Morbid Addiction

Chapter 63

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Time seemed to freeze briefly between the two of them. Chen Yuncheng kept looking at Ning Junyan. He felt like a long time had passed, but it was only a minute or two.

Ning Junyan still let go of Chen Yuncheng's hand, he was completely silent, threw Chen Yuncheng's crumpled jeans on the edge of the bathtub, and untied the belt that tied Chen Yuncheng's wrist.

Because it was too tight, it took Ning Junyan some time to loosen the belt completely.

Chen Yuncheng lowered his head and saw two deep marks on his wrist, the color was already red and purple.

Ning Jun extended his hand to hug Chen Yuncheng, who was still kneeling in the bathtub. Chen Yuncheng's body was obviously tense. He pushed Ning Junyan with his hand, and Ning Junyan said, "I won't move you."

Chen Yuncheng was carried by him to the bed and sat, and then watched him go into the bathroom and took out his pants.

Ning Junyan squatted down beside the bed and helped Chen Yuncheng put on his pants.

Chen Yuncheng could actually come by himself, but he didn't stop Ning Junyan. He knew that Ning Junyan was not feeling well, and he was also not feeling well.

The tools that Ning Junyan brought back were scattered on the bed, and Chen Yuncheng felt upset at a glance.

After helping Chen Yuncheng put on his pants, Ning Junyan went to get Chen Yuncheng's jacket and came in. His eyes were still slightly red, but his expression was cold, and after putting on Chen Yuncheng's jacket, he said, "Let's go, where do you want to go, I'll take you there. ."

Chen Yuncheng nodded.

Ning Junyan drove Chen Yuncheng away. Chen Yuncheng planned to go to the commercial market to find a day rental first. He asked Ning Junyan to send him directly to the commercial market. Ning Junyan didn't say anything and drove Chen Yuncheng there in silence.

Today is only the seventh day of the Lunar New Year. Although many people have already started work, for more people, the New Year is not over yet.

There are not many cars on the street, and the commercial market is deserted.

Chen Yuncheng sat in the co-pilot, rubbing his injured wrist subconsciously, staring out of the car window, exhausted.

Ning Junyan parked the car in the parking lot outside the trading market. The parking lot was empty and there were few cars.

Chen Yuncheng looked at him and said, "Thank you."

Ning Junyan opened the car door and got out of the car to help Chen Yuncheng take out the suitcase.

Chen Yuncheng took the suitcase and put it at his feet. When he saw Ning Junyan turn around to get into the car, he reached out and grabbed Ning Junyan's sleeve.

Ning Junyan stopped and looked down at his hand.

Chen Yuncheng said, "There's something I haven't had time to say before. That Yu Jie, you tell your mother to be careful about him."

"Which Yu Jie?" Ning Junyan's voice was hoarse.

Chen Yuncheng said, "It was the one who ate at your house that day. Although I don't know what he is doing now, he has cheated on my friend before, and he did illegal things at the time. I am afraid that your mother will have an accident in the business with him."

Ning Junyan nodded, he didn't say anything, he opened the cab door and got in the car.

Chen Yuncheng had been standing on the side of the road looking at him, with two suitcases leaning against his legs.

After Ning Junyan got in the car, he didn't look this way. He reversed the car neatly, then turned the car around and drove the car out of the parking lot.

The speed was too fast, Chen Yuncheng subconsciously took a step forward and wanted to tell him to drive carefully, but he couldn't say it.

Chen Yuncheng knew that he would definitely not be able to get out of Ning Junyan's place easily today, but he still did not expect such a commotion.

When Ning Junyan was tough, he was very angry. He didn't accept Ning Junyan treating him like this. At that time, every word was his sincere words, but once Ning Junyan compromised, he immediately softened, as if he did it himself. What's wrong with Ning Junyan, the scars on his wrist are still clearly visible, and he has begun to feel guilty.

Chen Yuncheng pushed his two boxes and slowly walked out of the parking lot.

The commercial market is located in the northern suburbs. The newly developed sites are surrounded by very few high-rise buildings. They are all still old buildings and narrow streets on the outskirts of the city. Renting in a place like this is actually easy and cheap.

Chen Yuncheng rented a day-to-day rental room, which was separated from the large room by the landlord. There was no window, only a pale fluorescent lamp overhead.

There was no appetite for lunch, and it was not until evening that Chen Yuncheng left the room to go out to find something to eat.

The year is not over yet, and many shops open during the day and close early in the afternoon. It is not easy to find a small restaurant that is open.

Chen Yuncheng was walking outside, wondering if it was because of his heart, but he felt that the temperature here was lower than the city center. When the cold wind blew, he unconsciously wrapped his thin down jacket tightly.

Later, I found a small shop, which was run by a foreigner. When I sat down to eat, Chen Yuncheng had a chat with the boss. The boss said that he didn't go back for the New Year, and the restaurant was open throughout the New Year.

