Gu Ning couldn't say it, she couldn't describe her mood in words.
But Wang Ru seemed to understand: "Are you a little shaken now? I'm not sure if the relationship between you will last forever, right?"
It seems to be the case, but it doesn't seem to be the case. Gu Ning can't figure it out by herself. Every time she wants to understand deeply, she will be upset and become very irritable. Wang Ru understood: "Don't worry, Gu Ning, your reaction now is normal. I said at the beginning that the most difficult thing in this process is not the patient but you. I have seen too many similar situations. Human emotions are actually very fragile
Yes, it cannot withstand too many trials and tests, but sometimes it is also the most tenacious, because no matter what they have experienced, there are still many people who can keep their original intentions.
Since ancient times, love and family friendship have been contradictory. A vulgar question: mother and wife fell into the water at the same time, who should the man save? "She smiled faintly: "Every woman hopes that she is the most precious and important one in a man's heart, so how to reflect the word "most"? Often only in the most dangerous moments. People are willing to believe that the instinct is the most real heart
Thoughts, but which one is the most important between mother and wife is actually an unsolvable answer. Wang Ru gave an example: "I read a report that one night, there was a flood in a small village, and everyone was caught off guard. The man's first reaction after waking up was to save his mother who lived nearby. young wife and
Young children, women divorced men after the disaster. Did the man do something wrong, and what did he do wrong? This has always been the focus of debate among netizens. Of course, my example is not very appropriate. After all, Qi Tong and Tang Fengmo are just a past, not a mother-child relationship, but when a woman finds a husband, she often values not only material conditions, but also the man's character
, Among them, the sense of responsibility is a very important one. Of course, it is not a good thing to have too much sense of responsibility, but who can explain this criterion clearly.
If Tang Fengmo is really 'doing nothing but dying', won't it make people feel indifferent? People's feelings are often the most contradictory, and they can only figure it out slowly by themselves, either letting go or compromising. "
Back home, Gu Ning kept thinking about what Wang Ru said.
She agrees with what Wang Ru said: Human beings are a contradictory body, and they are also a tangled body, who are always used to entangled in some unsolvable problems.
However, what Wang Ru thought was wrong was not only because of this unsolvable problem, but to be correct, it was only a small factor.
Wang Ru didn't know her past with Tang Fengmo, nor what they had experienced.
She was really just tired and tired and starting to feel unsure.
She's really not sure if they'll make it to the end, it seems like there are always countless questions lying between them.
These days, she has been struggling with whether they really lost a little fate.
Sometimes, people can't hold back the sky after all.
This night, Gu Ning thought for a long time, and he didn't come to a conclusion until he fell asleep late at night.
Waking up by the phone in the morning, when the news of Qi Tong's suicide and death came, she thought she was dreaming, but it took her a long time to realize it, she got up immediately, washed up and rushed to Ling Tian's villa.
Along the way, her heart was in turmoil.
Obviously I just met yesterday, she was still a good person, and I told her so many truths, but overnight, why did the person disappear.
She once thought about what would happen to her and Tang Fengmo without Qi Tong.
But she didn't realize until now that Qi Tong was not a stranger to her. Although she didn't have much contact with her, she knew about Qi Tong's luck and misfortune. Faced with sudden bad news, she would be at a loss what to do. will be uncomfortable.
When she arrived at the villa, several police cars were parked outside. The possibility of homicide must be ruled out first.
Because the scene was too tragic, the police wanted to know all the people who had contact with the deceased before the incident.
According to the preliminary judgment of the forensic doctor: Qi Tong committed suicide by cutting his wrist between 2:30 and 3:30 last night.
The nurse who discovered it the first time was terrified. At this time, other servants were sitting in the yard to calm down.
Qi Tong stole her makeup mirror early in the morning, broke it, and cut her wrist with the pieces.
The blood on the bed was as if a sharp weapon had stabbed her eyes. She had never seen so much blood in her age, as if it was about to drain all the blood in a person's body.
"Ling Tian, sorry." Gu Ning originally wanted to ask why this happened. Didn't he always ask for his passport to see Qi Tong
How many times she had self-harmed, she was discovered by the nurse and saved. Why was she not discovered until dawn this time.
But when she saw Ling Tian sitting on the sofa as if he had no soul, she couldn't even ask these words, the only thing she could say was "Sorrow and change".
What right does she have to ask? In this world, Qi Tong is Ling Tian's only relative. He tried his best to let her live in peace and joy. Now that Qi Tong is gone, he is the saddest that one.
She had never seen Ling Tian shed tears, but at this moment, his eyes were as scarlet as blood, filled with fragility and pain.
From the moment he discovered it to now, he seemed to have died as well. He seemed to understand nothing and feel nothing, only the horrifying blood red in front of his eyes. Until he heard Gu Ning's voice, he slowly raised his head, and finally couldn't help but choked up and said: "It's all my fault, it's all my fault! There are so many abnormalities, but I have ignored them all. If I found out earlier that if I could
Be careful and it won't be like this. do you know? Yesterday was the happiest day I’ve had in years, she’s like healed, we’re sitting here, talking about a lot of childhood things, she remembers it all, she remembers it all, she even cooks for me my favorite
We ate braised pork ribs, and we chatted until late at night, as if we had returned to our childhood when we depended on each other.
She told me that she has dragged me down all these years, but it will be fine in the future. I'm an asshole! I didn't even hear the overtones of this sentence. "
Last night's Qi Tong made Ling Tian feel the long-lost family affection. He thought that Qi Tong was really well and all the torture was gone, so he forgot to let the guards stay by his side.
Gu Ning's heart trembled, she suddenly remembered that Qi Tong had said the last sentence to her in the hospital, and it turned out that this was what she meant by "without me".
Qi Tong didn't fall ill suddenly and chose to commit suicide, she was already prepared to understand herself.
Gu Ning was suffocated, she didn't think about it at all at the time, she thought Qi Tong simply chose to leave. If she had noticed at that time, would Qi Tong not have died