The suitcase that Song Yao brought was placed on the kitchen counter. It was not clothes and cosmetics, but fresh fruits and vegetables...
Lin Nuan and Bai Xiaonian remained silent.
When the meal was ready, the two of them brought the dishes to the table.
Song Yao took out a bottle of red wine from the suitcase with downcast eyes, opened it, and lit a cigarette. The action of smoking was very stiff, and she coughed twice due to choking.
Bai Xiaonian snatched the half-smoked cigarette from Song Yao's hand, and pressed it out in the vegetable sink: "If you don't know how to smoke, don't smoke!"
At the dining table, Song Yao poured herself a glass of wine, and with red eyes, she took out another cigarette and bit it on the corner of her lips. The movement of holding the lighter to light the cigarette was trembling and unfamiliar.
This time Bai Xiaonian didn't stop him.
Putting the lighter on the dining table, Song Yao said, "I don't dare to get drunk in other places, Nuan... can I get drunk at your place today?!"
Lin Nuan nodded.
Exhaling a mouthful of mist, Song Yao's tears flowed down the corners of her eyes first, her expression was indifferent, and she said absent-mindedly: "I thought about how to tell you the wording for a long time, but I felt awkward no matter what, so I'll tell you the truth. Fucked with an investor who has always wanted to lure me."
Song Yao's words were like a thunderbolt. Bai Xiaonian was stunned for a moment, then looked at the injuries on Song Yao's body and face and asked, "How did the injuries come about?! Does the investor have any special hobbies? Was it Su Huan who hit him?!"
Song Yao shook her head and spoke in a very light tone.
"Su Huan and I broke up three months ago." Song Yao lowered her eyes and took a puff of a cigarette, "I'm sorry for Su Huan, I thought my feelings for him could be unswerving, but it turns out that I just didn't Meet more attractive men."
Song Yao and Su Huan have been talking about a platonic love these years. Even in the filthy entertainment industry, Song Yao has maintained that innocence, and wants to keep the first time on the romantic wedding night.
Before, Bai Xiaonian laughed at Song Yao's naivety, and took the scumbag Lu Jinbei as an example, and told Song Yao... Since you have decided to marry Su Huan, you should feed Su Huan, or be careful that Su Huan goes out for food. In half a year, this happened.
When Song Yao said this, Bai Xiaonian interjected: "Does this man have a wife?!"
"Almost, I have a fiancée." Song Yao knew that Bai Xiaonian hated Xiaosan the most, and looked at Bai Xiaonian whose expression changed with bloodshot eyes, "I didn't know before I had sex with him, I always thought he was single, but to put it bluntly... Even if I know he has a fiancée, I will still submit that night!"
After a brief silence, Song Yao lowered her eyes and continued to speak: "If I had come out of school back then... a pure female student who was just like a blank sheet of paper, in her early twenties, would still be ignorant and fearless." Fighting with passion and vowing to show those who rely on unspoken rules to get to the top, even if I don't rely on unspoken rules, I can still reach the position that they can't look up to!"
Song Yao picked up the wine glass and drank it in one breath, then put down the glass...
"Over the years, I've seen those artists who rely on unspoken rules take away my roles. No matter how good my acting skills are... I can't compare to others who have someone behind me, and others are soft when they get awards, but even if I was nominated, I was just running with them. I am 27 and almost 28 years old this year. I look in the mirror and see fine lines around my eyes, and my face is no longer covered with collagen. No matter how much I spend on expensive skin care products, they can’t help me stay in my early twenties After leaving PS, I didn’t have the kind of fluffy skin that fans envy, flawless! Then I realized that the career of a female star is very short, and I know I can’t afford to waste it!”
(end of this chapter)