"That's why I wanted to make up for her. During that time, her mood was still very bad, and her mother's condition worsened. I found a psychiatrist for her. After seeing her a few times, she gradually eased."
Tang Fengmo said, frowning tightly, his face was not very good-looking.
Gu Jing listened quietly, not knowing why he wanted to tell her these things, obviously he was not very willing to mention them.
She then said: "This is a matter between you, you don't need to tell me."
Tang Fengmo shook his head: "Actually, I should have told you earlier, so that there would not have been so many misunderstandings. I am only guilty of Liu Chun. The reason why I didn't say it is because..."
Seeing his hesitant to speak, Gu Ning chuckled, and said on his behalf: "I understand, you still can't forget that person, first love is always unforgettable, there are still so many entanglements between you, don't you want to Say I can understand."
She can really understand that first love should be beautiful, but because it is full of deceit, it has changed its taste. After so many years, he still has a grudge and knows how deep his feelings for her were.
It is said that because love becomes hate, as much as you once loved, then how much hate will be.
Then bury this complex emotion of love and hate in the deepest part of my heart, and no one can touch it.
Gu Ning pulled his lips and swallowed the bitterness in his mouth.
"Who said I didn't want to mention it because I still can't forget her?" Tang Fengmo suddenly asked back, which confused Gu Ning who was immersed in his own world.
"… Is not it?"
Tang Fengmo glared at her angrily: "Of course not! I'm not being cheap. She has never had true feelings for me from the beginning to the end. If I can't forget it after all these years, how cheap I must be."
Well…
Why
Gu Ning blinked, confused. Seeing Tang Fengmo staggering his gaze awkwardly, he hesitated for a long time before saying, "It's because of my sudden pleasure in revenge that I caused Liu Chun to suffer so badly. I just... don't want you to know that I have such a dark side, lest you despise me."
I am even more afraid that you think such a dark me... is not worthy of your liking. "
That's why he didn't say anything.
At first when he hadn't realized his feelings for her, he didn't feel the need to say it.
When he realized it, he didn't dare to say it.
Afraid that he would no longer be perfect in her heart, that she would find out that he was not as good as she imagined, and that she would no longer like him.
After Tang Fengmo finished speaking, he looked up at her shyly and nervously. Even if he said it now, he still had no idea.
She already had a big opinion of him now, and she didn't want him anymore. Now that she knew about these dark sides, she didn't know what she would think in her heart.
Gu Ning blinked blankly, seeing his anxiety and insecurity, and didn't know how to react for a while.
She really didn't expect that the reason he kept hiding it was because of herself
Seeing her expressionless face and refusing to speak, Tang Fengmo became more and more flustered: "You... don't you have anything to say?"
"… oh."
oh
that's all
What's the reaction
Seeing his dissatisfied expression on his face, Gu Ning deliberately didn't explain, got up and wanted to wash some fruit, who knew that as soon as he left, he quickly reached out to grab her.
But Nai He had an injury on his hand, and the moment he touched her, he yelled in pain.
Gu Ning looked horrified: "What are you doing, can't you be more honest?"
He looked at her tearfully: "Are you leaving?"
"Yes, I'm leaving now!" He really didn't know what to say, he took the grapes on the table and entered the water room.
When she came out again, the grapes were cut into crystal clear one by one.
Tang Fengmo looked at her with a smile, his eyes narrowed into slits.
Eating the grapes she peeled by herself, she smashed her mouth and said: "This injury is really worth it. If you serve me like this every day, I would rather lie down for the rest of my life."
For his words, Gu Ning only replied two words.
"ill!"
Since they talked about it that day, the two of them haven't mentioned these things again, but the gap in their hearts seems to have disappeared unknowingly.
Gu Ning has to go to the hospital every day. If she doesn't go for a day, the roof of the hospital will be overturned by Tang Fengmo.
No one was allowed into his ward except her.
It was exactly as he said, if she didn't go, he would rather stink himself to death.
Chen Jun turned a blind eye to all this. When he looked at her, his face was as cold as ice, but he didn't say anything.
Only occasionally said angrily: "How did I give birth to such a stupid child like you?"
Because she had to take care of Tang Fengmo, she basically couldn't go to the fitness club, unless she had something important to deal with.
This day, she was caught by Ning Wei as soon as she arrived at the fitness club. She circled around her "tsk tsk" and looked her up and down with narrow eyes.
"What are you looking at, you don't know me anymore!" Gu Ning slammed a chestnut on her forehead.
The action is a bit big, but the landing point is very light.
Ning Wei covered her forehead, looked at her and smiled: "This woman who is nourished by love is different. This kind of beating is like flirting. There is no strength at all. I really envy the dead."
As Ning Wei said, she rushed over to hug her, acting coquettishly and cutely.
Gu Ning couldn't bear to cover her mouth: "I'm getting nervous again."
"Hey, you run to the hospital every day like clocking at a fixed time. You are alone and widowed, and you take care of yourself. Why don't you admit it? Do you want to have an underground relationship? Why, exciting?"
Ning Wei deliberately bit the word "close to the body" and raised her eyebrows at her with an ambiguous expression.
Gu Ning was a little embarrassed by her teasing: "I don't know what you are talking about."
"Oh, I don't know what I'm talking about. Would you like me to bring you a mirror to see the expression on your face, am I going to drink your wedding wine again?"
This Ning Wei has always had a loud voice, Gu Ning really wanted to seal her mouth.
"Sister! I can call you sister, please keep your voice down and don't talk nonsense."
After she finished speaking, she heard Ling Tian's indifferent voice suddenly from behind: "What wedding wine, whose wedding wine?"
Both of them were taken aback by Ling Tian who appeared out of nowhere.
Ning Wei rolled her eyes and slapped her forehead: "By the way, just now Xiaomi said that she has something to do with me, so I'll go find her." After speaking, she ran away.
this man...
Ling Tian looked at her and asked again: "What wedding did she just say?"
Gu Ning smiled, and said to Ling Tian: "It's nothing, don't listen to her nonsense, it's just a joke."
Ling Tian didn't smile: "You've been in the hospital for the past few days? Have you reconciled with Tang Fengmo?"
She didn't know if it was her illusion, but she always felt that Ling Tian's words had a sharp aura, and his face seemed to be very severe.
Gu Ning smiled: "What's wrong with you?" Ling Tian grabbed her shoulder: "Are you stupid! Just because he got hurt because of you, you forgot how he treated you before? "