Su Yi's eyes were slightly red, and she spoke softly, as if she was talking to herself. Xu Ruoxing suddenly thought of that night when Su Yi thought she was angry and rushed into her arms, saying very softly, "Xu Ruoxing, don't ignore me. I'm scared."
Xu Ruoxing was so distressed that she could no longer hold back her emotions. She reached out and pulled Su Yi into her arms, wrapped her arms around her slender waist, buried her head in Su Yi's neck, and said, "I'm not angry."
She comforted Su Yi, and also comforted herself. Xu Ruoxing said: "I'm not angry."
Su Yi was suffocating in her arms. When he heard her words, his eyes turned red, and tears from the corners of his eyes were burning. They fell into Xu Ruoxing's collar, sticking to her skin, like fire, burning and hot.
Xu Ruoxing hugged her tightly, and they both stood beside the car, without saying a word, only sobbing silently.
After a long while, Su Yi said, "I'm sorry."
She said: "I didn't mean to hide it from you, I..."
Xu Ruoxing patted her back, gently stroked her hair, and said, "I know."
The voice was stuck in her throat, and Xu Ruoxing's eyes were red. She closed her eyes and said, "I know everything."
Su Yi didn't say anything else, but just hugged her even tighter.
The fear, worry and tension were relieved and she slowly relaxed. Her complexion recovered a little and she looked at Xu Ruoxing again with a cautious look in her eyes. Xu Ruoxing couldn't bear to meet her eyes and couldn't help but hug her, trying to give her strength.
The two stood there for a while. It was hot and humid, and there were many people coming and going, looking at them from time to time. Su Yi lowered her head and said, "I'll go drive."
She wiped the tears from her eyes, and Xu Ruoxing pulled her into the car. After opening the passenger door, Su Yi said, "I'm driving."
"I know." Xu Ruoxing said, "I'll drive it later."
Su Yi had no objection. Sitting in the car, Xu Ruoxing turned on the air conditioner. The car was quiet. Su Yi took the mobile phone from her bag and it touched the medicine box, making a crackling sound. Xu Ruoxing tilted her head and looked at her bag and the medicine inside. She felt as if someone was strangling her throat and it was difficult for her to speak.
She really never thought that Su Yi would have such serious psychological problems.
Although she used to be cold, she looked like a normal person. However, Li Chen complained more than once: "Is your wife really a normal person? Don't tell me she's an alien."
She thought it was a joke at the time, but now thinking back on it, she feels extremely regretful.
Xu Ruoxing tightly gripped the steering wheel, lowered her eyes and drove, her mind was very confused. Before coming, she had thought of some one-sided things, the worst of which was the sequelae of the explosion. She did not expect that Su Yi's problem came much earlier, much earlier.
She supported the edge of the car window with one hand, her fingers against her lips, and pursed her lips very tightly, her nerves were tense, and every part of her body was screaming in pain, every inch of her skin, every bone, from inside to outside, she was suffocated by the pain, and her fingertips were trembling with pain.
Su Yi sat in the passenger seat, glancing at Xu Ruoxing out of the corner of her eye, seeing her slender wrist resting on the steering wheel. The watch she wore was the one she had given her. The inside of the watch was starry sky color, twinkling like stars, shining brightly and somewhat dazzling.
She came back to her senses and called out, "Xu Ruoxing."
Xu Ruoxing turned around when she heard the voice and looked at Su Yi. Su Yi was sitting quietly in the passenger seat, her expression as calm as a porcelain doll, except that her eyes were red and her cheeks were wet. She just called out and didn't say anything, as if testing whether Xu Ruoxing had calmed down.