Xu Ruoxing sat in front of the computer for the entire afternoon, either typing on the keyboard or staring at the screen. Su Yi thought she was working and did not disturb her. She just added water for her every half an hour and cut some fruit for her. Half an hour later, she fell asleep on the sofa.
Xu Ruoxing started a video conference and looked up to see what Su Yi was doing. She was lying on her side playing with her phone just a moment ago, but now she had the phone next to her cheek, holding it weakly in her hand. Xu Ruoxing was worried that the phone would hit Su Yi's face. She walked over, took away Su Yi's phone, half squatted down, and just stared at Su Yi.
Ever since the car accident, everything between the two of them has been a complete mess. Xu Ruoxing was able to follow her own pace at the beginning, and wanted to wait until Su Yi's emotions were stable before telling her the truth. Now that she is stable, does she dare
It’s not that I don’t dare, it’s that I can’t bear to do it.
Xu Ruoxing couldn't bear to leave Su Yi, who still acted coquettishly towards her, smiled at her, and called her wife sweetly. She seemed to see a cliff thousands of feet high in front of her. She stood on the edge, looking at Su Yi on the other side of the cliff, and wanted to jump down without hesitation.
Unfortunately, she was not qualified to jump.
Xu Ruoxing felt astringent at the tip of her heart. The sweetness of this period was wrapped in needles. Sooner or later, Su Yi would know the truth, would know that her identity as his wife was just a stolen one, would know that the love should have been for someone else, and the sweetness would disappear. At that time, only Su Yi's contempt and the needles on her chest would remain, piercing her heart one by one.
It will be full of holes and devastated.
She knew everything, but she was still happy with it. Xu Ruoxing couldn't help but think of a time when she and Li Chen were drinking together. Li Chen was drunk and asked her, "Ruoxing, do you have someone you like?"
At that time, Su Yi's figure appeared in her mind.
have.
She said.
Li Chen asked again: "Is there anyone who loves her so much that she is the only one you can have?"
She was silent.
It seemed like she didn't have such deep feelings for Su Yi, not loving her so much that she couldn't live without her. At that time, she could still accept Su Yi's request for divorce at any time, so, she didn't love her so much, right
But what about now
Now, she couldn't accept the thought of Su Yi's eyes changing from hot to cold when he looked at her.
How did things get to this point step by step
Xu Ruoxing believes that she is rational and will not be blinded by her feelings no matter how much she likes someone. But what if she likes Su Yi even more than she already likes him
Isn't she just deceiving herself and blinding herself now
Su Yi didn't even need to do anything, she could cover her eyes by herself. The calmness and rationality she had claimed to be in the past were just a joke, and people were laughing at her as if no one was around.
The person who put herself in a dilemma was herself.
She was greedy and took Su Yi's heart.
Xu Ruoxing lowered her head and pushed Su Yi's hair behind her ears, revealing her beautiful profile. Su Yi's breathing was steady and long, her nose was straight and thin, and her lips were light pink. Xu Ruoxing only took a quick glance, her eyes fixed on those thin lips.
These lips, kissed hers, were soft and warm.
She ran her fingertips from Su Yi's hair to her thin lips, rubbing them back and forth. An unprecedented impulse surged in her body, overcoming her reason. She was shouting and yelling, asking her to lower her head and touch that softness.
Xu Ruoxing's eyes were burning. The only sound in the entire living room was the faint sound of the air conditioner, which was no louder than her heartbeat, thump thump!