"Look, you can't do what I want, but you beg me to compromise!" Bai Xiaonian smiled at Lu Jinnan, the smile not reaching his eyes.
Seeing that Lu Jinnan frowned and didn't speak, Bai Xiaonian's voice became softer, a bit fierce, calm as if he was reciting prose: "Why Lu Jinnan?! Why do you want me to let you?! It's you who wants to be with you. I'm not because I want to be with you... I have to let you, why?!"
Lu Jinnan pursed her lips.
Bai Xiaonian smiled at Lu Jinnan, still using the soft tone: "Lu Jinnan, let's do this first! If you don't let her go, let's talk about it after she dies!"
Bai Xiaonian spoke very cruelly. Seeing that Lu Jinnan was silent, he raised his hand to pull the car door.
"Xiaonian!" Lu Jinnan grabbed Bai Xiaonian's slender wrist, "Don't I know you?! If I wait to find you after Hong Jinyun is dead, I will really lose you forever! I'm afraid you won't even see me meet!"
"Since you know me so well, do you know if I will compromise on this matter?!" Bai Xiaonian's smile was too dazzling, her eyes were red, but she still looked so light, "It's not like I didn't give you a chance, Lu Jinnan ! It's you who don't want it!"
In the past, Bai Xiaonian didn't need to explain, as long as Lu Jinnan stayed away from Hong Jinyun, didn't see Hong Jinyun, even forgot about this person, kept it in his heart and never let her know, instead of bringing Hong Jinyun out to discuss with her openly!
Now... Bai Xiaonian wants to stay away from Lu Jinnan.
"If I don't see Hong Jinyun from today, can we reconcile?!" Lu Jinnan asked.
"Including Hong Jinyun's mother!" Bai Xiaonian said.
Lu Jinnan was silent for a while, then nodded...
"You are right, I am a selfish man, between Hong Jinyun and you, I will only choose you, but Xiaonian... If I really ignore Hong Jinyun, I will feel guilty for Hong Jinyun for the rest of my life!"
"Lu Jinnan, do you want to hear the truth?!" Bai Xiaonian looked at Lu Jinnan, she chuckled, "I'm very jealous, I can't accept that you go to see her now, and I can't accept that you hide in your heart after she dies. she… "
"Bai Xiaonian, listen to what choice you gave me. Is it possible that I can still lose my memory like Yun Liuli?!" Lu Jinnan looked at Bai Xiaonian and felt that she was unreasonable. He frowned and fumbled in the storage box in the car Taking out a cigarette, he took out one and held it between his fingers, his tone was not very good, "I asked you to watch Xiaobei, can you do it?!"
After finishing speaking, Lu Jinnan looked sideways out of the window, lowered the window a little, and lit a cigarette.
"That's different from Lu Jinnan. It's not that I treat you differently. I don't have Lu Jinbei in my heart, but you have Hong Jinyun in your heart... and you will never forget it." Bai Xiaonian sat on the back of the passenger seat in a relaxed posture, wanting to get out of the car the meaning of.
The inside of the car was filled with light smoke and white mist from Lu Jinnan's fingertips, which made people lose their minds.
Bai Xiaonian's throat rolled slightly, and she reached out to take the cigarette from Lu Jinnan's fingertips, and took a puff in an unsophisticated way, without coughing, and this was not the first time.
When she lowered the car window to light a cigarette, a few drops of rain fell on the back of her hand.
I just heard Lu Jinnan ask: "When... did you start smoking?!"
"while missing you… "
It was obviously a love story, but Bai Xiaonian choked up when he said it, and his voice was stained with a thin layer of nasal sound.
Something grabbed Lu Jinnan's heart.
"That day at the door of the apartment, the day after you met Hong Jinyun, she came to see me..." Bai Xiaonian's picturesque brows were calm, and he took a puff of cigarette, "I don't know anything about you except for the murder of you." Besides, I know all your stories!"
Lu Jinnan remained silent...
"You two grew up together as childhood sweethearts. You lived and died together. She survived the knife for you and never had children again. You said you tried your best to give her the best you could give her. You told her this She is the only woman in her life! She said that she is cruel to you because she hopes that you can push everything on her, and she is willing to go to jail even if she pays for her life! All these... Did she tell you?!"
Lu Jinnan was stunned.
Bai Xiaonian asked someone to check the records of the case back then. Hong Jinyun did say that she killed the man, but later Lu Jinnan admitted that she was sent abroad under the strong arrangement of her biological mother, and then she lost contact with Lu Jinnan completely. .
So, what Bai Xiaonian was afraid of at that time... was their vigor and vigor!
Even if Lu Jinnan has chosen her now, she can't guarantee whether Lu Jinnan will leave most of her heart to Hong Jinyun when she knows this.
Bai Xiaonian is a very stingy and greedy person!
If she loves someone, but that person can't give her his whole heart, she would rather not!
"I've checked, and what she said is true!" Bai Xiaonian took a deep puff of the cigarette, and the smoke burned quickly.
Lu Jinnan felt pain in his palm, he reached out to take the cigarette from Bai Xiaonian's hand, and threw it out of the window where light rain was already falling: "Stop smoking!"
"How can one of Lu Jinnan's hearts be given to two women?!" When Bai Xiaonian spoke, the white mist overflowing from the corners of her lips blurred the pools of tears in her eyes, "What's more, I don't want defective products!"
Lu Jinnan raised his hand and tugged at the neckline: "So you have avoided seeing me all this time, because you intend to fulfill Hong Jinyun and me?!"
Bai Xiaonian shook his head: "I let myself go..."
I don't know what came to mind, Bai Xiaonian lowered his head and chuckled lightly, his nose turned red: "Simply, let's talk about it!"
Said those words that Bai Xiaonian originally planned to keep in his heart forever.
"Lu Jinnan, on January 28th...you saw my colleague Mortensen coming out of the apartment, and you slammed the door and left in anger! But Lu Jinnan...I called you four times before this time, and the fourth one was connected, you Without giving me a chance to speak, I said that Hong Jinyun's mother called you... Said that she locked herself in the room for a day and night without eating or drinking. On the way to Hong Jinyun's place, you said sorry to me and hung up the phone broken!"
Lu Jinnan remembered that at that time, because Hong Jinyun and Bai Xiaonian had ignored him for several days, and the phone had been turned off, Lu Jinnan was unexpectedly happy to receive a call from Bai Xiaonian, but Hong Jinyun's mother was crying uncontrollably.
"If it's not a last resort, I don't want to call you. I'm in a daze... I don't have any strength in my body, and I haven't had a drop of water all day and night. I finally forced myself to charge my phone with my heart palpitations and weakness. When the call comes, you They didn't even give me a chance to speak..."
About adding more, add it, babies! Thousands of words on April 11th are four more and eight thousand words! In addition, for today's update, Qianqian will update 2000 first for the time being, and there will be another update before 1:00 noon.
(end of this chapter)