"Bastard!" Tang Fengmo didn't expect that his best brother would always covet his wife.
He swung his fist, and the two immediately fought.
Because Qi Tong was replaced by female doctors and nurses on this floor, seeing the two of them fighting desperately, no one dared to step forward, and couldn't stop them, so they could only yell at the side to stop the fight.
Tang Fengmo and Jin Zihang, who have been brothers for more than 20 years, have never had red eyes or fought. This is the first time, but the two tried their best.
Like crazy.
...
Two tall and handsome men were sitting in the safe passage of the hospital with bruised noses and swollen faces.
"You are so ruthless, don't think that I really can't beat you, I just let you in." Jin Zihang covered his face, considering his injury, he would be shameless for at least a week.
The assistant called him just now and informed him that he would attend two meetings tomorrow, and he pushed them all to the vice president.
In his own words—is he shameless!
Tang Fengmo sneered, originally wanted to laugh at this defeated general, but opened his mouth and pulled the open wound on the corner of his mouth: "Unconvinced? Hit again? I will deal with you as usual!"
"Heh, you are half disabled, if I hadn't let you, you would have been unable to get up."
Tang Fengmo: "What's wrong with the semi-disabled one? One hand still cleans you up."
The two of you talk to each other, and neither of them is willing to give in first. They are childish like little boys fighting for toys in the kindergarten.
The two stared at each other unwillingly, not knowing who laughed first, both of them stopped in resentment.
"What you said just now is actually true." Tang Fengmo used an affirmative sentence.
Some things that were once ignored by him now flashed clearly in his mind.
He remembered the time when Gu Ning and Ling Tian took their students to T city for a competition, the first time he got drunk for Gu Ning, Jin Zihang said something similar.
He actually had an impression of those words, but at that time Jin Zihang said that he deliberately provoked him to let him recognize his feelings for Gu Ning, but he also ignored the sincerity in his words.
"After all these years, why didn't you tell me?"
Tang Fengmo was shocked by his own insensitivity. After so many years, he didn't realize it.
Jin Zihang was silent for a while, then laughed at himself: "Is there anything to say, I told you, will you divorce Gu Ning and give her to me?"
I don't know if it was the sarcasm in his words or the meaning in his words, which made Tang Fengmo furious and kicked him again reluctantly.
Jin Zihang stared: "Are you looking for a fight?"
Tang Fengmo: "Come on, whoever doesn't come is a coward."
Jin Zihang snorted coldly: "I'm sick!"
Tang Fengmo: "You are the only one who is sick!"
Seeing that the two of them were about to fight again after a disagreement, the vindictive words were ridiculously unnutritious, and then the two of them fell silent in a tacit understanding of self-contempt.
In the end, it was Jin Zihang who spoke first: "Don't think I let you in on purpose, I won't say it, it's because I know that Gu Ning never has me in her heart, and she has always only had you in her heart. That is, all of us can see that she likes you to the point of madness, only you, an idiot, can't see it!"
For Jin Zihang calling him an idiot, this time, Tang Fengmo didn't reply.
Because even he himself thinks that he is really an idiot.
"It's been so many years since we went to school, she has persisted, even when you don't like her at all and treat her as a buddy, even when Liu Chun appeared, she never wanted to give up, now you finally realize that In your own heart, you are finally together, but she wants to give up, haven't you thought about the reason?"
Of course he knew why.
He owes Gu Ning too much.
Whether it was before or now, there was always very little he could give her. Now, although he put all his heart in front of her, he didn't do everything that a boyfriend or a husband should do.
He knew that as long as he was with Qi Tong for a day, she might get hurt and jealous, but he really didn't know how to reduce the harm to her.
He was unwilling to give up on her, but in front of a life owed to him, he had no choice.
It's not that he didn't think about it, if he didn't care about Qi Tong, he just pretended he didn't know, and he just pretended that he had done his best.
It was hard for him and Gu Ning to get to where they are today. He almost lost her. Fortunately, she was willing to give him another chance. He wanted to cherish and be selfish again.
However, in the dead of night, reality would torture his soul.
If because of his selfishness, Qi Tong stood by and caused her to die in torment and despair, would his conscience be at peace
No, countless times of torture gave him an answer - he will never feel at ease in his life, let alone forgive himself.
"I'm sorry for her and let her down. I know that no woman can tolerate her husband abandoning herself to be with her ex-girlfriend. I know, I know it all!" But I have no choice.
This is also the reason why Tang Fengmo often goes crazy and wants to torture himself.
"She blamed me for hating me for giving up on me, and I understand that."
Jin Zihang turned to look at him: "Who said she hated you?"
Tang Fengmo laughed at himself: "Need to say?"
Jin Zihang raised his eyebrows: "You think I beat you because she complained to me about hating you? Heh, what kind of temper is Gu Ning, you treat her like an ordinary woman? Even if she hates you, she won't She would bother to complain about this kind of thing to outsiders, not to mention, she never hated you."
"I beat you not because she complained, but because, up to this moment, she is still defending you. Do you know what she told me?" The woman Tang Fengmo was talking to, Jin Zihang felt very distressed: "She told me, she doesn't blame you, she understands you, it's fate that you two have come to this point, it's all beyond her control, she gave up on herself, with anyone People don't matter."
"Tang Fengmo, even now she is still defending you, standing in your position and thinking about you, can't you be selfish for her once? You know, if you love someone again, you will be exhausted one day, she chooses to give up , not only for her own sake, but also to keep you from being embarrassed.
She is very clear that now you are more painful and tired than her. You are sandwiched between the two of them, trying to balance and try to achieve the best of both worlds, but you are only one person, you can't do it, she is distressed You, I don't want you to embarrass me, do you understand or not! "
Jin Zihang shouted out the last sentence with all his strength.
His eyes turned red, because he really felt sorry for that hopelessly stupid woman.
He stood up, looked coldly at Tang Fengmo who was still sitting on the ground, and said in a low and firm voice: "I have already said what I should say, and what I said before was not joking, Tang Fengmo, if you really If I give up on her, then I will go after her as it is for myself. I will do my best to give her happiness and never let her get hurt again."