"Feng Hua, I love you."
As soon as I heard this sentence, the wet flowers and plants, the bright moon, and the people close at hand all disappeared.
Only this sentence was still hanging in the air, and gradually condensed into a key, which fell into Feng Hua's hands. In front of him, there is a small white house stacked with sheets of paper. Smooth walls, nicely shaped roofs, beautiful windows and doors, and elaborate chimneys.
Just open the door with the key, walk in, and get real.
Get back the forgotten memories and know everything about yourself and Ye'er.
- But why must we find the truth
Feng Hua pondered: As Xiao En and Qin Xihe said, as in the first fairy tale, if love is connected with death, I would rather not love. Even if the cruel story is repeated again and again, as long as I can be with him. Perhaps, truth means love, but it is short-lived, empty, and means the end! Why should it end? ! I want to be with him! It doesn't matter how painful it is! It doesn't matter if you can never be loved by him!
Suddenly, he heard a familiar voice.
"Feng Hua, come here."
Right at the door of the house, Feng Yeran stood there, smiling: "Feng Hua, look, this is our home, do you like it?"
Feng Hua's mind went blank, he strode over.
Carefully touch each other's skin with your hands and feel it!
He hugged Feng Yeran: "Ye'er... Ye'er!"
"Silly child, why are you crying, open the door and see what's inside?"
"No, I can not… "
"Why? Don't worry—"
Feng Yeran's hand covered Feng Hua's, inserted/inserted the key, slowly turned his wrist, and the door opened.
The two walked in.
In an instant, countless pages of paper trembled, and the bright light from the outside came in through the gap, colorful. Countless pages of paper and countless words are intertwined and merged, and finally a specific picture and sound are formed, and there are also explanations.
Finally, the true stories of Feng Yeran and Feng Hua were revealed:
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Feng Yeran's father is Feng Mu, the dean of the SW Top Research Institute, and his mother is Yao Yumei, who was Feng Mu's momentary mistress. Feng Yeran lived with his mother in a slum on the third basement floor since he was a child. When he was eight years old, Feng Mu brought him and Yao Yumei back to the Feng family. Yao Yumei has been servile, but is not respected. She died of cancer on February 5 of Feng Yeran's senior year of high school, and Feng Mu did not attend the funeral.
Feng Yeran's first love was high school classmate Chen Xuan. They started dating at the bonfire party in the second year of high school. They had been dating for a year and a half, but Chen Xuan cheated on her brother Feng Boran, who was twelve years older than Feng Yeran after dating for half a year. The incident was exposed when Feng Yeran was in his third year of high school. Later, Chen Xuan married Feng Boran.
Feng Yeran failed the college entrance examination and severed ties with the Feng family.
Through continuous efforts, he finally became a member of the institute. And since the university, a team has been set up to study embryos of the Adesel. He finds the incomplete embryo of the Adesel tribe in the icy land of the most unlikely R star, ready to welcome the birth of a new human, but he is diagnosed with stomach cancer.
He didn't want to spend the rest of his life in the ward, so he hid his condition from the outside world. This embryo was his last hope, and he wanted to use it to realize his ambitions in the last days of his life.
On Christmas Day 2232, the monster he created was born - 89% Adesthel blood, but just a disgusting, cruel piece of carrion. And this piece of carrion has the body of a baby after the high fever. Feng Yeran named him Feng Hua.
Feng Hua has an unusual talent, capable of turning illusions into reality and suppressing Feng Yeran's cancer cells, making him a key research object of the institute. He is like a blank piece of paper, learning emotions little by little, bringing Feng Yeran countless surprises, and his public appearance made Feng Yeran a celebrity. Feng Yeran regards Feng Hua as his son, and Feng Hua's world is only Feng Yeran. At a young age, when he learned what emotion is, he fell in love with Feng Yeran.
However, Feng Hua's courtship was rejected by Feng Yeran. The sequelae of major surgery, long-term imprisonment, terrible loneliness, Feng Hua was eager to know Feng Yeran's whereabouts outside, so he split into a second personality, with red Sean with hair. Sean represents Feng Hua's id, which is evil, cruel, passionate and driven by desire.
Sean helps Feng Hua monitor Feng Yeran. Feng Yeran meets Chen Xuan and rekindles her old love.
Chen Xuan made Feng Hua break out, he turned into a monster, almost killed Chen Xuan, was threatened by Feng Yeran, went mad and was beaten into a honeycomb by an anesthetic needle, and turned into rotten flesh again.
