Seeing her out of control, Sister Chen couldn't bear to tell the truth, but she couldn't lie. Shaking his head, sighed and said: "The phone still can't get through. But don't worry, don't you still have me to accompany you? I will accompany you to see the attending doctor."
Mo Xiaoguo didn't know what was wrong with him, and suddenly big tears fell. She shook her head indiscriminately, "I don't want to watch... Sister Chen, let's go back! I don't want to watch it!"
Sister Chen was frightened by her appearance and hugged her quickly, "What's the matter? It's all here. We have done all the inspections, so why don't we watch it?"
She is scared!
I'm really scared!
Without him, she was like a lonely flat boat, thrown into the rough sea, left to be destroyed by the wind and waves...
"Come, let me see. My daughter has given birth to two children. I have some experience." Sister Chen said as she wanted to take the result from Mo Xiaoguo's hand and look at it. Mo Xiaoguo pulled the result tightly in fear.
But even so, Sister Chen still saw it.
The uterus is not growing up.
She remembered that the data on the result sheet was not much different from the last time.
this is…
Sister Chen raised her head and glanced at Mo Xiaoguo, with a trace of pity in her eyes. He didn't say anything at the moment, grabbed her by the hand and pulled her into the diagnosis room.
"I don't want to go! Sister Chen, let's go home, okay? I'm going home... I'm going to find him..."
That cry, sad prayers echoed in the corridor of the hospital. Everyone turned their gazes towards them, watching the tears of the young pregnant mother, everyone knew that it was definitely not a good thing, and they all cast pity in their eyes.
Sister Chen's eyes are hot. After spending a few months with her, I know the importance of this child to both of them. But now...
"Hey, Xiaoguo, don't be afraid! Let the doctor take a good look at the results!" She coaxed her like her own daughter, even calling her title.
The gentle voice reminded Mo Xiaoguo of her mother in a daze. Thinking about the current situation again, I only feel lonely and helpless, and sadness comes from it.
where is he
At this moment, where is he when he is most needed
Wasn't she worried that she was helpless and that she could not take good care of herself, so she took her to his apartment? But now, when she really can't take care of herself, where is that person? !
Sister Chen was almost taken to the diagnosis room to sit down.
However, the doctor's words smashed her to death, and the whole person was like dead, and she could only sit there with her face like ashes.
"The uterus is obviously not expanding, it does not meet the standards of the pregnancy cycle, and the child's heartbeat is no longer heard."
"... The fetus is dead."
died
died!
She cried and laughed. It should be yourself who is dead! It seems that a huge hole has been drilled in the chest, and a hand is inserted in it, and it is constantly pulling... tearing...
"Miss Mo, it is recommended that you have an operation immediately and remove the child! If the child stays in your body, it will only cause you a burden. If it is serious, it will cause hemorrhage, and the situation will be serious then.
"No! My child is fine, how could I remove my child?" She screamed, staring at the doctor, as if she was like a swift beast in front of her. Mu Beicheng heard the child's heartbeat together! Sister Chen, Sister Chen..."
Feeling the doctor's helpless and compassionate eyes, she panicked and grabbed Sister Chen who was standing by, as if she had caught a life-saving straw. She looked at Sister Chen with tears and pleading, "Sister Chen, you tell her, I beg you to tell the doctor... My child is fine and healthy... You also felt the fetus move last time, didn't you? I came for the screening today! My child is fine!"
Sister Chen hugged her emotionally, "Xiaoguo, calm down..."
She can't calm down! She can't calm down!
"I don't want to get rid of him! My child is fine...really!" hugging Sister Chen, she cried bitterly, and the crying was so desolate that the patients and nurses in the entire diagnosis room sighed and sighed.
"You are still young, and there will always be children in the future." The doctor persuaded, "Although polycystic disease is relatively troublesome, it is not impossible to cure it. You see, you are not pregnant this time. ?"
She cried more loudly, unable to control herself emotionally.
baby…
Was it because she said she didn't want you at first, so... Are you angry? Don't want mom
I am sorry…
In fact, my mother really loves you so much! Mom apologizes, so... Will you come back? Back in mother's belly...
Coming out of the hospital, the whole person seemed to have experienced a huge catastrophe. The tears on the face have never been dry from beginning to end. Leaning on the window of the taxi, still holding the phone firmly in his hand.
but…
It's been two days.
The phone never rang.
Heart, so cold.
Same as my own body...
"Come to the hospital as soon as possible and remove the child. The more you drag it down, the more it will affect your body!" The doctor's repeated reminders echoed in her mind.
Her tears were forced out again, and all of her pale and weak cheeks were instantly covered.
Thinking of removing the child, she didn't have the courage to sign the surgical slip alone. She needs Mu Beicheng... She needs him to give herself enough courage and hope...
Go back to the apartment.
Sitting on the sofa stupidly, staring at a point with a distracted gaze. Putting his hands on his lower abdomen, he still didn't want to believe that the little things there had stopped growing.
She has always had nightmares repeatedly recently! So now, it must be a dream too!
Nothing will happen when you wake up, right
But, she knew... This nightmare, she could never wake up again...
