Lu Jinnan looked up at Bai Xiaonian, the whites of his eyes were red...
"No matter what, it's better for us to get together and break up. Just say hello and nod when we meet. After all... our father's relationship is not bad, and my best friend and your best brother are husband and wife. Let's not make things too complicated." Ugliness keeps them from stepping down! I will tell Nuan Nuan not to match the two of us again, and I hope you and Fu Huai'an can make it clear that we broke up peacefully."
Looking at each other, Bai Xiaonian finally couldn't bear to say one more sentence: "Maybe Hong Jinyun really doesn't want to do anything, but Hong Jinyun's mother is quite big-hearted. You'd better not give Hong Jinyun's mother... after Hong Jinyun's death... treat you as opportunity to rely on."
Some things can't be explained why, maybe women know women better, and they will intuitively tell Bai Xiaonian what kind of woman Hong Jinyun's mother is.
"Don't send me back, I'll take a taxi by myself!" Bai Xiaonian had already grasped the bag with one hand, and she glanced at Lu Jinnan's wrist, "Lu Jinnan, let go!"
Lu Jinnan didn't let go, just looked at Bai Xiaonian and choked up: "I can't do it!"
"What's the point of wasting so much?!" Bai Xiaonian didn't struggle, "It's better to sign the divorce agreement, and each of us will be safe from now on."
"From today onwards, I'll be by your side and I won't go anywhere!" Lu Jinnan said solemnly with red eyes, "Xiaonian, I meant to be angry with you when I went to see Hong Jinyun during that time, including what you said on New Year's Eve. The billboard I photographed, do you think I’m such an imprudent person, spending the Spring Festival with other women, taking a photo will let you see the reflection in the glass?!”
"On February 4th, I waited for a long time at the door of your apartment. I saw your friend named Mortensen sending you home, carrying a big bag from the supermarket in his hand. You told Mortensen Looking at how lively the Chinese New Year’s Eve is, you are talking about the fish that every household would have on New Year’s Eve in previous years, which means there is more than enough every year... "
Bai Xiaonian only looked at Lu Jinnan, without explaining that she didn't stay Mortensen at her place for dinner that day on New Year's Eve.
Lu Jinnan put Bai Xiaonian's little hand over his heart: "I'm also a petty and jealous man, I hesitated for a long time before that photo was released..."
Lu Jinnan's photo conveyed a message to Bai Xiaonian. He wanted to tell Bai Xiaonian that you have someone to accompany... I am not celebrating the new year alone.
From January 28th, when Lu Jinnan saw Mortensen appearing in Bai Xiaonian's apartment, and saw Mortensen's eyes of burning admiration for Bai Xiaonian, he was angry with Bai Xiaonian in his heart. He didn't wait for Bai Xiaonian's explanation, only Bai Xiaonian was as cold as ice. …
Lu Jinnan also has his own self-esteem and pride. In this cold war, he stubbornly wanted to wait for Bai Xiaonian to admit defeat and explain.
However... Lu Jinnan really loves Bai Xiaonian so much that he loves it beyond his own imagination. After he thought he had revenge on New Year's Eve on February 4th, on February 14th he couldn't help throwing away his armor and bowing his head to Bai Xiaonian.
But Lu Jinnan couldn't stand when he and Mortensen fought, Bai Xiaonian ignored Mortensen and looked at him with cold and angry eyes.
In this relationship, it is always Bai Xiaonian who is proud, and it seems that he is always the one who surrenders.
Every quarrel, every unhappiness... He is the one who bows his head! He was always the one who compromised, Bai Xiaonian made every decision neatly, without any regard for Lu Jinnan.
For example, when Lu Jinnan insisted on coming to the United States, when Lu Jinnan asked Bai Xiaonian to choose between his career and him, she simply rejected Lu Jinnan's marriage proposal.
Lu Jinnan thinks that it should be that Bai Xiaonian doesn't love him that much...
For half a month, Lu Jinnan suffered more than anyone else.
Can't let go of Bai Xiaonian, and can't accept the fact that Bai Xiaonian doesn't love him that much.
So after half a month, Lu Jinnan still couldn't control his heart and began to contact Bai Xiaonian...
But this time, Lu Jinnan was not the same as before... He only went to Bai Xiaonian with his love for Bai Xiaonian, and he was unwilling and angry in his heart.
Because of this, when Bai Xiaonian said on the phone that she fell and asked him to come back quickly, he resisted Bai Xiaonian's almost commanding tone in his heart!
It wasn't whether he could come back... It wasn't a question, the voice was anxious and without pleading, Lu Jinnan's unwillingness was detonated by anger, even though he stole Bai Xiaonian's words... he still restrained himself, and only told Bai Xiaonian to stop making trouble.
He didn't hang up the phone, it was to give Bai Xiaonian a chance to speak, he waited for Bai Xiaonian to soften him up, even if Bai Xiaonian's tone softened and was a little coquettish... Lu Jinnan would turn the car around.
But Bai Xiaonian was silent for a long time and hung up the phone.
Lu Jinnan called again, and Bai Xiaonian was on the phone. He somehow thought of Mortensen, gritted his back teeth, and gave up the idea of turning around.
When he got downstairs to Hong Jinyun's house, Lu Jinnan didn't go up. He dialed the emergency number on the way there, and when he got downstairs to their apartment, he watched the ambulance take Hong Jinyun away, and then went back to Bai Xiaonian.
But since then, for a long, long time, Lu Jinnan never saw Bai Xiaonian again and had to go back to China.
Just before knowing that he and Bai Xiaonian lost their child on March 11th, when Lu Jinnan was waiting to see Bai Xiaonian in Fu Zhai today, he still felt unwilling.
I am not reconciled to being the deepest one, I have reached the point where I can't extricate myself, and I can't turn back! But Bai Xiaonian was able to withdraw freely at any time, treating him as a dispensable person.
"Xiaonian... I want you to tell me the truth, do you love me?!" Lu Jinnan asked.
Bai Xiaonian's tears have dried up, only a circle of red eyes, she said: "Love, once..."
The word "once" made Lu Jinnan feel pain all over his body, he clenched his molars...
If he didn't love her, Bai Xiaonian wouldn't have taken out his identity as Mrs. Lu Jinnan at that juncture and risked danger to save him! Being blinded by jealousy and unwillingness, he couldn't see clearly.
"Look, our biggest problem is that I love you but I don't know how much you love me!" Lu Jinnan held Bai Xiaonian's little hand and put it on his lips and kissed, "The two of us communicate too little, you are a person who would rather bend than bend." Be strong, I am a proud man again!"
Seeing that Bai Xiaonian remained silent, Lu Jinnan said again: "From New Year's Eve to today, I haven't seen Hong Jinyun again. Hong Jinyun's mother has seen her three times, and I won't see her again! I will pay for Hong Jinyun's treatment, but I will never see her again. Anyone related to Hong Jinyun, because even if I am sorry to the whole world, I don't want to be sorry to you!"
"Kids things..."
Therefore, whether you are a couple or a couple, communication is very important! Today's third update is here... see you guys tomorrow, remember to vote for Qianqian! After 600 sheets, Qianqian will add another update for the babies! ! ! ! ! mwah…
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