Some of its limbs were looking for Feng Yeran when it was in a coma, but it happened to hear the conversation between Feng Yeran and the director. Feng Yeran said that he was working on an experimental product that could replace Feng Hua. It only took three years, and then he would kill Feng Hua himself.
After Feng Hua heard it, he completely collapsed, shrinking into a hard core and losing all human characteristics.
However, this is its misunderstanding. He only heard the front, Feng Yeran was saying the opposite, his original sentence was: I am researching an experimental product that can replace Feng Hua, it only takes three years, and then I will kill Feng Hua. Director, do you think I would say that? He did make a big mistake this time, but, he is my child, I will be responsible for his affairs, no matter what, I will not kill him!
However, because of this misunderstanding, Feng Hua completely collapsed. In his deep sleep, no matter how Feng Yeran called him, he didn't respond.
For the obsession in his heart, or for self-help, Feng Hua split into a third personality, Qin Xiche, a psychiatrist. On behalf of Feng Hua's rationality and superego, she helped Feng Hua cheer up, and pointed out that you can get him by any means. even without love.
Feng Hua began to work for Feng Yeran in exchange for intimate interaction with him. Before he knew it, Feng Yeran's affection for Feng Hua increased sharply—Feng Hua's temptation became stronger and stronger, and Feng Hua's kiss made him realize that Feng Hua had grown up and was no longer a child. His indifference made him inexplicably jealous, and Feng Hua confessed to him facing the whole world, which shocked him. Feng Hua was always on his mind.
Feng Hua didn't notice Feng Yeran's changing feelings, he only knew that the person Feng Yeran loved was Chen Xuan. He yearned and suffered day and night. He wanted to get Feng Yeran so much, he wanted to get rid of Chen Xuan and others so much, and he didn't want to get his hands dirty and be hated by Feng Yeran, so he set up a game. Do all the terrible things with his split personality Sean, while taking on the role of savior himself.
His avatar, Sean, who symbolizes desire, exposed the relationship between Feng Yeran and Chen Xuan. He believed that when Feng Yeran was brought to the top, he should be thrown down. Let Feng Yeran be ruined. After he lost everything, he realized that only Feng Hua was still by his side.
Sean succeeded, Feng Yeran fell to the bottom, and at the most tragic moment of his life, Feng Hua was still by his side. Feng Hua became the only one he could rely on, the only one he trusted.
And Sean tempted Feng Yeran to say the person he wanted to kill in a dream and realize his wish (this is not Feng Yeran's real wish, just his whim). Chen Xuan and Feng Boran died of myocardial infarction.
Xiao Zhijie invited experts to help Feng Yeran in terms of public opinion. And this person actually had a deal with Chen Xuan. Chen Xuan got Feng Boran, and he got Feng Yeran. He realized that Feng Hua had become an obstacle for him to get Feng Yeran, which made Feng Yeran realize that Feng Hua was not so simple.
And Xiao Zhijie actually loves Feng Yeran morbidly and wants to imprison him. Feng Hua completed the transformation from Sean to himself in front of Feng Yeran, tortured Xiao Zhiring with illusions, made him crazy, and made Feng Yeran see terrifying illusions.
Finally, Feng Yeran clearly learned that Feng Hua suffered from a serious mental illness.
His team began to strictly investigate Feng Hua, and he finally confirmed that the murderer who drove Xiao Zhijie crazy, killed Chen Xuan and Feng Boran, and ruined his reputation was Feng Hua. This is his favorite child.
At first, he was completely unacceptable and terrified.
But when he saw that Feng Hua was seriously ill, he really couldn't bear it.
He reflected a lot. Indeed, the person who split Feng Hua was actually the behavior of himself and the institute. Feng Hua was such a naive child at first, so innocent.
Feng Yeran really only has Feng Hua. He decided to do everything in his power to save him.
Feng Hua is too unstable, it is extremely terrifying to go crazy. He killed Eve, whom the director arranged to mate/mute with, and destroyed his replicas, including the newest embryos.
A series of incidents put Feng Hua in an extremely unfavorable situation, and is very likely to be destroyed by humanity.
It was Feng Yeran who used everything he had as a guarantee to allow Feng Hua to save his life, but he was only placed under house arrest.
Feng Yeran wanted to save Feng Hua, but he didn't know that. Feng Hua, who already knew that he was the murderer and desperate, just wanted to destroy himself. He killed Eve, he destroyed the replicas, the embryos, he just wanted to be killed.
He gave Feng Yeran a single-choice question: love me, or kill me.
He smiled when he said this. He knew that Feng Yeran would never love him.