Looking at that lonely figure, Sister Chen quietly called again, but there was still that cold mechanical voice on that end. Sigh, pour a cup of hot water and bring it to her. After thinking about it, he still said, "Drink your mouth water and warm yourself up. In fact, as the doctor said, you are still so young and you still have a chance next time. Don't think too much. ."
"Really?" Taking the water weakly, she asked quietly, so uncertain. The voice was so soft, as if floating out of the abyss of hell. It was so ethereal that it would disappear at any time.
Do they still have a chance
Why... She feels darkness in front of her at the moment, so she can't see any hope? Is this fate
"Of course it is. Mr. Mu loves you so much. He will definitely feel distressed to see you like this. You must cheer up!" Chen Jie encouraged her patiently.
She smiled, tears streaming down her smile.
"What's the use of love?" The question was light, confused and sad.
When he was the most painful and unbearable, the person who kept saying that he loved himself disappeared completely. This has turned all love into a joke! Become illusory, become pale!
Sister Chen sighed, "Mr. Mu must be caught by something."
"..." She didn't say anything, just squeezed the cup tightly with her fingers. The wall of the cup was obviously so hot, but it couldn't warm any cells in her body.
So cold...
She also wanted to find a reason for him. But what to do? Her heart now becomes so narrow and stingy! The pain is too deep, she can't do it!
Night, deep.
The apartment is unusually quiet, as quiet as a pool of stagnant water.
Sister Chen insisted on staying, but Mo Xiaoguo wanted to be alone and let her go back.
She leaned on the sofa, like a fish washed up on the beach by the waves, without water, becoming dying. The back of the hand was tightly blindfolded, but the tears leaking from the corner of the eye could not be suppressed.
One after another, never broken.
The doorbell rang suddenly at this moment.
She didn't move.
It rang again. Time after time, patiently refused to interrupt.
Only then did she drag her heavy body and forcibly got up from the sofa. She opened the door feebly, and the moment she saw the person outside the door, her thoughts of flying away suddenly returned to the cage, and she suddenly became sober. Subconsciously guarding his lower abdomen vigilantly, as if he was afraid of being injured, but...
When my hand touched the bulge, I realized that my actions at the moment were extremely ridiculous.
The child is gone!
It's not someone else hurt it, it's me! She was not careful enough, she was not competent enough, she killed her own child by herself!
"You... Are you pregnant?" Yu Lan outside the door was shocked when she saw Mo Xiaoguo's raised belly.
Lu Ying only told her that Mo Xiaoguo and Mu Beicheng had lived together, but did not say that she was pregnant.
Mo Xiaoguo said nothing, she didn't even know how to answer. I am pregnant, but now the child...
There was soreness and swelling in the tip of her nose. Just about to speak, Yu Lan spoke again: "You really look exactly like your mother!"
The shock dissipated in only a moment, and then, it was a sharp mockery.
Mo Xiaoguo frowned and stared at her with a sharp eye. Hold the doorknob tightly, with some force. Taking a deep breath, she asked as calmly as possible: "Are you busy?"
Yu Lan was shocked by her eyes. She is a little uncomfortable with her prickly appearance.
"This is my son's home. Do I still need something to come here?" Yu Lan sneered, stretched out her hand to push the door open, and walked into the house pretentiously.
Mo Xiaoguo didn't have the energy and strength to make trouble with her, only weakly said: "Mu Beicheng is not at home."
"Of course I know he is not here."
"Do you know where he is?" She turned her head to look at Xiang Yu Lan.
Without replying to her directly, Yu Lan only looked at her whole body, "It seems that Mu Beicheng is not in these days, and you are in a very bad spirit."
Mo Xiaoguo turned away slightly, avoiding her sight. Without looking in the mirror, she could also imagine that she must be as pale as a ghost at the moment. Yu Lan was right, her spirit was extremely bad!
"Mo Xiaoguo, I'm ahead of you! You and Mu Beicheng are absolutely impossible!" Yu Lan put the handbag elegantly, and sat down on the sofa, only then did her eyes fall on Mo Xiaoguo's lower abdomen, "This The child sheds the blood of our Mu family, so be born. Our Mu family will raise him and her to grow up. But you—will never enter our Mu family’s door!"
In the last sentence, Yu Lan said it very hard, as if she was afraid that Mo Xiaoguo could not hear her clearly.
Mo Xiaoguo took a deep breath, stood there stubbornly straight back, looking at her from the top down, her voice as calm as possible, "Don't worry, I won't marry Mu Beicheng."
Yu Lan squinted at her, seeming to be inquiring about the authenticity of her words.
Mo Xiaoguo bit her lip, and continued to say in a cold voice, "This child... I won't be born either!"
Yu Lan frowned, the doubts in her eyes deepened. Originally, she thought she would be stalking, thinking that everything would be fine if she had the Mu family's child. But looking at her stubborn and calm look on her face again, it seemed that she was not talking about anger.
"It's just right to take the child away." Yu Lan nodded, "We have no shortage of women in Beicheng who will give birth to him. In the future, Lu Ying will be able to give birth to that girl."