The fact that Xue Chen can say such words shows that he has let go of his heart. Having known each other for many years, many things do not need to be explained. Maybe he can't let it go completely for the time being, but at least he has accepted the fact.
Xia Zhen's mood brightened and she started discussing with him.
When he reached the door of the house, Xia Zhen said to him, "Wait a minute, I'll open the door first." The phone was not hung up, and she took the phone to look for the key in her bag. It was late and her parents were probably asleep, so she opened the door herself, not realizing that her mother was sitting on the sofa in the living room with the TV off.
Xia Zhen was quite surprised, and said while changing her shoes, "Mom, why aren't you asleep yet?"
"Xia Zhen, what is this?" Ms. Tian held a blank piece of paper in her hand, her tone was serious and her face was full of anger. "Blind date plan? Breakup plan? You and Xiao Pei have always had the purpose of breaking up quickly?"
"Mom..." Xia Zhen was startled, "That was from before, I..." She secretly regretted not throwing away this piece of paper, in fact she almost forgot about it, and she hasn't taken it out to read it for a long time.
Ms. Tian interrupted her: "Are you doing this to Xiao Pei?" When I helped Xia Zhen unpick and wash the sheets today, I saw that her desk was a little messy, so I helped her tidy it up. The front of this piece of paper was exposed, and the title was too eye-catching After she took it out and looked at it, she was angry and disappointed.
Xia Zhen was flustered, and suddenly remembered that the phone hadn't hung up, and felt even more annoyed. She put the phone next to her mouth and said, "I'll call you later, hang up first."
Ms. Tian was stunned, and asked, "Whose phone is that? Xiao Pei's?" It would be terrible if Pei Chengan heard this, she just wanted to ask Xia Zhen what was going on first.
Xia Zhen walked over and put the phone on the coffee table, then stood up straight. "It belongs to Xue Chen."
Ms. Tian breathed a sigh of relief.
Xia Zhen went on to say, "Mom, this thing has been scrapped long ago, and I've changed my mind now." Her expression was serious, rarely solemn.
"What are you thinking now?"
"I have fallen in love with him and want to marry him and spend my whole life with him."
Ms. Tian looked at her with scrutiny, trying to tell the truth from her face. Known daughter Mo Ruomu, she believed her, but still sighed. "At the beginning when I proposed a blind date to you, I felt something was wrong when you agreed. I also thought that you were just playing it off and going to meet, but I didn't expect you to have such a plan at that time."
"The plan can't keep up with the changes. He was very kind to me, and your daughter has fallen like this." Xia Zhen said nothing to her mother, but she was a little embarrassed to reveal her feelings like this.
"It's fine if it falls." Ms. Tian was relieved a lot, but then said: "Don't fall too deep, and give yourself a way out." No matter what, as a parent, you still worry about your children getting hurt.
Xia Zhen smiled, feeling a little touched. "Mom, I've actually been troubled by this matter recently." She has been hiding this matter in her heart, and no one can confide in it. Now that she has been discovered and her mother understands, it is just right for her to talk about it.
"Huh?" Ms. Tian asked her with her eyes.
Xia Zhen sat down beside her, hugged her arm, leaned on her shoulder, and said melancholy: "Your daughter has done something wrong, and I feel uneasy."
Ms. Tian snorted: "Who told you to come up with such a crazy idea, you deserve it!"
"Mom! Your daughter is already very ashamed and regretful, so you can comfort me." Xia Zhen said coquettishly.
"Can't be comforted."
Xia Zhen sighed again weakly, "Recently, I've been debating whether to confess to him and ask for his forgiveness, but I'm also afraid that he will blame me." Her voice became smaller and smaller. By the way, Xue Chen heard it just now, would he... Xia Zhen sat up straight suddenly, feeling panicked again.
"What's wrong?"
"Mom, I'll make a phone call first!" She grabbed the phone on the table and got up to go back to her room, but Ms. Tian pulled her down the next second.
"Don't tell him, at least not right now. You can tell him at a good time when your relationship is stable, and the attitude is very important."
Xia Zhen knew that her mother had misunderstood. In fact, she wanted to call Xue Chen. Ms. Tian didn't know about her and Xue Chen's affairs. She had asked Xia Zhen and Xue Chen many times before, but Xia Zhen always denied it. , she stopped thinking about it. Xia Zhen also doesn't want to tell her about Xue Chen's recent changes, after all, it's over. No, if it doesn't work out, it won't be over. She knows Xue Chen's character, if he was willing to go all out and say those things to her last night, then today he might not give up because of what he just heard.
"Well, I know. I just wanted to talk to him. I haven't told him that I've arrived home safely." Xia Zhen smiled, but the smile was a bit far-fetched.
