Lu Xiran looked at Su Xian's panda eyes and said, "Did you not sleep well last night? I felt like you were tossing and turning."
Su Xian raised her head and looked at the other people in the dormitory. She and Lu Xiran were the only ones there, so she dared to tell the truth.
"Last night, Zuo Yueyao confessed to me."
"oh."
Su Xian's eyes widened: "What are you talking about? Shouldn't you be surprised?"
"Brother Ren sent me a text message this morning and told me."
Su Xian was suddenly speechless. Zuo Yueyao and Ren Shang were really a pair of good brothers who knew everything. When their brotherly love was deep, they did not forget to share information with her little sisters in time.
"Actually." Lu Xiran's face glowed with a kind of expectation. "I had a vague feeling that Senior Brother liked you before, otherwise why would he be so nice to you? He treated you so well just because we knew each other before. I always felt that the reason was a bit far-fetched. After thinking about it, I felt that it might be that Senior Brother liked you, but I was not sure. Now I am finally sure. It turns out that Senior Brother really likes you, Xianxian, from today on, are you Senior Brother's girlfriend?"
"No." Su Xian denied, "I don't want to be his girlfriend."
"Why?" Lu Xiran was anxious: "Senior brother is so good, there are countless people who want to be his girlfriend, why don't you want it?"
"I don't deserve it." Su Xian slipped out of bed and walked around the room in her slippers, "I don't deserve it."
"How are you unworthy? You and Senior Brother are such a perfect match. No matter how you make trouble, Senior Brother always tolerates you and gives in to you. He never treats others like this. Xianxian, please don't let Senior Brother down."
Su Xian poked Lu Xiran's head: "Who do you belong to?"
"Of course I am yours." Lu Xiran said righteously: "It is precisely because I am yours that I hope you will be happy. Senior Brother is your happiness! It must be!"
Oh my god, Lu Xiran's roar almost scared Su Xian. She looked at Lu Xiran's passionate expression and asked, "Did Ren Shang teach you to say this?"
Lu Xiran's eyes rolled around: "No."
"Humph." Su Xian was too lazy to expose her: "I'm going to eat."
The two ran downstairs to the dormitory, and Su Xian found Zuo Yueyao and Ren Shang waiting for them. Su Xian cursed Lu Xiran softly, "Traitor!"
Lu Xiran later ran over and asked Ren Shang: "Brother, what if Xianxian gets angry?"
Ren Shang told her earnestly, "No, once a woman falls in love, she has no time to be angry with a third person. Besides, you are just helping others and accomplishing good things, so she will only say it, and she won't really be angry with you."
Lu Xiran felt that what Ren Shang said seemed to make sense, so he did a very good job of tipping off the person.
"Come on, I'll take you to eat something delicious."
Ren Shang said this to Lu Xiran.
Lu Xiran looked at Su Xian and said, "Then I'll go."
Su Xian rolled his eyes at her in protest.
Ren Shang directly pulled Lu Xiyue away.
Zuo Yueyao walked over to Su Xian and said, "I'll prove it."
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Before Su Xian could react, Zuo Yueyao led him into the cafeteria. The crowded cafeteria had different opinions on the fact that Zuo Yueyao was holding Su Xian's hand.
Surprise, disdain, opposition, disdain, or expected calm.
Of course, Su Xian was very self-aware. Most of the contempt and disdain were directed at her. Indeed, for a woman like her, whose family was not wealthy, whose appearance was not stunning, and whose figure was not graceful, walking next to Zuo Yueyao, it represented the huge gap between the rich and the poor. She was like a toad wanting to eat swan flesh.
Su Xian is that toad.
Zuo Yueyao is the fat piece of meat.
But Su Xian felt wronged. She had never thought of being a toad and had never coveted this piece of fat meat. It was this piece of fat meat that was willing to go into her mouth. What could she do
Su Xian also figured out what Zuo Yueyao meant by "I will prove it".
He is really a man of action.
In front of everyone, he did not hide his love and affection for Su Xian at all.
As long as his hands were free, he would definitely hold Su Xian's hand.
Wherever there are people, he will definitely smile at Su Xian lovingly.
Occasionally, he would accompany Su Xian to class, and amid everyone's envy and jealousy, he would help her solve some brain-burning advanced math problems.
The person following Zuo Yueyao in the cafeteria was no longer Ren Shang, but Su Xian.
Su Xian didn't want to follow, but Zuo Yueyao always appeared accurately on the road she had walked.
For the first time, Su Xian felt that it was not appropriate to describe Zuo Yueyao as calm and steady; he should be called profound.
Whatever he wants to do, no one can stop him.
For example, when Zuo Yueyao wanted to prove something, he did it without caring about his own family.
Su Xian almost compromised.
In fact, Su Xian was moved. She had been moved as early as the day she confessed her love. Later, she thought about it carefully and realized that she liked Zuo Yueyao.
In addition to the preconceived dependence, there is also the understanding that comes after getting along with each other.
It is impossible not to like such a man, but Su Xian likes him because she knows that since she doesn't know when, the three words "Zuo Yueyao" have been lingering in her mind and heart.