He asked for a rice bowl.

At this time, he was the only customer in the shop. The boss put the plate with the rice bowl on his table and sat not far away, staring at the empty street outside in a daze.

Chen Yuncheng mixed the rice with a spoon.

The boss turned his head and saw the marks on his wrist, "Ouch", "What's wrong with your hand?"

By this time, the mark was completely blue and purple, and it looked a little terrifying.

Chen Yuncheng smiled and said, "It's nothing, I got hurt accidentally."

The boss asked him, "Are you going to work before the end of the year?"

Chen Yuncheng said, "Yeah, I always have to eat."

The boss nodded, and seemed to feel the same way. He raised one leg and bent it over the other, "It's not easy to make money."

After eating, Chen Yuncheng went back to the daily rental house alone.

At this time, it was completely dark, and most of the houses on the roadside were closed and their lights turned off. Only the cool white street lamps illuminated the road in front of them.

When Chen Yuncheng walked halfway, his phone rang. He stopped, took out his phone and glanced at it, and saw that it was Guan Anlin's call.

After getting on the phone, the two chatted for a while. Guan Anlin heard that he had moved out and asked him if he was going to start work.

Chen Yuncheng said: "Boss Sun said that if there are workers you can come back tomorrow, let me go and watch, and the business can be opened after the New Year's Eve."

Guan Anlin heard the words and said, "Then I'll come back early."

After a few more chats, the two hung up the phone.

Chen Yuncheng was still standing on the side of the road, with a lonely back. He swiped his fingers in the phone address book for a long time, and finally found Ning Junyan's number and called Ning Junyan.

He said before that even if he moved out temporarily, his relationship with Ning Junyan would not change. He didn't know whether Ning Junyanxiang believed him or not, but he hoped to make Ning Junyan feel at ease.

But Ning Junyan didn't answer the call.

Chen Yuncheng raised his head and glanced blankly at the front and back of the street. He waited for a long time until the phone hung up automatically, then put the phone back in his trouser pockets, put his hands in his jacket pockets, and continued to walk forward.

He has experienced more than others since he was a child, and he often tells himself to be content, otherwise he will be unhappy. So he asked less than other children, and he felt satisfied when his godfather and godmother gave him a bite to eat.

It's not that he is cheaper than others, it's just that he expects too much and he won't be satisfied. It's better to ask for less and live happily instead.

He used to tell others that he wanted to find an ordinary girl to be with, but he never went there. He has always been resistant to relationships, afraid that the more investment he has, the more damage he will suffer in the end. big. He sometimes feels that his psychology is unhealthy, which may be related to his lack of parents and complete family. On the surface, he just pays and doesn't need others to reciprocate. To be extravagant.

Ning Junyan's mentality is also unhealthy in Chen Yuncheng's view. Chen Yuncheng thinks of his parents and the four years they lived and grew up together. Perhaps Ning Junyan's unsoundness is also because he does not have a healthy family.

So they were very insecure, and Chen Yuncheng's lack of security led him to resist, but Ning Junyan was asking too much. Their psychological unhealthy brought them to where they are today. Chen Yuncheng just wanted to take a step back to calm himself, but he didn't know if Ning Junyan had decided to give up.

Chen Yuncheng was very sad.

At the same time, Ning Junyan had a headache. He sat on the bed alone, wrapped the metal chain around his wrist twice, and watched the end of the chain hang down, swaying in front of him.

He also ordered a pair of handcuffs and a collar, both of which were made of metal and covered with a soft leather. Although he let Chen Yuncheng go, he did not plan to return them.

The headache started in the afternoon. He was standing by the bed and wanted to pack up the things in the toolbox. He started having a headache halfway through the pack.

When he woke up, it was already dark. Ning Junyan didn't want to eat. He sat on the bed and played with the chain he bought. He originally planned to fix one end to the wall and the other end to be movable. On Chen Yuncheng, so that Chen Yuncheng can move from the room to the bathroom, and he can't unlock without his key.

He knew it was illegal. He had read books for many years and had more legal knowledge than many people, but when he was doing this, his mind was empty, and the only thought was not to let Chen Yuncheng leave.

He was not afraid of breaking the law, but he was afraid that Chen Yuncheng would not forgive him, but he still did not do it.

When the phone on the bedside table rang, Ning Junyan turned to take a look. He saw Chen Yuncheng's name, but he didn't answer it.

At this moment, he had a headache again. He threw the metal chain aside, went to the medicine box outside to find a painkiller to eat, and then returned to his room and slept directly on the side where Chen Yuncheng slept. There seemed to be the smell of Chen Yuncheng on the pillow, Ning Junyan lay on his side and pulled up the quilt to cover his head. Before falling asleep, he thought that he would have to go to work tomorrow. He had an operation scheduled in the morning, and the collar he ordered was about to arrive. He really wanted to put it on Chen Yuncheng by himself...