And Feng Yeran actually chose to love him. This made Feng Hua unable to believe it, it was like a dream.
During that time, the two were together every day, healing each other.
But the good times didn't last long. Soon, Feng Yeran discovered that no matter how Feng Hua treated himself, his condition was getting worse.
The test results were pretty bad, and he didn't live long.
On Feng Hua's side, there was absolutely no way to leave him, and it would take him three days to drive him crazy again. And Feng Hua is already too powerful, and the surging hatred and pain will become his strength, allowing him to do terrible things.
After careful consideration, Feng Yeran tried to make Feng Hua lose his memory, but failed.
Sickness and depression tormented him, and finally, one night, he attempted to kill Feng Hua with his own hands. But he couldn't.
He jumped from the tall astronomy tower, wanting to end it all.
He was rescued by Feng Hua.
Feng Hua was extremely painful, he said, if you dare to die, I will destroy the whole world!
At that time, it was already the end of 2239.
After going through many twists and turns, Feng Hua and Feng Yeran went everywhere to find a doctor for treatment.
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Only Feng Yeran knew that there was no cure for this disease.
He discovered Feng Hua's gray hair and tired appearance from time to time, and finally realized that Feng Hua was using his life to treat himself.
He couldn't go on like this anymore, he decided to deceive Feng Hua.
The object he chose was Selena. This woman, with some alien blood, was much stronger than ordinary people, and even Feng Hua was not easy to hurt her. After discussing with Selena, he asked her to pretend to be able to heal herself, and acted as a couple, and let Feng Hua leave on her own. After he died, it was said that he married Selena, went to Selina's hometown, and couldn't come back. Just show him some videos occasionally and send him regular letters. Of course, these have been prepared in advance. .
He knew that the Adesel tribe was quite specific, and it must have been very painful at first, but over time, it will naturally heal itself. After all, nothing lasts forever, and what can resist the scouring of time
Everything went smoothly according to Feng Yeran's plan. He interacted more and more with Selena in the hospital. Selena told Feng Hua that the operation was successful and she was almost cured. Then Feng Yeran vigorously danced with Selena at the ball... Finally, he told Feng Hua that he decided to live with Selena, and of course Feng Hua couldn't live with them. He asked Feng Hua to leave.
Feng Hua left, but would wait in the garden every night.
That was July 2240.
Every day, the summer bugs kept chirping, it was so hot, and the rainstorm continued, and Feng Hua kept waiting, waiting.
No matter what Feng Yeran does, the child downstairs is in his mind—
Is he still downstairs? It's raining! Did he bring an umbrella? ! Did he see the yellow umbrella hanging on the iron gate? It's thunder... He won't get wet again, will he? what! He's really down there... this stupid kid! I'll just go down there and tell him I...
Feng Yeran tried his best to restrain himself from wanting to call Feng Hua and run towards him, but he failed.
It was the seventh night Feng Hua had been waiting for, and Feng Yeran had been quite irritable all day.
He seems to have a fever and has been dizzy at night.
He found that the window was open and did not know when it was opened.
He walked over, and sure enough, in the undulating fog, he saw the child he missed day and night.
At the moment when the eyes met, everything was forgotten.
He was still too selfish, he forgot his plan...
He just wanted to call Feng Hua's name properly, he just wanted to hug him right away, he just wanted to tell him his real thoughts right away, he just wanted to leave with him right away!
leave here!
Get rid of all pain! All diseases! All helpless!
Think nothing! Regardless of the consequences!
Let's go to the ends of the earth together!
So he pulled Feng Hua and ran.
In the grass, he laughed and cried, he told Feng Hua: I love you!
They eloped.
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Feng Yeran only contacted Selena. Selena prepared medical facilities, enough medicines, and a personal doctor, Qin Xihe, for Feng Yeran. He and Feng Hua cut off almost all contact with the institute and went into seclusion.
From July 2240 to December 20, 2241, more than 500 days, was their happiest time.
Be happy even in the most painful times. When Feng Yeran was sick, Feng Hua stayed by his side day and night. When Feng Yeran woke up, he could always see Feng Hua's smiling face.
When Feng Yeran was better, they would go for a walk and travel nearby.
Every minute of every day is so beautiful and so precious.
In midsummer, they were rippling on the blue lake, surrounded by lotus flowers, Feng Hua got into the water and grabbed a big fish for Feng Yeran;
Either Feng Yeran was in a wheelchair, or Feng Hua was carrying him, they went to the depths of the forest to observe all kinds of animals, cute hares, furry owls, and the endless sea of flowers, countless. Exhausted fireflies;
Before falling asleep, no matter what kind of beauty he wants to see, Feng Hua will always be like magic, and let his Ye'er be there.
