The first time, after losing her memory, Su Yi called Xu Ruoxing. She was no longer cold and indifferent as before. Her voice was full of grievance. She cried fiercely in Xu Ruoxing's arms, and her words were unclear. She kept saying "wife" to Xu Ruoxing, "Don't ignore me, I'm scared." Xu Ruoxing was so distressed that she was about to suffocate. She put her right hand on Su Yi's back. Su Yi sobbed and she patted Su Yi: "I'm not angry with you."
"You lied to me." Su Yi cried with red eyes and red nose. She looked pitiful and fragile, but she didn't forget to accuse: "You are just angry!"
Xu Ruoxing said helplessly: "I'm really not angry with you."
Su Yi said: "Then why don't you pay attention to me?"
Xu Ruoxing pursed her lips: "I didn't ignore you either."
Su Yi was sullen in her arms: "You locked the door."
Xu Ruoxing was speechless. She had indeed locked it up. She was drunk and offended Su Yi by kissing her. Who knew what she would do when she was drunk? She locked herself up.
But I couldn’t tell Su Yi.
Su Yi said, "Actually, I know I was wrong. I shouldn't have doubted you." She lowered her head, and a small swirl of hair on top of her head was wrapped around Xu Ruoxing's neck. Su Yi apologized muffledly, "I'm sorry."
Xu Ruoxing said: "I should say sorry."
Su Yi raised her eyes. Behind Xu Ruoxing was the light of the room, and Xu Ruoxing's outline was hidden in the darkness. She couldn't see Xu Ruoxing's expression clearly, but she could see Xu Ruoxing, touch her, and cry in her arms.
At this moment, she felt extremely at ease.
Xu Ruoxing coaxed Su Yi into the room and laid her on the bed. Su Yi cried for a long time and she rubbed her eyes: "Are they swollen?"
She had to go to Xu Ruoxing's house tomorrow, and she didn't want to go with swollen eyes. Xu Ruoxing had no choice but to say, "I'll get some ice."
Su Yi nodded and watched her walk out. The light fell on her slender back, forming circles of soft halo. When she came back, Su Yi fell asleep on the edge of the bed. Xu Ruoxing held the ice wrapped in a towel. She wanted to laugh, but also felt distressed.
She walked over, squatted beside Su Yi's bed, and gently straightened Su Yi's body so that she was lying on her side. Su Yi had just cried so hard that her face was covered with water stains and there were water droplets on her eyelashes. She was just like a child who was unhappy and cried loudly when she was a child. Xu Ruoxing felt a pain in her heart and held her tightly, making it painful to breathe. She pushed Su Yi's hair behind her ears, revealing her fair face, and put a towel wrapped in ice cubes at the corners of Su Yi's eyes. Su Yi frowned, but did not wake up.
I'm so tired of crying.
It was as if he was shouting with all his strength, telling her not to ignore her.
Xu Ruoxing's eyes were hot and a little red. She grasped the edge of a dry towel and carefully and gently wiped Su Yi's slightly swollen eyes, over and over again, very patiently, until the ice was about to melt and then she changed the dry towel. She repeated this process until midnight. She sobered up and sat on the sofa outside. She could still hear Su Yi's crying in her ears.
Xu Ruoxing, don't ignore me, I'm scared.
Su Yi.
I'm scared too.
I'm afraid that if I respond to you now, one day when you regain your memory, you will no longer want me.
Xu Ruoxing put her hand on her forehead. The ice in the dry towel melted and turned into a wet towel. She covered her entire face with the wet towel.