Ning Junyan stretched out a hand in front of Chen Yuncheng, waiting for Chen Yuncheng to hold his hand and leave with him.
Before Chen Yuncheng could speak, Guan Anlin stepped forward angrily and shouted, "Where are you taking him?"
Ning Junyan ignored him, didn't even look at him, just looked at Chen Yuncheng and asked, "Do you want to live here?"
Guan Anlin couldn't bear his tone, "What's wrong with living here?"
Ning Junyan's eyes finally fell on Guan Anlin, and said indifferently, "I don't want my wife to live in a place like this and sleep in the same bed with other men."
Guan Anlin wanted to be angry, but when he heard the word "wife", the words got stuck in his throat, and he didn't react for a long time.
"Don't make trouble," Chen Yuncheng and Ning Junyan had been entangled for a night, and now he felt that he was almost awake. He walked past Guan Anlin and walked in front of Ning Junyan, holding his hand first, and then said, "Come over to me. tell you."
Guan Anlin suddenly got goosebumps when he saw them shaking hands. He had a creepy feeling. Looking at Chen Yuncheng, he didn't even remember being angry.
Chen Yuncheng pulled Ning Junyan, but at first he didn't pull anyone, then he stretched out his arms and hugged Ning Junyan's waist, and half pushed and half hugged and let him walk outside with him.
When passing by Guan Anlin, Chen Yuncheng said to him, "Go to bed first, and I will explain to you later."
Guan Anlin didn't want to believe what he saw. He kept his breath in his heart and said to Chen Yuncheng, "Don't be afraid of him. If he dares to force you, I will help you beat him."
When Chen Yuncheng hadn't spoken yet, Ning Junyan said calmly, "You can't beat him again."
They moved their hands once, and that time Guan Anlin was no match for Ning Junyan at all, but this kind of provocation was absolutely unbearable to Guan Anlin, he clenched his fists and was about to come over.
Chen Yuncheng hurriedly stood between the two. Although he was standing in front of Ning Junyan, he held Ning Junyan's hand with his hands behind his back, and said to Guan Anlin, "I am not being forced, go to sleep."
Guan Anlin was still staring at Ning Junyan.
Ning Junyan lowered his head slightly, looking at the top of Chen Yuncheng's hairy head, slender fingers slid across his palm.
Chen Yuncheng was scratched by him and squeezed his fingers tightly.
Guan Anlin glanced at Chen Yuncheng and asked, "Are you going with him?"
Chen Yuncheng said, "If you don't leave, I'll come back after a few words with him. You go to sleep first."
Guan Anlin finally compromised, he finally gave Ning Junyan a fierce look, turned and walked towards the room inside.
Chen Yuncheng pulled Ning Junyan through the shelf, walked to the door and opened the small door. He went out and looked around, only to find that the shop that was lit just now was dark again, so he pulled Ning Junyan out. , stood by the door and whispered to him.
Ning Junyan said, "You have to come with me."
Chen Yuncheng raised his head to look at him: "Where to go? I live here well, and my work is convenient." There are many things that need to be busy when opening a new store. Living here not only saves rent but also doesn't have to waste time on the road.
Ning Junyan said, "You sleep in the same bed with him."
Chen Yuncheng raised his hand and rubbed his forehead, "I didn't share a bed with him, he slept on the top bunk."
"That's also a bed, and you let him sleep on top of you."
"That's not it," Chen Yuncheng took his hand, "you can't mess around with me."
Ning Junyan looked at him without speaking.
Chen Yuncheng then continued: "I lived in a dormitory when I first came out to work. I don't know how many people have slept with bunks and bunks. Some people slept all night and never saw each other again. Do you want to pursue it?"
"I said I came to live with you and you refused, but you are willing to live with him here."
Chen Yuncheng looked at Ning Junyan and didn't speak for a long time.
Ning Junyan pinched his chin with his fingers and shook it gently, "Speak."
Chen Yuncheng said: "Because Guan Anlin and I are my brothers, one day he is in love and married and wants to move out, I will bless him and not be sad; but what if one day you don't want me?"
Ning Junyan's expression became serious, "I won't want you."
Chen Yuncheng shook his head: "After my father died, my mother also said that she would not leave me; after you came to my godfather, I also thought that you would not leave, so what happened?"
At that time, Ning Junyan crashed his brain and couldn't recall his identity and his family. Although Chen Yuncheng often asked him, he would tell him to think hard, and then he could go home, but deep down he always A little selfish, thinking that if Ning Junyan can't remember, he can always be with him.
Until one day Ning Junyan told Chen Yuncheng that he remembered, he remembered his name, where his home was, and who his parents were.
Chen Yuncheng's eyes widened, and he said, "Then go back quickly, and don't come back if you find a chance to sneak it away." But that night, he was lying on the bed with his back to Ning Junyan, crying secretly for a long time.
Later, he always thought that he was expecting too much, so he was disappointed, otherwise he would not be so sad if Ning Junyan left.