They wandered through the rose bushes, with big, damask red roses, fragrant, and delicate Chiba roses. The sea of roses is like a surging tide, and Feng Yeran always likes to bury his head in the flowers, like drinking a flower.
They lay on the roof in the early autumn night, counting the stars in the sky, until Feng Yeran fell asleep;
Occasionally, I go to the crowded market to buy things. The rare classical market seems to be back hundreds of years ago. As long as two people are together, even ordinary red apples and small orange oranges look so beautiful;
They always remember each other's birthdays, and on that day, they blow out the candles and make a wish together;
Together they went to the chapel to pray;
When Feng Yeran accidentally kissed him, the innocent Feng Hua's face turned red all of a sudden, and then he kissed Feng Yeran out of breath;
In the deep winter, they sat by the fireplace and looked at the white snow outside the window. Even if they didn't say a word, their hearts were overflowing with happiness;
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Feng Yeran bought a golden notebook in a small stationery store in September 2240. He couldn't put it down. He couldn't put it down. Different from what I wrote before, this time I want to write a happy diary!
As long as he is in good health, every day, he will go to his study to write for a while.
For a whole year, he finished writing. He and Feng Hua came to the rose jungle together, buried the golden notebook in the soil, and said to Feng Hua: This is my gift to you! If I die, you dig it out and see...
At that time, Feng Hua suddenly left, and Feng Yeran thought he was angry.
"Hey you kid! Why did you just leave?! Listen to me? Don't be angry!"
Feng Yeran chased hard behind him, but found that Feng Hua was standing in front and didn't move, but his body was shaking violently.
Even if he couldn't see him, he knew that Feng Hua was crying silently at this time.
He sighed and hugged Feng Hua from behind: "Why are you crying! Crybaby."
"I didn't cry!"
Feng Hua is obviously a very powerful monster, but at that time, he could only cry secretly like a child. There is no way.
He has been, very scared.
No matter how happy you are, you are also afraid.
He always forced himself to forget the fact that Feng Yeran was dying, but almost every night, he would wake up countless times, then put his head on Feng Yeran's chest and listen to his heartbeat.
What should I do if he wakes up one morning and his Yeer is already...
He was rightly afraid. Since October 2241, Feng Yeran has been unable to move, and has only been lying in bed day and night.
His memory has deteriorated considerably, he is lethargic and his eyesight is failing.
In his eyes, the world of color gradually turned into black and white.
The clear vision gradually becomes blurred.
What was said in the last moment, the next moment, is forgotten.
Wake up to no more than three hours a day.
That day, Feng Yeran's physical condition suddenly became very good, and his mind was also very clear, so he could get up and walk away.
He asked Feng Hua to take him to a nearby garden.
Feng Yeran put on a thick padded jacket and blanket for him, and pushed him in a wheelchair to the lawn.
It was dusk. The two looked at the slowly setting sun, Feng Yeran smiled and said, "Feng Hua, you know... When did I... fell in love with you?"
"last year?"
"Earlier."
"You know when I was seriously ill...?"
"Earlier."
"Last time you said that you only fell in love with me when you eloped with me last year."
"That's a lie to you! Actually... I've always liked you, I've always loved you... my... little baby!"
"… Nasty."
"You're so old, don't blush! Um... the first time you... tried... to kiss me, I actually thought the shape of your lips was very beautiful, a little... sexy."
Feng Hua lowered his head and kissed Feng Yeran's lips.
Feng Yeran smiled and continued: "Later... You grew up all of a sudden... At that time, I really kissed me... I didn't come back to my senses. Later, you... You confessed in front of the whole world. it was you... just... i was too stupid to realize right away... no... tell you sooner..."
"It's okay! I know now! Ye'er, talk less, don't let yourself get too tired."
"Okay... Then listen to you. When did you... fell in love with me?"
"Why don't you ask? I've liked you since I was born, and I fell in love with you when I was a child!"
"Haha... I feel like I can have... a good dream... "
Feng Yeran fell asleep unconsciously.
Feng Hua pushed him to a place where the wind couldn't blow, and wrapped him tightly.
Then, the bells of a small church not far away were heard.
Boom, boom, boom, boom.
Slowly, one after another.
It was at that time, in a sweet dream, that Feng Yeran lost his breath.
That day was December 20, 2241.
On "The Real" of "Monster"
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