Seeing that Lin Nuan didn't dodge in disgust, nor panic, the neighbors stood at the door of the apartment building and looked at Lin Nuan with strange eyes.
In a large room of 50 square meters, the bathroom and kitchen are connected together.
The old house is on the first floor again, the windows are small, high and equipped with rusty anti-theft nets, the inside of the house is dark, with a damp musty smell.
The residence of her biological parents was even more unacceptable than Lin Nuan imagined, probably because she had lived a wealthy and affluent life since she was a child, and she didn't know the sufferings of the world.
Lin Nuan stood in the living room with nowhere to sit, staring at the woman's busy back like an idiot.
The biological mother didn't wash her hands, dirty hands and noodles, chopping vegetables... breaking eggs, everything was done so skillfully, she didn't look like a lunatic at all.
The bowl of tomato egg noodles was brought in front of Lin Nuan, and seeing her biological mother looking at her eagerly, she said, "Ran Ran eat! Ran Ran eat!"
Lin Nuan didn't dislike her being covered in mud, she didn't dislike her muddy hands without washing, and she finished the bowl of tomato and egg noodle soup.
She didn't know the taste of the food, and felt the bitterness between her lips and teeth, and the bitterness spread to the bottom of her heart, making Lin Nuan want to cry. She clenched her hands, and the knuckles ached.
See you later, in a mental hospital.
Lin Nuan looked through the window at the crazy woman who was hugging a doll and coaxing her softly.
Because others were too noisy, she was worried that her daughter would be disturbed, and angrily hit her with a chair...
The condition of Lin Nuan's biological mother was even worse than when Lin Nuan first met her.
She would no longer call Ran Ran to Lin Nuan, as if she had pinned all her emotions for the rest of her life on the doll in her arms. Sheng and the doll in his arms were talking about a secret conversation between the mother and daughter.
Lin Nuan didn't understand the madman's world. She heard that the madman's world was completely destroyed and nothing was left, but she felt that the softest place in her biological mother's world was still there, and that was her daughter.
The first time she understood why maternal love is called great was from her biological mother who was called a lunatic. The calf love is deep, and it has not changed over the years.
Fu Huai'an could see Lin Nuan's forbearance under his calm.
She sniffed lightly, pinched the chopsticks with her delicate white hands, and finished the bowl of noodles in small mouthfuls.
That night, Lin Nuan slept soundly.
I don't know if it's because of exhaustion, or because the warm wall behind her wraps her in warmth and warms her.
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The next day, when Lin Nuan came home, Bai Xiaonian saw that Lin Nuan was wearing new clothes and was carrying old clothes in his hand. Before Lin Nuan finished changing his shoes, he was standing at the entrance, without asking about Lin Nuan's absence all night. Bai Xiaonian's voice was full of determination: "We were with Fu Huai'an last night?!"
After being spotted by Bai Xiaonian, Lin Nuan's ears turned red, she put her bag on her cotton slippers, and walked to the bathroom with her dirty clothes.
Bai Xiaonian followed Lin Nuan, saw Lin Nuan separated his underwear and stuffed his coat into the washing machine, and asked, "How is it... Did Fu Huai'an promise to help you this evening?!"
Lin Nuan added laundry detergent to the washing machine, squeezed it out from Bai Xiaonian who was blocking the door of the bathroom, walked to the kitchen, and pretended to be impatient to cover up his inner embarrassment by asking: "Why did you come down all night?!"
(end of this chapter)