"Then you go, remember not to say it for the time being, your plan was thought of when you didn't know him, and you didn't have any feelings when you first met him. Later, after knowing him for a long time, you found out that he is good... In short, he should I will forgive you, don't worry too much."
"Yes. Mom, tear this up for me." Xia Zhen said, but immediately regretted it, "Let's keep it." She took the planning sheet from Ms. Tian's hand, and she seemed to have a plan. idea.
Xia Zhen went back to her room, sat at the desk, and struggled with what to say to Xue Chen on the phone in her hand.
Not long after, she quickly dialed Xue Chen's phone number.
The phone was picked up quickly, "Xia Zhen..."
"Xue Chen...you heard what my mother said just now, right?" She asked decisively without any further hesitation.
"Well, it turns out that you are not serious about him..." Xue Chen's tone was lightly cheerful. He is indeed in a good mood now, and the haze of this period of time has dissipated a lot just now.
Xia Zhen sighed secretly, and said, "No! Xue Chen, that was just a plan I made before I met Pei Chengan. I changed it not long after I met him, because I really fell in love with him." When she said these words, Xia Zhen was very depressed. If only she could tell Pei Chengan these things, she would have told others in the past two days.
Xue Chen was silent, Xia Zhen went on to say: "I just want to confess to him recently, I hope he can forgive me, and then continue well."
"What if he doesn't forgive?"
Xia Zhen pursed her lips, and then said resolutely, "I won't let you go even if you don't forgive me. One day he will forgive." In her heart, she thought that Pei Chengan would forgive herself, because he is really a good person, tolerant , generous, treat her well.
Suddenly miss him.
"What if there is no such day?" Xue Chen knew that his words were cruel, but he still asked.
"No." Xia Zhen was very firm. She believed that Pei Chengan could tell whether her feelings for him were true or not. She also had a clear conscience for her sincere dedication during this period of time. She believed that Pei Chengan would forgive her.
Suddenly, she seemed less afraid to tell him.
Xue Chen smiled bitterly, knowing that he really had no chance this time. "Well, I wish you happiness." Since you can't get it, you can only wish.
"Thank you, Xue Chen. You... have to find your happiness quickly."
After hanging up Xue Chen's phone, she immediately called Pei Chengan.
When Pei Chengan arrived home, Xia Zhen heard his mother's voice, then he seemed to have entered the room and became quiet.
"I just got home." Pei Chengan's voice was a little smiling, and a little doting.
Just hearing his voice, Xia Zhen's heart was pounding.
In the past, she always felt that it was strange to describe it like this. Isn't her heart beating every moment? It was only later that she realized that the usual heartbeat was very weak, and sometimes it was so strong that she couldn't ignore it.
She didn't know that the feeling of liking someone was so beautiful and exhausting. She would often think about it, but all the messy thoughts would be wiped out by his smiles, how amazing.
"Pei Chengan..." she called out in a low voice, but stopped talking.
"Um?"
"I miss you." She blushed.
Pei Chengan also blushed, but his smile was bright. "I miss you too." Although it wasn't long before we separated.
"I have something to tell you."
"What's up?"
"We'll talk about it next time we meet." Let's get vaccinated now.
"good."
"It's a bad thing."
"Yeah." Pei Chengan was very calm.
"It was a wrong thing I did once, but I have repented."
Pei Chengan frowned, "What's the matter?"
Xia Zhen originally just wanted to tease and exaggerate herself, her tone was still joking, but it seemed likely to cause misunderstandings, so she hurriedly said: "It's not a matter of moral decline, it's just..." She seemed to be getting more and more descriptive blacken.
Pei Chengan suddenly laughed, and said, "What other immoral things can you do?"
The subtext is to believe in her character? Xia Zhen felt a little relieved. "Actually, it's quite immoral. I'll tell you again when the time comes. You... Be mentally prepared."
In fact, she still has no idea in her heart. What if he really minds? He was very serious to her from the very beginning, what if he knew that his serious treatment was false, and felt that he was not respected
Everyone has self-esteem, and it is hard to forgive if it touches the bottom line.
Facing the person you like, your mind is always very complicated.
"Okay, how about I pick you up tomorrow morning and have breakfast together."
"No!" Xia Zhen immediately refused, she didn't want to say so soon. Realizing that she reacted too much, she said again, "It's too early, I can't get up."
"Alright, see you after get off work tomorrow."
"Oh, but I don't know if I have to work overtime tomorrow. If I do, I'll see you the day after tomorrow." She still didn't dare to face it.
Pei Chengan had no objection.
After talking on the phone, Xia Zhen took a deep breath, and then her shoulders drooped.
Soon she cheered up again, took her pajamas to take a shower, then sat down at the desk, took out a brand new A4 paper, and began to write her rescue plan.