Zheng Qiuyang felt that the contrast between Yuan Rui, who was so stupid and cautious, was very cute.
Moreover, hearing that Yuan Rui was finally willing to tell him about those uneases, he also felt happy that he couldn't describe in words.
Not long after the two got together, he discovered that although Yuan Rui had a warm and innocent heart towards the world, treated people extremely sincerely, and was always enthusiastic in doing things, he actually felt very insecure in his heart, but he never dared to say it out.
This is probably related to the fact that he said goodbye to his father forever in childhood, and lost his mother when he was a teenager. Although his stepfather and younger sister treated him well, he was still dependent on others for many years. People are pampered and pleasing, and they are used to always smiling and saying that it doesn't hurt at all when they are hurt.
He was secretly worried about Zheng Qiuyang's family, worried that Zheng Qiuyang would be attracted to girls, and worried that Zheng Qiuyang would only be with him because he was lost for a while. If it were someone else, they would probably speak out about these worries, and then guard against their lover, would find ways to please the lover's mother, and would sweep away all potential rivals around the other party like a minesweeper.
But Yuan Rui didn't say anything, and he didn't do anything, so he could only treat Zheng Qiuyang cautiously and unreservedly, trying to be nice to him.
stupid? It's just stupid, it's so stupid, obviously so afraid that this love will be short-lived like a shooting star, but still willing to sacrifice my heart and everything.
He would say to Zheng Qiuyang, "If you change your mind, I will quit and help you", it sounds so ruthless, think about it carefully, he is such a person, when he said this, his heart must be full of bitterness and forbearance .
Except for this last point, Zheng Qiuyang only realized at this moment that he knew all the other things, and he didn't want to expose them even if Yuan Rui didn't say anything.
He is very clear about how much they love each other, and there is no estrangement in each other's hearts. Yuan Rui's forbearance and uneasiness are not due to his distrust of him, but the inherent insecurity in his character.
He understands all the truths, but should he reason with Yuan Rui, saying, "There is something wrong with your personality, you have to change it"? Is there anyone in this world who doesn't have any personality problems at all? Like himself, because he was born in such a family, he is now in his thirties, and he still drifts with the crowd and does not think about making progress all day long. Yuan Rui will never say "you are wrong" to his face.
He quit smoking, stopped going to bars, learned to save money, went to work on time, and drew design drawings seriously. From the inside to the outside, he became more and more healthy and upward. It cannot be said that it is all because of Yuan Rui, but it is true. It was Yuan Rui who made him change like this.
There is no reason to talk about between lovers. How many people who originally loved each other waste time on reasoning, but what is the point of coming to a result of who is right and who is wrong, and who has the problem? When you are in love, you should hug each other hard, and then try to become a better version of yourself for each other.
Today, although Yuan Rui is still a little embarrassed, he is finally willing to share with him the worries and anxieties of the past.
Both of them are getting better and better, whether alone or together.
Zheng Qiuyang likes and enjoys this state very much. Everything in life is full of hope. No matter what the road ahead is, they will firmly hold each other's hand and face it together.
In the afternoon, his mobile phone hardly stopped, and his relatives and friends called one after another. His father scolded him, his mother couldn't help but say that he scolded Yuan Rui, but Zheng Shaoyang didn't scold him, but expressed his wife's disapproval in a roundabout way. Yuan Rui's concern and support.
Colleagues and friends also expressed condolences on the phone. Zheng Qiuyang has been out of the closet for so long, and these people who have a good relationship actually know it. A small number of people don’t know that his partner is Yuan Rui. How did they get on.
Yuan Rui's mobile phone number has not been given to many people, and the media can only contact the brokerage company or Li Lingling. Except for Suo Yue's call to scold the paparazzi for being unscrupulous, there are only a few colleagues who have a good relationship with him in the program. Come and greet him.
After connecting several calls, in fact, those words were repeated over and over again, Yuan Rui looked tired, Zheng Qiuyang said to him: "It's better to turn off the phone."
He didn't want to, "You don't know, our business is very snobbish. Those who are willing to call me at this time really regard me as a friend."
Zheng Qiuyang couldn't help it, he was afraid that those few friends who could help would call to talk about the matter, otherwise the phone would have been shut down early.
The film star elder brother whom he knew in "Bright Friend" called Yuan Rui, and he answered it respectfully.
After Zheng Qiuyang heard a few words from him, his mobile phone vibrated, and when he picked it up to see the caller ID, his face became a little weird, and he immediately hung up and refused to answer, then vibrated again, it was the same person, and he immediately hung up again.
Yuan Rui was sitting on another sofa, only to see him hang up the phone twice, but he didn't know who called.
The actor was filming in Shaanxi, he hung up hastily after giving Yuan Rui a few words, saying he would call again when he was free.
Yuan Rui asked, "Qiuyang, who called you just now?"
Zheng Qiuyang said: "An insurance seller."
Yuan Rui felt that he was lying, and wanted to ask again, but the phone rang again. When he saw Bai Tu's name flashing on the screen, he immediately forgot, and said excitedly and nervously, "Ah! My god!"
Zheng Qiuyang squinted at him.
He ignored it and picked it up with a beaming face.