"Are you blaming me?" By now, Ning Junyan was standing in front of him and asked him.
Chen Yuncheng said: "No, I just blame myself. If I don't have the ability, I can't hold anything in my hand. It's easy to let others take my most important person away."
Ning Junyan frowned, he looked at Chen Yuncheng for a while, and said slowly: "I propose to you, but you don't agree, and you don't agree to let you live with me, and then you put all the pressure on yourself, Obviously many things are not your responsibility." Speaking of which, Ning Junyan held Chen Yuncheng's face with his hands and kissed his lips, "Why can't you rely on me?"
Chen Yuncheng's eyes were slightly red, and he said, "I'm sorry."
"Look, you always feel that you are not strong enough, you are not doing well enough, you are not taking responsibility, so you have to apologize to me," Ning Junyan let go, "you want me to give you time to wait for you, I can. But I don't know how long I have to wait, and I don't know what to do to get you to accept me. I'm afraid if I do too much, it will hurt you, and if I do too little, you'll have to hide."
Chen Yuncheng looked at him and said nothing.
Ning Junyan put his hands into his jacket pockets and took two steps back, "Go back and rest, I'll go first. Think about it, and then tell me what I should do."
Chen Yuncheng took a step forward subconsciously, but finally stopped, it was too late, Ning Junyan was going to drive back, and he had to go to work tomorrow, Chen Yuncheng felt that he should not continue to pester him about these things now.
Ning Junyan turned around and walked towards the market gate.
Chen Yuncheng looked at his back and said, "Be careful."
Ning Junyan didn't respond, he just walked a distance, he couldn't help raising his fist to hammer his head, and he started to have a headache again. But he didn't stop, and continued to walk forward.
Chen Yuncheng went back to the store, locked the door and went to the bathroom to wash up. When he was lying on the bed, he heard Guan Anlin in the upper bunk turning over.
"Aren't you asleep?" he asked softly.
Guan Anlin said, "Yes."
They were all silent for a while.
Guan Anlin asked him, "He left?"
Chen Yuncheng replied, "He has to go to work tomorrow."
There was silence for a while, only to hear Guan Anlin turning over in a fidgety manner.
"What kind of relationship do you have with him?" Guan Anlin still couldn't help asking.
Chen Yuncheng put his hands behind his head, opened his eyes and replied, "Yes."
Guan Anlin couldn't help his surprise, "Are you gay?"
Chen Yuncheng said: "It seems that it should be right now."
"Fuck," Guan Anlin scolded swearing, "No wonder you refuse to see my sister."
Chen Yuncheng said to him, "Whether I am gay or not, your sister is not suitable for me."
Guan Anlin stuck his head out from the upper bunk and looked carefully at Chen Yuncheng.
Chen Yuncheng asked him, "What's wrong?"
Guan Anlin asked, "When did you find out that you like men?"
Chen Yuncheng didn't want to answer his question, so he didn't speak.
Guan Anlin asked persistently, "Then have you ever liked me?"
Chen Yuncheng looked at him.
Guan Anlin rolled over and lay back on the bed, and said hastily, "I think I still like women."
Chen Yuncheng said, "It's good, but you must never like men."
Guan Anlin's tone was also cautious: "Would you like to try a woman?"
Chen Yuncheng didn't understand what he meant, "What?"
Guan Anlin said: "Go out from the north gate of the market. Isn't there a lot of massage parlors and barber shops in that street? You just go into one of them and ask if there is any special service, and you will be asked to choose a woman to take to the private room."
The more Chen Yuncheng listened, the more wrong he became. He asked Guan Anlin, "Do you often go to that kind of place?"
Guan Anlin said: "I didn't, I heard what others said."
Chen Yuncheng was a little funny, "I don't need it."
Guan Anlin didn't give up, "If you try a woman, you won't like a man. What's the use of that guy named Ning, no matter how handsome he looks? Does he have breasts? Is it soft when squeezed?"
Chen Yuncheng was already very tired. Listening to Guan Anlin's words, his thoughts diverged a bit. He thought of Ning Junyan's chest muscles, which were not exaggerated but firm. He also thought of the kiss tonight and the temperature of Ning Junyan's body. He was stirred up with enthusiasm, but was interrupted again and again, and now he was awakened again by Guan Anlin's words.
For so many years, Chen Yuncheng didn't feel that he had too strong a need, but now he realized that it was because he hadn't met someone he liked, and he hadn't really experienced anything that made him happy.
Guan Anlin in the upper bunk was still trying to instill in him the benefits of women. Chen Yuncheng's head was full of Ning Junyan. He couldn't listen to it anymore, and said to Guan Anlin, "Don't talk about it."
Guan Anlin stopped immediately. He thought that his words had hit Chen Yuncheng and made Chen Yuncheng imagine that the woman's body had a reaction, so he smiled silently and said, "Don't talk about it, go to sleep." He thought to wait for two days. When you are free, take Chen Yuncheng to experience it personally.
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Guan Anlin: Bend Man's Straightening Plan