"I, I'm working hard." Emotional matters are not something he can do whatever he says he wants.
He has done his best, everything a boyfriend should be.
Although he knew that this was far from enough, he was already working hard.
Wang Ru smiled: "Work hard for what? Try hard to love me? But we all know that everything can be accomplished through hard work, only feelings are not."
Jin Zihang is still insisting: "If you don't try it, how will you know it won't work?"
"Haven't we already tried?" Wang Ru said.
"Wang Ru, I have feelings for you, I..." He didn't know what to say, how to describe his feelings for her. But Wang Ru understood, she nodded gently: "I know, in fact, I have always known that your feelings for me are not love, but guilt and responsibility. You are a person. Rare advantages
, but placed on your body, it has become a shortcoming. "
He is too responsible and kind.
He felt that he had taken advantage of her and wanted to make it up to her. At the beginning, I wanted to see her live well. Knowing that she was on a blind date, I was afraid that she would find an unreliable man and be wronged. Later, I found out that she actually liked him, so her happiness rested on him. Talk to her without saying a word
Past.
Although he tried his best to do everything a boyfriend should do, even more conscientious than ordinary boyfriends.
but…
This is not what Wang Ru wants.
"True love is not like this. True love is impulsive and hot-headed, but you can treat it so calmly and analyze it objectively at any time."
Smart as Jin Zihang suddenly understood what was on her mind: "It's not that I don't care about those photos, I just trust you..."
Wang Ru smiled, watching the man's pale explanation.
In fact, after this period of time, she no longer had the initial grief of getting what she wanted, because she had really worked hard, and she could clearly see his dedication, and he also worked hard.
But not loving is not loving. "Zihang, I'm not being angry when I say we're breaking up, and it's not because you don't love me and I don't want to drag you down. Those who say such things are fake, because love is selfish. If I'm with you, I if you can be happy enough
, I will be ruthless and selfish, but... I am not happy. "Because I know that you don't love me, my happiness is thin and pale, so the breakup is for myself, and I don't want to make do with it, and I don't want to gamble with the youngest and most beautiful time of my life—a gamble." you may love me
In the future, I don't want to do this. "
Because she had completely figured it out, Wang Ru didn't feel much sadness when she said these words.
She always knows what she wants, some things that can be obtained through hard work, she has to complete day and night, and some things that cannot be achieved, she will not waste any more time, especially in terms of feelings.
At first, she liked to admire Liang Fan so much, but knowing that he was with Li Li, she gave up without hesitation.
Now, she likes Jin Zihang even more than she liked Liang Fan at the beginning, so she worked hard unwillingly and fought for herself once, but now that she knows and still can't get it, she simply gives up. Because of self-confidence and free and easy, the smile on Wang Ru's face is even more dazzling than the sun on her head: "It's because I don't want to make do with it. How can I, Wang Ru, be inferior to others? No, I am not inferior to others in any way, so I am also worth it." own this world
unique in the world. With you, I believe that maybe you will never let me be wronged for the rest of my life, but it will be as bland and tasteless as plain boiled water. I don't want to, I, Wang Ru, deserve better, the best! "
After seeing Leng Yihuang and Lin Xiaomi, Tang Fengmo and Gu Ning, she knew that there is truly a unique love in this world, and there is a deep affection that must be yours, so she can no longer live an ordinary life.
She will also be unconvinced and unwilling, and she also wants to pursue a beautiful love like theirs.
"I believe I will, it's just a matter of time."
Jin Zihang stared at her blankly, a little dazed by the bright smile on her face.
He seemed to understand her thoughts.
She said that he lost, so he had to agree to this matter unconditionally.
Jin Zihang smiled wryly, he had no choice but to nod.
So, he watched her walk into the apartment without looking back.
...
Wang Ru entered the room and stood in the living room. She took a deep breath, and it turned out that it was really not that difficult to say it.
She has never been a paranoid and entangled character, and she has never had an attitude of being better than nothing. She is free and easy when things happen without entanglement.
During the brief relationship with Jin Zihang, she was very happy because she got it, but she was also unhappy because she might never get it all. She has been carefully suppressing the resentment that was churning in her heart until she went to Liancheng, saw those photos, and heard him analyze those things with her in an orderly manner. She knew at that time that he was willing to take care of her, but he always
Didn't love her at all.
At that time, there was still a voice in her heart for the final stubbornness, telling her that maybe he was such a calm and boring character.
But, she soon learned, it wasn't. In the orchard, when he heard that a pregnant woman fell down, she lost even the most basic judgment, and rushed out in such a panic, she knew that he was not always such a calm person. love so
Only then can we treat her calmly from the perspective of a bystander. For Wang Ru, this kind of relationship is like a tasteless rib, and it is a pity to lose it if it is tasteless. However, she also understands that continuing to insist will only exhaust all the patience of each other.
A pair of resentful couples.
At least she knows herself, and she knows very well that if this continues, one day, she will be tired and angry in a loveless marriage.
So, it's better to cut the mess quickly while she can still get away.
The mobile phone rang in the quiet room, interrupting Wang Ru's thoughts. She took out the mobile phone and saw that it was Liang Fan's call. She didn't want to answer it, so she hung up directly.
But not long after, the phone rang again, and it was still Liang Fan.
She was a little impatient, and picked up the phone with a frown. Liang Fan's apologetic voice came from the phone. "I'm really sorry, Wang Ru, I didn't expect her to do such a thing. It's fine if she suspects me, but how can you also suspect it? She is getting more and more crazy now! It's unreasonable! You Don't worry, I've explained it clearly to her, and I won't let her do anything to hurt you again."