Ji Yun's death will probably bind the two girls together in the future. Presumably Ji Yun will feel relieved when he sees it in Tianyouling.
Liang Mulan saw Lin Ran sideways to let Lin Nuan in, and the door closed again, the corners of Liang Mulan's lips couldn't help but want to rise.
The pain is hidden in the heart and the uncomfortable gas accumulated in the heart after fermentation... From time to time, it hits the body, and Lin Ran urgently needs to find an outlet to vent it.
She sat at the desk with her back to Lin Nuan, talking to Lin Nuan about her childhood...
"When I was young, I always finished my homework in school, not because I was diligent, but because... there was no heating at home, and the amount of coal was limited. I was reluctant to waste it for cooking. In winter, it was cold at home. Just like the ice cellar, it’s not much warmer than the outside! So I chose to finish my homework at school, and I persisted in spring, summer, autumn and winter. I was careful for fear that other students would see that I was different in spring, summer, autumn and winter! I was afraid that any strangeness in me would make me They knew I had a mentally ill mom…”
"I used to envy other classmates who could raise dogs. I was living a tight life, but my mother still managed to bring back a pastoral dog. I would share my meals with Xiaobai every day. I think Xiaobai Bai is my family. That afternoon Xiaobai went to school to pick me up from school. I saw those classmates chasing Xiaobai with sticks and stones, calling him a lunatic’s dog! When he saw me...it was covered in blood, but Still wagging his tail at me! I will never forget Xiaobai’s clean and beautiful eyes! I hated myself at the time because I was afraid of being found out that my mother was that lunatic, so I ran away and didn’t dare to save Xiaobai! I can't see Xiaobai either..."
"I really... have done too many wrong things because of vanity! But neither mom nor Xiaobai will give me a chance to make up for it!"
Lin Ran's carefulness in those years has now become a fairy lock that binds her. As she tries to struggle, it gets tighter and tighter, so tight that she can't breathe.
Lin Ran stared at the small desk lamp, the soft light seemed so dazzling.
Her eyes were so sore, she choked up and said, "Grandma has always said that I am not as good as you, and I admit it! Because I am indeed not as good as you in treating my mother! I am careful every day, like my nerves are wound up every day. Afraid of being known by others! There were only boys who liked me in school back then, and my mother came to pick me up on rainy days. I was especially afraid of being known by the boy I liked, and walked all the way to avoid her like the plague!"
"But you... you dare to bring your mother to the person you love, and even took your mother out of the mental hospital with your lover and placed her mother! I think if it was me... I would not want to put such a mother to death. In front of the one I love, I have to maintain my ridiculous image in front of boys who like me, let alone in front of my lover!"
It is very painful for Lin Ran to admit that she is not as good as Lin Nuan!
They were born on the same day, and their identities were wrong. They were destined not to be good sisters, but to be rivals for life.
But Ji Yun's death changed everything.
Lin Ran covered her face with her hands in pain...
She heard Lin Nuan's clear and gentle voice coming slowly: "You and I are in different circumstances, we are not comparable, and no one is more noble than the other!"
Lin Nuan was sitting on the sofa in Lin Ran's room, pinning the loose hair on her shoulders behind her ears, her small face looked very soft against the background of the pink coat...
"Because I occupy the living environment you should have, and you have spent so many years of hard life in that house for me. If I were in your position in another position, I might not be able to do better than you! When I was young, I never I don’t worry about money and a good life, I never worry about others looking down on me because of my family and parents, I don’t have the experience of being chased and called a crazy daughter like you, so my self-esteem has always been peaceful.”
Lin Nuan saw that Lin Ran was looking at her with red eyes through the round mirror on the desk, and she continued: "And at that time... your parents can give you the best life, which is to solve the most common problems of food and clothing! The surrounding environment and The sympathetic look in your neighbor's eyes will make your self-esteem a hundred times more sensitive, it's not vanity... it's because you don't want people to look down on you!"
"Now that you have a decent family background, you also take your lover to visit your mother, and even want to go abroad with your lover to accompany your mother, so Lin Ran... this is because of the environment, not because of you! You have been... She is a strong and kind girl!"
In the mirror, Lin Nuan's expression was sincere, the black eyes were bright in the middle of the red whites, and there was no perfunctory consolation at all.
Seeing Lin Nuan like this, Lin Ran suddenly chuckled, and his heavy emotions eased a little, but Lin Ran never said the word thank you.
…
Little Tuantuan benefited from going to bed early last night and waking up early today!
It was snowing heavily outside, the sky hadn't completely lit up, and only a small desk lamp was on in the house.
Tuantuan turned over and supported the mattress with his hands, and stood up on the bed with his little butt pouted. He rubbed his sleepy eyes and found that this was not his room, nor the room of his parents. He opened his eyes with a look of panic But when I looked back, I saw my parents were there, and my father even put his index finger on his mouth and made a "shh..." gesture!
Take it easy...
When the little boy thought of sleeping on the same bed with his parents last night, the tips of his ears turned red with joy.
He saw Lin Nuan, who was still sleeping soundly, with red eyes, rubbing the corners of his clothes with his little fingers in a daze, thinking about how to comfort Lin Nuan.
Seeing her mother leaning on her father's arm, Tuantuan walked carefully to Lin Nuan's side and sat down, staring at Lin Nuan's sleeping face.
Xiao Tuantuan felt that her mother's eyelashes were really super long, and they were super white and super beautiful. She was really the most beautiful mother in the world. Xiao Tuantuan couldn't help but secretly kissed Lin Nuan on the eyes, and then seemed afraid of being caught by Fu Huai'an. Like a reprimand, Xiaopang also put his hand to his lips and made a hissing sound, indicating that he would be obedient in the future, and looked around with big black and bright eyes.
"This is my mother's former room..." Fu Huai'an explained Xiao Tuantuan's confusion in a good mood.
Tuantuan nodded unexpectedly, then slid off the bed, stepped on the carpet with bare feet, and ran around the room to visit.
When Xiao BuDian was standing in front of Lin Nuan's glass-doored bookshelf full of trophies and certificates, he raised his head and took two steps back to look up... There were so many trophies and certificates, he had to lean his neck to see them.
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