But how could he allow it to end.
After going through so many things, he finally realized his own heart clearly, how could he allow her to leave his side so easily.
But he understands her.
It was precisely because he knew Gu Ning that Tang Fengmo was so tired but still unable to sleep.
He was afraid that she really didn't want him anymore, and he was afraid that he would really be abandoned.
He also knows that the current situation is very unfair to her. How can he break this deadlock and find a way to get the best of both worlds
Tang Fengmo was in great pain, but a woman's scream interrupted his mood.
He was startled, paused for a moment, stood up abruptly, and rushed into the ward.
At this time, Qi Tong had just fallen asleep but was awakened by a nightmare, looked at the intruder in horror, and fell from the bed to the ground waving his arms.
"Don't come here! Don't touch me! Let me go, I beg you to let me go!" Qi Tong screamed in pain and despair, immersed in the torment of nightmares, wishing to die.
Tang Fengmo subconsciously stepped forward to comfort her: "Qi Tong, calm down, there are no bad people here, only I am here."
Who knew that before his hand touched her, she waved her arms away: "Don't touch me! Don't touch me!"
Tang Fengmo backed away again and again, raising his hands to calm her down: "I won't touch you, I won't touch you, I'll stand farther away, is that okay?"
Qi Tong huddled in the corner, wrapped her arms around herself, trembling constantly, listening to Tang Fengmo's voice, she gradually calmed down, and after realizing that it was just a dream, she couldn't help crying.
That nightmare followed her like a shadow, and she lived in desperate pain all the time. "Did you have a nightmare? It was just a dream. Don't be afraid. There are only two of us here. I won't hurt you." Tang Fengmo watched her gradually calm down, stopped shouting, and raised his voice even louder. Light: "The ground is cold,
Let me help you up, okay? "
Several nurses appeared on the glass window on the door of the ward. They heard the sound, afraid that Tang Fengmo would not be able to hold her down alone, and wanted to help, but Tang Fengmo's eyes signaled them to go back.
Qi Tong buried her face in her knees, shrunk back and forth, Tang Fengmo approached cautiously, not daring to irritate her too much.
Unexpectedly, as soon as her fingertips touched her arm, she waved it and hid behind the table, shouting excitedly, "Don't touch me! Don't touch me!"
The voice was harsh and unpleasant, and Tang Fengmo couldn't help but backed away almost in fright, but she heard her choked up voice faintly saying: "Dirty... I'm dirty..." Tang Fengmo really didn't know how else to comfort her, he could only do it in vain Said: "Qi Tong, everything is over, you have to be stronger, get over this hurdle... I won't touch you, then get up by yourself, the ground is too cold, your current body
Unable to bear it, you go to bed and lie down. "
After saying that, Qi Tong was still huddled there motionless, and after an unknown amount of time, she seemed to slowly react, got up dodging, got on the bed, and hid herself completely under the quilt.
Fortunately, she is still willing to listen to him. Tang Fengmo was sweating all over, sighed silently, and wanted to go out, but heard her panicked: "Are you leaving?"
Tang Fengmo looked back at her, the fear in his eyes made him sympathize.
"I won't go, I will guard here, there will be no bad people, you can sleep in peace."
Hearing this, Qi Tong's trembling body slowly stabilized. Although she didn't dare to meet his eyes from the beginning to the end, she could always calm down a lot when Tang Fengmo was around.
After a long time, even the sound of breathing came out.
Tang Fengmo didn't dare to leave, so he could only lean on the sofa in the ward, exhausted.
After this time, Qi Tong refused to communicate with anyone, and she never even made eye contact. This is her resistance to the outside world.
Although she also rejected Tang Fengmo, she could still listen to what he said.
The most difficult thing was that the nurse came to change her dressing every day, and it took Tang Fengmo to comfort her for a long time before she was willing to let the nurse approach tremblingly.
When Tang Fengmo was not around, she huddled in the corner of the ward, looking at the closed door with frightened and wary eyes, and even the slightest sound would frighten her.
...
Looking at Tang Fengmo's haggard face, Jin Zihang couldn't help but said, "You didn't close your eyes again, did you? Don't let her see any improvement, you should make yourself ill first."
Tang Fengmo said nothing, he didn't stay here purely for Qi Tong, he just didn't think of a way to get the best of both worlds.
Now, he can't see Gu Ning, to be precise, he dare not.
He was afraid that once he met Gu Ning, he would hear her words that she made up her mind to separate from him.
He deluded himself into thinking that if he didn't see each other, he wouldn't be separated.
These days, he has not been able to eat well or sleep well, which can be regarded as a kind of torture and punishment for himself. "Talking to you, you won't fall asleep." Jin Zihang said angrily, and couldn't help persuading: "This woman, no matter how generous she talks, it's just fake generosity. You accompany her day and night like this. A woman, no one can bear,
Don't think that Gu Ning is easy to talk, just think that she doesn't care, I see her, maybe she is suffering, be careful, one day, she really doesn't want you, don't regret it then. "
Jin Zihang was just trying to scare him on purpose, but he was right.
Tang Fengmo's eyebrows twitched, and he closed his eyes and smiled bitterly.
Didn't beat him back like in the past? Jin Zihang was a little surprised, it was rare to see Tang Fengmo so calm.
"Isn't Gu Ning really angry because of that birthday?" Jin Zihang guessed: "Even if she is angry, it's human nature, you have to coax her."
"You don't understand." "I don't need to understand, I just know that if Gu Ning is really angry, you shouldn't stay here now, but go to comfort her, even if she is not angry, she is your wife , you can't stay with other women every day in the hospital
God see her, right? Anyway, no matter what, you shouldn't stay here now, I'll help you watch here, you go to Gu Ning quickly. "
Jin Zihang kept teasing him, but he couldn't understand Tang Fengmo's fear.
It's not that he didn't want to, but he didn't dare.
"Okay, you go and do your work, don't bother me here." Tang Fengmo said violently, got up and walked outside, hiding alone.
The more Jin Zihang thought about it, the more uneasy he felt. Something must have happened to these two people.
Tang Fengmo couldn't make sense here, so he went to find Gu Ning.
"I told you to put it in my place for the late birthday present, and you didn't take it, so I had to deliver it myself."
Gu Ning smiled embarrassedly: "Thank you, then I will treat it as an apology for treating you to dinner." After the meal, Jin Zihang observed carefully, although Gu Ning tried his best to cover up, but he still saw the problem: " You really got into a fight."