The moment she saw Xu Ruoxing, Su Yi's eyes turned red. She held the phone tightly, the edge of the phone hurt her hand, Su Yi's heart was in suspense, the tinnitus suddenly worsened, buzzing non-stop, she could not hear anything the doctor said on the phone, it was as if two large balls of cotton were stuffed in her chest, all sounds were blurred, and it was as if the cotton was stuffed in her chest and throat, making it difficult for her to speak.
Su Yi sat there in a daze, her body trembling tensely. Xu Ruoxing appeared without any warning. The thing she had always feared the most finally happened.
Afraid that she would know and blame herself.
I was afraid she didn’t know and I didn’t want to lie.
These two kinds of consciousness quarreled and clamored in her body every day, tearing her apart. She was in so much pain that she didn't know what to do. Su Yi's face was pale, and she sat blankly on a chair a few meters away like a puppet on a string.
She kept staring at Xu Ruoxing. She wanted to see the shape of Xu Ruoxing's lips and what she would say, but Xu Ruoxing didn't say anything. She just pursed her lips and seemed very angry.
When the doctor entered the consulting room, she saw Su Yi and Xu Ruoxing staring at each other. The doctor said, "The family members are here too." Then she walked to Su Yi and asked, "Where's the medical card?"
Su Yi inserted the medical card. The doctor sat in front of her, looked at the blank medical record, and asked kindly, "What's the situation?"
Xu Ruoxing's eyes fell on Su Yi. Su Yi opened her mouth, still looking a little nervous. The doctor looked at the two of them and comforted them: "Don't be too nervous. The more nervous you are, the more difficult it is to cure this psychological problem. Relax."
Su Yi glanced at Xu Ruoxing and said, "Tinnitus." She handed the doctor the examination report and results from the city hospital, "These are the previous examination results."
The doctor nodded, looked at Xu Ruoxing, and said, "You sit down too."
Xu Ruoxing sat next to Su Yi with a calm look. Su Yi turned her head to look at her, only to see her tense profile and a cold jawline. Su Yi twisted her hands, her heart was in turmoil. She lowered her eyes to hide her uneasy thoughts.
The doctor looked up after reading her report: "Is this recently published?"
Su Yi nodded, and the doctor asked, "So what are your recent symptoms like?"
Su Yi thought about it seriously for a while and said, "It's getting worse recently."
Xu Ruoxing paused and closed her eyes. She was totally unaware of Su Yi's serious condition. She turned her head and Su Yi saw the back of her head. She felt very uncomfortable and her stomach was churning. She tightly grasped the edge of the bag and held back the urge to vomit. The doctor asked, "Do you have a headache?"
Su Yi shook her head.
The doctor asked, "Are you feeling nauseous?"
Su Yi was silent for a moment and nodded.
The doctor then asked, "How long has the tinnitus lasted?"
Su Yi roughly estimated the time and said, "Now, the time is getting longer and longer."
At first, there was only a bang, and then it gradually became inaudible for only one or two minutes. Now it was several minutes apart. Her eyes were slightly red, and she looked at the doctor. The doctor took notes carefully: "Before the explosion, have you encountered a similar explosion?"
Xu Ruoxing turned back and looked at the doctor: "Is it related to the explosion?"
Su Yi tensed her body.
The doctor explained: "The explosion may only be a trigger. We still need to find the main cause. Miss Su's mental condition is quite serious." Xu Ruoxing looked at Su Yi. She didn't know any of this. The doctor said: "Miss Su, I just gave you a stethoscope. You go in first, I'll be right back."