She wants to self-punish and self-exile...
Cen Mo, who had experienced that before, gave Song Yao his little trust, but Song Yao let him down time and time again.
Now, because she loves Cen Mo even more, she chooses to hide her guilt towards Su Huan in her heart and stay with Cen Mo well, but Cen Mo no longer believes her because of what she did before!
Or maybe this is the so-called unhappiness of retribution, the pain she caused Su Huan at the beginning, now God will return it all to her!
Song Yao seemed to have been drained of all her strength. She sat weakly on the bed stool and felt dizzy: "Cen Mo, take your phone away, I don't need a new phone! I will stay here obediently in the future Raising a baby in the bedroom, I will go wherever you want me to go, don't be angry! Let Su Huan go back to the country, okay?!"
Song Yao's tone was as calm as usual, she knew that the more she begged, the angrier Cen Mo would be...
She was afraid that these words would anger Cen Mo, so she raised her head and said, "In the future, I will try my best to make you feel that I really love you!"
"Don't beg me for Su Huan, you can make me feel that you really love me!" Cen Mo said and walked out of the room.
Song Yao stretched out his hand to grab Cen Mo.
"Cen Mo, you have also experienced the fact that you couldn't go back to the country to see your relatives for the last time..." Song Yao said, "If you think of yourself and others, can't you just let Su Huan go?!"
This is the biggest scar in Cen Mo's heart!
Back then, Cen Mo couldn't help himself and couldn't pick her up as promised to Lu Xiangsi, but Lu Xiangsi died after returning home.
Song Yao's nasal voice is so strong that people can no longer recognize that it is her voice: "I don't want to expose your scars! I just feel that what I have experienced is more empathetic. Don't embarrass Su Huan. He is the last Innocent! Okay?!"
Song Yao's mind was in a mess, and at this moment, she couldn't care about whether Cen Mo would be angry or agreed, she only felt that her tinnitus was very severe, and her head also became dizzy for a while.
With his palm empty, Cen Mo took his hand away.
Song Yao knew that what she said was wrong, but it doesn't mean that Song Yao didn't know how to beg Cen Mo to let Su Huan go back to China!
She didn't even have the strength to look up at Cen Mo, she just felt that the tinnitus seemed to be magnified countless times in her mind, her brain was about to be exploded by the sound, and she went straight to the ground as soon as her eyes went dark...
"Song Yao!"
Song Yao heard Cen Mo's voice calling her name in surprise, but she fell into the darkness, as if a big hand was holding her tightly, dragging her into the darkness.
…
In the darkness, Song Yao seemed to smell the smell of hospital disinfectant, which she was very familiar with...
She only felt that the abdominal pain and headache were unbearable, as if she was dragged back to the summer vacation when she was fifteen years old, and was kicked hard by her father in Xia Tian.
The cicadas were very noisy that noon. The old fan in the house was buzzing and blowing, as if it would fall apart at any moment. There was also the sound of my mother sitting in front of the sewing machine, stepping on the sewing machine to make air-conditioning covers for others.
She was writing her summer homework and fell asleep lying on the small table. Suddenly she heard a loud door opening, and Song Yao was so startled that she faintly woke up...
After she heard the fierce quarrel between her parents and woke up completely, she saw her father carrying a luggage bag to leave, and her mother cried and grabbed the bag and begged him not to leave the mother and daughter behind.
Song Yao was holding a mechanical pencil in his hand, his expression was a little dull...
Song Yao who has already attended high school is a big girl, not a child! She has long known from clues that her father has a woman outside!
When her father came back this time, he probably wanted to abandon her mother!
Seeing that the strap of the luggage bag was about to be torn, Song Yao's father raised his foot and was about to kick Song Yao's mother on the shoulder. Song Yao quickly picked up the pencil case and threw it at his father!
The furious man turned his head and kicked Song Yao's stomach. The mother exclaimed and rushed to help Song Yao who hit the chair with blood flowing...
The man was stunned for a moment when he saw Song Yao hit his head, and hurriedly put down the luggage bag in his hand and ran towards Song Yao: "Yaoyao...it's Dad's fault! Dad's attacking hard! Let's go to the hospital..."
The wound didn't hurt much, but Song Yao was crying hysterically while covering her head.
Song Yao's father scolded Song Yao's mother to get towels, and the whole house was in a mess.
Song Yao's father didn't leave that day. After sending Song Yao to bandage his head, he stayed at home that night. Song Yao looked through his father's cell phone, found the woman's phone number and recorded it. He planned to take revenge with malice in his heart. …
In the next few days, Song Yao's father stayed at home as before.
Song Yao's mother acted as if nothing had happened, took care of Song Yao, and had three meals a day, as if the family had returned to the old days.
Song Yao originally wanted to use that phone number to find out about that woman's information, and then to teach that woman a lesson!
But seeing that life was already normal, Song Yao didn't want to push her father back to that woman just to vent her anger once!
That was probably the selfish side of all the children at that time. Although they all favored their mothers, they still hoped that their parents could be together!
But then, Song Yao's mother's mobile phone frequently received calls and messages from Xiao San. Xiao San was very smart and bought a lot of black cards, and sent some insulting texts to Song Yao's mother with different numbers, and scolded Song Yao on the phone. Mother is shameless, the man who occupies her will not divorce!
During that time, the family was finally calm. Song Yao's mother was afraid that mentioning this woman would cause a new disturbance in the family, so she suppressed this matter and endured it alone. Even if the phone number was changed, the woman would always know. Like an inescapable nightmare, she always follows her like a ghost!
Song Yao's mother also has her own parents and her own friends, it is impossible for her mobile phone to be turned off 24 hours a day!
She also never imagined that there would be such a shameless woman in the world who could turn black and white like this and beat her up!
Song Yao's mother is forced to smile every day, but she is getting thinner and thinner...
At that time, Song Yao and the others didn't know that there was a devil called depression, which was more terrifying than any disease, and it had already stalked her mother quietly!
After half a year of this kind of life, my father began to stay out at night often...
Afterwards, the woman's messages and phone calls came again, and she would even provocatively describe what happened to Song Yao's father in bed with her, but when the call came, the recording of her sleeping with Song Yao's father was playing over there!
Song Yao watched her mother's hair turn white at a speed visible to the naked eye every day.
She knew that her father was the source of her mother's pain, so she solemnly told her mother that she hoped that her mother would divorce her father. Now that she has grown up, she can take good care of her mother!
The mother will only say with relief: "My little girl is really sensible!"
The third update! Beg, beg, beg, monthly pass! Babies, don’t be scared, it’s really not cruel if you don’t abuse it... It’s sweet and sweet, it takes a bit of breaking out of the cocoon to really make Cen Mo and Song Yao trust each other!
(end of this chapter)