his tightly pursed lips parted, what he read must be those enduring, soul-purifying sentences in the Bible.
He opened his mouth, low, but gentle, like a soft feather: "Xiao Zhijie, you told me, what are you afraid of, do you remember?"
Xiao Zhijie was completely stunned: "...I...I don't remember..."
Feng Hua looked down at him: "Do you want me to help you remember? At that time, you asked me what I was afraid of. You even recorded a video enthusiastically and showed it to Ye'er."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry! It was my fault! Please forgive me!"
"I haven't finished yet, what's the hurry."
"… "
"Actually, you didn't finish the recording, because later, I asked you again. I asked, what are you afraid of?"
"..." Xiao Zhijie had a very bad feeling.
"I remembered?"
"… "
"Then tell me now, what are you afraid of?"
"… "
"Don't want to say, do you need me to help you open your mouth?"
Xiao Zhijie immediately said: "I... I'm afraid of blood! I'm afraid of blood!"
"Very good." Feng Hua smiled.
Suddenly, Xiao Zhijie trembled all over, and he seemed to see something quite terrifying.
He hugged his head and roared wildly in the music to the climax, as if in extreme pain. He dodged, struggled, his roar was like a slaughtered animal, his saliva was out of control, and he lost control.
Feng Yeran couldn't see anything special.
Feng Hua has been standing gracefully in front of Xiao Zhijie, with his back to himself, and seems to be calmly watching the devil who is being purified. On the other hand, Xiao Zhijie seemed to be suffering from epilepsy, his body twitched violently, and the shape of his body became more and more strange.
Feng Yeran's heart was pounding, and the fear that had been buried intentionally by him was awakened again, and it began to take root and sprout quickly.
He got out of the quilt, stood barefoot on the cold floor, and heard Xiao Zhijie's intermittent voice roaring.
"Please... you... ah ah ah... kill me... kill ah woo woo... kill me... "
He couldn't help begging for mercy for him again: "Feng Hua, let him go!"
Feng Hua didn't look at him, but still stared blankly at the creature twitching and begging for mercy in the space.
Feng Yeran became more and more anxious: "Oh my God, Feng Hua! What did you let him see?! Enough is enough! He has collapsed..."
And Feng Hua suddenly turned to look at him, his eyes widened, with an exaggerated smile on his mouth, a strange and excited smile.
"Ye'er, do you want to take a look?" His voice was still soft and bewitching.
Probably because of his bewitching voice.
Feng Yeran nodded.
At this moment, the gray wall and floor, the snow-white bed, this gray-white space was quickly dyed red by the scarlet brush.
Then, he saw unimaginable horror.
In this world, Xiao Zhijie is no longer a person, he has become a piece of unconnected and shapeless flesh, but he still retains consciousness, retains pain, looks at his body that is already elsewhere, and experiences Thousands of cuts.
The world is full of viscous bright red.
The smell of the world.
And Feng Hua, dressed in white, held a sharp knife and cut Xiao Zhijie's flesh bit by bit.
Hoo ho ho ho.
Hoo ho ho ho.
There was a cold smile on the corner of his mouth.
…
Feng Yeran retched several times.
His mind went blank, he instinctively backed away, instinctively fled.
He almost forgot everything, wearing a light blue nightgown, like a poor little mouse, running wildly barefoot down the scarlet-carpeted aisle. To him, the red carpet seemed like a sea of blood.
He bumped into several people one after another, and he didn't notice.
He waited nervously for the elevator, shaking and retching from time to time.
He was afraid of being caught up, he almost forgot how to breathe, and his heart almost jumped out of his chest.
Fortunately, the elevator opened soon.
He rushed in immediately and pressed close.
He had absolutely no idea where to go next.
Not knowing what to do with himself, he's only wearing a nightgown, and he doesn't even have a penny.
But apart from escaping, he couldn't think about anything else.
The elevator door slowly closed, and his heartbeat gradually slowed.
When it finally closed, he breathed a sigh of relief.
This confined space protected him and kept him away from that bloody and terrifying world.
He reached out and pressed "1".
Before it could be touched, however, his hands were covered with cold, bloody fingers.
A familiar voice came from behind, still soft, with almost doting anger, but now it made Feng Yeran feel creepy:
"Ye'er, didn't I tell you not to go? Where do you want to go alone?"
—To be continued
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① Rembrandt (Rembramdt), a Dutch painter, one of the greatest painters in the 17th world. Rembrandt light is a universal and well-used light. He usually places figures against dark backgrounds, such as sepia and olive brown, and the figures appear to be standing on a black stage. He used precise triangular three-dimensional light to hit the faces of the characters, outline the outlines of the characters, highlight the main parts, and hide the rest in the light and darkness. Gives a stable and solemn feeling. Some say he paints light with darkness.