The trembling hands finally touched the face she had longed for but never dared to touch.
Tears flowed down Cheng Min's eyes.
"It's great that you're still alive, but you're clearly alive, why didn't you tell me, why didn't you come back, do you know how sad I was when I thought you were dead?"
Cheng Min fondled Leng Yihuang's face, crying and laughing.
...
Lin Xiaomi stood at the porch and didn't take a step in for a long time.
Because the apartment was too quiet, it was a little scary.
In the past, every time she entered the house, she either saw him leisurely lying on the sofa watching TV, or heard him complaining about why she had just come back before seeing anyone.
But at this time, she stood at the door for a long time, but there was still no sound in the room.
It wasn't until her legs were numb that she walked in with stiff steps.
There were still needles and blankets on the sofa that she hadn't cleaned up in time.
His pajamas and pants were all over the floor.
No need to think about it, he was the one who was angry with her that morning, and made a mess of the house on purpose after she left.
Lin Xiaomi couldn't help crying. She suppressed her tears for a whole day, and at this moment, she couldn't hold back anymore.
There are traces of his life everywhere in the room.
When I was with him before, I always thought he was annoying.
Always toss her, always bully her.
Every time she was pissed off by him, he couldn't coax her well, so he insisted on coming over to kiss her, his skin thicker than the corner of a city wall.
She wished to throw him out every time, but he always had a way to soften her heart.
In fact, she didn't really want to send him away. She was also very lonely. After all these years, she was the only one living alone, and she actually wanted to have a companion.
Just like him, he took care of her when she was sick, tolerated her when she lost her temper, teased her when she was bored, coaxed her when she was angry, and gave her money when she had no money. She conjures money, and most importantly, he will remember her birthday.
By the way, he can also make unpalatable egg fried rice.
Lin Xiaomi was lying on his big bed, his breath was full of his smell.
She was crying so hard that she felt like someone had stabbed her heart out. She missed him so much.
He was always pestering her, bullying her, taking advantage of her and even beating her up, making her responsible.
She wants to be responsible now, she owes him a life, she wants to be responsible, but why doesn't he come back
"Lin Hai, you bastard! I told you to go, why didn't you go! Aren't you amazing? Didn't you say that you are invincible? Then why did you die? Come out! You still say I owe you 1497 times, I will return it to you when you come out, come out... "
Lin Xiaomi finally realized what it means to be in pain.
She didn't cherish him when he was by her side, but now that he's gone, she knows that she has him in her heart.
It's just that she didn't want to admit it before.
Every woman has a childhood dream in her heart. She stubbornly wants to keep the dream, but misses the most cherished person around her.
He suddenly bumped into her life, and now he left so quietly.
What to do with her! !
Lin Xiaomi stayed in this place where there were traces of Leng Yihuang's life everywhere, and she felt like she was going crazy, because she always seemed to hear his voice.
in the kitchen,
"Is the meal the best? You're going to starve me to death, and I don't know how to come back and cook soon!"
in the living room,
"What kind of program are you watching? You're crying so bloody, change the channel!"
in the room,
"Baby, the bed is big enough, let's sleep together, we can sleep well."
in the bathroom
"Why did you pick out my panties? It's fine if you wash them together. You woman, you've already washed them together in the shower. Why are you so shy!"
Lin Xiaomi sat slumped on the ground, her arms tightly wrapped around her knees, crying uncontrollably.
The doorbell rang at this moment.
Lin Xiaomi raised her head suddenly, not sure if she heard it wrong.
When the doorbell rang again, Lin Xiaomi quickly got up from the ground, and ran over full of expectation, always feeling that the person outside the door must be him!
"Lin Hai!" Lin Xiaomi opened the door, and when she saw the people outside, her disappointment turned into despair, which instantly overwhelmed her.
"Xiaomi? What's wrong with you? How did you become like this?" Wen Jing stood at the door, looking at the woman in front of her in disbelief.
Her eyes were red and swollen, her face was haggard, her face was as pale as the wall, the clothes on her body were wrinkled, and she was so embarrassed that she almost couldn't help coming.
"Xiaomi? What's wrong with you?" Wen Jing quickly reached out to support her.
"Wen Jing, it's you, why are you here?" Lin Xiaomi looked at her blankly and asked mechanically.
"You haven't gone to work for four days, and you can't get through on the phone. Sun Ru came to me angrily, thinking that I would know, and asked me to tell you that if you don't want to work, you have to go to the company and resign."
Lin Xiaomi nodded blankly, sat on the sofa, curled up her whole body, resting her head on her knees, her whole body was lost.
"Xiaomi, can you tell me what happened? I'm worried about you."
"My grandmother died, Lin Hai also died, and I was left alone."
Wen Jing's eyes flashed: "Why did this happen? How could grandma be so sudden, and who is Lin Hai?"
Lin Xiaomi shook her head lightly, buried herself in her knees, and stopped talking.
Wen Jing hurriedly said: "Okay, I won't ask anymore, I know you are uncomfortable, can you go to bed for a while? I will make you something to eat."
Lin Xiaomi didn't move, the bed was full of his smell, she was afraid that she would cry uncontrollably again in the past.
Wen Jing went into the kitchen and made her a bowl of rice: "I know you may not be able to eat it, but you have to eat a little if you can't, otherwise your body will not be able to bear it. Look, it's only been a few days, and I'm going to admit that you are so thin." If you don’t come out, you’ll fall down yourself if you’re like this.”
Lin Xiaomi finally reacted, yes, she can't fall down, she hasn't avenged them yet, she can't fall down.
She took Wen Jing's noodles and took a bite, but suddenly remembered that she was allergic to the emergency contraceptive pill, so she used her temper to deliberately torment him and asked him to make sliced noodles for her.
Crazy and helpless, he did it over and over again for an entire afternoon before he managed to make a bowl and bring it to her.
Lin Xiaomi ate the noodles in big gulps, forcing herself to eat the whole bowl of noodles, and went to bed to sleep after hearing Wen Jing's words.
When she was breathing evenly, Wen Jing's cell phone rang, and a text message came: How is she
Wen Jing's eyes darkened, and she replied: "It's not very good, I'm a little emotional."
Just as I was about to send it, I thought about it, and added a sentence later: She kept calling Lin Hai's name.