Hearing Yuan Rui's endless thanks, Zheng Qiuyang should be Baitu expressing his comfort there. Although he was still a little jealous, he felt that Baitu seemed to be a good person. With such a big wrist, he was still a person, and he couldn't care for Yuan. What about Rui, probably because he really regards Yuan Rui as a friend.
Bai Tu comforted Yuan Rui a few words, and said: "Actually, many people know about the matter between me and Liang Xi, and there are quite a few of us in the industry. You can see that Feng Xing alone has to follow hundreds of people every year. How can it not be filmed? The domestic media generally do not report this, which is considered a customary rule. You must have been deliberately calculated by someone this time, what did your company say?"
Yuan Ruidao: "My agent said, maybe the show I just made was too popular, and now the second season has sold more than 300 million under the title name, maybe it's because the competitors are jealous, and secretly stumbled."
Bai Tu said: "It's possible. A movie I acted in before, in 2008 or 2009, on the first day it was released, there was a high-definition source on the Internet. At that time, everyone didn't play Weibo. The account was hacked very badly on Tianya and Baidu Tieba, saying that I was promoted by unspoken rules, and that the actress used to be a stage girl. I was lucky. Later, I won an award and the company bought me a navy To rectify the name, the actress’s company was not good, and it has been in a slump since then. She has never acted as the leading actress, but she has a good mentality, and now she doesn’t act much. She opened a hot pot restaurant in her hometown, and the business seems to be pretty good. .”
Yuan Rui said with some regret: "I know, you are talking about Yu Qianran, right? I heard from Song Huanyan that she was her senior sister when she was in the dance academy. She is actually a pretty good girl with a good family background. It is impossible to go to Sitting on the stage, those sailors who smear girls are really bad-hearted."
Bai Tu said: "The trolls are abominable, and there are many ordinary people who follow the trend. If it weren't for the strong public relations of my company, I might have stopped acting a long time ago. So, don't take the words scolding you on the Internet seriously. It seems that your fans are good, and you even started a topic, which is very popular with passers-by, and now everyone is more tolerant of comrades, and when the popularity of the video passes, not many people will hold on to this."
Yuan Rui smiled and said: "Male god, don't worry, I'm not afraid of being scolded by them, and I haven't done anything bad. If they scold me, it's because they are not clean in their hearts, and it has nothing to do with me."
Bai Tu also laughed, and said: "It's best for you to think this way. In this world, it doesn't matter whether you like a boy or a girl. Look at those who took drugs and were arrested, and those who raised mistresses were arrested. Yes, it's all right, it should be on TV, it should be on TV, it should be in movies and movies? This time, as long as your company handles it properly, there should be no big problems, so don't worry too much. "
Yuan Rui said gratefully: "Thank you, male god, if I can no longer be on TV in the future, can I still go to play with you?"
Bai Tu couldn't help but said, "You think too much, I still have something to tell you."
The owner of the phone number that Zheng Qiuyang didn't want to answer called him several times, and he was getting very annoyed when he suddenly saw Yuan Rui jumping up from the sofa, and said happily, "Ah! Is it true?"
He hurriedly asked what's the matter with his eyes, but Yuan Rui was still on the phone, only looking at him with an incomparably bright smile.
"Okay! Okay!" Yuan Rui said into the phone, "God, you are so kind! Brother Liang is also a good man! I wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years and an early baby... Ah no, good health! Good health!"
Seeing that he and Bai Tu finished talking on the phone, Zheng Qiuyang asked, "What's the matter? Is there anything good?"
Yuan Rui rushed towards him, he subconsciously stretched his arms to hug him, and was pressed down by Yuan Rui's momentum and lay down on the sofa. Yuan Rui laughed a few times lying on top of him, and said, "Qiuyang! Now I definitely don't have to quit entertainment. Circled!"
Zheng Qiuyang asked: "What good thing is it?"
Yuan Rui said, "Have you watched "Who Is the Murderer"?"
Zheng Qiuyang thought for a moment, "You mean the American reality show?"
Yuan Rui nodded vigorously, and said: "There is a video site that has been experimenting with reality shows for a long time, but they have never watched it due to word of mouth. Recently, they paid a lot of money to buy the copyright of the remake of this show. They plan to make a Chinese version. I am afraid that ordinary people will not be able to get the show to watch it. , so to make an all-star version, I contacted many stars, most of them are still waiting to see, because the original version of this program is a bit restricted, if you want to broadcast it on TV, you will definitely not be able to pass the censorship, and you can only put it on the Internet Up. At present, only Liang Xi has decided to accept it. He wants to transform, and he doesn’t want to just be funny in the future. Just now, my male god asked me if I want to do this show. If I want to do it, Liang Xi will pack me and bring me into the group.”
Zheng Qiuyang: "..."
Yuan Rui was still lying on his body, shook vigorously and said, "Speak up! Are you happy and silly?"
Zheng Qiuyang said: "I remember this show... quite a test of IQ."
Yuan Rui twisted his face with both hands and pulled it to the sides, proudly said: "Don't look down on me! I am a gold medalist in the Olympiad at the age of twelve!"
Zheng Qiuyang silently added a sentence in his heart, and then he never grew IQ, only grew taller.