Gu Qingcheng's hands trembled more and more, his whole heart seemed to be stuffed into a meat grinder, and there was nothing left after it was broken.
"So, Uncle Qingcheng, in fact, it's really better to live than to be alive. Others say that it's better to live alone than to live alone, but I think it's better to live alone... you can be reunited with your family after death! You don't have to do it just because you once promised me like my father If you want to take care of me, you feel that you must protect me or something. I am an adult, and I know what choice to make is the best and happiest for me! I am not cowardly, this is the result of my deliberation!"
Yun Liuli spoke clearly, like a world-weary old man who had already decided to die.
Gu Qingcheng's lips moved, and he wanted to say something, but in the end he just pressed his lips tightly and bit his back molars...
He knew that Yun Liuli was forcing him, he knew it...but his heart was still in a mess.
"Uncle Qingcheng..."
"Shut up!" Gu Qingcheng's forehead was throbbing with veins.
"Uncle Qingcheng..."
"Yun Liuli, I tell you to shut up!" Gu Qingcheng pulled Yun Liuli's wrist and was so furious for the first time.
"Uncle Qingcheng, you always said you wanted me to stay away from you. Isn't the distance between life and death not enough?! No matter how far away... I don't know where to go!" Yun Liuli smiled at Gu Qingcheng, her nose flapping slightly , already tears Lianlian.
Gu Qingcheng's big hand holding Yun Liuli's slender wrist slightly loosened his strength. At this time, Gu Qingcheng's emotions were turned upside down... He was unwilling to make any decisions, but his body was still uncontrollable by reason, and he hugged Yun Liuli into his arms.
His eyes were red and his breathing was heavy.
The position of the heart has never been so painful.
Unable to hear Gu Qingcheng's movement for a while, Yun Liuli put her small hand on Gu Qingcheng's abdomen and wanted to push Gu Qingcheng away: "Uncle Qingcheng, you'd better... let me go!"
This was already the last thing Yun Liuli could do for their relationship, this time... Yun Liuli had to hit the nail on the head.
"You can't hug me like this for the rest of your life. When you know what I think about you, you hug me like this... it will only make me more greedy and make me nostalgic for this world."
"Yun Liuli, you are forcing me!" Gu Qingcheng hugged Yun Liuli tightly, "Use your life to force me..."
Yun Liuli's throat twitched, but she still responded: "Mmm..."
When she was planning to burn the boat, she didn't think that she could play tricks in front of Gu Qingcheng without him noticing.
None of the words that Ke Yunliuli said was a lie.
Once, Yun Liuli couldn't love her, she felt that she was the only one in the world, and she had the idea of committing suicide many times.
It's just that Yun Liuli has never been good at expressing her feelings with others. In the dead of night, negative emotions seriously affect her thinking, and the idea of committing suicide turns over and over in her mind.
There were even times when she had a knife on her wrist.
Yun Liuli knew where the arteries were, and knew that most of the horizontal blood vessel cuts shown on TV could be rescued as long as they were discovered, so every time the knife was on her wrist, she planned to cut it vertically.
It's not that Yun Liuli doesn't have the courage to die, it's just that every time she thinks of Gu Qingcheng, Gu Qingcheng's self-blaming or sad expression after her death, she can't bear it.
Even if she couldn't love her, Yun Liuli never thought of taking revenge on Gu Qingcheng, let alone using her own death to take revenge on Gu Qingcheng, she was really just too lonely.
"If it wasn't for love to the end, how could I force you?!" Yun Liuli's voice was low.
Gu Qingcheng didn't speak, but hugged Yun Liuli tightly.
"Uncle Qingcheng..." Yun Liuli tightly grabbed the clothes on both sides of Gu Qingcheng's narrow waist with both hands, stood on tiptoe, and her fragrant lips as soft as petals fell on Gu Qingcheng's chin.
He could feel Yun Liuli trembling...
Gu Qingcheng hugged the little girl in his arms even tighter, struggling in his heart.
"In this world, apart from having you and your love... I don't have any nostalgia!" Yun Liuli tiptoed higher.
The breathing of the two was entangled, and Gu Qingcheng's breathing was so heavy that he almost couldn't restrain himself from kissing Yun Liuli, but his rationality clamored for Gu Qingcheng to wake up.
Once he crossed the Thunder Pond, what else could he bring to Yun Liuli besides homelessness and danger? !
"If I can't be with you, I'd rather die!" Yun Liuli's voice was choked up.
Gu Qingcheng's Adam's apple twitched, and his reason was completely defeated. He clasped Yun Liuli's small face with his big hand and kissed it.
The hot and hot thin lips are different from Yun Liuli's slightly cold lips stained with tears, just a light touch makes Yun Liuli shudder.
This is the first time that Gu Qingcheng took the initiative to kiss, which made Yun Liuli feel sweet and sour at the same time. The veil between them was completely broken, right? !
Yun Liuli climbed up Gu Qingcheng's generous back with her small hands, closed her eyes, and became more active.
Some lines cannot be crossed, and some barriers cannot be stepped on...
Gu Qingcheng originally knew where the boundary between him and Yun Liuli was, but after the lips touched and the body fluid intersected... Gu Qingcheng's brain was completely destroyed.
This is the girl I really cherish and love, and some things buried in my heart are about to explode.
Yun Liuli was also courageous, taking advantage of Gu Qingcheng's breath disorder, pushed him backwards, and the two of them fell together on the soft big bed.
The little girl pulled Gu Qingcheng's clothes indiscriminately with her own bravery, but Gu Qingcheng held her hands down, and he pressed Yun Liuli's shoulders with both hands, separating her from him.
"Yun Liuli! Stop here!" Gu Qingcheng restrained the strong lust and hoarseness in his voice.
The hotness in Yun Liuli's eyes gradually cooled, she nodded, pulling the corners of her lips in embarrassment, lowering her eyes to look away from Gu Qingcheng.
Gu Qingcheng panicked for no reason, he tightened his grip on Yun Liuli's shoulders, and his Adam's apple slipped: "I mean... not today, before you recover from your injury, you still have time to think clearly, after you recover from your injury, if you don't Change your original intention, and you won’t regret it later.”
Yun Liuli's heart was pounding.
What she saw was Gu Qingcheng's deep and well-defined face, and his deep black eyes were not perfunctory to coax the child, but seriousness... unprecedented seriousness!
Yun Liuli is sure, this is not an excuse Gu Qingcheng used to reject her!
Yun Liuli's world-weary thoughts hurt Gu Qingcheng and woke him up.
If Yun Liuli was impulsive, did she also act impulsively for too long...
In the past few years, Gu Qingcheng has been cold to Yun Liuli for nearly a year, but Yun Liuli's thoughts on Gu Qingcheng have not diminished.
Gu Qingcheng still wants to leave time for Yun Liuli, but he wants Yun Liuli to think carefully about the situation that he will get in the next step...
"I am much older than you, and I will age faster than you! In the future, you will still be handsome, but I am an old man! Even I may not die well, and I will implicate you!"
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