After leaving the hospital, Lin Xiaomi walked aimlessly on the street.
She didn't know where she was going or where she could go.
She just simply wanted to escape from that ward.
She wanted to make herself believe in Leng Yihuang, just like she always believed that Leng Yihuang had no affection for Cheng Min.
However, she found that this time, she couldn't do it.
Because Cheng Min's words are too convincing.
She had always been surprised that Cheng Min and Cheng Jie had been by Leng Yihuang's side for the same length of time, and it was said that A Xing had been with him not for a short time.
But Leng Yihuang obviously wants to take more care of Cheng Min.
In the past, she thought that it was a man's pity and sympathy.
But now that I think about it, maybe it was a guilt towards Cheng Mi? Reluctant
Is it even nostalgic
Calling her name, looking at Cheng Min's face.
So when Cheng Min was injured, he was so concerned and panicked.
Did he think of Cheng Mi, or did he think that he would never see her face again, that he would never be able to fulfill his promise to Cheng Mi
Human imagination is really the most terrifying existence in this world.
It can take root from a seed of doubt, without any irrigation, and thrive on its own.
Lin Xiaomi really didn't want to think about it that way.
But in her mind, a lot of things appeared in front of her repeatedly.
She couldn't even control it.
She was walking down the street in a panic, as distraught as a walking dead.
Several times, he hit passers-by walking on the street.
In broad daylight, bumping into someone would make anyone angry.
The person who was hit was about to get angry when he saw that the person who hit him was a woman so beautiful that it made one's heart palpitate. It's just that the beauty's faceless tears at this time made people's heart ache.
The abuse that had already reached his lips was swallowed back, and he even asked enthusiastically: "Beauty, do you need help?"
But Lin Xiaomi didn't hear the other person's words at all. She walked forward mechanically, her wrist was suddenly tightened, and her body was pulled back abruptly. Then she raised her eyes and looked at the other person as if she had just woken up from a dream.
But unexpectedly saw Xue Haolin.
Xue Haolin frowned and looked at her with distressed eyes: "Xiaomi, what's wrong with you?"
Lin Xiaomi stared at him blankly: "What's wrong with me?"
She raised her hand to wipe it, only to realize that she was crying.
"fine."
"How could it be okay! Did Leng Yihuang bully you?"
He had been following her for a while, and saw her walking down the street like a lost soul. If he hadn't held her back just now, she would have almost crossed the road.
It's not a green light now, and the cars are coming and going at a very high speed, which makes him jump with fear!
"It's really nothing, but you, why are you here?" Lin Xiaomi wiped his eyes and asked softly.
"I... I've been here a long time ago."
"Business trip?"
"No." Xue Haolin pursed his lips, looked down at her, and said what was buried in his heart: "I rushed over after we finished talking on the phone last time. I knew that your situation was relatively difficult at that time, so I wanted to come over help you."
He said with a wry smile: "But when I arrived, Leng Yihuang was already awake, I don't think I need to help you, so..."
So I never looked for her, never appeared in front of her.
He really thought it was his chance.
But he forgot, God likes to play jokes on me and play him.
If you want to say that you are not moved, it must be a lie.
After all, they had nothing to do with each other anymore, but he really wanted to help her.
"Thank you, Haolin."
Seeing her uneasiness, he smiled indifferently: "Thank you, why don't you say goodbye and be friends? How can I put it, we are also old friends from childhood, why are you so polite to me?"
"And, actually, I lied to you just now, hahaha, I'm here on a business trip."
Of course, Lin Xiaomi would not believe his words. If he was on a business trip, how could he be walking on the street so leisurely.
"Are you okay now? How about I buy you coffee?"
Xue Haolin raised his eyebrows unexpectedly, and readily accepted: "Okay."
The two found a coffee shop nearby. The strong aroma of coffee was not as good as what he usually drank, but it made him feel extra delicious after drinking it in his mouth today.
The woman opposite has been in a daze since she sat down.
This is not the happy woman he saw in Shuncheng back then.
"Xiaomi, what happened, can you tell me? Aren't we friends? Aren't friends supposed to be used to solve problems?"
"After all, I am a few years older than you, and many times are deeper than you see. Would you like to tell me? I don't often do such things as a bosom brother."
Lin Xiaomi smiled helplessly. She is really upset now, let alone analyze the problem rationally, even if she calms down and doesn't think about it, she can't do it.
She hesitated for a moment, and looked at Xue Haolin's sincere eyes.
She briefly talked about Cheng Min's injury for Leng Yihuang, and of course, also included Cheng Min's obvious thoughts about Leng Yihuang.
Xue Haolin nodded: "Any man is sympathetic to women, especially to women who are willing to block bullets for themselves, but I think Leng Yihuang has no other intentions for her, otherwise, stay with me It’s been there for so many years.”
Lin Xiaomi knew everything he said, but...
The spoon gently stirred the coffee in the cup, watching them turn around and around, forming a vortex.
She asked subconsciously: "Does first love mean different things to you men? Will you never forget your first love?"
Xue Haolin on the opposite side suddenly became silent. She looked up and looked into Xue Haolin's deep and complicated eyes.
Only then did Lin Xiaomi realize what she had asked.
Strictly speaking, they are each other's first love.
How could she ask him such a question!
Lin Xiaomi was instantly annoyed.
"No, I asked the wrong question, I actually wanted to ask you just now..."
"yes!"
Xue Haolin took a deep look at her: "First love is the most beautiful existence for men, because at that time, most men were still innocent and had nothing, and the feelings at that time were the purest and most beautiful for them. Most memorable."
The atmosphere was a bit awkward, and Lin Xiaomi didn't know how to respond.
But she was thinking about what he had said, which she had said in a book.
First love is always different for men.
Heart sank more and more.
There was a chill in her chest, and it was obviously very empty, but she always felt that something was pressing her down and she couldn't breathe.