But she didn't dare accept it.
Because Zuo Yueyao is too outstanding, such an outstanding person is out of her reach. No matter in which aspect, Su Xian has no confidence that she can be better than Zuo Yueyao.
This made her feel very frustrated and lost.
Accepting Zuo Yueyao means accepting other people's gossip and criticism behind his back, facing the huge gap between the two of them every day, and bearing the pressure brought to him by Zuo Yueyao.
This made Su Xian feel very annoyed.
She just wants to live a more comfortable life.
But when the freedom he wanted conflicted with having Zuo Yueyao, the scale in his heart slowly tilted towards that person.
After thinking it over, Su Xian wanted to make a big deal out of a small matter, and thought it would be better to let Zuo Yueyao keep his interest for a few more days. Maybe after a long time, his interest in the novelty would wear off.
She didn't mind cooperating with Zuo Yueyao's performance.
Anyway, the criticism has been going on for a while, so a few more days won’t hurt.
But Su Xian forgot one person, that person was He Xinwan.
As for the fact that the male god Zuo Yueyao gave up the goddess He Xinwan and fell in love with an unknown freshman junior sister, everyone agreed that it could become a topic of conversation after dinner. They were all curious about what method Su Xian used to make the male god give up the beauty and choose a plain-looking short-haired girl.
An article titled "Love entanglements, who is betraying whom in the end" appeared on the campus forum of Nanjing University.
The protagonists of the article are these three.
It is about the tortuous emotional journey of Zuo Yueyao and He Xinwan, and also about the culprit Su Xian, who used all his efforts to seduce Zuo Yueyao, successfully breaking up the golden marriage and trying to stage a Cinderella story.
The gorgeous rhetoric and bloody accusations successfully pushed Su Xian to the position of a mistress. All that was left was to post her headshot and phone number all over the streets and alleys, and some "good quotes" were circulated.
It is better to choose a good man than to learn well.
Love born out of sympathy will not last long.
I just feel sorry for her.
Su Xian has always been a low-key and sincere person, but because of this incident, she was instantly pushed to the forefront of public opinion, which made her truly feel what notoriety meant. She also finally realized that the outside world she longed for, under the material abundance, people's hearts were not as good as before, and under the colorful flowers and willows, there was complexity and filth.
But Su Xian has never been a person who accepts things passively. She doesn't care about the gossip these days. She is only thinking seriously about how to maintain her relationship with Zuo Yueyao.
She had one very certain idea, that is, she didn't want to become a stranger to Zuo Yueyao.
"Su Xian."
Su Xian, who had just returned to the dormitory, felt his scalp tingling when he heard He Xinwan's cold call.
She did not feel any apology towards He Xinwan, but everyone believed that she was the murderer who destroyed He Xinwan's happiness. Su Xian took the blame while secretly cursing Zuo Yueyao as a bad guy!
When their eyes met, He Xinwan was like a judge.
Unexpectedly, He Xinwan changed her expression and tone. She smiled and was as gentle as water, seemingly comforting him without a trace of blame.
"You have to know that most of the time after studying is very boring. When people are bored, they like to gossip. They praise things they like and reject or abuse things they don't like. This is human nature."
He Xinwan acted like a lady from a noble family: "You don't need to get angry about these boring people or things. Rumors stop at wise people."
Wise man? Su Xian smiled bitterly in her heart. She looked like a big fool now.
He Xinwan's words of comfort sounded more aggrieved than a slap in the face. She clearly heard Yao Jing's cold sneer, which was full of mockery.
Su Xian was very depressed. He said, "I'm going out for a walk" and went out.
Lu Xiran wanted to accompany Su Xian, but she stopped him: "I want to walk alone."
Su Xian had no destination or direction, she just wandered around aimlessly. Every time she saw a couple walking past her, she turned her head away angrily. She didn't know how long she had been wandering around, but there were fewer and fewer people around her. Su Xian looked up and found that she had actually walked into the medical laboratory building.
This is where Zuo Yueyao often stays, and it is also his favorite place.
As if by magic, Su Xian found the laboratory where Zuo Yueyao often did experiments. The door was half-open. She knocked, but there was no response. She pushed the door again and walked in. After looking around, she did not see Zuo Yueyao.
Su Xian secretly cursed himself for being an idiot. He could obviously meet this person with just a phone call or text message, so why bother to be so mysterious and try to have a chance encounter
Since her last quick glance, Su Xian had not seen the true appearance of the laboratory. There was a huge experimental cabinet between them, and inside there was an even larger compartment. In the middle of the compartment was a test table that was similar to a bed. Su Xian suddenly thought of the cadaver teacher that Zuo Yueyao had once told her about, and her eyes could not help but glance under the test table.
Although she had respect for the cadaver teacher, at this moment Su Xian felt that respect and fear should not be confused. She bowed towards the empty room, then slowly backed away in small steps. As she was backing away, she suddenly heard a bang. Su Xian was startled and looked back. Perhaps it was because of the wind, the door of the laboratory was closed.