Lin Nuan guessed that besides the cancer, these two things probably weighed him down like a cow every day, weighing him down so much that he finally chose to end his life by jumping off a building.
Human nature is neither good nor evil, everyone has such two sides.
For example, Lin Nuan's biological father, he is evil... In the eyes of his clients, in the eyes of Lin Ran! Because he violated their interests!
However, Lin Nuan's father was also kind. No matter how hard life was, he never gave up on his mentally ill wife. He was under pressure from his wife, whether it was financially or spiritually!
It wasn't until he got cancer and decided to end his own life that Ji Yun was sent to a mental hospital.
Ever since Ji Yun passed away, Lin Nuan has been abnormally silent...
Fu Huai'an raised his hand and gently hugged Lin Nuan into his arms, and said in a low voice, "This is probably a relief for Mom, as Mom has been living very hard."
Lin Nuan nodded, remembering that before Ji Yun died, she looked at her relieved eyes, and her heart became a little more peaceful.
"I think, the reason Mom has been muddled all her life is that she has never been willing to wake up!" Lin Nuan laughed lowly, wiping away tears with the back of her hand, "I had an older brother... who lost it in the United States, and since my biological brother was lost, Mom Just crazy, Ma said... her mental illness wasn't hereditary!"
For Lin Nuan, there was one less thing on her mind!
These years, Lin Nuan has been afraid all the time, afraid that when she wakes up in the morning, she will be as confused as Ji Yun, forgetting her relatives and lover, and forgetting her friends!
The last letter Ji Yun left before leaving, some words in it... was a great comfort to Lin Nuan.
"In fact, I have always been afraid that one day I will become a stranger, and I am afraid that I will spend my days in such a daze!"
Fu Huai'an kissed the top of Lin Nuan's hair, and his deep and mellow voice sounded above her head: "It doesn't matter if it's genetic, you don't remember me... I will try my best to make you know me again, even if I have to repeat it every day, every day I have to repeat it every hour, and I won't let you really forget me!"
Lin Nuan gave a low laugh, and closed her sore and swollen eyes in Fu Huai'an's arms.
It is really the greatest luck in her life to have Fu Huai'an!
"What you said reminds me of a cartoon I saw on the Internet before. The old grandma got dementia and forgot the old grandpa. The old grandpa would repeat the scene when they met for the first time every day. He used magic tricks to make the old grandma know him again!" Lin Nuan's voice was stained with a thick nasal sound.
Fu Huai'an's deep laughter was particularly soothing, he said: "It seems that the scene of our first meeting is not easy to repeat..."
Lin Nuan opened her hot eyes, thinking of the first time they met, it was in Iraq... She raised the pistol and pulled the trigger frantically, but the gun didn't go off!
"Hmm..." The corners of Lin Nuan's lips curled up, and she nodded in agreement, "It's not easy to realize!"
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Tuantuan had already been taken to the Lin residence. Mrs. Lin and Mr. Lin played with Tuantuan, but the little one started to miss her mother after playing for a while. The little one ran to the floor-to-ceiling window with his chubby little palm She stuck her whole face on the polished floor-to-ceiling windows and looked out, wanting to see the car carrying Lin Nuan come quickly!
The great-grandpa and great-grandmother of the Lin family said... Mom and dad will come soon, and Tuantuan thinks this is really a long, long time!
Seeing that the little boy had been standing by the French window for a long time, Grandpa Lin took two small benches, one was placed behind Tuantuan's buttocks, and the other was sitting by himself. He asked, "Isn't the dim sum delicious?! Why are you sitting here?!"
The little boy thanked him obediently, and after sitting down, he shook his head vigorously, with his little hands still propped on the floor-to-ceiling window, with a white and tender face, he said solemnly: "Wait for mom!"
Grandpa Lin nodded, and asked again: "Why do you have to wait for mom here?! You can also wait for mom while eating snacks!"
The little boy thought about it, and repeated the three words "waiting for mother" solemnly, and then pressed his little face to the glass, trying to look into the distance, hoping to see the shadow of the car.
The grandfather of the Lin family sat there with the little one all the time, looking at the little one with love in his eyes, thinking that when Lin Chen came back from abroad, he would have to urge him to get married and give birth to a cute little one like Tuantuan, How cute and annoying!
Looking at the goose feather-like snow outside the window, Tuantuan carefully counted the snowflakes falling on the steps of the French window in front of him, one, two, three... fifty-two!
Xiao BuDian felt sleepy, rubbed his sore eyes with the back of his hand, straightened his back, and looked into the distance again.
"If you're sleepy, just sleep for a while, and grandpa will call you when mom comes back, okay?!"
The little boy shook his head from side to side, trying to open his fighting eyes wide: "Don't be sleepy, wait for mom!"
The sleepiness of the child was almost unbearable. After a while, the little one kept nodding his head like a chicken pecking rice, and hit the floor-to-ceiling window with his little head.
Tuantuan covered his head with his chubby hand, made a pained expression, and immediately stood up when he saw a few cars parked on the first floor!
As soon as she saw Lin Nuan get off the car, Xiao BuDian came out from behind the sofa and ran downstairs!
"Tuantuan, slow down and be careful not to fall!" Grandpa Lin shouted from behind.
Grandma Lin, who was leaning on the sofa and wearing presbyopic glasses, was awakened by Grandpa Lin's voice. The book slipped from her legs as Grandma Lin straightened her back. Throat, took off the reading glasses, pinched the eyebrows and asked: "Xiao Nuan and the others are back?!"
Mr. Lin put his hands on his knees before standing up with difficulty: "I just came back!"
Grandma Lin lifted the blanket covering her legs, got up and gathered her shawl: "I'll go and see if the sweet ginger soup stewed in the kitchen for the children is ready!"
As soon as Lin Nuan walked in, the little boy rushed over from the stairs, hugged Lin Nuan's leg, and looked up at Lin Nuan with red eyes, feeling a little worried.
For the past two days, Lin Nuan's eyes have been red all the time. She sensed that Lin Nuan's mood was not right, and her little heart was also worried...
When I came to the Lin family today, the grandma of the Lin family told Tuantuan that because mother's mother had gone to a far away place, she would never see her mother again, so Tuantuan's mother would be sad, but Tuantuan is her mother's heart Bao, as long as Tuantuan comforts Lin Nuan well, Lin Nuan's mood will improve!
The second more...
(end of this chapter)